I just realised after 4 months of full-time study that I will never, ever, ever make it as a developer. I'm giving up as of today.
I don't even enjoy coding. Its frustrating beyond words and difficult as fuck (for me). I can't even do basic algebra let alone figure out algorithms and my logic skills are dire. I would never pass a technical interview in a million years, there is simply no point in carrying on with this delusion of becoming a full-stack developer.
I was stupid enough to buy into the "Anyone can learn to code!" meme. I'm going to have to rethink and try and get into front-end web dev or failing that just become a fucking graphic designer because I'll never be able to handle the back-end, its just hopeless. Everywhere I go all I hear is how easy Ruby is to learn yet it has fucked my ass from start to finish. Databasing is boring as fuck, SQL can fucking burn. Fuck web development.
Also, the tech community is simply full of idiots. I actually respect a lot of geeks and their programming/STEM abilities but they are the most narrow minded, pathetic individuals I've ever met and I will simply never be one of them. I am literally too cool for coding.
Why can't I have a high IQ? Why can't I just be a woman? Jumping on the self-taught web developer bandwagon was my last shot at a well paid career. Thank fuck I never paid for a bootcamp is all I can say.