Sup Forumsents, I'm giving up. I spend all my time chained to this fucking gaming PC shrine I've built...

Sup Forumsents, I'm giving up. I spend all my time chained to this fucking gaming PC shrine I've built, I almost never go outside unless I have to go to class or run errands, I used to have a MacBook and an iPhone but now I go on and on about my hatred for Apple products until fellow students literally get so fed up with my shit and call me out and ask if I'm on the spectrum. ( I got bright red, tried to laugh it off and immediately pretended I needed to go to the bathroom so I could escape the embarrassment......to make things worse it was a girl who said it) :(

I used to be very fit and muscular, worked out a lot and cared about my appearance and dressed very well.

I used to have a girlfriend and used to have sex all the time.

Now I'm a mere shadow of the man I used to be.

The reason? "Neckbeard Technology." Technology and this feeling that I'm somehow "superior" to my fellow classmates and family etc. just because I built my own PC and use Android and know a bunch of shit about computers. And what has it gotten me? I spend a bunch of time on the internet with pedophiles and other disgusting outcasts and I'm slowly killing myself as I gain weight and avoid attaining my dreams by focusing on my classes. But no, I spend all my time on Sup Forums and have become a fucking loser. I should be out running/lifting, making friends, being social, getting a new girlfriend, graduating and getting my fucking life on track and start making some fucking money.

But no. I'm still sitting here rotting away because my "hobby" is fucking useless and eats away at my health and life.

I have a fucking WAT Racing sticker on my car as a symbol of "club" I'm a member of because I've become too autistic for real clubs or church functions with people my own age.

I have a fucking /k/ related sticker on muh android phone and when people ask about it I say "oh it's a Sup Forums thing" and then they ask me with a puzzled look "you still go there?"


Yesterday I heard that webm/gif whatever the fuck it is of the Mom pouring her heart out to her useless weeaboo gaymer son about how he sits there wasting his life in front of his screen. I'm not ashamed to admit I cried a bit, cus it reminded me of myself.

FUCK

Therefore, I feel it is time to leave this place, I feel that it is time to leave the bullshit of childhood videogames behind and focus on more productive things.

Most of you will think this is some kind of Apple related bait but no, the only reason I talk about Apple shit is because that's what the "normal" people seem to prefer. The ones who aren't autistic and spend their entire lives inside. I also remeber what it was like being an Applefag and not caring about muh giggyhertz and lol AyyMD and NoVidia and muh framerates.

My father passed away when I was 7.....sometimes I wish he can't see me from heaven because I know he would be crying his fucking eyes out if he could see what a fucking loser I've become :(


Does anyone else feel this way?
I've wasted so much time and money on this bullshit. I feel like I should just give up, get a fucking MacBook and iPhone like I used to have and call it a fucking day.

Someone please help me figure this shit out it's driving me fucking insane

what the fuck XD

Please user I need help figuring this out.

Seriously I used to be normal.

Here's a good example. Back when I was younger and before I discovered Sup Forums I could whack off to a catalog of women's swimsuits or some shit but now I have a 500GB hardrive dedicated for crazyxxx3dworld and mature bbw granny porn and furry porn and even hardcore gay beastiality. What the fuck is wrong with me?

Just wtf?

congrats you get laid, like every organism on earth before you
oh you use computers and stuff? fucking loser

The point is I was normal at one time and now I'm not because I become addicted to vidya and the outcast lifestyle of being on the internet 24/7

What?

I don't get laid anymore because I've become a fucking loser. I've almost committed suicide because of this and other related depression shit too

And most of it stems from this online "lifestyle"

I'm trying to say that being normal isn't exactly a thing to be proud of
why consider yourself lower because someone else might do something different
also most "normal" people today have serious social media addiction that is enabled by society

quality post m8

Wow this schizophrenic guy who hangs around is a lot of fun eh guys!?

I member you. you're the guy who was saying normal people use Apple shit and non normal people use android and windows or whatever

You need help man. get some meds or some shit c'mon

no, that sort of depressed thinking makes EVERY thing seem pointless. Snap the fuck out of it. You are your own man and can decide for yourself what is most important in life. What your parents think, or what other people's parents think does not affect you. Of course people who don't spend their time in front of a computer could see someone sitting there and think "they are doing nothing and wasting their life" because they aren't really moving anywhere, but you and I know that person's brain is firing on all cylinders devouring information.

You are participating in a mass-communication platform the likes of which the world has never seen before. To be alive at this moment in time is a great privilege. Do not let the jealousy and misunderstandings of others sway you from what you feel is best.

Any suggestions? Seriously I need to figure this shit out ASAP it's fucking killing me

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That's actually really fucking deep user. Thank you for your input.

you can either reverse all of the things you complained about above or you can install gentoo

Relateable. Even my friends is asking if i have autismo. I am slowly degenerating but i dont give a fuck.

This is like 80% of Sup Forums at the very least. You are not alone.

"Neckbeard technology" is a fucking cancer. It destroys you. You can usually spot a victim of "neckbeard technology." They're fat, and they have unkempt facial/neck hair. They wear glasses. And they are almost ALWAYS bragging about their custom Windows gaming rig and their shitty Android phone.

>hey man look at my epic battlestation!!!

So you're saying either sell all this neckbeard shit and get Apple normie shit or install gentoo?

I'd have to agree the Apple shit is the better way to go

>get Apple gear
>fap to trap porn all day
>still kill self
there is no hope user

>"Neckbeard technology" is a fucking cancer. It destroys you


I definitely agree with you on this. I actually ended up dropping a class because I spent too much time fucking around with building my gaymen machine instead of focusing on studying...........it was a fucking intro to accounting class...nothing too hard but I made it hard

What a story, Mark.

Did you enjoy it user?

You seem to have mistaken me for someone else user. I'll guess your name is...........Alan?

Go to /fit/ throw out your computer and buy a shifty MacBook then fag

What is a "shifty" MacBook? Is that a new one I haven't heard about yet?

Okay okay let me try again..........Taylor?

Cool, enjoy leaving Sup Forums, see you tomorrow.

Okay I'll bite. Who are you? Where do you know me from?

Bump

>to make things worse it was a girl who said it
if you weren't a bitch you would have backhanded her on the spot.

But user, it's not polite to attack classmates

Apple is getting Creative with their shilling.

Link to Weeaboo son video

And I thought I had seen heavy autism in Sup Forums, this is either a really autistic user or a shitposter.

I don't have it :(

I think I saw it on wsg in a sad shit thread or something

Wish you were still here user. I'm very curious to know who you are

What is even going on in this thread, is this what a psychotic episode looks like?

Yeah pretty much. Either that or a very nice shitpost

we're watching society happen

>I have a fucking WAT Racing sticker on my car

I think these threads are somehow related:

Holy shit thank you for linking to that thread, looks like a good time.

But no, that's not my vehicle.

>Yesterday I heard that webm/gif
What did he mean by this?

I meant I saw it, as in I watched it.

I don't think buying an iPhone is gonna help brah. That's exactly the shitty Sup Forums mentality that you're complaining about in your OP posts: "My products define me, and if I get X I will become Y!"
If this is serious and not bait, getting off of Sup Forums will definitely be a good first step. See what you can fill all that free time up with instead that has nothing to do with computers. I'm afraid this website has changed your way of thinking though, just like I feel like it has mine. If so, it'll be hard to become 'you' again. Just try to stop being hostile towards anything and everything and constantly feel the need to defend yourself first, I guess?

Btw anyone know how that one user could figure out my first name? I'm curious to know if he's some elite haxxor or if it's someone I know irl who somehow recognized me

Failing that, suicide.

It's a meme, you dip.

What meme? I don't know this meme somehow

get a laptop and use it in the kitchen or wherever has lots of people walking around, the shame of coming here will torture your mind every time you dare type "Sup Forums" in your browser, forcing you to invest your attention on something else. configure the router signal to be very weak too so it does not reach your room, change the router password to something complicated and write it down, give it to someone in your home and tell them to not give you that piece of paper.
you won't stop coming here, but that will greatly reduce your time spent on Sup Forums and other nsfw shit.

Holy fuck how did I not recognize that fucking meme

>I used to be very fit and muscular, worked out a lot and cared about my appearance and dressed very well.
>I used to have a girlfriend and used to have sex all the time.
good for you now fuck off

Kek

Relax. Why not have both? Play your vidya and shitpost on the chanz in your down time. It's all about time management. Go be fit again. Go get another girlfriend. You don't have to be a sweaty neckbeard shut in or a technologically illiterate normie just to be fit or fit in with the normies. play their games when you have to be around them then be yourself when you're around friends. Balance bro, balance. focus on school some more, remind yourself why you're going to school and chase your dreams. You can have both. You're gonna be fine. Hang in there.

Now THIS is shitposting!!!!


Applel shills pls go

Damn this is some serious bait we've got here.

Take care OP, you magnificent Apple shilling faggot

all these fucking newfags

Just respect yourself and find something that makes you happy.

Get Minitel and put your worries to rest.