I am throwing away my anonymity for the first, and last time anons. My name is...

I am throwing away my anonymity for the first, and last time anons. My name is....and I am of an age I will not disclose here because of...rules. I was meant to be someone. I grew up in a privileged household. I grew up with everything most kids dreamed of or did not have. I grew up with loving parents. I grew up with loving siblings. And, because I have given up, I am throwing it all away. It seems insensitive, and that is exactly what it is. I know some of you will hate me, and I do not blame you. I can understand that some of you will say, “good.” Or be more vulgar in some, if not, most cases. I do not blame you. I can understand some of you say I still can have a future. It is the good nature of your humanity that says this, and it is a humble service, not a gesture, I do not deserve. Why, you may ask? I have had the inability to answer the truth of my actions when pinned to the wall. And I have failed once more to where I (and many, many others) cannot forgive me for doing it. I cold-heartedly hurt people who loved me. I betrayed their trust and several others. They believe everything I have done is criminal, and unforgiving. I do not blame them. I...am sorry. I do not want you to forgive me. I do not expect anything like that, at all, from here of all places. I ask that you know and share whatever will happen to me and to share my story. I do not want your pity. I do not want your forgiveness. I am unworthy of all good, but deserving of all evils. I am sorry, there is no point in trying to save a lost soul, but I love you Sup Forumsrothers. I went here, where mistakes I foolishly made can be accepted for what they are. And much more joy, or sadness. I’ve been here for 5+ years, and I have enjoyed them. They were some of the most funniest scenes in my life. I will not forget it. For any Sup Forumsrothers who print this post are welcome to my funeral; a ticket if you will, if my family decides to host one.

I hurt everyone who cared for me. Because....... I dont know

I will post name once I know someone will remember it. And my city so they can know of what happened to me.

This all sounds pretty gay to me. Btw didn't read man, way too long.

I dont blame you, but I feel someone should know why, when police search my internet footsteps.

Give me a tl;dr and I'll care. Stop being such a cryptic faggot.

No crypticism. TL:DR i fucked up badly, and will an hero once I know a bro will share my story.

You have no use if you're dead. If you are alive, you can go on with your life, and repair the mistakes that you made. It's not about of deserve or not deserve life, is about fucking doing something with it

Give me a short rundown of your fuckup.

I decided to betray my family's trust, and I fucked up. I signed things I shouldn't have, and while they did not lose anything, they didn't approve of it. I had chances while my other colegues did not have the,.

chance. I used my family to my advantage because I didn't care. I didn't give a fuck about them. I committed forgery, I ruined the reputation of my work, when I should've been fired on the spot.

Can I get a green text?

Okay, so why does making a mistake, albeit a large mistake, make you think that fucking killing yourself is going to somehow solve the issue?

they make it seem like I have no future, and that what I have done is criminal level. Scum of the Earth bad.

>be me
>be undisclosed age
>decide to be a faggot
>the ultimate of faggots
>the most unforgivable
>sign up for program, not job
>supposed to give me a bright future
>second chance from fucking up in school
>That's how I saw it
>decide to fuck it up once more for not caring
>like a faggot
>I get caught with my pants down, crying
>forged signature saying my parents saw grades
>they did not
>given a second chance b/c mom has cancer
>admin doing it for her, not me
>do it once more, the next semester
>parents are disappointed in me
>I asked if they love me still
>they said nothing
>Now on here in secrecy

>I fucked up once more, not forging a signature
>just pure shit grades cause I'm a lazy faggot

I never deserved what I have. I never have, and never will.

Maybe you should start fixing things I Strad of being lazy

They said there's no recovery at this point. You fucked yourself they said. You are screwed for life they said.

If your parents don't forgive you at some point, they're shit heads. Look man, you may have done some fucked up shit, but I can guarantee that when you sit back and realize that making mistakes and fucking things up is all a part of the human experience, and that some day you'll literally think "huh, that was fucking stupid of me. Oh well, good think I won't make that mistake again." you'll be happy you didn't fucking off yourself. Own up to your mistake, and be a fucking man.

Okay, so what? Realistically, no one deserves anything. Some people are just more fortunate than others. Your privileged life only happened by chance. Don't act like fate is somehow your own fault.

It was my carelessness when I had every opportunity handed to me is what makes me want to off myself. Everything one could need I had or could have, but I was lazy.

Okay, and you realize that now. Why aren't you realizing that coming to grips with the fact that you messed up and know what to fix is a good thing? Welcome to life, user. Get used to it. Don't quit.

What kind of motivation is it knowing that I will live for the rest of my life off of a mistake I made? I ca't fix it. I was giving a shit when it was too late. And I quote my teacher,

"you fucked up user. You're out of luck now."

You in North America?

Yea, why?

No, you fucking retard, you're shit out of luck in this particular instance. One fucking mistake doesn't equal LMAO XDDDDDD LIFE OVER HAHAHAHAHHAA you stupid ass nigger. Get a fucking grip homie.

Is it their life to judge? No.

If you someday decide to give a shit, is it possible you could make life worth living? Of course.

Quit being angsty, melodramatic Faggot, get drunk or something cathartic, and face the day when it dawns.

This.

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TL;DR I am a colossal faggot please rape my face

Along the Eastern Seaboard?

no. why?

No reason. Where do you think the pressure that you're feeling is really coming from? Are your reasons just for you to know and no one else?

Bumping for interest

This pressure is from myself, and me having to deal with these consequences. The reasons I have i prefer to keep to myself but at this point, brothers should know. I am feeling the burn from playing with fire to put it more...understandably.

>OP won't disclose age because of rules
>OP is underage
>OP is a cryptic faggot
>OP is seeking attention

If you reply to OP and try to make him feel better, then you are wasting your time

That may be true

Also, OP's liberal use of ellipsis makes it even more obvious he's just... seeking attention

Is this about matters of the heart?

At least you got quads bro

All of this bullshit for forging a report card

You'd prefer they'd keep their use of them to the opposite end of the spectrum?

>Forging parent's signature in school
>Criminal level
>Scum of the Earth bad

For real? You're over-reacting to an extreme. Calm down.

Fuck it. Who's willing to record a Periscope stream? For those anons that say I'm attention seeking. Fuck it.

Bump

Where'd you get the image from, OP?

No one will share your story unless you an hero, but if you an hero it's guaranteed. You should know how this works.

/wg/ thread.

someone record it then.

Why not Twitch or Skype?

Fucking hell, it's not going anywhere. If something interesting happens it will get screenshot. There are also archives on other sites.

Not on stream.
Twitch or skype is too easy to follow and try to stop. That's not what I plan to do.

Just kill yourself already, nobody cares.
lol you won't

If you do it quick it's not a problem. If you're not gonna do it quick then you're not gonna do it.

Record your message and post it via MEGA. Then, you can pull it.

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