Well Sup Forums, you've been my source of porn, of fluffies, of things to read when I'm on the shitter. You've been good to me for nearly 7 years. Forget the fact that the board is full of cancer faggots that repeat posts every hour. I want you all to know that in the next 2 days, I'll be an hero'ing at work. No live streams, because I work on cable lines all day, so no way to properly give you all a fair video, I'm truly sorry for that.
I'm over living. I've been telling myself that I should never have lived past 24. That I shouldn't have wasted this woman I call my wife's time, nor gotten her preggo and now leaving a family behind. I wish I had killed myself over a decade ago and now that nobody wants me around, and I'm in the right line of work so it looks like an accident, I'll be able to finally get that closure.
Call me a faggot, call me a bitch, pussy, shit, failure, whatever else you come up with. I call myself the same things every morning and night. I'm a failure to life Sup Forums and I've accepted this.
Pic related.
Say your goodbyes or fuck you's or try to talk me out of it. Whatever makes you feel like you did something in one person's life.
Well Sup Forums, you've been my source of porn, of fluffies, of things to read when I'm on the shitter...
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where are you from?
California
How old is your son/daughter?
Random images to bump
Not near a year old.
You owe it to your children to continue, quit wallowing in self pity like some pussy Faggot and better yourself.
No one told you? The ride never ends.
It's been 10 years on/off for me friend.
You'll be back.
See you later you weird looking motherfucker
I don't owe anyone anything. It was a mistake to live as long as I have, and any children weren't supposed to happen to me. I'm not denying I should, but I refuse to let them grow up with a shit father
>married
>nice job (looks nice)
>whole kid's life ahead
>Killing yourself
Nigga what? Change your routine, if your wife doesn't love you divorce, get a new place, pay for kid and prostitutes, go out, enjoy little things. No one is stopping you from being a kid again, go out, skate, do whatever the fuck you want before it's too late.
Stop spreading this cancer and fuck off already nerd. Even if you really ment it you still dont have the balls.
I appreciate it, I really do. But there's a point when not even stuff that used to be entertaining keeps me distracted
Continue living in order to financially support the child you brought into the world, after they graduate from college you can off yourself
actually, you do owe it to your kids. You made them, whether you wanted to or not, and you need to provide for them so they can have a decent enough life. This isn't a hallmark movie, your wife isn't just going to find some rich guy to marry.
>this
Trust me if you choose, I never post. I lurk because I have nothing to contribute. Now I'm just saying goodbye and good wishes to any of you
If you go through with this be prepared to take responsibility for the shitty life your child has, the rape of your daughter, the early death of your son, because if any of these things happen you weren't there to stop them, and that's on you user.
After I'm gone, she'll have a sizeable amount of money to where she'll be ok for the children. I don't expect her to find a rich guy. I just expect her to find someone to be a better father for the kids
At least take out the biggest life insurance plan you can find and wait a month or two
I trust that you know what you're doing and find what you're looking for. You seem to have it all planned and thought out, godspeed OP you faggot. Good luck in the next life, if there is one.
New things maybe? Dude I've been in and out of sadness, melancholy and nostalgia my whole fucking life, and I've found out that there are simple basic things that could change the entire course of life. We all have problems ourselves, but we also bring trouble to our life by getting involved in things we don't want. You got a kid now? Make the best of it. Teach him how to be better and happier than you. You'll never win if you don't bend, it's not so complicated, if you decide to change your mind you'll find you're inundated- that's from a song called complicated by face to face. Basically what you must do. If you take your own life you must live it again.
Life happens the way it happens user. Whether I'm here or not will not change should she get raped in a dark corner where I'm not there anyways. Or when he could have cancer and my living won't change the fact it's terminal
>abandoning your family
That's all I see man. Don't be a coward, come on.
God speen, user
why the fuck would you kill yourself during humanities golden age? literally all forms of technology are growing exponentially, we could be immortal galatic overlords in 20 years time at the rate humanity is progressing. why wuld you want to miss out on all of the amazing shit that is to come?
Just remember the saying, like father like son, OP. Not a good way for your child's life to start.
I shouldn't have had one to begin with
They'll get over it and it'll be a memory in the back of their minds. If my children are anything like me they're destined for great things if depression doesn't consume them first
Godspeed OP.
Because it's controlled by the liberals
Humanity's golden age has passed. Back when people communicated with voice, not via words on a screen. We're advancing to an age where we live alone in a crowded room of strangers
But you did
OP If you're done with life at least do something awesome and self destructive before you pull the trigger (metaphorically). Try to rob an armored truck or rape some 10/10 girl. Make headlines. Draw a swastika on your forehead. Go absolutely off the deep end. Then decide if death is correct.
Tell your kids there is no God before you do it.
So long and thanks for all the fish
There are a lot of faggots on this board that's kill for what you have. Keep that in mind, you fucking idiot.
Already have something news worthy planned. Remember, I do cable work, which means people trust me into their homes.
stop being so melodramatic faggot.
the future is going to be fucking amazing. it will be unlike anything you could even imagine.
to be honest though if you killed yourself you arehelping the global overppopulation
Oh I will
Confirmed for never ending, you'll be back with an even stronger resolve to try and find that one thread that isn't shite.
So is PGE going to count this as an accident so your baby gets some life innsurance money?
I know. I'm helping to get rid of my genes, and that's an improvement for society itself
Not pge, but glad you're somewhat familiar. And yes, the company I work for has a policy on each of its field employees in case of accidents
And when that sizeable chunk is gone cause she's a grieving single mother.... eating out, doing drugs, no time for kiddo between mulitple jobs to make the chunk last 18+ years.... then what?
Oh, and quads checked. Well done Sup Forumsro
That'll be on her. She has a degree in a field where she can do well. Plenty of family around to watch the kids so she can work.
why make a thread about it?
fuck you, attention whore. that's why you're a loser.
Good luck Sup Forums in your video games, jobs, girlfriends and whatever else have you. I'm leaving this thread to 404-land
So why do you think you're such a failure, OP?
Theres more than the monopolistic pge in california? Good to know.
Well short of the 'life is your oyster' jam, do a swan dive, last thing we need is another 'attempted' suicide vegetable.
Because I can asswipe.
Suicide is for the weak. Dont be weak user. We are about to have a better america soon
Where do you live?
Swan dive would be funny, tbh. Head first into pavement.
What happens if you don't die? Electrocution? Falling from heights? Crazier things have happened...believe me i know firsthand
A real attention whore would broadcast it on fb or twitter or some other bullshit social media
If I don't die right away, I have a DNR arranged. I've plotted everything out to where legally I can be left alone to die this time
Don't kill yourself. Fluffies have it worse.
This
Bye hard hat user! Have a good journey to the other side
How is that accidental if you already have a DNR in place? Sounds pre-meditated
can't even be humble in death.
just do it, nobody cares.
She'll be sucking dick for meth until your kid is old enough to turn tricks. 3 more years, probably.
Who,gives a fuck fuck you
I had everything written out quite a number of years ago. Between myself and Sup Forums, I've been plotting for 5 or more years
Her choice
I know nobody cares. Never asked for anyone to care. I just felt like making a post so that I could wish Sup Forums goodbye
Usually i tell people to go do some crazy shit instead of killing themselves
but you seem really at peace with your decision so who am i to deny you closure
good luck man I wish you luck if there anything after this world and if not at least you had some time here to do shit
till next time Sup Forumsro
You're able bodied, young, employed, and you don't have downs. Plenty of people have lives unimaginably worse than you and they keep going. Plenty of people are worse fuckups. Plenty of people are uglier, stupider, or more fucked in the head.
Newsflash: Being a man is fucking shit. Nobody thanks you, nobody listens to you, nobody appreciates you, nobody compliments you, nobody helps you. All you get is more demands from people who know you, and more disrespect from the people in charge. But you keep going because you're a man and it's what we've done for thousands of years. It's how the world got to how it is now.
After you're dead it's statistically likely that your wife will shack up with some fucking asshole who will be an asshole to your kid. Or maybe a string of assholes and losers who will all make a mark on your kid over its childhood. And that will be all your fault. Your kid will more than likely have a shit life because of your selfishness, as opposed to a mediocre life if you were around.
Don't bullshit yourself with this crap about "nobody wants you around" or you're wasting your wife's time, or it "wasn't supposed to happen", or they'll be better off without you, etc etc.
Let's be brutally realistic here: chances are they won't be better off and you'll be leaving them in for a lifetime of shit, just like everyone else whose father or husband tops themselves.
You're being selfish. You're making the selfish choice. This choice isn't about anyone else but you and your inability to look beyond yourself. Understand that and come to terms with it if you're seriously thinking about going through with this.
jesus christ. do it now and save us all the wasted effort at least. quit teasing me
I appreciate that. You're a good user, user
It's the golden age for women and their liberal cuck enablers. For decent, honest, homely folk (men) it's an age of despair, loneliness, and a permanent sense of being lost in a world that treats us as tools, we are the donkeys that are drawing the cart of Western civilisation which has been completely destroyed by feminism and modern liberalism
love you man have a safe trip
I've already thought it all through. To be frank, she's a good woman who will do just fine. My children will be fine. Yes, everyone will be a lot worse mentally because I couldn't hang, no pun intended, but at the end if every day, that pain slowly subsides until it's simply an itch in the back of their mind.
I'm not worried about what happens after I off myself because it won't affect me anymore
It's been like that since forever. We've been either starving, diseased, slaves, or used as sword fodder for tens of thousands of years while the kings and other elites lived in luxury. The majority of men have always had hard, shitty lives.
suck his dick, faggot
Very nice
seriously? you're going to miss trump's presidency? that's hilarity enough to stick around.
You're not worried about what happens after you off yourself because it won't affect you any more. That's the first actually honest thing you've said in the entire thread, you selfish dishonest fuck. You tell yourself that they'll be "just fine" but if we're being really honest, they probably won't be.
Take it from someone with first hand experience - their lives will be made 10 times harder and more painful because of your selfishness. Your kids are going to grow up without a dad. That's not a fucking "itch" you dumb fuck. It's a hole that never, ever closes.
Later tater!
Is kill myself if I worked on cable lines all day to. Get yourself some spikes and grab the wires above the cable where real men work. You won't regret it.
This guy gets it
I'm sorry for your loss, I mean that. I've never had a father, and I did mostly ok. When I say she'll do fine, it's because I know that she'll move on over time. The kids are too little to know me, so they'll have a spot where they don't know daddy, and never will get to.
I'm fine with you getting upset over me, a person you don't know, offing myself. It's expected as a rational human being. I appreciate the concern, but I've been prepared for this
Farewell, OP. See you on the other side.
lol what the fuck do you mean you did mostly ok? You're planning to kill yourself you stupid faggot. You're about as far from ok as is possible to get.
You're doing this partly because you never had a father who taught you to be a fucking man and punch life in the guts. Now your kids are going to turn out like you. Great job, dickwad.
I'm not concerned for you, I'm just disgusted at the total lack of honesty I'm seeing. You're making these massive retarded leaps in logic to justify something really shitty and selfish, and telling yourself it's all going to be ok.
At least be honest and admit that you're leaving your family in a fucking shit situation and you're going to irreparably and unnecessarily damage their lives.
This.
OP I'm sorry but you're being fucking stupid. You're too stubborn to get over your retarded view of life and to be honest it doesn't look like you even want to. Hopefully your autism isn't hereditary. My respects to your family and kids. In any case, if theres any chance you can be a faggot and not deliver, you'd be doing everyone a favor. Peace, OP.
HEY user ALL CAPS GUY HERE JUST WANTED TO JUMP IN AND SAY YOU DONT NEED TO AN HERO BECAUSE YOU'RE A HERO TO SO MANY OUT THERE, EVEN PEOPLE YOU DONT EVEN KNOW, SO PLEASE RECONSIDER. JUST REMEMBER, YOU WORK ON THOSE CABLE LINES EVERY DAY, AND PEOPLE NEED THOSE CABLE LINES, AND NOBODY DOES CABLE LINE WORK BETTER THAN YOU, SO HAVE AN EXTRA BEER TONIGHT, HUG THAT PRECIOUS FAMILY YOU GOT THERE, AND THEN GO LOOK IN THE MIRROR. BECAUSE THAT GUY YOU SEE IN THERE WAS BORN WAS 25 TONS OF KICKASS INSIDE, AND ITS TIME THAT KICKASS GOT UNLEASHED ON THE WORLD THROUGH YOU. SO YOU HAVE THAT EXTRA BEER TONIGHT, HUG YOUR FAMILY, AND GET BACK TO ASSKICKING TOMORROW user, BECAUSE YOU DESERVE IT BUDDY!
Go easy op
You clearly don't know what anhero means you fuck. One only becomes anhero when they whine that they're going to off themself and then ACTUALLY DO IT, on live stream.
> 7 years
Mm hmm..
kekd
Look man, its obvious you want help but don't know how to take it. You wouldn't have posted this otherwise. But when everyone tells you what you should do you say you already made up your mind You've rationalized this irrational decision. I would say its your life man but it isn't anymore. The decisions you make affect others. But you know that. That's why you plan on making it look like an accident. You still care enough about them not to hurt them by letting people know it was suicide.
The only people that can make this a better world is us annon. Giving up wont help. Take it from me. I've lost two people to suicide and one of my friends tried. She got engaged a few weeks ago. Trust me, as bad as it is it can and will get better.