Feels Thread. Drunk and alone edition

Feels Thread. Drunk and alone edition.

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This was my fear as a child...and adulthood

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happened to me and I turned out fine

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>coolpix p&s camera
>snapchat

are you even trying

hapend to me too

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lets get some green text stories Im drunk and want to cry.
wtf is this jersey shore shit?

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Happened to my best friend who was way more popular than me in 2nd grade. At age 23 I've still never thrown myself a party.

it's not even summer yet

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I don't even celebrate my birthday anymore

Dont worry it will all be over soon

but if you are really unlucky you get to keep on living

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kummies r sad

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reposting because other thread is dead and maybe there's still some advice out there

I'm lost. I feel like I've wasted the past few years of my life in college. I nearly attempted suicide once and took the quarter off to try to take care of things. Therapy. Medication. Partial hospitalization. It didn't end up doing anything. So I just tried hanging out with friends and seeing people. And then just like that I was back in school.

I still feel lost. I feel like I can't connect with people. I feel stuck. Career wise who knows what's going to happen. School is whatever. Waking up and just being out--I can't stand it.

I was at this camping trip with this student group or whatever this past weekend. Your typical cheesy bonding shit but I tried. They have the cliche small circle of people just talking about "deep" stuff. The question was about "something that has changed you". I give a cliff notes version of what's being going on (even more vague than what I say now). And it was just like all the other times I've done it--group therapy, friends, significant others--where I just felt even more disconnected from everyone. Everyone else has their own problems, their own traumatic experiences--as expected. But whereas these people seem to feel connected with each other, I just feel even more lost and just

I don't know.

I remember another user here told me to just keep doing things. Stop trying to think. Don't think. Do.

I don't know why it is so difficult. I thought I'd gotten past it feeling like I have to lift the weight of the world to get out of bed. I thought I'd gotten past feeling like tearing my own skin off and drowning in just raw feeling. I thought I'd gotten past wishing I could feel something again.

I know everyone's at a different point in their respective lives and journeys. Some people are closer to self discovery than others. Some people take off sprinting and some people are finding their pace.

I just don't think I ever left the starting line.

That photo is older than Snapchat is.

try finding something you love to do user. all you need is a safe vice to make life seem meaningful. if you're every in nothern california I will get drunk with you and we can share meanings of dispare.

I think i empathize with you. the problem with 'don't think. do.' is that if you ever snap out of it for even just a second you'll realize something autistic you did or overthink something else and it'll all crumble down

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I'm not giving up on any of you.
This isn't how your story ends.
You aren't broken.
You just lost the light.
That light. You know which one.
It might've been a plan for the future.
It might've been an unwavering hope that things would just... fall into place.
It might've been a lover, whose embrace provided refuge from the unrelenting storm we call "Life."
For me, it's been all of those things at one time or another.
Know that many lights exist, another will come.
But not on it's own.
You have to find it within.
It has to be you.
Good night Sup Forumsros.

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Still trying to find that vice I suppose. Tried weed a bunch but I just end up having shitty highs

Except that one time

Yeah I feel you. I still generally agree with it though because I feel like building the habit of living a normal life is a hell of a lot better than waiting on the motivation to live a normal life. Because that sure as fuck isn't happening

I don't understand

It's a reference to The Legend of Zelda: A Link to the Past; Link's uncle doesn't come home.

I mean like a hobby or a sport. m8 its just a process of being yourself and finding other Sup Forumsros who follow in your same prewwtences.

damn im drunk dont listen to me.

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Hey its OP here. HJow do I figure around finding the right lover who wants me as much as I want them? Ive been burned my 6 different girls and havent found the one.

I used to run marathons and shit actually. I just can't bring myself to run anymore, even just 2 miles. I'm trying/would like to lift weights and shit so maybe I'll look less like a twink fuck with the face of a 13 year old and more like a jacked as fuck dude with the face of a 13 year old.

post some sexy pics so I can save your twink ass forever. boi pussy prefered..

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hobbies or long ass tv shows are always a nice way to forget about yourself and own existance for a while
studying something completely random maybe will make you feel a little more alive or something
idk i was just thinking of stuff that made me forget my sads for a little while

notybby~

i know thats you, nick

that'd be pretty dank if my name was nick. sry2disappointbby

please I need a good rubbin right about now.

Joke's on you, lost my virginity 6 years ago. Had sex 3 times with this beautiful girl named Jackie. She was a Mormon, and she tried to get me involved with her church. Fizzled out after 3 months, that relationship. She broke it off, saying that I was too naive and that she felt like she was using me. Which isn't too far off the mark. I was a naive fool, and I still am when it comes to love.

Horribly relatable fuck you

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Been there, This might sound absolutely insane but I used lsd in a closed setting in order to meditate on the inner workings of myself. My life has increased exponentially, There are other stories of people having this happen, google it and give it at least some consideration

It made me realise if taking a chemical can change my perception so much, that perception is reality, the placebo effect apply's to more than just lying to people about medication, Your perspective directly impacts your reality, It really is true, I remember thinking it was bullshit too.

all impediments in your life are obstacles of your own psyche.

Please user, consider it

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No joke I actually have considered LSD or mushrooms. I just want to make absolute sure I'm ready to take that jump. I don't want to risk having any doubt in my head about it and risk having a fucking awful trip.

Thank you though, it's nice to hear another person having a positive experience from it

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>Drunk and alone
Always my happiest moments.

Thinking of moving to Utah to find a qt3.14 Mormon girl. Bad idea? Are they whores like all women in America?

Funny enough, we've had a discussion like this on /k/ of all places, but long story short we came to the conclusion that the best type of woman is one thats; slightly religious but not to into it, doesnt come from a broken home, is going to school for nursing or some type of engineering, knows how to take care of herself i.e. eats right, works out a bit, and also knows how to have fun. /k/ at four in the morning...

porn is banned in utah so weigh that too

the past few years have been miserable. i just play video games now and feel like shit when im not. my parents actively show their dissapointment in me, and they used to be the only ones that really kept me going with life. im getting shit grades and feel lonely all of the time. i don't know what to do anymore.

user, if you truly wish to find something in life. It is not friends you need nor is it to be surrounded by people who care.
What you need is a place like here. Like Sup Forums or any other board.
You need a group of assholes, faggots, and dipshits, to say exactly what they think.
No matter what they say be it helpful or not, you know that they don't know who you are. That they will not sugarcoat anything. The most important thing to feel like you have purpose is to have what you have done be acknowledged as good or bad.
The feeling of having content that I made being saved and reposted in another thread made me feel some form of great joy.
Even though the person said that they thought it was not as good. I felt like I had done something. I had gotten a single person to smile, or feel, or rage. If I was able to bring another to emotion just like what I wanted then I felt accomplished.
You need to know just by sharing what you felt in your life with us in this thread, lurking or not. You were able to get people to think, to feel.
You accomplished something. Something completely fantastic
Something human.
For that user I thank you

>I probably sound super gay or something like that I really don't know for I am tired
>pic related the content I drew for a gondola thread

please dont die thread, these feels are keeping me alive

im gonna bump until im numb, come back guys

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Always get me

At least i wasn't lying...

Feels threads always reminds me that Sup Forums is a bunch of normies. You guys all post pics about losing a gf or getting cheated on. I manage to not have any human interaction at all and still feel like killing myself everyday while I'm lying on the bathroom floor.

youtube.com/watch?v=49Gz0Jfp-jI
gives me the feels

i mean i don't know about all of us doing that. I've ready plenty of beta autist feels shit on top of normie feels shit.

Also just so you don't feel alone, I got super drunk alone and knocked out in my bathroom next to my toilet after throwing up for what felt like forever like two months ago.

Thats good to know, at least. I'm so angry but there's nothing to be angry at.

fuck it be angry
nothing wrong with that user

bump

Alright I'm like 90% sure I should do this. What's some shit you recommend looking out for/keeping in mind that I might not find looking around online.

What is this from? I recognize the art

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Audible gasp. That one hurt

My grandma died, we're leaving for the funeral in two and a half hours, the drive is about three hours long and i haven't slept since yesterday. I feel like shit because i didn't call her as much as i could before she died, i could have seen her a couple more times as well and i don't think i'll be able to stay stable when the feels finally sink. My family's never been very stable and i don't know how this will impact us.

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