IS THIS user HERE?
Yes, he is. I care about him but I feel that he doesn't have the self awareness or emotional awareness that I do and therefore I never really open up to him. We became friends on accident really, has actually a year and a half younger than me. I met him at the local park because I heard his mom call his name and I thought he was someone else I knew with that name so I went up to him.
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Yeah im here
Im here
Well, I want help, if that's okay.
When you say ugly, could you post a picture of a person that looks similar?
Also, tell me about that happy situation?
>a hopeless romantic
This is not a bad thing. After all who else will continue to look for love for you.
>validated by others yet at the same time drives others away
How do you drive them away?
>I'm narcissistic
Well, if you can't care about yourself, who can you care for?
Actually kinda happy I found this thread. That old thread 404d at an inopportune time.
This isn't me.
>This isn't me.
ok i was lying, im sorry
Well only the real one knows what we were talking about, and I still remember, so how many friends did you say you had when I first asked you?
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Shamefully self bumping
Yeah that is fine.
When I say I drive them away, I guess I think to much and get anxious about them not liking me or whatever and so ill start to insult them if I feel threatened or if they are online friends, ill remove them without warning. As for my looks, when I posted on soc a while back, people said i looked like Matt Damon with aspergers if that helps.
This is me Im pretty sure I said I really only have one friend (that I recently got high with).
Also like I said in the previous thread, im on a tablet so sorry if my replies are slow.
Have you ever tried not insulting them?
And,
>Mat Damon with Aspergers
I'm not quite grasping that.
You care about your friend, but you don't think he understands you? How close are you two?
Yes
It's okay, mine are slow on phone also.
Well, usually the insults aren't uunwarranted.I just overreact. Like recently my sister called me a loser to my dad on the phone which I overheard so I called her a whore. Also, when this other guy that I talk to (idk if he and I are friends still which is why I said I have one) doesn't reply to me or refuses to talk about emotional stuff,I get angry with him and call him spoiled and sheltered. In regards to my one friend, an example would be one time a few weeks ago, I got high with him and some kg his friends. One thing lead to another and he "won the right to hit me"by winning a quiet game that I didn't agree to i got really defensive and refused to let him hit me and it honestly made me upset at how little he cared about how uncomfortable I was. Then afterwards when I talked to him about it sober, he still thinks he was right and failed to see how upset it made me.
Also, I have a kik account if you want to talk still when the thread 404s
Have you ever tried to get help on controlling your outbursts? Also, are they more like fits of anger?
That other guy, is there a reasonable reason he refuses to talk about emotional stuff with you?
And your friend, how close are you guys, tho?
Yeah, I think a lot of my outbursts are due to my borderline personality disorder. My therapist said there is a certain kind of therapy that helps a lot with BPD so I may start doing that soon. I guess he is being reasonable because usually me talking about emotions is just me ranting about how I hate my life and stuff and I guess he just figured there was no point talking about it. My friend and I are really close, we don't do sexual stuff anymore but we do hangout a lot and we do talk about deep stuff like relationships and sex, I just don't think he really understands my emotions or his own really.
Yes but I'm not sure how to use it. Mine is InfernalHemorrhaging
I can't seem to find you. Maybe try adding me? My name is dumbgeneralist
He seems like a cool guy. I'm not sure if I understand this part then:
>. One thing lead to another and he "won the right to hit me"
Could you elaborate if it's not too much trouble?
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Noice, deleting.