Please help me. I want help with my suicidal problems. I have talked to 2 College counselors, a personal therapist, called the suicide hotline twice, and gone on the chat sites. I have lost all my friends because of my terrible attitude. I want help. It seems like if I don't solve this myself no one will care enough to help, like its out of their hands. But I don't know what to do. I honestly want to die because I'll never be a female. So why am I even alive? another day alone, I fucking hate being alive. Last night I hooked up with a guy and got shit everywhere. Made me feel great. Got kicked out of his house and had to ride the train home smelling like a faggot. The mixture of shit, lube and perfume. I wish I didn't have to do this. I wish I was straight, but I'm not a man, I will never hold a candle to these men. I feel so fucking worthless. WHY THE FUCK AM I ALIVE. just please kill me God, please make my heart stop beating, get a nigger to just shoot me in the fucking face. I'm too much of a coward. I haven't eaten anything for a couple of days and I'm not going to until I get help from someone, I can't function anymore. make sure you leave a smug comment to your friend to secure your superiority.
Please help me. I want help with my suicidal problems. I have talked to 2 College counselors, a personal therapist...
Whore...stop looking for attention. Life aint easy bitch....keep going.
You talk too much, act too less.
I'm not even trolling.
Go and do it. If you think you have to then go do it.
It doesn't matter after all, even though people always say so. Deep down they know it doesn't.
You can check out if it's so bad for you.
Once you actually would go through it you would see whether you actually wanted to do it or not.
But you don't want to die. You want attention. You only say you want to die because you do not get the desired attention.
Well, take what you get and make something of it, or don't. Who cares?
Instead of complaining about it and making someone else want to kill themselves to get away from you why don't you just kill yourself?
Simple search up a "do it your self" on the you toob and do it keeps me distracted at least
first post, best post.
If I really wanted to die I would be dead, what I really want is to snap out of it.
Get the advice that I need, if I wanted attention why didn't I tell anyone irl?
I would be in a hospital with all the attention I could ask for
thanks man
Go to your nearest emergency department and let them know you've got suicidal thoughts - treat it like the medical emergency it is. They should (hopefully) be able to link you up with psychiatric services that can (hopefully) be of some help.
Dont do it OP. If you dont have insurance theyll send you to medical unit in jail. If you have badass insurance then do it.
why are you so butthurt for being born a faggot (aka slight mental disorder)?
scary, my insurance is about to run out (linked to school)
for getting shit on my partners dick and not having my own biological children. Straight guys don't want this.
Its really shallow to be honest. Now that I say it out loud.
Urgh I don't know how you people get along without universal healthcare
suicide survivor speaking. don't go to hospital unless you're absolutely certain you can't trust yourself. Instead, try to relax and hook yourself up w/ a psychiatrist/therapist for the near future. Been to hospital twice and its more traumatizing than helpful.
Do whatever you need to do in the meantime to distract yourself from the thoughts. Shitpost here. Suicide hotlines are good. Talk to anyone. Anything to keep your mind off it.
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Probably bait, but hey, I´ll play.
Don´t fucking complain, help yourself, you piece of shit. Really, you need to hear this, you don´t need any fucking "help" if you have had it, because then you won´t fucking listen. Stupid fucking idiot, get out in the sunlight and find something cool to do instead of writing on Sup Forums begging for attention. Either live, or kill yourself.
Psychiatrist ASAP - there is no shame in seeking professional help. You seem to suffer from severe depression. Please do this, you will get your life back.
T. Speaks from personal expierience.
I'm planning on seeing someone, I've got to go out and hike. Its been too long. I need food.
literally laughed out loud
>Either live, or kill yourself
you know... that doesn't sound crazy.
Read The Power Of Now by Eckhart Tolle. Or download the audiobook and just sit back and listen. If you really want to change, this book will help you.
>what I really want is to snap out of it
And you see, the more you "want to", read "the more you try to" snap out of it, the more you put yourself into it.
Just turn around and walk away.
Yeah man, instead of having the Frankenstein complex asking why you were born, be a man (or a womanman, whatever you fucking want, because it´s YOUR fucking life) and make your own rules. Do you think we´re all happy? Nah man, life is shit from time to time, deal with it and go on. Go for a fucking swim or some shit. Clears your mind up, sitting inside all day at the computer won´t make you content or joyfull, MAKE your own happiness.
Also, protip: Start talking about positive things, your whole fucking perspective will change. Change "WHY THE FUCK AM I HERE GOD OH MY JESUS" too, "Well, I´m here, let´s have a fucking party". You see? You change your stream of thought.
psychiatrist... but then I'm just gonna have to lie or they will send me to a prison hospital, right? I can't tell them the things I'm really feeling like in the OP?
I told my therapist all of my crazy ideas and feelings. Just be fucking honest, they won´t send you away, man. Unless you´re thinking about killing someone, that is
Any more pictures like that or from that set?
okay. step 1. Give my best friend-last friend the keys to my guns, and lock them up for good.
step 2. Go outside today, and eat some food, its sunny here, Ive got to enjoy this sun and go on a hike.
step 3. Go to google and set up an appointment with a psychiatrist. thank you.
step 4. Go to my dads and tell him whats going on. The last time I saw him I had a nervous breakdown and told him I wish he was dead (maximum edge)
no, sorry mayne
Great, DOING is the best medicine user. Hope you find some meaning in life. Also, I was a dick to my parents for years until I found out that being nice and spending time with people in your social circle does a lot of good to yourself too.
should I tell my dad everything... my gayness, he's never known. I am not joking he watches fox news every fucking day and calls gay buttholes "shit pussies" maybe i should wait.
Life and what u want(ed) arent guaranteed.Why u so fuckin special that cuz you didnt get what you want you cry like a fuckin baby?
Your brain that female?
Who gives a shit about anything anymore,just do whatever and tell all else to fuck off.World is ending anyway so who gives a fuckin shit.
Fuck some goats and suck off a horse if thats what you need.
Yeah, maybe talk with people a bit more openminded first, if he threatens to beat you up. And maybe build up a better relationship before blurring out about stuff like that. Some people, especially older, don´t take shit like that lightly.
thank you all. Time to get some attention for doing something positive.
Nothing to lose in getting out of bed, everything to lose by staying in bed.
I carry this coin with angels on it to remind me of my purpose here, to adopt and save someone. (gaaaaaaaaaaaaaay)
never change Sup Forums.
He wouldn't hurt a fly, I just never wanted him to look at me like that. Its a fruitless venture. If I tell him nothing good can come from it.
wow. Maybe I am bipolar, that OP is just sad now...
Fuck a dude and kill yourself
Yeah, attack life, but do it smart. But still, if you´re gay, be gay, but no need to drag him into it if it´s fruitless. Smart choice user
You have food and a somewhere to live. You dont have real problems. Just realize that the only reason you have this problem, is because you dont have any real ones.
OP is leaving the thread to make some coffee, and then food, lock up my guns, give the keys to my best friend, and then go on a hike.
I can't complain because I don't have 100% of what I want, that is just an insane, female attitude.
There are guys out there who want to love me monogamously.. If I build up my value. So my pussy shits, big deal. (ik no one wants to hear that last part, sorry)
thank you all again, I didn't know what to expect, but this was amazing. I came here out of total desperation but have gotten the best results here.