Feels thread folks, i'll start

Feels thread folks, i'll start

>be me age about 14
>Know grill well
>she's friend of family
>hit it off
>text back and forth for long periods
>i'm talkin 3pm to midnight
>i didn't even have to text first most times
>strong feelings for her
>go to friends house
>friends sis is hitting on me
>it gets to my head
>go home, texting friend grill
>sudden rush of confidence
>text her what happened followed by "you jealous?"
>cringey as fuck, but I was a young shit so gimme a break
>fast forward to summer of 8th grade
>psyched as fuck to be a high schooler
cont if you guys want, it gets pretty sad

Ah shit, I should have specified that the friend whose house I went to is not the grill

You know what fuck it lets call the grill QT from now on to avoid confusion

cont. user

Continuing due to lack of contributions

>get a text back
>"Oh whatever, ;)"
>absolutely elated
>Fast forward to summer
>best friend moves away
>feels bad man
>something changes in the air
>qt no longer texts first
>or at all
>feeling bad all summer, no friends
>freshman year of high school was the worst year of my life
>zero grill contact
>no friends
>well only one
>sadboi in bio class
>chill and, becomes best friend
>anyway, my school was weird
> it had two campuses that you had to cross between
> waking across after fifth period
> see qt
> Pretend not to notice her to see if she would see me
>keep in mind that the entirity of my middle school experience was procrastinating
>I just kept putting off telling her my feelings
>not sure why
>also please note that at that point I'd been friends with her for about six years
cont in a bit

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Go on

Continue please

>okay so
>she notices me and we walk
>i was way too autistic to keep up a good conversation
>good god anons, her eyes
>I couldn't focus
>anyway so we walk to her class
>I shakily ask her if she wants to walk with me every day
>she says sure
>happy.jpg
>fast forward a few weeks
>Walk outside to cross
>shes not there
>Look ahead on the path
>She's walking with one of her friends
>Feels bad
>Fast forward more
>No communication
>My family gets invited to one of her family gatherings
>she and I have good times
>the next day we don't talk or anything
>back to zero communication
>feeling P autistic
>near end of school
>look ahead on crossing path
>she's with a dude
>holding hands
>for fucks sake
>Honestly at that point in the year i was too tired to be angry
>walking behind them one day
>the guy is a fuckin weirdo
>loud and obnoxious
>stop paying attention after a while
>fast forward to summer of that year
>text regularly for a short but great time
>i stopped being nervous around her
>it was actually pretty great
>she says she regrets not talking to me over last summer
>November of sophomore year
Cont in a bit, this next bit is the part that broke me fams

Continue

>be me, age 12
>walking home from middle school
>flashback to age 11
>met a girl
>super nice
>we became best friends
>flash forward
>were crossing the street
>poorly designed and dangerous
>she goes first
>right in front of me, gets hit and dies
>no fucking joke
>call 911
>crying hysterically
>why
>why
>I mean come on
>we were this close to fucking
>kek

Cool

Continue!!

>Sup Forumse me age whatever
>Slaying coons
>Profit
>The end

Cool

Continue

High school was a fucking bummer, and it saddens me even more because of how hopeful and excited I was for it. Most people who originally were great friends parted, and took different paths. Others just became overall faggots with a mentality as if they were jail, even though our school was mostly calm and peaceful for the areas around us. Most of the girls also had superiority-complexes, as if they needed to be better than other females. They were also all ready to suck the seniors' off, shamelessly embarrassing themselves and causing them to be a joke. The band kids were awful nerds who fucked each other's cousins and loved to have gay sex daily. I was left mostly alone with most people being my "friends", although I just simply floated around to just simply be there and make others happy. Nothing got better, nothing ever will.

sweet jesus continue

>November
>Previously mentioned best bro and I are now very depressed
>various reasons
>mid September I learned that qt and I have a class together
>start thinking my lucky stars
>Come into class
>she doesn't make eye contact with me
>teacher makes us partner up
>she walks across the room
>sits with her friend from the crossing path last year
>i'm a bit mad at my shitty luck
>Of fucking course she's share a class with me AND her friend
>i'm too beta to even try to third wheel
>Can't get a word in edgewise
>Mid November
>she comes into class in
>stop being beta
>ask her whats wrong
>her bf broke up with her
>become angery
>too beta to confront him about it
>realize how much of a chance I now have
>do nothing about it
>autistically wish her a good day after class
>try to sound sincere but it's just shitty sounding
>next week
>best pal invites me to his b-day party at an arcade
>he invited a third friend to hang out
>begin planning to text the qt telling her how I feel
>spend the whole evening at the arcade stressed about it
>my shitty phone takes like 19 minutes to send the goddamn page of feels
>wait a while
>super nervous
>Litteraly 8 years of feels have gone into the text
>at taco Bell with friends
>phone rings
>its a text
>from her
CONT

I've come to realize all I want in life is to spend it with someone I love and have a wonderful life with them and a few children. I know there are girls who want this too, they are out there but I fear I will never find one.

>CLIFFHANGER

Bump

Continue fag

I love my parents so much, they do everything for me and im just a giant fuck up, im sure the day my parents leave me is the day i leave as well

CONTTT

how fucking autistic are you just talk to her. you havent even posted it yet and i can tell what the endings gonna be. oh sorry user i dont like you after you lingered on to me for the last 6 years waiting for some miracle to happen to instantly make me wet for you teehee

I'm with you. Just someone who can enjoy some of my interests as well. Wee bit of vidya and whatnot. If only.

This user.
>also checked

Continue op

...

>inb4 spaghetti and dinosaurs

Fuck off dude. Try not being a stereotypical edgy Sup Forums tard tumor.

You'd be a greatt therapist!

Haha optimistic faggot, don't worry life will shit all over that hope soon enough.

Cont pls

>you teehee

kek

I have the looks, and i am pretty smart too, but i can't keep a conversation going.
I overthink too much and get too little done. Trying to look confident i ended up like a egotistical bitch, and one can't just be oneself.
Everytime some girl rejects me it destroys my self-esteem and it's harder to approach and talk to them.
wat do,
virgin 17 m, 1 semester of computer science.

...Tequila!!

back to le reddit fag
OP is a fucking raging autist

Sometimes you just have to learn to be content by yourself. But having that special someone would be nice too.

P
Continue, please be good or all the text wall read would be useless

Just be drunk... All the time, problem solved!

yeah op im gonna need ya to cont real quick

Okay..? Can't counter everything on here with 'Go back to le reddit' buddy.

youre being a stereotypical touchy feely spineless reddit newfag nigger

come back when your balls drop kid

Here's to (you) kid.

Come on OP, cont this fcking story im losing interest

On the fence prickkk - GET IT TOGETHER

b8'ed

Go back to runescape faggot

Same situation I had OP, the girls name was Abby. It was cash

Eventually the only thing sustaining your pitful existence will be the pleasure of seeing others in pain. Relishing the look of dissapointment on people's faces.

Same

Nice, op is dead

Go back to le reddit stupid sand nigger
You and OP are fucking autistic faggots

How do you fight the loneliness Sup Forums

I mean, it's a feels thread. I'm not going to be a cunt because I'm a rough and tough Sup Forums user and I use anonymity to my advantage. Not sure why being empathetic towards a person is so difficult. Damn. Also dude did you say nigger? Haha that's fucking wILD man

Well.. I hope I don't run out of cereal!

Okay I type really slow so the thread might be 404ed before I get this up
>be me 5
>completely oblivious to everything
>suddenly dad gets in war as bomb disposal
>fast forward 2 months
> first actual mission for dad
> dead.jpg
> nice and crisp
>Go to funeral and see that's he is dead
>tiny autist brain is fucked
> hear voices
> see people
> I now know I have schizophrenia and I think that caused it
> fast forward to now
> still living at mom's
> she always talks about how I would a disappointment to dad
> hates me
> sometimes says I'm the spare for my brother
> know she is joking but still hurts
> schizophrenia gets worse and no one knows about it
> brother is nice but I rarely talk to him
> I spend almost all of my time thinking, sleeping, or on Sup Forums
> fucked up dreams are probably better than actual life
> basically split my own personalities so I can seem to fit in
> always bored
> want to an hero but I'll wait just to lose my virginity

memes

OP deserves no love or pity because he's a huge betafag

>she responds back
>listen user
>you're really cool
>can we talk?
>call her right away
>user, there is something i have to tell you
>her voice drops to whisper
>i need...
CONT?

Yet again, where's your point

Go on

You're still young

SHE NEEDS MONEY FOR HER ABORTION

FUCK YOU OP
i believed in this thread

This, op should go ahead an hero

'A tailor'

Took you 15 minutes to post that?

It's a fucking troll

It's not him.

you to post this on Sup Forums

>be me age 11
>social exile because i'm a skittish asshole quick to make enemies
>all due to my extreme social anxiety due to my uncommon upbringing
>middle school, age 12, grade 7
>everyone hates me
>have typical preteen autist moments everyone does
>gravitate towards the "rejects group" naturally
>good kids, weird, but good
>figure i'm the most normal and smart of all of them because ego
>really just a fat shit with an average IQ hated by everyone
>not fat enough to be "the fat kid" though, that title belonged to mitch the bitch
>anyways, fat kid, hated, part-time autist, friends with rejects
>become the only guy stupid enough to stand up for them because of my ballsy ego
>become even more hated for standing up for the punching bags of the school
>rejects kind of indifferent to me
>get beat up for everything
>mfw it was all in vain and i just basically "Dropped out" of school midway through 8th grade to "homeschool" (aka sit at home not learning anything until I need to make a mad dash for a diploma at age 17, right now)

About two fiddy

That's charming

These dubs

>i need
>i need...
>TREE FIDDY
>goddamn loch ness monster
And that's my story.

the girl probably isnt that cute and Opie is 35 crying about something that happened 20 years ago and somebody better walk the dinosaur before this is over

>"user . . .
> . . . come close"
>"what is it?", i question
>"i need . . .
> a tailor . . .

> . . . CAUSE I RIPPED MY PANTS!"

ENOUGH WITH THE CLIFFHANGERS OP COME ON

8/8

Beat ya to it fuckeroo

No you fucker DON'T SAY IT

Okay so this should be the last one but let me keep y'all on the edge of your seats a bit
>be the night before
>have dream
>im in an SUV
>It's dark asd and snowy out
>Look over and qt is with me
>she puts her hand in mine
>i say something like "this is how I wanted it to be"
>it felt real man, I felt loved
>as soon as I woke up I knew I had to tell her at the arcade
Now back to the text
>friends expectant
>we gather around the phone, I view the message
>see the words "i'm sorry i'm doing this to you after all these years"
>lose appetite
>other than that feel nothing
>"Well user whatd she say?"
>My best pal looks so goddamn hopeful for me
>"Well man, she isn't- she isn't feeling it"
>he goes pale, he knew how much this meant to me
>"I mean, I can't do anything about it can I?"
>congratulate myself on how cool im keeping
>for the sake of the third friend who doesn't know me that well, I just act okay
>finally arrive at third friends house after a long drive
>he gets dropped off after what felt like forever
>just me, my friend, and my friends dad
This is when I died inside anons
>my friend looks directly at me after minutes of uncomfortable silence
>he mouths the words "are you okay"
>all the shitty feels hit me
>tear up
>just shake my head
>his eyes were the most goddamn sad and helpless I'd ever seen
>go home and greet parents
>after about an hour they go to bed
>i'm alone
>go downstairs and begin goddamn bawling
>Realize i'll never hold her
>realize i'll never fall asleep in her arms
>Feel empty and hollow and all that
>fall asleep after a long ass time
>have another dream
>I'm in the SUV again, which I recognize as my friends dad's car
>the one we went to the arcade in
>it's darker out now but the snow keeps coming
>but this time Im alone
>I was alone

I still don't know why I wasn't good enough

OP is probably beating his dick to the thought of the girl he met 34 yrs ago.

YOU HAVE ALL BEEN TROLLED BY ME, FALSE OP

HAVE A NICE DAY

...

>be me
>18 kissless virgin
>only girl to be ever interested in me is a (really fucking cute) german exchange student
>she gathers the courage to tell me she liked me after a year because i was too scared to even talk to her
>first kiss/hug/cuddles/sex happen in same week
>best week of my entire life
>she had to move back the week after
>she cried because she didn't want to leave me, so did i
>leave and never see her again, keep contact for a few months on social media
>6 years later, she's now engaged

And now I'm 24 and that was the only time a girl has ever shown interest in me. Tbh to this day I don't really understand how she was attracted to me. I'm an ugly ass manlet and this girl was at least an 8.5/10. And I'm still in love with her... so pathetic.

Gj m8, ya got me ye fokin cunt. Also checked

Dude... Are you me?

GODDAMNIT i'm the op and I didn't post that, the actual ending is above

Maybe it was aall a dream!

user please tell someone about this and get help... It can be managed. You don't have to kill yourself.

checked in return

THIS IS THE ACTUAL ENDIMG YOU CUNTS

Real op out

We know!! We're not idiots

>the text says we need to talk
>ohshit
>im about to shit my pants from this bean burrito from taco
>no i literally shit my pants guys (thought it was just a fart)
>tell my friends i got to go because my cat just died
>run home with literal shit falling out of my jeans, running down my leg
>tell mom i had an accident
>she awards me with gbp because i let her know about my accident
>I cash in for a stick 2 for 1 deal on some tendies mom has cooked up for me
>i call up the qt and tell her she better get over because it's tendies night
>she comes over and we have a threesome with my mom
>the end

OP is still a fag

>want to an hero but I'll wait just to lose my virginity
Do it right as you cum in her.
>No condom
But knowing your luck, you will reincarnate as your own child.

>Age 17
>Right now
Underage b&