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>tfw you will never have her.

I know that feel

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are you guys afraid that u will never have someone that you may wanted to have?
>srry for english btw

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We're just worshiping an ethnically Russian woman (born in Soviet Ukraine) and attorney who stood up against the revolutionaries destroying Ukraine's legitimate government. She became Prosecutie General of Crimea (now a part of Russia)

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>Friends are going to festival this weeked
>Bought tickets together, it's cheaper a bit
>They didn't even bother to ask me to come or anything
>Literally, not a single word
>Casually talking about that in front of me, how they can't wait
>This will be bad weeked, I know it

I feel you my brother...

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How do you know you aren't going crazy? Been feeling like I'm losing my mind recently.

That's fucking soul destroying

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because you still think that the problem lies with yourself and that you can fix it.
once you truely start blaming the world is when you descend into madness

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I've been there, user. It sounds like your relationship with them is doing more harm than good. I've severed my relationship with my friends because of the same type of situation. I feel better off without them... At least I think I am.

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More feels please...

I think the world is out to get me though. I was playing xbox last night and stopped cus I thought the game was trying to play a trick on me.

I was also high, so maybe that played a part, but still.

does anybody have the picture with the gun that says something like:

'with every click, i hope to feel something other than disappointment'

saw it in a thread a few months back but didn't bother to save

highly likely that the drugs had an effect.

let me ask it this way. do you still think that:
'o, if i study harder, get a stable job, save some money, start working out, ect' would help improve your current situation?

So, you're worshipping an ethnic traitor then.

I am not happy with myself. I have never been. But when I was younger, I didn't care about that much. After all, I had my vidya and friends to play with. I still have both. I just don't enjoy it anymore as I see how meaningless it is.
But I keep playing. It is my way to escape from the reality and forget how much of loser I am in real life.
I am getting sick of everything. I am sick of being single. I am sick of being virgin and having to hear jokes about that from my very own friends. I am sick of being such a pathetic loser, but I can´t break the circle alone. I tried many times, but I just can't do it alone and no one seems to care enough to help me with that.
And longer I stay in this circle of depression and sadness the more empty I feel.

I have nothing to help me keep going.
No interests. No hobbies. No talents. No one to tell me "I love you".I have never heard it from anyone. Hell, I have never even heard anyone saying "I like you, user". I can't even imagine anyone being interested in me. Why would they be? I am not the most handsome. I am not smartest. I don't have any special skill. I am just a sarcastical, cynical asshole. I tried to get a girlfiend Sup Forums. I tried to change. No results.

I have nothing. Only thing I have are my friends. But that makes me feel worse. I am getting pissed at them whenever I see how successful their lifes are.
How everyone likes T way more than me even tho he has the same type humor as I do.
How V and his girlfriend make that fucking perfect couple.
How U always gets out of every problem with luck.
How fucking succesfull they are while I am just pathetic virgin without talents or skills.
I am happy for them, sure I am, but in the end it always gets me more depressed.

I have been like this for months now and I feel like dying every day.
I am not suicidal. I don´t think I want to hang myself or anything. I just want to die. Every single day.
Call me beta, call me a faggot. I don't care anymore.

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Heh, a feels thread... well i might as well contribute...

>be me
>beta male (Oh how original)
>on Sup Forums and general internet all day
>decide to make deviantart account
>I litirally have NO friends
>litirally nobody
>so yeah i'm pretty despereate at this point
>find this cringy ass 14 year old
>draws like she's 7
>we... actually get along
>I introduce myself, compliment her art (pfft)
>we exange skype details and adds me to a call
(Yes, I have a Skype account. Now you know how desperate I am for human contact)
>meet another person in the call
>Talk. For. Ages.
>this in incredible
>have I been missing this all my life...?

>suddenly, i get added to a group
>Fucking 5 other people in the group
>about to have heart attack
>I think I'll be happy for once
>fast forward 5 months
>I love everything, depression subsided
>actually have somthing to look forward to when I wake up

>fast forward another month
>signs of bad feelings are starting to rise
>tension between everyone
>now and again little spats start to break out
>I type:
"Calm your tits, not that important..."
>Trigger-user is typing...
"Who's tits? How can you be so fuCKINGN INSENSITIV !?!?!?"
>w-wha...?
>I get annihilated by everyone
>turns out I just triggered a group of...
>of...
>attention-seeking tumblrfags
>guy I accidentally insulted is trans-pan-gyne-Idon'tfuckingknow
>get kicked
>everyone hates me
>magical friendship ended in an instant.
>one user actually likes what I said
>he's a Sup Forums oldfag, we always got along
>we talk for an hour after the incident
>get even closer than before
>weeks pass, almost forgotten about old group
>get a message from user-oldfag
>he's just downed a bottle of cyanide pills, and is saying his farewels to me

cont? I'm not the best greentext-er, but I felt I needed to get this out

Holy shit i am having the same problem but we actually were going together then last minute (Just now) they told me they didn't have any room in the car we were travelling in (Most retarded excuse ever) but i feel like shit atm

thats harsh man...
but don't give up, try to find something you find interesting. I suggest go outdoors, camping and shit. try spending time alone in nature and enjoy it. I do it sometimes, just escape everything, be alone in the woods. it will help you I guarantee you.

btw how old are you bro?

fixed some of my fukcups.

continue man

Ouch

Cont user... Get it all out

Yes

Nearly 20

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oh man, that sounds fucking terrible. I mean, fuck...
I have to see them nearly every day. I just can't break it this simply

Man, life sucks

where are you from man?

''I have to see them nearly every day. I just can't break it this simply'' It's like talking to myself i feel exactly the same... I've been friends with these guys for years and feel like i can't just break it this simply...

Central Europe, Czech republic, to be specific

What's on your mind, user?

I guess we both just gotta take it and try to make it somehow.
At this point, I don't even care.
Honestly, I hope the worst isn't over yet. Let it come, let's see how down can I go

Fuck i just got turned down, user.

Alrighty Sup Forumsros

>have no idea what to do
>contacts list empty again
>steam friendlist empty
>no messages
>back to the old cycle of checking empty inboxes
>stay on deviantart anyway
Just so this doesn't get too boring, let's fast-forward another few months.
>a normalfag from the group messages me
>I think the name was 'KittyDresstop' or something like that, they were all furfags
>apologieses for sarting on me
>forgive her, she's 10 as I leared from when we first met
>get along again, I don't want to, but hey what choice do I have
>basically re-introduces me to a few normies
>not the triggerfag, thank fuck
>things are alright again
>someone else joins the grou-
>holy fuck
>is that Jake? (user-Oldfag)
>question him prefusely
>explains he was too much of a pussy
>too ashamed to text me again

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Can't agree with you on that one tho... There is a girl involved in all of this you see so i really hope this is how bad it gets... How old are you user?

I should be fasting rn

Ah, that shit always hurts.
You know there are more people out there, right?
And remember that there's more to life than just women... trust me on that one.

So, wanna talk about it?

And why aren't you, user?
An ex-muslim?

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Don't question your skills, this is a good story

good, then you are still on the sane part of the spectrum

have a motivating pic related

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This just happened but it's making me sick... I've asked this girl that i think i like (it's really complicated) to prom and she said yeah sure and we were going with my friend and his girlfriend but the girl i was going with is gonna go with another guy and she never told me until it was to late

i need more friends

19, turning 20 soon. You, mate?

I can relate.
>Been there. Done that
Are you friends with the girl? How long do you know her?

WARGA CZY TO TY???

Its been going on for awhile, typical cat and mouse chase, decided to finally admit how i felt and i got friendzoned, what about you user?

Cause I'm not strong enough, I keep going to porn threads here

I am 18 and yes we became friends and we have been friends for a while but i feel like there is more than that it's so confusing

Just dealing with the regular anxiety and depression.
I have nothing better to do with my time so I figure I might come in here and help / listen to some other anons.
It gives me that bit of satisfaction, y'know?

The same happened to me this year. FUCK HER. It is such a selfish thing to do and soured my year.

Not only did I later realize just how manipulative she was, but also how much of a trashy bitch she is. She's the crazy type who will recite Bible versus out loud and then go skip out on school to get high. IF FOR SOME REASON YOU'RE READING THIS, BURN IN HELL YOU CUNT.

But seriously Sup Forumsro, that's a fucking terrible thing to do. She doesn't deserve you ever.

Not the user you are talking to but i feel you... Same thing happened to me (too many times)

I miss someone a lot. The idea of them, anyway. They've changed so much over the past year or two that I have no idea who they are anymore. Having a decent conversation with them is a chore

>Over the fucking moon that jake's alive
>he's my best friend out of the group
>he always has been...
>I'm a little suprised that Kitty just wants to act like nothing's happened
>can't REALLYYY blame her, being only 10 and all
Yet again, for counter-bordem, fast forward. There's a lot to get through.
>still on deviantart
>find a seemingly nice person, can never be too sure now
>art's 8/10
>furfag, but that's nice I guess
>I can remember the name clearly to this day
>KitzySweetart
I honestly don't fucking care at this point. Go stalk her, spam her, whatever. Life's meaningless at the moment.
>talk to her
>yes her again, alot of females.
>we talk for a while
>compliment art
>she compliments mine (I tried a little drawing)
>I honestly can't explain how fast I fell in love
>and shockingly, she did too.
>add her to group
>quite patheticly, life is 10/10 again
(For the next 6 months anyway)
>bla bla, time goes by
>everyone getting along
>and eventually... I confess feelings.

shall I cont again?
not much more to go now.. heh

Fuck...

Sorry didn't answer your second question we've been friends for like 2 years now

Ever thought about getting help?

Well user, fasting is all about discipline and self control is it not?
If it's getting too much, maybe you should leave Sup Forums for a bit.
What's there to do here anyway?

This means so so much, thank you. I am sorry to hear that you had to go trough the same thing

Earlier today I thought about how I'd feel if my dad died. Instead of sadness it was a massive does of relief, like he really is just a burden on me emotionally and cripples my sense of self.
I kinda feel like a shit person, but I get the feeling I'll be a stronger human being whenever he's gone.
Having him linger around is really noxious to the spirit.

I'm seeing a psychiatrist, and on prescribed SSRIs.
Frankly, it doesn't help much, but I have no reason to kill myself just yet so I'm just carrying on with my life in hopes that it'll all go away one day.
Who knows. Maybe it will.

Keep going, I'm reading

>avatarfagging

same

me too. don't stop here user

Allright, you might not want to hear this, but if she has never hinted ANYTHING to you or have never shown ANY interest in you besides being friends ofc, then you are sadly not getting anywhere.
I have my painful experiences. I know how you feel, I was in the same situation few years ago. You think you have a decent chace, you will go for it and you'll probably fail.
Then what? It will NEVER be the same between you two.
Sure, go for it, but remember, that she probably won't feel about rejecting you or anything.
I know ho it feels to see her every day. Her smile and all that. How it's hard not to stare. How one word can make your day thousand times better. But maybe, this is as good as it gets. It was for me.

>been there, done that

>tfw school costs about 11k per semester at 11% interest

Do whatever you want but the most retarded thing you can do is killing yourself... Cry, scream, drive to another country, buy ice-cream for all your money and be homeless... ANYTHING but suicide!

Well, here´s a short version of my story:
>Was in a 3 year psychosis without knowing
>Still very functional, working, doing stuff
>A lot of drugs
>Things started to dissolve (reality, etc)
>Finally got help
>Put on Zyprexa for about a year
>Off it now, feeling lots better
>Feels like I´ve been through hell and back
>Shit can get better

And what?

The sad thing is that you're 100% right... And it feels like you understand exactly how i feel and probably the first person to do so

>find out she's norwegian
>I'll hide age, not underage, but I think I've given away enough info about her now already
>regularly talk and facecam
(I'm an ugly fuck, but she likes me somehow)
>I am MADLY in love, I can't even begin to describe it
>she feels the same way
>I was always told, make sure the other person loves you more than you love them
>I wish I'd taken that advice
>it burnt out too fast
>we were together for about... 3 or 4 months
>5th of October 2014
>remember it like it was yesterday
>she has to 'talk' to me.
I was told it's never a good sign.
>oh boy you can guess what happens next...

gonna cont, one sec

I'm sure I'll hold out for a bit longer.
I have no genuine reason to kill myself, anyway. It's just the thought of not having to deal with anything seems comforting, but I realise that these problems won't be here forever.

Suicide isnt the best option user, hell its the cowards way out, fucking believe in yourself youre stronger than the shit in your head ! You and only you can get your life back on track and if its off the rails? Build new ones, sure itll be hard but itll be worth it. >You got this

yes do

That's the spirit Sup Forumsro

Thanks, anons.
It means a lot.

I am sorry, mate. It's hard, I know. I don't wish anyone to be in this situation, it's not really pleasant experience.
It took me almost two months to get my shit together and I think it was one of the most melancholic times I have ever had. But on the other hand, it helped me to realize thing or two.

But hey, I wish you well. Try your chances. Go for her. Maybe you'll make it. Be succesfull where many of us weren't

Go on

Killing yourself wont solve shit and i am pretty sure i am not the first person telling you so... However think about like really think about it? I mean how can you even think about it as an option? That's like the most stupid way to die, the most coward way... Just don't do it cause if you do it, all your problems will still be there maybe not for you to carry and instead of just you and your weak ass having these problems you will make others lives miserable instead..

Where u from bro?
You just sound jelly instead of doing something about it. Everybody can cry. The first thing you do when you are born is you cry like a bitch.