Fuck

Fuck.

How fucked up am I.

>Be 23
>GF dumped me 4 years ago. In fucking 2012.
>Stalk her instagram on the daily.
>I don't know why I do it.
>I convince myself that I'm over her. I really believed it too.
>Go on tonight. A picture of her on there kissing another guy.

I don't know why I still fucking care. My first thought was me hanging from a noose. (I'm not consciously depressed or suicidal) Second thought was "at least she's happy". Now all I imagine is them fucking. And I'm typing this like a cry baby little bitch with tears down my face. I thought time heals all wounds. But it's been 4 years man what the fuck. I feel hopeless. I don't even want anyone else. But I don't want her either.

What the fuck do I do Sup Forums. I really want to end it. How do you get over an ex?

We only dated for a year as well. I'm just happy she's happy.

This is why you shouldn't date

>4 fucking years

Fucking tell me about it.

What the fuck do I do. I'm fucking shaking. It's not even cold.

> Stalking her instagram daily

There's your fucking problem.

I thiink im having an anxiety attack.

it's hard to type

Is this the reason why you don't date?

I shake too. When I'm close to her. I wanna fuck her. I never want to see here again. I want to be with her.

New pussy helps bro. Is all I know.

Get the fuck over it. I know what it's like to have a panic attack or to hallucinate. It doesn't kill you, it has no power over you. You WILL get over it.

I'm an INTP and cant relate to your feelings sorry. :I