Who wants to read about my personal cuck story? Shit lasted about 2 years and completely fucked my life up

Who wants to read about my personal cuck story? Shit lasted about 2 years and completely fucked my life up.

Go for it, sport.

yes please

>be 22 year old virgin
>Never had real problems talking to girls but I had a very controlling step dad who ruined my chances of getting pussy
>Tired of being a virgin so I get on tinder
>talk to a couple of girls but gets nowhere
>finally match with one who doesn't have pictures of her looking like a whore and can actually hold a conversation and shows lots of interest
>Talk about sex a couple of times
>lie and say I had sex before
>meet at her place and end up getting head, wanted pussy but didn't get it
>next day she comes to my place and we fuck, I cum in 2 minutes ofcourse
>keep hanging out and fucking a lot
>starts calling me love, and lover
>think this means she loves me and I start to open up
>fall in "love" and say so after about a week, she says she feels the same

Cont.

A week?
You are very virgin.

You're a retard

>things go fast now
>spend almost every day together and if not together were texting 24/7
>sends lots of pictures, tons of nudes
>can't believe my luck
>she's hot, smart, funny, super horny, really nice and loving
>think that after my shitty life someone decided to give me some luck and give me this amazing woman
>We end up talking about certain topics regarding her past and things don't add up
>claims to have fucked 15 men, I thought it was a lot at first but then I didn't care as much anymore
>claims that most of those were only 1 time and that she's never had sex like with me
>says I have the best everything she's ever had
>Keeps saying things like "I don't remember" when I ask her certain things about her past
>tells me to ignore it and just focus on the present
>couple months go by and everything is still fine
>my inquisitive mind doesn't want to let things be though and I keep asking her questions to figure out wtf isn't adding up
>goes on holiday to her home country and sends me a picture one day of her chilling on the couch
>see male pants laying on the floor behind her
>says they are from her best childhood friend she's been friends with for years, says he's like a brother and that I shouldn't think anything of it
>I for some reason accept this

Cont.

go on

>eventually my common sense kicks in and I start really questioning shit
>start looking through stuff when she isn't there
>find minor stuff but nothing solid
>sex has gotten confusing as well
>feel like her pussy is sometimes wider but have no idea cause she's the only girl I fucked
>snap out of the puppy love phase and realize that there is a lot of fucked up shit going on
>see more cum come out of her when we fuck than should be possible
>says she's just very wet for me or that it's my cum
>One day I'm alone at her place and I decide I need to just find something solid, I was too blinded by love to accept that she was fucking other people despite everything pointing towards this so I look through her external HDD

Cont.

>external has chat logs of ex boyfriends and other guys
>clearly used to fuck other guys while with her ex
>finally realize this girl isn't as sweet as she pretends to be
>be high as fuck while looking through this stuff
>Like a fool I immediately confront her about it and she tells me to gtfo her place
>this is where my mind gets jumbled
>couple of days go by and I've lost it
>feel like whole world came crashing down, I should've seen this coming but completely ignored it cause I wanted love so badly
>start looking at all the pictures she's sent me over the months
>start seeing weird things in almost every picture
>realize almost all the pictures are shopped and all the videos are edited
>even run photos through a site that shows you where the pictures are edited
>feel lower than low after realizing how far this has been going
>keep talking to her because she says I'm being psychotic and that it's all in my head
>my behavior does end up being very weird and i do eventually believe I am psychotic
>end up going into psych ward
>lied to so bad that I don't even know what reality is anymore, start suspecting everyone of being in on it, even my own mother

Cont.

>this goes on for a while all the while I'm still talking to her and fucking her
>don't understand why someone would spend so much time, money and energy into someone she doesn't even like and cheats on
>eventually I realize that something else is going on, that I'm not simply psychotic
>start realizing all the things that she actually did to me
>sending me edited pictures and video, all hiding her sucking dick and having sex
>definitely had sex while having me on the phone
>had sex with people while I was asleep next to her
>always had cum of other men in her ass and pussy as we fucked, even made me eat it out of her
>lied about everything and faked her entire persona
>used glaslighting to the extreme to completely warp my reality
>pretty sure I was drugged and raped by her and her friends several times
>ass felt very loose before and have no memory of certain events that happened

Cont.

Anyone still interested or did everyone fuck off?

shits getting good im still interested

continue faggot

Keep going

Fucking cont. Faggot

Im crying bs but keep it coming

Keep going, do you like being cucked now? Basically living my fantasy, she sounds like an awful whore

>almost entirely sure she managed to get in my head by any means possible
>suspect gaslighting, drugs, even hypnosis
>like I said I have no memory of certain events, even went as far as not remembering stuff from before I met her
>completely lost my identity and had to relearn certain things
>felt like a different person was controlling me and that I was just a passenger in my own body
>she owned me in every area, I had to always be emotionally available to her and the minute I didn't give her 100% she would throw a fit and make me feel really bad
>used every personal story I've told her against me
>while in the psych ward they say I have borderline with hints of narcissism and anti social personality disorder
>go along with it cause I've lost my mind and can't make proper decisions at all
>get put on classic zombie medication that makes everything even worse
>definitely get super psychotic at this point and end up trying to kill myself
>send picture of how I'm going to do it to her before I do it
>she calls paramedics asap and they are there before I can even get through with it
>said she wasn't done with me yet
>I have no memory of what happened once the paramedics got here
>end up having to go back to pay cheats

Cont.

Continue fag

Yeah I do. I hate it about myself. I never was into any of it. But she's the biggest whore I've ever even heard of and she VERY good at it and I love it.

I wish it was bs. Then maybe I'd still be in school and still enjoyed life.

>I was drugged and raped by her and her friends several times

just so you kow paramedics and EMTs hate it when faggots call in attempted suicide unless you actually make a good effort.

I wish I could come in contact with a girl like this, I would ruin her

You ever hit a woman? It's pretty liberating. Cock your arm back abd really lay one on her... this will probably fix things. Break it off with her. Let her get in a new relationship. Be her side fuck.

>like I said I have no memory of certain events, even went as far as not remembering stuff from before I met her>
completely lost my identity and had to relearn certain things
>felt like a different person was controlling me and that I was just a passenger in my own body

Dude you have psychosis, borderline schizophrenia.

Continue OP you faggot.
inb4 walk the dinosaur bullshit

This. Also just use your rage and frustration and just fuck the shit out of her, let her know she is worthless to you and only want her as a hole. She probably gets that from every guy and she gets off on doing it to someone else for once, women are weak if you know yourself.

Pay cheats=psych ward. Autocorrect.
>at this point I'm a complete mess
>I don't trust anyone anymore, no family or old friends
>I'm an emotional wreck, I would never cry but now I'm crying all the time
>lost my intelligence and made me feel like the dumbest person alive
>have 0 self respect at this point
>pretty much textbook symptoms of someone who got raped and abused
>get out of psych ward and she has moved back to her own country
>still keep in contact with her because I'm now a good boy who takes his meds and can't think for himself
>pictures and video continue, gaslighting also continues
>I'm no longer a normal person at point and cant my own opinion or form my own thoughts
>feel like a playdoy who's been absconded and has no purpose in life anymore
>I tell her all my thoughts, which goes from wanting to be A. To B. The next moment
>end up feeling so bad I beg her to come on vacation so we can spend time
>she agrees and things are alright for a couple of days
>felt like when I first met her and fell under her spell under the guise of love
>She orchestrates for me to do crazy shit while she's here and I become very violent
>walk around with knife threatening her even though I don't want to do any of this
>we somehow make it through the 2 weeks and she leaves again
>having had some pussy again makes me want it so bad I go look for more
>I think I'm better again and actually manage to score some chicks, even though they aren't good looking at all I find them attractive somehow
>have gotten so perverse at point that boring vanilla sex does nothing for me
>can't even stay hard

Cont.

This... too.

Cont fag

What crazy shit did she make you do, tell us more about her raping you. Did she ever force you to eat other men's cum

>Did she ever force you to eat other men's cum
he said he ate it out of her pussy and told him it was either his or hers

Complete bullshit, this some amateur shit OP

>the psychotic thoughts are still very much around at this point and I have no idea how the fuck I managed to actually score these chicks and how I managed to appear sane
>psychotic thoughts include shit like thinking governments are after me and that people want to kill me
>after my sexual experiences with other women i tell my ex ofcourse
>naturally she gets mad and keeps bringing it up
>makes me feel like shit about it even though we aren't together and she cheated with god knows how many men
>still under her spell though so I remain a good boy and I keep doing what she wants from me
>eventually get to the point that the psychotic thoughts aren't controlling me the entire day
>end up meeting a new girl and end up actually liking her
>realize why I like her though, she looks nothing like my ex but has the exact same mysterious aura around her
>we date for about 2 weeks which was the first time I actually felt normal
>until one day I'm fucking her and see the exact same white stuff come out of her pussy as with my ex
>she claims it's discharge, but my poor battered mind realizes it's the same thick super healthy cum as my ex would have in her
>I even smell and taste it again to familiarize myself with it, and it's exactly the same
>I get the intense urge to kill this girl right there
>Realize that I can only allow my ex to do this to me, I can't stand the thought of some low class woman to do the same to me
>tell her to gtfo
>ex has been going crazy for these past 2 weeks, calling me in the middle of the night all hysterically, I've never heard a person yell or cry like that in my entire life
>I end up talking to her again after I'm done with this new girl and things go back to how they were, with us talking 24/7 and her sending me edited pictures and videos and calling me while having sneaky sex

Cont

>pretty sure I was drugged and raped by her and her friends several times
>ass felt very loose before and have no memory of certain events that happened
>always had cum of other men in her ass and pussy as we fucked, even made me eat it out of her

what am I even reading

Yeah I know it sounds crazy and I still don't believe it myself, but I have legit evidence of some things and as I return back to my old self I start to realize a lot of things that happened.

I understand why you think it's fake. I guess I can only hope that you never get psychotic and that you never get gaslighted to the point that you lose yourself.

dude are you sure she didnt drug you with lsd or something? this definitely has the traits of drug psychosis, wtf man sorry you went through this if not bs

you sound fucking insane OP, like seriously fucked up mental illness devloups in the prime of your life, blaming your ex on your mental illness and violent psychotic delusions is pretty crazy.

dude... you do know that some women produce a lot of creamy white discharge during sex right? you are genuinely fucking insane

>>I get the intense urge to kill this girl right there

What the fuck is wrong with you? Actually get help, you sound very sick.

You are schizophrenic or some shit.

Hey it's me just want you to know I cheatedon you everyday, that I raped you, you're my pig

>at this point my memory is slowly returning and I have flashbacks about things I don't even understand
>I get the full emotional breakdown as someone who gets a legit flashback
>Realize that it's all just been a sick joke and that she is a sociopath who gets off on dominating men in every way possible
>Wonder how I'm going to get out of this mess but have no answer so I just stay in this weird relationship
>I do nothing with my life anymore, I spend most of my time in the house just playing video games cause this is the only thing that distracts me from the crazy thoughts
>I get no legit help from psychologists because the one I had during the time she contacted, suspecting she lied to him that I beat her or something
>been to different psychologists who won't even touch me with a 10 foot pole because I'm a COMPLETE deranged human being at this point and would take too much work
>things get a bit better eventually and besides the returning of memories comes the return of my intelligence
>still have no balls to just end it with her and try to really fix myself
>still have no ability to function properly in social interaction
>can't make any long term decisions and can't make future plans at all
>I jerk off to her material all the time and even kept phones on while she was sleeping to listen to the faint noises in the background of her getting fucked
>Even heard male grunts from time to time
>get off on the fact she's being a lying slut and fucking other men while pretending to be such a sweet innocent girl
>regular porn or sex doesn't do anything for me anymore and I feel like I'm only programmed to like her

Sorry for this being a fucking mess of a story, but I'm trying to condense 2 years I don't even fully remember or understand into something interesting

Whether she really did fuck you up big time or not, you really do need help man..

whatever it is I hope to fucking god you find it because your life sounds pitiful as fuck

Haha baby give me a cue that it's you then :)

you've fallen into our trap. its too late, you will never escape us

You remember Mike?

You're a Slav aren't you?

> baby

> drugged and raped by this girl

Are you actually fucking retarded?
I really hope this isn't you OP.

>inb4 OP goes on a psychotic melt down cause her ex found him even on Sup Forums

To all of you saying I need help and that I'm a schizophrenic psycho. I know... I have violent thoughts pretty much every day and I hate humanity. Literally the only thing I'd want is for me to be her little sex slave for the rest of my life. I hate it. But part of me loves it. I have no drive to be a successful human being anymore. I've been completely broken down.

She did push the schizo on me early on before she switched it to psychosis. I don't think I'm schizo and I don't think I'm psychotic anymore at this point. I'm definitely fucked up, but I'm less of a threat now than I was 6 months ago.

At times it feels like she wants me to go out in a rampage and attack some person, and that alone is reason enough to never do it.

Trips confirms

Babe knows I follow his every move, he's such a little bitch, doesn't even smell the cum on my breath

You're serious?

>To all of you saying I need help and that I'm a schizophrenic psycho. I know...

Then either get help or fucking kill yourself. You're the most disgusting and retarded cuck I've ever met.

Kek

Cum doesn't really smell like anything unless its fucking rancid...

Holy fuck you are the saddest and most depraved excuse for a human on Sup Forums, that should say something to you.

please just man up and end it with her user, dont live like this

holy shit he just picked a common name to fuck with you, OP get help you are a paranoid schizophrenic or some shit.

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You should ask him how much fun we had babe. You'll never know how much fun it is to torture you, you didn't think I'd see this?

> Who wants to read about my personal [s]cuck[/s] schizophrenia story? Shit lasted about 2 years and completely fucked my life up.

damn, guess op wasnt lying about his gf being a nasty slut guys

Post said photo shopped pictures for proof

Mike and Tom are in on it. Even your dad babe, you are mine forever

Until we see timestamps with tits it's bs

>shes consipiring against me
>the psychologist is in on it
>she must have gotten to him to
>she must be drugging me
your fucking crazy, you are a danger to your self and others and if the mental health care system in america didn't fucking suck you would be committed to a ward, your probably going to get shot by the cops one day.

she linked me this thread lmao

you definitely eaten my cum bro

Post my slut tits baby, for everyone to see

*you're = you are
*your self = yourself

posting in a confusing cuck bread

You do it neckbeard. Show them hairy cheeto eating moobs

Your birthday was recently, you know I watch you like a hawk. I'm thinking of killing you soon in your sleep

POST THESE SHOOPED PICS OR IT DIDNT HAPPEN

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I think we broke brain guys, his girlfriend was Sup Forums the whole tims

>wtf