Feels thread secondary? I hope to tell my story, but I dont want to be known, just acknowledged. Call me Charlie...

Feels thread secondary? I hope to tell my story, but I dont want to be known, just acknowledged. Call me Charlie, i have nothing yet everything i need, A loving girlfriend, a family, but I don't have friends and my family doesn't really care and my girlfriend and i just keep pushing each other closer and closer to just breaking up even though she says shed never leave me and believes things will get better. Now, I dont really know how to go about doing this but I guess i could post the screen shots of the recent fight and youd be able to understand more than i could really explain in this moment.

/hug

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when was the last time you traveled with her to the beach??????

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ages ago, dating 2 1/2 years now but im always so depressed and shut in that i shut her down before she can ask me to go anywhere

Hi Charlie. You have Sup Forums. I won't speak for everyone, but I'm a bitter worthless piece of human waste and I just want to tell you I still care.

Because nobody will tell me.

Do you have any hobbies OP?

OMG DO IT NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!'
DO IT NOW OR YOUR LIFE IS OVER! IF ITS OVER WITH HER YOU ARE D E A D.
Go get her and go to a place you never been with her before or the beach. N O W or its O V E R forever .....

I dont know what it is that makes me depressed or where it came from but its grown since the 8th grade since we moved to the city and lately all i can think about when im not distracting myself is just maybe ending it but i also want to see how far i can make it before i do, theres also that just i dont want to do that to her because although i dont care about nothing anymore she makes me care the most even though paradoxically i dont care at the same time

he is already dead, dont feel sorry for him, its his fault, he will not do it.
rip op

stay in that city and you can plan your funeral

id like to but no car i walk to work every day and dont make enough to buy a car without putting myself in debt ive been trying to save.

>"I don't know sometimes okay fuck I want to fucking end my life because of it I don't fucking understand love I never understood it"
>"fucking rot I want to fucking die god damnit of course I fucking love you"
>(also using kik wtf)
Are you 13, autistic or both?
Jesus dude, you're overwhelming the shit out of her. Usually I'd say express all emotion, but seriously, you seem really aggressive and creepy with how much shit you're loading onto her -- just chill the fuck out user (no one gives themselves fake names on this site summerfag)

Go outside, smell the roses, and when you talk to her pretend to be happy for a week and don't load your depression onto her. You can make it user, just go easy on her dude

excuses, there is no help for you. train, bike whatever .... just do it.

You're lying there. Numb, cold, void of emotion. The tear stains that bled down your cheeks are dry, in fact, you think you've cried your final tears, and that there is nothing left to cry about. This is it. The end. You've awaited it for so long, and yet, it's still so surreal. You're nervous. You've worked up so much courage to finally do this, and yet, your body trembles. It's as if your entire world is clouded, your vision blurry, your breaths are slowed. "Just do it" you beg to yourself. "Please... Just do it"
The end.

fuck me right, im a pessimistic shit tho

Hello, my fellow Sup Forumstards. How are we all? It's 3am for me and I can't sleep... Again. My gf (long distance) had a huge fucking breakdown, hasn't slept in 3 days or so and I was unable to talk to her until today to help. She told me she's going to try to sleep tonight, but I'm still worried, and I'm blaming myself for this bullshit. Ugh. Can I get some sort of support? I don't even care, I just need someone to acknowledge my existence at this point... I'm just sick of life in general.

I don't really get this pic...
She cut out a lot of his body, but left his heart, while she didn't get her body cut out but lost her heart...?
Somebody explain this shit

imagine my middle finger, its for just not doing it.
Its the end, bye op.

The fuck, couldn't even keep reading out of cringe

The hell's wrong with you

lol im a fag

im here for you bud

im here for you buddy

hit home there

You're worried about getting addicted to psychiatric medication yet you want to end your fucking life? Why would the addiction matter? You're obviously symptomatic right now and either need to go to a crisis unit or make a psychiatrist appointment for next week. Get on medications, don't miss a fucking dose, go to therapy regularly whenever it's scheduled, don't miss a fucking appointment, actively participate in coping mechanisms that work for you, and then when you're feeling slightly better or at least robotic from the shit they put you on, kiss your girlfriend right in the asshole for sticking around through your shit. Speaking from experience.

I second this

I'm admitting I'm a femanon only for the reason because I've met so many guys like you OP and I'm going to tell you now from the other side 'YOU ARE THE WORST'

You just sit there and bitch and moan about your pathetic life and you're girlfriend who hates to see you hurt tries to be nice and tried to help you and whenever she suggests something to you, you piss and moan even more saying it not possible or life is shit no one cares about me.

If you have depression DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT

I know lots of people with depression and there two types of people with depression.
The ones that get help and try and make the best out of their shitty situation
Then there's the ones who just sit there and wallow in their stupid fucking self pity

To;dr your girlfriend deserves a medal for putting up with your shit for 2 years, god bless her soul

Thank you. At least someone, even if it's just a random user on a feels thread, acknowledges my existence as a person and not a chore machine like my parents.

Ditto turns out you're the asshole user

*OP

you dont need a hug,
you need someone who kicks your ass!!!!!

THIS

Don't be autistic retards, please. Pull your shit together

True. I need a lot more than an ass kicking, though. I need a few shanks to the throat for good measure. I know, I'm cringy.

God this is another thing they do, when someone doesn't respond with the stupid response that you were hoping for like 'I'm here for you' or 'I wish I could give you a hug' and actually respond with negative response you turn that around with 'ikr I wish I could kill myself lol'

Seriously you're pathetic

just going to go an hero.

This post made me suicidal

Are you fucking kidding me with this bullshit? You have a girl that loves the hell out of you. There's only a very small percentage of people who have that. How can you fuck it up like this?

Why the fuck don't you just kill yourself? I hate you so much and I'm sure all you do is make your parents' and girlfriend's life a living hell.

You are the rare case where the world eould actually be better without you.

Make the right decision. Do it for your lived ones. Kill yourself.

Your fucking garbage.
I hope she leaves you and you get a rope and do the world a favor. She deserves someone better than you. Your a piece of shit. Heres a pic of my wife. 10 years and still strong when you start loving something more than you love yourself you might find happiness.

Why the fuck are you on a feels thread if you just want to shit on people? Fuck off, dude, you're just being edgy as fuck.

Your wife looks like an ass. How do you put up with it?

Have you fuckers reached the lowest point of depression and crawled back up?

Normal thoughts and logic don't apply here. It's all abstract illogical bullshit.

I don't understand the hate on this kid, it's obvious he has issues, but don't we all?

We wouldn't be on Sup Forums at 6am if we were normal people.

This isnt even a feels thread. This is an "I'm a complete asshole and I'm too cringey to do anything about it" thread.

She has plenty of angles.

You probably should just go ahead and kill yourself IMHO

I don't think anyone is really wrong in this thread. OP is being living Hell to those around him. Major Depression however is a mental illness and makes people irrational. OP needs to put actual effort into treatment.

You have a really hot wife. How'd you keep her so long? I'm about to transition from my girlfriend to a hotter one and I'm slightly concerned because I've never been with a super hot woman similar to your wife

OP, when you do finally try to off yourself, don't fuck it up and become a bigger drain on your parents.

cant feel bad for you, depressed? Fine. You got the best depression cure beating down your door telling you she cares for you. Fuck you man. Spend some time with her and quit being such a loser.

She was my best friend for a good year before we got together. Do whatever it takes to keep the fire going. More importantly be brutally honest from the start of all the advice I can give be honest at all costs thats why were still like rabbits. And as far as her being hot goes awesome rail her all the time and make sure its maximum effort or dont do it at all.

op here gfs browsing the thread so theres that, also yeah i need to find ways to keep the fire up

Man the fuck up you little entitled prick.
How dare you put her through that or any partner.
Get a fucking grip life is wasted on saps like you.
If I were you I would quit making her miserable and let her go.
I mean this if you do love her pull the trigger.
Or be a pussy keep tormenting her but dont bring your sorry ass here.

That's similar to me and the new girlfriend. We've been best friends for 5 years and we became romantic about 4 months ago. Thank you for the advice user, it has made me more confident.

Thats just the best.
If you want it to last you gota have chemistry outside of bed time if you have that.
Its gona be good.

she might post?? bump

double bump

THIS SO FUCKING MUCH
my own boyfriend has depression and he doesnt act like a little bitch

Hey OP's girlfriend, if you're reading this, guys like this usually don't change, I know that from experience, either make him go to therapy or some shit so he stops unloading on you or leave him, trust me, if you do nothing it'll only get worse, please listen to me, my bf has depression too and he doesnt act like this, make him fix his problem or leave him, I know you love him but you can't let him torture you

Jesus fucking Christ OP. You're not even wailing about anything. You're just carrying on like a total fuckwit. People like you don't deserve a gf or a family. Fuck you m8

Maybe thats because he has you to act like one

Hes not depressed hes a little prick.
The more he moans the more it pulls at the poor girls fucking strings the more he can manipulate her. Seen it too many times.

Manipulate her to do.....?

Did someone screencap that kid with mental problem greentext from last thread. Fuck I need that.

Whatever I know too many men that used there depression to get emperor like treatment off the woman in there lives. Threatening to suicide its bullshit and ive seen a tonne of it. Ive been here a while I have had a lot of partners before my wife. Fucks like him are everywhere its pathetic.

Thanks for elaborating Sup Forumsro

LOOK OP, LOOK! These are the people telling you you're in the WRONG

I'm trying to make it as nice as possible for you okay? Some people are a bit harsh but there's brutal honesty there

You have no friends as you say right? So the last thing you want to do is break up with your girlfriend because by the sounds of it she's the only one you've got

Do her a big favour, go out and buy her some flowers or a teddy bear or whatever and thank her

Because coming from experience being with a partner who is depressed is exhausting and can make you depressed so show her she's the greatest for putting up with you

Do it OP don't be a fag

I would never do that, but I probably would kill myself if she did leave. I definitely wouldn't use it as a manipulation tactic or a way to get her to stay though. She wouldn't know until it was over.

You seem high maintenance man

Your a fucking liar.
Every stranger here can see it.
Everyone disagrees with you.
Your a fucking parasite a leech.
If what I say didnt eat at you you would never reply. Pull the trigger end the relationship save her. If you love her more than you do yourself.
Let her go do the right thing.
But if you want to keep putting her through your escapades then get the fuck off this. And treat her with respect.

Manipulate me to do what exactly? Sex? Because honestly I demand that not because he's a manipulative asshole but because hey free sex why not. But seriously how does he manipulate me? Yeah sure he's a whiny dick but hey I love him and sure you could have a bf or gf with depression but they handle it their own way so leave my whiny ass boyfriend alone because he doesn't know when to shut up like seriously if you meet him in real life he loooooves to talk about literally about anything. We're getting a kick out of these comments so keep it up!

Also. You're putting all this stuff on her and it seems like you're not giving her the attention she needs.
Take all that other stuff and force it down inside like everyone else and get on with your life.

Nice coincidence

WOW you actually sound like my cheating ex who would blame me for making her feel bad when I told her I was depressed good job!

Rip

In the last two weeks, how many have you had of the following:
difficulty concentrating on the tasks at hand
appetite decline
feelings of guilt
lack of energy
slowed reactions/responses, physical or verbal
loss of interest in things that normally excite you
sleep difficulties (less than 6 hours of sleep per night)
suicidal ideations

If you have experienced 4/8 of these things and have had a consistently depressed mood for the last two weeks, congratulations: you have clinically significant major depressive disorder requiring treatment with (preferably) SSRI's and another medication to bridge the therapeutic onset

Jesus he's going to completely wear her down

I'm so lonely Sup Forums, i have two weeks holidays what of course i will be spending alone, I'm scared what i might do

Just watch Requiem For A Dream and you'll feel better.

I'm so lonely Sup Forums, i have two weeks holidays what of course i will be spending alone, I'm scared what i might do, i need a friend.... even just one would do

I find myself pretty energetic actually

Watch Gordon Ramsey yell at people, you'll feel better helps me every time, that guy is funny as hell

OP, we kinda need to understand your situation. So if you could post your age and no further information that would help a lot.

This

Ramsey yells at people in his shows and kitchens because theyre professionals and should know what theyre doing before coming in to work with him. If you yell at people randomly cause you think he yells at people randomly youre very misunderstood

I don't yell at people randomly, I just find him amusing

okay good

How is everyone in this thread doing anyway? Lets get a circlejerk going

shes cute

I know user, I have a folder full of good looking girls

5am, can't sleep, sleeping schedule is more screwed than a 2 for 1 deal on a prostitute

Why not just cool off before thinking about it? I mean, well, do you really want to save your relationship and life or not? Nobody is perfect, right? But you can't let someone else suffer just because of your foolishness.

I know how you feel, cant sleep till around 6am these days now. Thankfully I have a job where I (usually) start late in the afternoon so I dont stress

Dude, i wake up around 7pm, switch night and day, thats me

man Im not even that bad so you should really go to a doctor to get shit fixed. Sounds like your circadian rhythms are really fucked. I had a little while where I would wake up when it got dark and fall asleep when the sun rose, fix that shit asap