Feels thread?

Feels thread?
>be me
>gets invited to a party
>get excited but nervous
>have really bad social anxiety
>get in my car and start driving there
>i arrive at the house and then it hits
> i see people everywhere idk what to do
>drive off quickly
>get home go on my computer
>check snapfag
>see all snapchats of the party
>mfw

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>be me
>adopted by abusive&alcoholic family
>be sexually and physically bused
>i'm 20 now
>I take 5 different types of medication for depression and 2 for anxiety
>first bf cheated on me
>second beat me up then left me
>i tried to suicide 2 weeks ago but ended up poisoning myself laying in bed half conscious for a week

>I consider suicide everyday

>bf out of state for work during pride festivities
>was last year too
He's earning money to take us to Spain and France again, and also Italy this time.

damn boy, unless you are a girl you a faggot
man the fuck up and turn said family life to hell for what they did, and when you are done then kill yourself

Please Actually give this video a chance if you meant on what you posted
youtube.com/watch?v=WcSUs9iZv-g

I've seen it before, but thank you

>studying every day
>hadn't touched video games for nearly a month
I couldn't keep it up with him gone a month and incommunicado for half that. And the new neighbor was being a bit noisy with their NTSC/480i CRT. They've kept it down since I sent a letter.

>be at party with all my friends
>drinking brings back bad memories
>spend whole night crying under the balcony listening to my friends asking "where's user?"
>when i finally go back inside i say i was just too drunk and wanted to get some fresh air
>i was gone for 5 hours

I understand that I don't understand your situation but I still encourage you to work on adjusting your mindset to the positive because although the world can be quite cold life is still precious. Consider the fact that you have surely seen change happening all the time and it cannot be prevented. If you feel like it won't get any better later hold on because everything in the world is always changing. The feelings can be tough to deal with sometimes but hold on and see how things change over the course of your life and you'll be happy you stayed around for the sake of what life is worth and seeing it all happen, the ups as well as the downs. Good luck to you. sincerely.

you're a faggot

now I see that its better having no family like i do and working my ass of to survive... wish you the best ....

Thanks, kind anons.
I just want to finish college, live alone with a lifetime husband to love.
That's all I ask for :(

what memories?

Don't give up! Ever!

where do you live now?

if you're going to kill yourself, you might as well show us your tits. and pussy.

Thanks, it's so hard because last boyfriend beat me up then dumped me...So I had to cover up my scars with make-up and go through the break up too :( I loved him..>

Romania, Bucharest

But I'm a trap

gettin molesteroo as a kid, losing the best friend i ever had because i fell in love with her and i was never good enough for her, growing up without a dad, realizing that no matter what i have to keep up the facade that im a happy normal person even though im drowning in self-hatred and depression on the inside just because i don't want to be known as a sad sack of shit and dont want people questioning me as to why i feel the way i feel.

i'm fine when i'm sober because i'm able to feel numb to everything and not care, but when i drink it brings it all up and i can't escape it.

i meant if you live alone.. but you are trolling obviously

Not Op, but existence is fucking suffering. So.

I'm not trolling...I live with my adoptive family.
You said ''where'' not ''with whom''

>trap

Well then, do the world a favor.

Shoe feminine penis pls

My cat died today. Rip in peace.

idk y but this made me laugh
fucc yo cat nig

>go to party with people from website I use to go to years ago
>met a few of them a few times before this party
>arrive
>no like nobody so decide to not drink to much
>end up getting sucked into beer pong and drinking more than I anticipated
>see this 9/10 titty monster
>pick her up and body slam her on to the sofa
>people go crazy cheering
>embarrased and leave
>pass out between 2 cars waiting for cab
>get home and see people talking about it next day on website
>find out chick I body slammed wanted to fuck
>never see those people again

I can't even drive a car properly. I should fucking off myself.

you wouldnt admit so easily that you are a trap in a world so abusive against traps... its a common knowledge

Good night sweet prince

do you take driving lessons atleast ?
i am in the same situation,the past 4 months im trying to get my driver license but everytime the nextday i forgot where the brake is

Really? You couldn't even kill yourself?

Its just a black cat. Get a new one.

oooh the feels I have for this poor car sadman.jpg ...

kek
fuck, that feels gone
happypepe.jpg

I have a license since a year but my dad being a motorhead has a car too hard for me to handle. I prefer to walk most of the time but sometimes I need the car and I suck at driving. Literally 10 min ago I scratched some dudebro and he was in my face almost wanting to beat me up.

Also forgot to mention in my other reply I sucked at the courses I took but passed the exam from the first try without any mistakes. My instructor couldn't believe it. Anyway I still suck.

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>be me
>lost job
>lost gf
>dad's shame
>try suicide
>strangle myself with a belt
>everything goes to black
>wake up 2 day after
>my cat loose the belt while playing

Bullshit