Killing self by sleep deprivation.
Anyone ever tried doing this? Share your experiences.
I'm not killing myself in a conventional way cus the whole idea is my family thinking i died of natural causes. Apparently people who don't sleep for long periods of time drop dead and this is fine with me.
Been going 3 days strong only around 15 days more to go.
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Its good to see peopl going the extra mile to kill themselves. I respect your devotion good sir, keep it up
Stayed up 7 days. Honestly the only thing that happens is stuff like shadows and junk stay around a bit longer. You get tired but you can also hit a 2nd wind nearly everyday
But if i do that my family will find all that equipment in my apartment and think "gee what a loser, cant believe he killed himself, he wouldve been a failure til the very end"
I want them to think "whoops he's dead well what can you do about it, nature took him so young"
Thx anonito
>hit a 2nd wind
What do you mean?
All i know is that rats drop dead after a certain amount of days without sleeping, must be the same for humans
Then go get hit by a car or something you pussy faggot, we all know you're going to back out in a few days anyway
Takes something like 20 days for humans and you're going to just pass out way before that... only way to die of sleep deprivation is if something's keeping you up like meth or someone else
I'm too much of a faggot to get myself killed...And i know i wont back out because i have strong discipline, i can stop jerking off for very long periods of time at will
If you think not jerking off is strong discipline then you should probably finish highschool before you get into killing yourself kiddo
Fucking kek
>Anyone ever tried doing this?
I did it and i can confirm that it works.
Can sniffing gas be an alternative to meth?
Resisting every potential addiction is strong discipline.
Are you insane?
Dying by sleep deprivation is one of the most painful method there is.
How are you going to keep yourself awake for 18 days? The only way is to have a bucket of water dripping above you to constantly shock you. That, by the way, is an ancient Chinese torture method. So have fun dumbass. But then again, you will collapse in a few days anyway, so you are safe.
Finally an user with some sense
30 days...Interesting. I don't know if I can last that long before passing out though
I'll take any technique that would make my relatives think i didn't kill myself, so if you have an alternative, i'd like to hear it
Just "accidentally" walk in front of a car. Or "accidentally" overdose on something.
Stop being an edge lord faggot
Do you know any house medicine that would kill me instead of giving me a massive diarrhea?
I have painkillers, antibiotics, high blood pressure medicine, headache medicine, Iodine, acne medicine, anti-histaminic or whatever
Life sucks, dude, it really does. Stop thinking in reasons to kill yourself, and ways to kill yourself, and try to figure out why you should live.
It can be anything really, give it a try.
i have come to the point where i stay in bed all day and eating has become a hassle. I have no more sexual drive and my dick won' get hard anymore when i try to jerk off to numb the pain, it was a fun ride but now i want ou
go to sleep, faggot
night night
Not sure if you have insurance, but I got prescribed Bupropion (Wellbutrin ) and Sertraline (Zoloft ) for my stuff. I couldn't sleep or eat for 3 days after finding my s.o. dead in my house.
I fucking joined a church and started going to the gym, people really helped me. Pretty sure others would help you too.
What is s.o.??
Nah I don't have insurance and don't need it since my parents are both doctors and they get a free sample of every fucking medicine there is. And...I empathize with you, and i feel like a shallow faggot saying that, but no bad event made me come to this point, i just progressively lost interest, and i could get help but then what? what would i do? Work? Come on, i've seen most of the good movies, it's time for me to go
Leddit term for partner. It means "significant other".
Significant other.. Partner/husband/waifu etc. Good luck to all those out there struggling
Thanks
Sorry for your lost user
This will leave your family wishing they were as cool as you.
It seems like one of the better ways to die. Less noticeable then hanging, pills, or bullet, and if you ever decide, "You know what, maybe I shouldn't" You can stop whenever you want.
Haha made me chuckle, thx user. But wouldn't the cheese wire just tighten up around your neck and hang you normally?
>> tried
well looks like it's not as easy and pleasant as i first imagined it...
I mean, you can't stop when you're already dead.
what makes you think you'll drop dead? you'll probably just fall asleep
I understand you, believe me. I don't have enjoy stuff that I used to enjoy, and since my s.o. was life. I often ask myself, why I go to work, why I keep on going on.
For me, it has been the fact that she battled health issues most of her life. To top it off, she had a shitty childhood which left her pretty fucked up. Despite all of that, she kept on trying until the end. If she did that, I couldn't just quit, even if I don't really see a reason to go on.
That was my main reason. I also started searching for God, or a higher power, funny thing the stuff I found actually.
But main deal for me was that she lived to the end, so will I, even if I don't really see a reason to.
It's always a possibility. Unless you're constantly standing, or doing something, you'll just drop and sleep. Sometimes I'm just staring at my computer and I just drop.
If you're heavy enough and jump far enough it should do the trick. Idk. Do it faggot.
Do not sleep for 5 days. Then when you start to microsleep which is when you start sleeping for like a second of a time involuntary than I am pretty sure you will be nearing death.
At first I thought it would directly kill me because I remembered reading about some rat experiment where the rat dropped dead after prolonged sleep deprivation but some anons reminded me the part where the rats needed to have constant input to be kept awake, I live alone in my apartment and don't have access to meth, so yes unfortunately my method is flawed and i have to find something else.
Haha...When you don't see a reason to...JUST END IT, it's the thing to do or at least it's my ditto.
Well, jokes aside, I never had a girlfriend or such because I am emotionally and socially handicapped so I can't dedicate my life to anyone, don't empathize enough with the majority of people enough to dedicate my life to any kind of work/research either. I just don't want to live, no need to push it
if you nothing left to live for what is your credit card info, if you are gonna kys why not do something good and buy me some steam games
Yes I definitely intend in continuing my experiment and see where it will take me. If it fails I will actively seek for another way to kill myself incognito
I'm the ultimate poorfag and torrent all my games. I don't have a credit card because my father won't trust me with it, my parents pay for all my stuff (it's not like they bust their asses off for me, they're REALLY rich and REALLY greedy).
So what's the plan here?
You stay up for so long you eventually just drift off into a...
...fuck.
into a fuck?
OP, I had some really bad insomnia for a couple years, and it's still here but not as bad. Mostly laid down and suffered sleep paralysis and hallucinations (mainly auditory but some small visual) and the longest I went without sleep was 12 days. I couldn't eat at all, lost 30 pounds, didn't shit, pissed dark yellow/light brown, and got tons of bloody noses. I tried everything, and nothing ever helped. Sleep medication only made paralysis worse, and after 12 days of no sleep, I would go through the day seeing crazy shit like shadows coming closer to me when I stood still, the sun was bright as fuck, I heard EVERYTHING, and noises stayed in my head for what seemed like hours. At one point, I would talk and not hear myself, but it would go into my head what I was saying, but my ears weren't 'working'. Sleep deprivation is shit. I can't imagine 30 days. Eventually I went into a 30 hour coma, you definitely will too at some point. Just go buy some beef jerky (like 40 bags), eat all the packets of chemical in them, and then eat jerky until you die of asphyxiation.
Bullshit your underage, if not then steal your parents.
OP where do you live? (Country/State) Just so I can get a grasp on your situation and hopefully give you advice.
well...Seems pretty intense. But also seems like an interesting experience, i'll do it for like 5 days and if it too much for me i'll try another way. The beef jerky idea is pretty nice too.
Did you find a solution to your insomnia? I hope you're better user
if i didn't give a fuck about them i would've simply blown my brains out...i'm not stealing them
I live in third world, mudshit country and would be ashamed to name it
tip: average IQ 83
I am not going to be one of those people to keep you from jumping the ledge, but the sleep deprivation stuff looks impossibly hard. If you want to make like a accident, there sure are other easier things to do, even something such as cleaning your gun and having it go off.
Just make sure not to leave a note, whatever you decide, and make sure to do everything opposite to what people usually do when committing suicide and that should cover it.
If you change your mind however, there is help out there, dude. peace...
>Fathers rich and greedy
>Wanna kill himself
Why don't you just kill you parents??
Faggot OP
Oh kek, kill yourself your in a shithole
For awhile I hated myself for not sleeping. I would curse at myself and God for not being able to lay down and fall asleep at night. And then I started drinking so much I would just crash/smoking 4-5 bowls a night/codeine. Changed it up between those three and then started working out every day after work/school and taught myself to sleep lucid
Yes from many témoinages in this thread sleep deprivation looks like a bad idea for suicide after all. Maybe my second pick will be "accidental" overdose, just need to find the chemical dangerous enough that would kill me without it looking like a suicide. Maybe i'll mix up vodka and red bull until i have a heart attack.
And i'm definitely sure about it, i'm excited to know what happens when we die know...Ironically this idea makes me feel goo after years and years of greyness
Offering help with the immediate problem before you let him know alternate options.
Good post dude.
You obviously don't care about them if you're gonna kys
i'm too beta
yea. The uncivilized nature of my country only adds up to it
Small suggestion. Get a cat, have it for a week or two, talk about it to family, buy bleach/ammonia, pretend to be cleaning cat box, mix cleaners, die. Or maybe fall in love with cat and live happily ever after. Win-win
>sleep lucid
I didn't know it was a thing...Does it make you stop being tired like normal sleep or is it just here to stop sleep deprivation symptoms that you cited above?
i do...to a certain level.
I used to have a cat but gave it to my sister when i knew my uncaring-ness would eventually lead to his death by starvation...
I can always pretend to clean my apartment with bleach/ammonia tho. Is it painful? What's the cause of death, asphyxiation?
>pic related my cat
Just makes you know when you're gonna hallucinate/when you sleep you know you're asleep. Extremely vivid dreams, insane details, remember almost everything, but it feels like you got bit by a truck in the morning.
so at least you get some sleep...and cheers about the lucid dreaming, i heard it was a pretty fun experience
Why do you care so much about how your family think you died? It's not like you wake up and see their reaction.
i know it's foolish...But I am emotionally incapable of committing suicide knowing my parents would know i gave up on life
for starters, no one has ever actually died from sleep deprivation that we know of. its like saying your trying to kill yourself by living a healthy lifestyle
Go to bed Rafe
Oh okay, well then it's not foolish at all if you ask me. How about "accidental" overdosing something? Or do you think this is the best way to go?
nah i've been proven wrong and sleep deprivation is a bad way. I think i'm going to overdose myself on something I just need to figure out what
Opiate overdose is a nice way to go. You fall into a wonderfull sleep your breathing stops and you die but you don't notice. My mom did this a few weeks ago but someone called the ambulance for her. I feel bad for her. I love her because she's my mom but I know how her life has been a hell and still is. I respect people's choices. You never asked to be brought in this world but you can choose to stay or leave.
yeah this is an idea, plus i can get my hands on morphine...Maybe just before shooting myself up i'll open the gas or something
And...Sorry for your mom, and you're right. People can choose to stay or go, thank you for your open mindedness
lmao
With the way you've been talking this thread it really doesn't sound like you want to die, what the fuck
what should i say? boo hoo? it's really not a big deal
Will Smith gives you a thumbs up
That will work morphine is the best if you can get that. I'm also sorry for you,..that you where born as a wonderful innocent child and have come to this point where your life is just so unbearable that break my heart and I wished your life had gone very different for you but unfortunately it hasn't and I can understand you. Don't mind the people who bash your idea or call you weak they don't have to cope with all the things you have and therefor they will never understand the constant battle you have to fight. It's wrecking and you could never grow old with happiness in your heart. Even if everything in your life is perfect you are still damaged inside. I know this. I hope your plans will work out for you and you are finally freed of your hell and you are finally at ease.
Thank you user. I see you know exactly what you are talking about because as you said, even when everything is alright i'm still messed up for good on the inside, whenever i talk to someone they give me weird looks. People immediately know something's off with me when i talk to them, and they're justified in doing so. But oh well, that's how it is, i can't change it, i'm not going to waste too much time thinking about what could've happened, now i just need to at with what i have, cheers user.
OP OUT
I heard that if you dissolve sleeping pills in warm water and then like pipet that shit into your ass you'll fall asleep and stay asleep without the risk of violently vomiting into your lungs.
Are you depressed?
Of course, anyone who tried it replying to OP was unsuccessful.
Go hiking and jump off a cliff, everyone would think you just slipped.
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>Takes something like 20 days for humans and you're going to just pass out way before that... only way to die of sleep deprivation is if something's keeping you up like meth or someone else
>>Meth/Cocaine/DMT
OP should party hard.
Odin will surely make space for OP in Valhalla.