Feels, Sup Forums? Here's mine
Not this guy, but story time
>be 17 y/o me
>be fat my entire life
>lose tons of weight and get in shape the summer before my junior year
>take an amazing girl I've liked for years to prom
>I'm smart and kind of reclusive, she's the only girl in my small town I really relate to
>Only girl I'm interested in talking to at my school
>she's my first date ever, have a fantastic time and I actually get feelings for a person for the first time in my life
>hate dancing, but dance my ass off with her. General cute, prom-y stuff
>my mom with stage four cancer gets to take pics with us in pre prom, literally so happy that I finally am putting myself out there with a girl
>spend the next few weeks trying to make her like me, give a lot of time to her
>she falls asleep on my shoulder on a bus ride once
>so happy that someone is finally interested in me and might even like me
>she tells me a week into summer that she was talking to another guy the entire time
I still haven't dated anyone since. Fuck love.
Feels, Sup Forums? Here's mine
That was an xpost that I had in a v thread. My bad for not fixing
Bump. Help me
heavy stuff
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anyone want me to dump my feels folder? It's pretty recent stuff
go ahead
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>be me
>unemployed
>go through multiple interviews
>fast forward two weeks
>get bunch of emails
>"your application was unsuccessful"
>every single one
>mfw
Fucking kill me.
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dumping
im going to try this again.
i screencapped the post i made just an hour or two ago in the last feels thread. i came late in the thread so it didnt generate much interest.
but its oc and i wanted other anons input
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The only woman who has ever shown any "interest" of any sort in me was a whore that had a fight with her boyfriend and was looking for a way to piss him off. Just wanted to throw that out there.
After over 2 years of doing nothing but scrolling through feels threads on b I finally decided to do something last week. Got prescribed prozac 5 days ago and hoping thing will get better. Feels thread for now tho
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im not sure drugs are going to help you out.
but at least you're doing something about it
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I've never known what it feels like to be loved, the closest I've ever been to that is when I had a dream about it. It felt so great and I felt like I had a purpose. Its like I was excited to be able to wake up in the morning without feeling dead inside.
But it was just a dream. Waking up was the last thing I wanted to do.
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thought it was better than finding any excuse to get high on mdma
This totally explains me.
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nice quads.
and yes i suppose you are right user.
wasnt trying to insult you. i hope it works out for you.
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Yep I know this feel. No job here, and I'm trying to apply... hoping with summer ending stuff will open up nicely.
I know the feeling.
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>Be me.
>Be 10 or so.
>New neighbors move in next door.
>Nice people, have a daughter about my age (no this isn't one of those "and then we played doctor" stories).
>They have an open house and invite all the neighbors.
>Parents drag me over there.
>For a few hours I'm playing with the kids there, new neighbor's daughter doesn't seem to like me but I don't care.
>After a few hours I need to go to the bathroom, ask new neighbors where it is.
>They tell me.
>I head over there and just walk in, couldn't see a light on under the door and our bathroom door at home has locks so it doesn't occur to me to knock, figure if there's someone in there I just won't be able to get in.
>Neighbor girl is sitting there on the toilet
>Jumps up and screams when she sees me.
>She's peeing all over the seat and the floor as she yells at me.
>Grownups show up to see what's going on.
>Neighbor girl is still peeing, now she's crying because she's embarassed.
>Parents grab me, apologize, we leave immediately.
>As the years go on our parents really hit it off, they're best friends, go out drinking all the time.
>Neighbor girl hates my guts.
>She usually comes over to my house so the same babysitter can watch us.
>We end up spending at least a couple hours together every week.
>She still fucking hates me.
>We go the same school for most of our lives, see each other every day.
>In elementary my friends and I make sure she never gets popular.
>She still fucking hates me.
>Growing up I start turning into one of the "cool kids"
>She hates how much more attention I get.
>A couple times during middle school she literally has people pretend to be her friend just to get to her house then ditch and hang out with me.
>She's always hated me, I don't care, why would I?
>Her popularity starts to plumit as highschool goes on; she's quiet, introverted, artistic, actually really cute but she doesn't spend hours doing her hair and nails and shit like all the "cool" girls.
>People start picking on her.
>I usually just ignore it but occasionally if all my friends are doing it I'll join in.
>She REALLY hates me; usually she just ignores the taunts, only fires back or gets flustered when I join in.
>I start dating one of the hot popular bitches: even then I knew she was a total bitch but she was hot as hell so I put up with it.
>One day, walking through the hallways with bitchy girlfriend and her little clique when we bump into Neighbor Girl.
>GF and her friends start really laying into Neighbor Girl in that mean girls kinda way.
>Starts going too far, saying she should just fucking die, telling her to kill herself, pulling her hair.
>At this point I'm getting super uncomfortable, damn close to reigning in GF.
>Eventaully gets so bad that Neighbor Girl just fucking snaps, throws herself at bitchy gf, tears in her eyes.
>I grab her and haul her off GF, just bodily throw her a good ten feet down the hall.
>When a teacher shows up GF says the Neighbor Girl jumped her, all GF's friends back her up, worried what will happen if I tell the truth (I did just toss her) I lie too.
>Neighbor girl gets suspended for fighting in school.
>I can hear her parents screaming at her that night when I get home.
>The guilt is real.
>She shows up at our door with her parents a few minutes later.
>Her parents make her apologize to me for "attacking you and your friends in the hall"
>As she apologizes, tears leak out of her eyes.
>I feel like I'm gonna fucking throw up, the guilt is too real.
>Manage to keep a straight face.
>Her parents and mine decide to go out for drinks to "just get away from things"
>Neighbor girl and I both know they mean "get away from her"
>I watch the light in her eyes die as we stand there.
>She leaves, goes home.
>Parents leave, go drinking.
>I go sit on the couch and watch TV for a while, try to get my mind off how utterly horrible I'd been.
>Watching TV for a little while when Neighbor Girl just shows up, standing in the doorway, absolutely dead-eyed, like someone who had suffered too much to care anymore.
>It doesn't even occur to me how weird it is for her to just walk into my house, the guilt is just too much.
>I'm telling her I'm sorry, I never meant for things to go that far.
>Apologize for all the shit I'd given her over the years, apologize for bullying her, apologize for being mean to her in highschool.
>Literally on my knees with tears in my eyes at this point, begging her forgiveness, saying I'm sorry my friends and I were jerks to her in elementary school.
>Finally apologize to her for making her pee all over the day we first met.
>For a moment things are quiet, then she starts laughing.
>Doesn't even occur to me how weird that is; I'm just running down the list of all the things I've ever done wrong by her, but that strange apology probably saved my life.
>Neighbor Girl starts laughing harder, tears leaking from her eyes.
>She loses her composure so much that something slips from her hand, something I hadn't noticed: a handgun.
>Neighbor Girl had come to my house, dead eyed and silent, carrying a fucking pistol.
>As soon as she realizes I see it, she stops laughing.
>We sit there in silence for half an instant before she lunges for the gun.
>I grab her, haul her kicking and fighting self away from it.
>We end up falling onto the couch.
>Neighbor Girl stops fighting.
>Starts crying again.
>She's crying and beating her fists against my chest.
>I start crying realizing just how far I'd pushed her.
>About fifteen minutes later we're just lying there in each other's arms, that gun on the floor seven or eight feet away, fucking Swamp Wars or some shit on TV.
>We look into each other's eyes, wondering where things go from here.
>Apparently the place to go was having sex; we were each other's first.
>Put the gun back, don't talk about it ever again.
>Next day I come clean to her parents and the principle about what actually happened.
>Bitchy (ex)GF doesn't get in trouble, I get suspended, Neighbor Girl is still suspended for "lying to authority figures"
>Neither of us care.
>From then on we're inseperable, best friends and lovers.
>My popularity takes a bit of a dive, but I don't give a shit.
>She's witty, artistic, beautiful, sexy, WAY smarter than me, and has a smile that lights up the world, a smile she got to use a lot more when I came to her defense.
>We ended up going to the same college, lived together when we got our degrees.
>We got married last year, our first kid is on the way.
>I've never been happier in my life.
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I'll take shit that never happened for 500, Alex
Mentally breaking a girl down over years until you can turn the tables and make her love you?
Sweet story or not, that's my fetish right there.
dont care if thats real or not, that was some touching shit
i'm not a great greentexter so i won't bother
i am filled with hate all the time, i just want to hurt people
i don't give 2 shits about anyone but myself
i have a gf and have had enough troughout my life,but even those relationships are purely selfish
i see myself as an evil piece of shit, and not that cringey anime kid that doesn't have any friends, i mean i literally want to kill most people
i have given this some serious thought, going over the consequences in my head and i don't feel anything about it
i used to be kind of a bully growing up, one dad of a kid wanted me arrested for choking out his son when i was 8
my girlfriends have always been "damaged goods" because they are easy to manipulate and i don't care for my family
i know i'm a piece of shit, and to "balance" the karma or whatever, i come to Sup Forums and give some games in steam threads now and again or stuff like that
i'm not fat, but i'm not fit either, and the reason is because if i went to the gym and became fit again i know i would sooner or later kill someone with my bare hands
i isolate myself from the world and don't talk to people because i fucking hate most people
i'm the kind of guy that waits for a feminazi to start something so i can kick the shit out of her/rape her to show her what true equality is
and i would do it with a smile on my face
>be me
>17 years old
>met my first gf in my senior year in hs
>she broke of a relationship of three years with her neighbor
>felt unconfident with the relationship with her because of my inexperience with girls
>thought that she and her ex should have fucked every day
>had to impress her on bed
>but I was a virgin
>first time on bed with her
>failed
>too anxious
>not brave enough to tell her that I was a virgin
>and she was a nice girl
>anxiety only growning more and more
>I had to satisfy her
>tried about four times to have sex with her
>failed all
>prom night
>we were in a break
>saw her kissing her ex
>I have to forget her
>kissed about 4 girls on the party
>but still like fucking shit inside
>end of the year
>moved out of town
>new town about 2000 miles away
>lost my best oportunity to fuck
>now
>20 years old
>still virgin
>lost the best opportunities of my life because of the fear of failing
>but I am funny guy
>outside my room at least...
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my story actually happenedbut nobody seems interested. i guess its not that bad really..
>one highschool girlfriend
>best opportunity of my life
Dude. You're 20. Your life hasn't been decided yet.
That's...wow
You posted it. No one bit.
You don't need to get bitter about it. I know this is a feels thread, but I'm not sure why you expect Sup Forums to care about your dog and some kid you didn't even know dying.
it was sad..
this is a feels thread..
but
okay. i wont mention it again user
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>Have a disability
>Worked until my 30s where every single day until then was hell due to disability.
>Finally retired by my government employer for disability reasons.
>Takes 2 long agonizing years for pension to go through due to hangup by a supervisor.
>Things finally start to come together and I feel happy, like my own person, content, and ok with everything.
>Someone always has to ask me what I do which I don't mind, I tell them I'm retired, they look at me weird for being in my 30s, then ask what I am going to do with my life.
>What am I going to do with my life?
>Rustles my jimmies every fucking time.
wow. sucks
You can mention it wherever you want. Look, take it from someone who posts here a lot, people won't always bite, and it's usually not your fault. If you want it to get noticed, fully greentext it, don't just copypasta, and don't be put off if no one in the thread cares. Just post it again a few days later. That story up there I told about how I met my wife? I've posted that three times before and no one gave a shit. This thread I've had half a dozen people respond.
Just post it again later.
Not quite EXACTLY what happened to me, but I know that feel bro.
i see.
well thanks for the kindness user
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Sorry, phrased that poorly, should have said
"If you want it to get noticed, fully greentext it, just copypasta yourself, just don't put up a screenshot, people often skip those.
I have so many questions.
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i understand what you had meant. and appreciate it.
truly
Can I screenshot this?
Sup Forums Freestate man, do whatever the hell you want.
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That's a pretty fucking awesome story of how you met your wife dude.
Tears eyes
I'm not the guy who wrote it, I was just telling you to do what you want.
>I'm not the guy who wrote it, I was just telling you to do what you want.
But I am. Go ahead dude, I wouldn't post it if I didn't want people to hear it.
All the many lamentations of my heart pour unto thee, thief of tears.
Thanks
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Can't believe I broke down in tears over that one user
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I'm getting really heavy feelings for a girl who's getting married to one of my friends in 17 days and I'm going to the wedding
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/thread
We ain't topping that.
someone has to make one of those picture collage things with this masterpiece
pls tell more
Don't quit after one bad experience. You'll have more, but you'll go through some great times first. Eventually you'll realise all the reasons going separate ways was inevitable and it won't be that big of a deal anymore. It's just life.
When you're married, lying there next to the love of your life, you'll see how worth it the pain of failed relationships was. All the shit you learned from it. You won't realize what you're learning at the time, but it'll click.
I was so close to writing this off as TL;DR. What a fool I was.
What do you want to know?
I don't want to know that feel bro
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Well to be honest it ended up feeling pretty awesome.
Holy.fucking.shit
This punched me right in the feels.
OP, thanks for a good thread. Usually I just funpost but I got caught in my feels tonight. Like I said, My mom still is dealing with stage 4 colon and liver. Btw fuck this gay earth. It's populated with people that just exist to make you feel loved then be taken away forever. Every fucking day I have to listen to someone act how sorry they are for my family. Fuck them all. They don't care. They want to look like they're making a difference. Nobody who hasn't directly dealt with this shit knows how it feels. Fuck sympathy. Fuck medical bills. It's just incredible to watch my parents sink in to debt over something unavoidable. I fucking hate everything. Fuck. My only fucking goal anymore is to get a bitching legal job and pay their bills. But who knows what the hell is gonna happen.
It took me 4 months of sending resumes all over the country to find a job 5 years ago. If you're unemployed, your full time job should be looking for a job.
Feels? Well this one fits. That fucking ending gets me every time.
Man fuck that shit, gettin all this onion juice and dust in the air.
Congratulations you beautiful fucker.
May you live forever on Sup Forums.
Wow. Witnessed creation. Doubles confirms lasting meme value
Rr
I'm in a couple of grand of payday loan debt with no way out all because my mother ran away to Turkey and left me with two autistic brothers to take care of.
I've been doing exactly that for five years dude.
It's a bad running joke by now.
I laughed like a fucking supervillain when I saw this. So cool to know part of my life is cool enough for other people to save. Just sent it to "Neighbor Girl", she's reading it now.
pls tell more
May you live forever in the halls of Sup Forums glory
Nice
Again, see
>running away to turkey
Is she joining Islamic State? Or Kurdistan?
Nice. Hope you live on
Top kek. Don't even know why Turkey, never really cared. I'm white so