My best friend commited suicide. He was only 17. I had no idea he was suffering...

My best friend commited suicide. He was only 17. I had no idea he was suffering. He always put on a happy mask to avoid putting his problems onto others. Then after his death it all came out. The bullying, depression, isolation. Now he's gone I find myself crying every night begging some higher power to bring him back. Screaming at whatever God is real for taking his life. But now more and more often I find myself contemplating suicide. But the only thing that's stopped me is the fear. Fear of the Unknown of death. I guess this makes me a pussy faggot. My friend wasn't a pussy faggot. I wish I could speak to him again.
How do I overcome this fear of death Sup Forums I really think it's my time to go.

Do it! Don't let your dreams be dreams! Just DO IT!!

your friend avoid his problems by suicide but he's not a pussy faggot? the real man faces life you pussy

If you want to talk to him. Kill your self as well

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Drink. It gets me through the nights, hopefully it will work for you.

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MODSS!!!! underage OP

1. become gay pornstar
2. ???
3. profit + happy

OP said he friend was 17. Last time I checked people can have friends of a younger age

Go to Mexico, spend money on drugs and hooker then rethink your life.

embrace the darkness within your heart, then listen to the voice inside and the demon will guide you through
or just get fuckin wasted and take load of drug untill you dare to do it.

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Tried this. Ruined my relationship. Ex took all the money. Constantly messaged by people saying they 'saw'ne online. Would not rate.

here i guess i'll bump.
i cant really offer much help though.

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God wants you to commit suicide. Follow the path of god and kill yourself. Your friend killed himself, it's a sign.

If god wouldn't want you to kill yourself, he'd not let you have think about suicide.

Is she trying to dance?

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Godi s real you nigger
that's why he didnt respond to you.
We're the highest beings here on this planet.
You must make yourself happy by any means necessary and that is all you can do.

If you suicide too, you will perpetuate a vicious cycle and it may result with someone else committing suicide because of you. Don't be egoistic.

I found some pills. Idk what they are. I might just take them and go to sleep. Maybe I'll wake up. Maybe I wont. Probably will. I don't think this is enough to OD. What else can I take that's common around a house?

www.mylifebelgrade.blogspot.com

>the bullying

Stopped reading when you mentioned the buzzword for pathetic weakling pussy with sand in it.

Don't do it fam

He was bullied for being gay.

Fap, fap long and hard then fap again. Fap till you bleed

Got what he deserved then and good fucking riddance.

Kill yourself too weakling. Even a limp wristed pathetic faggot got it right and you can't?? Go throw yourself in front of a truck speeding down the highway at the very least. Anything. Kills yourself faggot.

Don't kys, these fuckheads are a bunch of douches. If it really comes down to it, drown out your emotions by acting like an absolute retard. Friends are a great help, so long as they keep you happy and distracted. Death is the only way out, but you don't have to leave just yet. The party's barely started, Sup Forumsro.

In the words of the fast master: "Every world has it's end. I know that's kinda sad, but that's why we have to live life to the fullest in the time we have!"

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>sUper DANK
>BaiT on
>Sup Forums
>and BASicallY,
>you should TRy HarDer
>How? Just
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>OP's obvious
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Fact is, no one knows if theres an afterlife. Life is very difficult a lot of the time but this could be it. Might as well say "fuck it" and see it through. Life is actually really short. Now that you've stopped giving a fuck, see what happens. You'll probably be way more successful then your other friends who aren't struggling.

Don't do it man.
As much as you feel it matters, in the perpetuated omnipresence cycle of the universe nothing matters, and as much as you can take that as a bad thing, it allows you to take a long look at yourself and your ambitions (if any).
You have the chance to create yourself.
Do some amazing shit.

Hell doesn't exist; Earth's bad enough.

I've had 2 good friends commit suicide. I miss them sometimes but I don't turn into a crying emo girl. Be strong and move on. You're only a kid.

Would likely have done it myself if I didn't realize very early on that it hurts other people. Simple as that.

If you truly think that you are without any worth at all, with no hope for gaining worth, then you are honestly lost (By the way, just the fact that you can make this thread gives you worth).

Find something that helps you forget, and maintain it perfectly with your life. Advance and prosper. Leave things behind.

Faggot.

I've had 1 friend commit suicide
I've had 2 friends killed
I ate my goldfish

And I ain't crying.
But fory you, you pussy, follow your friend. You're not worthy of a life on this planet. You're a crying little fag, the world would be a better place without you.

user, friend.. Talk to someone about how you're feeling. A family member, friend, even Sup Forums can help. You have people who love you, remember that. Don't put them through what your friend is putting you through. And if you have no one I can give you some way to contact me and we can talk. Suicide is never the answer. I've been there, done that..

This failed suicide attempt made me cherish life more, and hell we all die eventually at least do it when you feel complete.