I'm 26 years old and I'm about to just blast my brains against the wall. Have any of you fought depression...

I'm 26 years old and I'm about to just blast my brains against the wall. Have any of you fought depression? How the fuck do you overcome this shit.

I'm so goddamn tired.

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get some sleep user. go for a walk for no reason tomorrow and stay off Sup Forums. this shit hole isn't exactly what you need right now

Do you use drugs?

Realize that not existing is not existing.
That dying makes you cease to be forever.
Literally suicide is the most foolish and weak thing around fam.

Get off Sup Forums. That shit will fuck your life up. Go to sleep, maybe take a walk through the park tomorrow. Also, get a girlfriend.

nope. just emotionally numb to everything really. I have seen some shit I can't unsee

Have you ever thought about joining a Men's Rights group?

We are actively fighting for more recognition for male suicide rates.

Yes, and if your depression is bad enough to where your contemplating suicide you need to seek help or talk to loved ones about it. This is very serious you only have one life and its full of ups and downs and sometimes it feels as if its never going to get better but it will. especially with the proper help.

you don't overcome it, you conquer it. it's hard, and everyday is a fight, but it's worth it to stay alive.

Op people kill themselves on livestream for Sup Forums as anons cheer them on. Try anything other than Sup Forums. for your health user do it

>Men's Rights group

watch

Have a lovely big wank

Please tell us about the shit you saw.

Don't be faggot and blow brains out, hunt down a few pedos, blow their brains out and be hero

you should do it
and post the link to you live streaming it
most here want to watch

do it faggot be an hero

Well don't be an asshole, drop your steam username and shit before u do it

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How is your living/work situation?

You will forever live on as a statistic.

it dosent go away and will stick with you forever. just listen to music, find a hobby, get some friends and find somthing to do with ur life

Bro I just saw some kid's brains lying on his bedroom floor a week ago. Shit was awful. Don't do it.

Yes.
I am a Men's Rights Activist, and I do think it can help OP.

I'm just so fuckin done with everything. Women bore me, politics are all a circle jerk. Science is all about what's not known and religion baffles me to the point I want to vomit.

I work out but it's just going through the motions. I go to parties that co-workers throw but it's like I'm just in someone else's body while I'm there. I'm not enthusiastic about anything, I don't play sports (teammates are always jackasses), I drink habitually.

I'm fucking fed up with the world. I want out.

Get on some Anti-Depressents right away! I tutrned to booze and cocaine to numb myself. Once i got properly medicated i felt so much better. Dont lose the fight

samefag

I'm the same fag as this

It's not even your normal gore shit. just plain fucked I can't get that shit out of my head. fucking guy used his 5 year old as a meat shield against a homemade bomb. and when my ears were done ringing and I could walk over there to see. the kids face looks like is has been mauled by a bear. and I could hear the wheezing from his throat the struggling breaths. I barely knew the kid. apparently same guy had a kiddie porn dungeon too.. fucking neighbors man.

I started hiking. peak bagging specifically
Thats pretty much it. Helped a ton.

As terrible as it is, just keep going. Dying in permanent, depression can be temporary. I cant tell you it will be better, but I can tell you that there is a chance you will overcome. Hold on to hope, and play each and every day on its own. Even the worst can pass.

Dad uses his own fucking kid for a porn industry and also blows his face off. and outside my house.

pic related
its you at a mens rights meeting

>Dad uses his own fucking kid for a porn industry and also blows his face off. and outside my house.

>Against fapping to porn
What is wrong with you?

Notice that its a tadpole? Its child porn.

do it

Sup Forumsrother don't do it. I tried to kill myself last December and was found. My neighbor called my mother and she showed up at my house. I've never seen someone more melancholy than my mother worried that she would lose another son. Think about your mom man, imagine the depression that would put her in. Honestly I'm an alcoholic and that helps but it doesn't really, don't start an antidepressant regimen like some of the other anons are recommending. If I can say anything the thing that's helping me most right now is keeping my self busy. Find a Hobbie or something you love to do, for me it's skateboarding or practicing for hockey. Stay strong brother, you'll make it through this. People love you man, don't do this to them, I know that's not what you want to hear from personal experience but sometimes you just have to hear it. Much love Sup Forumsro

You can be great, dont give up my dude. I know all hope seems gone but trust me when i say better days are coming brother :)

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I hate how much I agree with you

Oh shit.

But regardless, I don't understand how MRAs have anything to do with Child Porn.

you're a fucking faggot that's what they have in common

:)

Lol nothing. Its just people being edgy.

I don't live for me. I live for my family. If i blow my brains out they would be forever ruined, all of them. Id rather live my life of misery than have my family live lives of misery. Simple.

so i see that you basically want to live but cant take the feels... idk man youve seen some shit but it really aint too bad, things like these happen all the time and there is a variety of ugly things going on but also some nice things... you cant seem to enjoy the nice things, you feel enthusiastic about nothing... why? i think it's all in your head mate, you forbid yourself to feel good due to the thought that youve seen some ugly shit. man up. dont be formed by the world but form it. while forming the world, your feels wont matter, but you will have to have the courage to paint a picture you want to strive for in the first place.. give it a try. anyway, you can also kill yourself, thats not a problem but i give you the advice to use your only chance at life

Why not just stay alive and witness world war three? No better way to die then having a front row seat to the Apocalypse

If you were about to blast your brains against the wall, you wouldn't be posting this pathetic thread, hoping that someone will reach out to you with the secret of life. You hate your life because you've done nothing with it. I'd tell you to kill yourself, but I know you never will. You'll just sit on this website until you slowly expire.

I just laughed out loud to this and I never do that
wtf is wrong with me

It's already been said but going for a walk is the most powerful weapon against depression. Its a purposeful activity that gives you a feeling of meaning in the moment and it gives you a buzz that lasts for hours. The hardest thing is getting the momentum to get out of the house, and as much as people say "just get up and do it", you know as well as I do that's it isn't that easy. Idk what you're into but maybe Pokemon go is a way to make it happen, or perhaps just finding a reason to walk to the supermarket or some other way of incorporating it into your life. I've been there and I know how shit everyone's advice seems, but if you manage to find a way to get out into the world it will honestly put things in context in ways you can't anticipate

I drank and drank and drank.
Then found weed and now I'm less depressed. But the memories of afghan still haunt me.

liar

You ever regret going there? Was it really necessary to do that to yourself?

Fantastic advice. Walking has gotten me through more shit then any medication. Get pokemon go on your phone, buy an audible book, plug in some headphones and walk until you cant walk anymore. As silly as it sounds you can basically outrun depression just be getting out and going. I'm cheering for you OP

This

do you want the depression to win what are ya a pussy

Try a different doctor. Some of them push what they think is right and that may not be the right thing for you. Just dont give in as you should give yourself every opportunity to succeed. Good luck friend.

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Agreed
Avenge the kids user

Do what makes you happy user, find something that will keep you occupied
I fucking know what it's like
Think of your family

dont be a fag op

solution to ur propblemo

this
you give up now and its over
dying is no sort of release
its just the end

when im depressed i ask myself
"what would Hitler do?"

just blow your fucking brains out you worthless piece of shit

go kill MUSLIMS then kill yourself
help the world before you go an hero

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beat up some feminists for fun youll feel better
or take biggest loan and party with thai hookers an od on shit
what country n race r u

>kill muslims
>change absolutely nothing

If only reactionary savages had as much intelligence and knowledge as they have anger.

I've resigned myself to a rather boring life and when I start to feel pangs of depression I just think 'ah what can I do?' and just sort of get over it lately. Don't know if that helps, might be just how I am

>be me at 17ยจ
>Tried to kill myself after drinking alot of 80% and sniffing cocaine
>Failed but have a huge open wound on my arm
>Tell my mother the next day
>Reply: Why didnt you just kill yourself
>mfw

get out

Been batling manic depression my whole life lads, doesn't get better. just recently attempted to OD via iV fentanyl, and only in the moments of death did i fear it. someone found me and i was resuscitated. but idk man. depression sucks. but theres not really a way out of it aside from major life changes, or meds.

take a loan, empty your bank account and travel to tijuana
spend everything on blow and hookers
feel life
if you survive you are cured