Addicts get in here

Addicts get in here
What are you addicted too ?
Whats your lowest point ?
Why the fuck did you start using in the first place ?

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Not an addict but I love reading addict or just pure over indulgence stories.

adderall and i'm an alcoholic
I don't care about my life enough to want to change.

the only thing im addicted to is being delicious

>cigarettes
>mfw i have the lamist addiction ever

Memes are my addiction, man.

i was fooling around with prescription opiates for a while throughout high school and then sometime early in college i tried dope and then that summer i got super addicted to snorting bags

i started writing checks from my parents check books to help pay for my drugs as well as working and having sex for money to help pay for dope

im gay and this like 40 year old guy would give me 100 dollars to blow me and 150 to have me fuck him, it left alot of mental scars tbh fam i really loathed alot of it and had a breakdown about it

im am definitely not as smart as i once was from doing so much heroin and i just relapsed the other day from being clean for like6 months i dont think im going to go back to it tho its not worth it

I'm addicted to xanax.

I started using it legit for anxiety issues 10 years ago. Little did I know how quickly my tolerance would go up and how many more pills I would need to take just to feel it.

At one point I was taking 12 2mg bars a day. I started abusing the shit out of them. Going out, getting fucked up off bars and alcohol.

About 4 years ago one night I stopped breathing in my sleep and woke up in the hospital. After that I decided to quit. I didn't taper down properly and had 2 seizures.

I'm down to taking about a bar or two a week now. Every day I'm tempted to just take 4 or 5 but I'm trying my best to control myself.

In 2016 so far I've lost my girlfriend, our apartment and my job. So the urge to just take a handful is pretty appealing to me.

I've been banging crystal for like 3 years now. im aucally coming down right now. havnt really hit a worst yet though i whore myself out not for money just i get high and let other dudes fuck me,

hang in there man.

I am addicted to not being happy.

r u gay? or do you just get horny as fuck on crystal and then fuck anything that moves

I am addicted to LOVE

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thanks man i appreciate it im on methadone and a lil xanax right now its just so easy to do lots of drugs to deal with all your problems

My niece overdosed & died from heroin. Please,please my friends don't do it. It brings a lot of pain with it

im addicted to poppers.
>poppers are bongs that you cut a piece of cig off and pack it with weed

its gotten so bad that i dont even smoke "poppers", whenever i run out of weed i just sit there and smoke only tob, its gotten to the point that i dont even want to smoke cigs because it doesnt give me the same "kick" when i take a bong of only tobacco

I'm addicted do oxygen. I think I've got a huge tolerance too. I tried to stop cold turkey and woke up in the hospital.

meth addicts are only horny for a while, eventually the drug will take its toll on his sex drive and his dick will be as limp as a wet rag and it wont work half as good anymore, until he comes off the drugs and his system cleans out

Rectally administered dilaudid.

Feels good man!

No track marks at all.

yeah man, i know from years of being an addict and tons of friends and family lost.

That's a hell of a dangerous combination bro, be careful. I used to do bags and eat bars and drink every night for a long long time. It's amazing I'm still here....

I just smoke a lot of pot, not much of an addiction, but by definition i'm addicted to it.
Every day for the past 3 years i've smoked at least 3 times a day, usually 6/7.
Got a job to pay for it. When i quit i can't eat, sleep, or be around anyone, and i get really angry violent thoughts, its just easier to keep smoking.

But I like threads like these, it lets me have perspective on what a little bitch i'm being, and how easy it would be to quit compared to basically every other drug.

good think were still alive enough for 4 chan...

AYY LMAo

crack cocaine since i was 13 imo this shits worse than heroin

This basically is me.

what? poppers are something else.
but if i get this right, you're smoking weed and tobacco in a bong?

the doc give me that when i had a hernia operation, i fell so gently unconscience i did not even realize i was going out, woke up in post op feeling great

>tfw you havent felt the sweet embrace of dilaudid for 6 months
im happy i swear

Made me kek

>alchohol
>started about 3 years ago
>parents died
>be slav
>high alch tolerance
>sell huge house
>jobless for a year
>not a day goes by when I'm sober
>find server maintenance ti job
>decent pay
>doing good while drunk
>emplyer knows but he doesn't care
>life feels good again
>still drinking every day
>never sober

Story of my life, I'm 26 btw

i mean addictions are a very subjective thing and while there are much stronger and more dangerous addictions you shouldnt downplay your own cause they can still be very detrimental to yourself but it is comforting to know that there are other anons out there who have gone through worse and have come back ok :)

Do you need someone to talk to man? that sounds like a shitty situation but interesting enough for me to want to help.

Kek it's really weird having my exact situation described by someone else. Hang in there user, I know them feels.

-Sup Forums
-replying to this post
-still don't fucking know

yeah, imagine a bowl for a bong. you put a quarter inch or half inch piece of ciggy then put weed on top of it. gives you a mad headrush that almost makes you pass out and also gets u super super high, but only for like 20 minutes or so

>you shouldnt downplay your own cause they can still be very detrimental to yourself
i'm taking that to heart man

I really want this, but one beer pretty much knocks me out. It's quite pathetic really.

Crack Cocaine. Started in 2008 while I was working as a Cab Driver. Lowest point was 2010.

I'd lost my job Cab Driving for unrelated reasons. (Got into a wreck while sober.) And had begun Car Prowling to feed my addiction.

Stole roughly $9000 worth of cash, Cell Phones & Electronic Devices over the course of three months to support my $70 - $100 a day Crack Habit.

Eventually got caught and spent 10 days in jail. Got out & started prowling again, but found a 9 mm clip loaded with Black Talons about a week later.

Figured I was going to die if I kept it up so I became a Scientologist. Have a job & I'm pretty stable. Still smoke rocks every once & a while though

Nigger

Gotta be b8...
Has no idea about poppers. Makes up description.
Smokes str8 tobacco in a bong.

Her...

So I got some questions for you guys with the same weed situation over a period of years.

Did weed fuck up your appetite? Because it destroyed mine, like i can't eat in the morning anymore, if i'm not a little stoned i eat like a bird.
Also, what's the longest you've gone without weed, and did it feel good to feel sober or were you just craving weed the whole time?

If I remember right aren't poppers those things that gays do in the nightclubs?

kek, how do you even hit on girls? No alchohol tolerance seems very toublesome.

nigga i was with you up until the scientology part....

Yeah I don't eat much but I don't know if that's related to the weed, and no being without is no Bueno.

maybe it's a Quebec thing to call them poppers. i guess?

Yeah they make your asshole lose or something like that

Let the lil niglet believe in his space God.

3 years sober reporting in, if anyone cares please google a 12 step meeting and see if it helps you, i haven't seen anyone relapse or kill themselves that followed what the meetings said to do or reached out to a fellow drug addict or alcoholic for help

I just prentend to be an abstinent, the worst part is that I enjoy drinking.

I swear rectal hydromorphone is superior to IV heroin, at least for me. Doesn't have the same insane rush but lasts so much longer and has such a smooth comedown.

No you're good man, poppers are tobacco and weed in a bong but i've only heard that in Brit slang. Here in the US poppers are inhaling gas, i think its Nitrous.

Sex.
Married, 37, 4 kids, school teacher. It's a living hell. Being unable to control my dick has led me to severe depression and anxiety. I'm going to attempt sobriety for my birthday next week.

a lot of my friends are addicted to poppers aswell man. We call it the same thing here in BC

heroin addict here, been addicted to opiates for 8 years, iv for 3 of them. its the best thing in the world

>would give me 100 dollars to blow me and 150 to have me fuck him
If the guy was even remotely normal that sounds like a pretty sweet gig to me

I'm not gay but I do them when I take MDMA for the mad head rush

Lets just say that if I didn't smoke so much pot, I would have the fucking nicest computer on the nicest battlestation ever.

But no, I buy 5gs for the price of a WD Blue 1TB HDD, every week.

Same in Ontario man

he was not my type at all and since i was forcing myself to do it for heroin it became a huge mental battle for me

i wouldnt even be able to do heroin while we hooked up since i would need to get my dick hard and be able to cum... which fucking sucked cause it was probably the time i needed it most lol

I'm not doing so well. I lost my car just last Friday because I couldn't make the payments. I was with my girlfriend for 7 years, when we split in March she basically took all my shit. I applied for unemployment while I look for a new job. It's been 3 months and I haven't even received a check yet. My brother and his girl were nice enough to let me live with them in the mean time. I'm trying my best to get back on my feet. After job searching all day I just sit alone here drinking staring at my fucking pill bottles wanting to just take them. I can't really hang out with my friends because they all get trashed on their own choice of poison. Being in that type of environment just makes the temptation to get fucked up even more tempting. I had all my shit together but everything just went downhill this year.

No. Your sex addiction has not led you to anxiety and depression. Guilt has done that. Release yourself from guilt and accept your role as an alpha cocksman. The world is your quivering oyster; fuck it well.

Sounds rough man, my sincerest hope that you pull through

I think after reading all these posts I'm going to dedicate my life to solving addiction, a pill that removes the negative effects of withdrawel

>started doing oxys and percs with some friends every week or so.
>started doing it every day. accidentally got addicted
>got bad. got to a point where I was doing up to 10 oxy 80s per day
>spending 500 dollars a day on my habit. every cent I have or earn goes to pills
>older friend emptied his 401k and spent it all within a year. was nearly 400k.
>ran out of money, start pawning everything I own. decided I would try heroin since it was cheaper.
>fuckthis.java
>realized I was still young and could turn my life around.
>go to methadone clinic. pay like 13 dollars a day for 2 years for a cup of pink juice.
>finally get off methadone. feel shitty while I wean down, but finally clean.

It's been 5 years since I last did any form of opiate, including methadone. I was way happier on drugs tbh but it's too expensive to keep it up if you don't have a script -- and even if you do your tolerance just keeps getting higher and higher. Right before I went into the clinic I was buying pills just so I wouldn't feel suicidal from withdrawals. Wasn't even getting high.

Don't do drugs.

Not an addict, but I had a painkiller binge for 2 days, unknowingly gritted my teeth during the whole thing. now my jaw hurts so im micro-dosing to get through my self-inflicted jaw soreness. But i've done this before, it never turns into dependence

1 year sober as of tomorrow, this man speaks the truth.

just go to a meeting
give it a try

If you go in with a desire to be sober and an open mind, it WILL work for you.

>My only addiction

addict but after these past years ive been able to just smoke weed daily and occasionally maybe 2 or 3 oxy (swallowed, needle pussy. used to pop about 6-9 day) and a gram of coke can last me about three days to a week.

addictions
xanax, klonopin
oxycodone
opiates in general actually
cocaine

MAIN POINT of me typing this bullshit is to tell you the lowest point was ambien. my god i loved it. doctor recently said i should have died, but i think hes exaggerating.
basically, i found a few scripts of ambien, thought it would be cool bc i wouldnt have to buy xans
i started taking 30-60mg
i ended taking 120-150mg by the second week
point being, i hit a tree one night, woke up with a pizza still in the oven. friends said i was incapable of saying words or moving, i do not remember. but the BIG sha-bang was the day i walked in walgreens on 130mg in a daze and was pretty much shooken by a black lady who worked there yelling "YOU HAVE TO GO, GET OUT OF HERE, NOW ...NOW!" she grabbed me by the shoulder and ran me out. i was thinking to myself damn, i must have been nodding out in front of families, then looked down and appereantly i was pissing myself in khaki shorts while sleeping in an aisile, there was piss all over me, god damn ambien, you sonna'bitch

they call them poppers here in the maritimes as well. Most other places poppers refer to alkyl nitrates which were/are popular in gay clubs.

used to drink alot, as in my late teens early 20s i could down an entire bottle of Jager and keep going. started puking after my mid 20s and my body rejected any liquor, puked my guts out after drinking over half a bottle of AK47 Vodka in a night and quit drinking for good after that

used to smoke Cuban cigars daily as well in my early 20's but i quit cold when i met my girlfriend, picked up vaping again years later but thats it. have some friends that do coke, weed, and molly hard

Wow bro that's such a just noble cause bro, thanks very very much.
To do that you might have to be a pharmacist, which means you might have to get a degree, which means you might have to go to register for classes, which means you'll have to register for an English class

Thanks user. I have a job interview this week. My first interview since I was fired. I was with my last company for 11 years. I'm pretty nervous.

U mean amyl, not alkyl. /hugbro

Poppers are inhalants that make your butthole go Buwowowowowwowowowo like it's made of dubstep.

Holy ass you dont have to take that much ambien! 10mg and some anime = being hugged by a rainbow

are you in Canada? because this is exactly my cousin/whats happened to him to a tee

anyone here used ibogaine to get off heroin?
Ive read testimonials but they seem way too good to be true.

it happens to millions of people, dipshit

I'm addicted to fast. food...

I went to McDonald's today and got a Filet-O-Fish combo with a bacon cheeseburger on the side. I was eating it in my vehicle in the parking lot and listening to an audiobook when I glanced up and saw the McDonald's worker I ordered outside having a cigarette.

She waved at me and I nodded and had to wait 7 minutes before she went back inside and I could eat in comfort again. I don't think that employees should be bothering or even trying to socialize with customers outside of the McDonald's restaurant or drive through, but that is another story.

I went to McDonald's for dinner tonight and got a McChicken combo with a bacon cheeseburger on the side. As I was driving to the second window the same girl was still working. She was acting somewhat obsequious and attempting small talk when she asked, 'why don't you come eat inside instead of in the parking lot where it is cold'.

That really bothered me for many reasons. First of all, I don't want my routine or actions to be tracked by a fast food employee. Secondly, she should not try to tell me how I should live my life. I do not want to eat inside because I find it less comfortable and would much rather be inside my vehicle listening to an audiobook and enjoying myself and my privacy.

Overall, I think it was very unprofessional to bring this up. I should have a clean slate with each drive through visit, not have to get the third degree like I committed some sort of faux pas.

i know, i was bad with benzos at that time and i would usually take 3-4 at a time throughout the day, not to mislead you to think i took 12 at once

amyl, isobutyl, isopropyl, etc

they're all alkyl nitrites

I'm addicting to pirating

Legit question: anyone know a safe source for naltrexone that delivers to the US? I do not want to have this talk with my doctor but at the same time I want to stop drinking.

I had seizures from Xanax abuse myself.

I still callyself an opiate addiction even though I haven't had any in years

I drink a lot as my way of maintaining

don't really like alcohol, but it's easier to hold jobs and not suck dicks than with opiates such as heroin

No shit? Sorry for the correct then thought u typoed

fucking autocorrect

I hate using phones for this shit

nah man bang up a spoon fam lets get fucked up

coming from a man that has access to a metric fuckton of xanax, how is the best way to get OCCASIONALLY high off of it?

I mean, I take 3.0 and it knocks me out flat on my ass.

Alcohol and clonazepam -> dead gf

I'm addicted to the internet and vidya games

it's worse then heroine, I have ostrosized my friends, reduced my social life to all but nothing and become a fat waste of skin with no chance at love ever, I'm 27 and still a virgin and hate my life and myself, I am at my lowest point and it just keeps getting lower, I don't want to an hero, but sometimes I wish a heart attack would just end me already so I could get a game over

I started using vidya games when I was like 4-5 years old cause I tried mario for NES at my aunts house and from that moment on all I wanted in life was to VIDYA

yeah thats me

Some folks just do not get a pleasurable high from benzos. I am that way. I feel no joy from them at escalating doses, and once the dose gets high enough they just put me to sleep. Useless drug for me.

I'm not currently a Scientologist, but Scientology did help. They had opened an "Ideal Org" near my house in a huge building while I was in Jail.

So, every early morning when I was on my way home stealing with my mouth packed full of Crack, I'd see the building lit up w/ the Scientology sign.

Then I found the clip w/ body armor piercing bullets & realized someone would probably love to use those on me.

Valuing my life & remembering that Tom Cruise had been promoting Scientology treatment programs, I went & signed up for the "Purification Rundown".

It was $1200, but my parents paid for it. Spent one month in a Sauna for five hours a day. Best I've ever felt, really. Got out and was sober for 3 months before I relapsed.

It's still a struggle, I lock my Debit Card in my work every night so I won't end up in an alleyway w/ a Crack Pipe burning my lips.

Fucked up the other day and cashed a paycheck from my second job @ a Casino & spent $200 dollars on Rocks, but much better than I was.

kill yourself

Not when I'm terrified of ending up like my dad. He was a raging alcoholic, and I promised myself I'd never end up addicted to anything...ooops.

tard

real talk, what's more expensive, the crack or the scientology?

Hire a hooker, dumbass