Feels thread

feels thread
>be me
>8th grade tall and fat
>not morbidly but a big kid
>nobody knows me due to moving in 8th grade
>always had really bad social skills
>sensitive up in till I moved and met a friend
>lets call him T
>T is short and fat also sort of a metal head
>first person to talk to me there
>through watching him find how to realize who I am
>I begin to realize my size
>joke about it, become funny guy instead of shy
>I always had anger issues
>had only one real friend before that
>through joking about my self and my body I make some friends
>years go by
>join football after 9th grade
Continue?

yes continue what the fuck op

Keep it going op

Fuck papi that's almost identical to my childhood

Bumperino. Continue op

>I slowly grow out of my hole
>understand i'm not hated, i'm feared
>I slowly grow funny
>like a hardy type
>with football I start to work out
>confidence comes to me as I see I am the strongest of my peers
>almost went straight to varsity
>no experience
>home life is odd
>nice step dad and my moms a gold digger
>they are both fucked though
>doesn't matter I liked the step dad and my mom and many siblings where financially stable
>my older brother is smaller then me
>dropped out of high school
>thug white boi
>brings nigger type hoodlums around
>I was hesitant at first
>nice guys, one lived with us for some time
>lets call him K
>you know that douche bag who is a class clown who does crazy shit
>that's him
>you know hes a white nigga I guess
>I learn from him and others a lot of social skills
cont

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>warm up to hoodlums
>seen some crazy shit
>hide K from the cops once kek
>snuck out and went on a boat at 3am
>so many stories
>back to football
>I train and thin out a bit
>still huge guy
>I look at the older guys like gods
>thinking I could never do that
>I start on the D line
>I make some okay friends on JV
>they are okay guys but nobody can beat me
>we lose very game in the season
>during this year there was a girl who sat next to me in english
>golden hair, sporty blonde, first girl I ever fell head over heels for
cont

Continue Op

Shit i can imagine where this is going. Continue

Bump

I wont let this thread die

Bump for op

>after our session I keep at work
>my running sucks but my strength is through the roof
>start getting up with varsity guys in one year
>not the best but up their
>starting to look better
>anyways one of the girls friends helps me out
>been talking to this girl for months
>you know how shit goes
>one day she found out
>I should have known she didn't like me
>it was so obvious
>I poured out to her
>she even thought I was annoying
>I laugh at it now
>still torn a bit but ill live
>anyways my training goes on
>never talked to her again
>I joined track and did field events
>learn from the best and meet 2 people
>lets call them J and C
>J also works with me in the weight room
>they teach me the sport and I manage to excel
>end of my first year my PR was 38 feet
>took 6th best in shot put in the freshman softmore final
>My squat was my other greatest achievement
>I squatted 405 pounds 4 times
>almost broke my back and neck doing it
cont

Go on Op

bumping for good vibes.

This thread is comfy

Bump

>back to the nigs
>my mom and step dad get divorced
>knew it was coming
>move but still in the same house
>sorry the timelines a little weird but all this is 9th-10th grade
>I know these nigs so good I go party with them and shit
>however my brother went to far
>heroin and coke
>goes to rehab
>again just a good feeling of my environment
>you may ask, why I never went that far
>my siblings where white nigs
>why was I the only one?
>people feared me
>I was granted a outsider
>I also grew up a nerd
>magic the gathering was my childhood
>as well as halo
>anyways I have been with everybody
>jocks, metalhead emos, stoners, I always retained myself
>my size always drew me back to being in a group
>for years I hated it
>not anymore
cont

Come on OP finish it before the cancer comes this thread

This

Bumping

Bump.

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>after it all, after all my progress
>I move back to the original town
>the one people knew me as before
>the world breaks for me
>I was going to be a starter
>I had friends
>for fucks sake I was sort of popular
>anyways I move back
>I join the football team before school starts
>so lucky for me I get a good vibe on who I can trust
>I get introduced
>I know who are my friends and who are not
>vicious I know but I cant establish i'm a bitch
>I am assertive not aggresive
>nigs and normal faggots
>I play shit normally
>some talk shit, I have to wait weeks to get my pads
>first day I did I made sure I wasn't getting shit
>ran over everyone
>double teams, once a triple
>still wasn't a starter due to my lack of conditioning
>its okay though
>I hang with nigs and become popular
>go to party's
>No they aren't to serious with me since I dont smoke but I'm around
>everybody's mean to the new guy
>get shit for a while but I brush it off
>they are testing the water
cont?

just post the whole story dude

Cum on op. The thread will die

continue plz

I had atleast 8 jpegs filled with greentext on my laptop. Too bad I won't post them because I am an alpha male.

Bumpity bump

I'd like to know more op but I gotta leave btw I'm gonna try leaving Sup Forums forever since Sup Forums just filled with unbearable cancer I've been here since 2008 I can't handle how this site is rotting. So take care you magnificent bastards I love you all.

This is a prime example of why you usually want to pre-type the story before starting the thread, improv can just make it more difficult to try and explain everything in time before everyone starts to get impatient

quit asking if you should continue, you know people are going to want you to regardless you nigger

>we go undefeated up in till the county finals
>we got fucked
>anyways shits pretty slow for a while
>moved in with my dad
>hes a dick head for a wile
>hes since learned to chill
>even met a girl, chilled made out
>she was eh, first kiss and I broke the bitch off
>she was not really my type plus her pics lied
>she was a 6 in my head i think I'm a 7.5-8
>I just tell myself that people are afraid of
>totally true fuck you fags
>anyways track starts
>this is when I become a leader
>I am the towns only thrower
>winter season sucked no prs
>spring comes and I have a troop of new guys
>I am now the teacher, shits crazy
>we lose all our meets besides one but idc
>its a individual sport, I went to county's
>fucked up there but whatever
>all this in the town I returned to is in 11th grade
>again sorry, so I finsh out the year, shits easy, if you fail in school you are a nigger
>anyways I train and start noticing something
>I got kids looking up to me in football
>I am now one of the gods I looked up to
sorry for the slow pace

this story is shit and you're fucking retarded. you keep going back to talking about how you're feared, or how you're lifting.

you're probably a fat fuck that plays these fantasies in your head until they seem real.

abandon thread.

is that it

>anyways now i'm on my last year of football
>no real colleges looking at me, all though ones spammed me and some team mates stuff
>they never looked at me though besides at a combine
>Alfred University
>don't really care they just know our teams good
>I want to go to college and maybe be a coach and gym teacher
>shit doesn't matter
>my fight goes on, and progress is being made
>good looking muscles, still huge
>320 pounds, size 19 shoe
>this year I plan on getting a scholarship, a hot blonde, I like blondes, I'm popular now
>I wish you anons luck, and keep moving.

my gym teacher started out wanting to be a basketball player but he found coaching was much better. it may be a better choice.

It's not like that, I always was told by others who didn't know me well in till later I just always seemed mad, lifting is just mentioned to give an idea that I have been making progress. Like I said I had anger issues, nobody likes a hot head.

how was this feels. I was just waiting for like your mum to die or you get a shit gf who's a psycho. but there was no feels. all I have now is a shit fucking greentext about some retard who thinks he's buff.

no I'm not buff but I feels was I guess the best thing I could think of for it to go under.

For anyone from the last feels thread, I'm the guy with the long ass school story. I've got more typed, does anyone want it?

I'm interested

I dont think I can cry anymore...
It doesnt matter how sad I am
This girl that i've been talking to for a while and dreamt about having a life and kids with her and shit just said she got a bf and I didnt even know how to respond and I guess theres still a chance but its just hard to think about

how the fuck is this a feels thread? If this is real, then this story is literally an average life story of a teenager. Everyone has ups and downs, but a real "feels" story would be one where a person is at their all time low, and barely have no ups in their lives.

I feel so stupid I basically based my entire life around this girl

Were you in the last thread? I was 14 posts deep there. If you didn't see the rest I won't assfuck this thread with it.

I was there

lame ending but i wish all you faggots luck too much love from a fellow user

>mfw the busses are crowded and i have a comfy window seat i can lean on

this helps me the most with my loneliness

a girl also was leaning on me and at the end of the buss ride i was looking forward but i was too autistic to look at her and smile even though she was obviously checking me out and scanning me from top to bottom with her eyes

For you, user
Cont 15
>Thor is leading on Shulk pretty hard
>Teasing the hell out of the guy
>Kisses his cheek now and again, lets herself be a body pillow
>Thor has the emotional capaacity of a bowl of macaroni
>Shulk may not be interesting, but he has a couple emotional problems, and she cant do shit for him there
>I hear gossip about them through Nova, she's cool again
>Bitch is stripping for him
>This lying cunt told me she was asexual
>Demand answers
>She tells me the real reason she left is because I'm too boring
>Tell her she can go fuck herself with a sandpaper dildo
>Pepe never goes away, this time he actually found a few other STEM kids who hate me more than him
>Their whole deal is calling me edgy
>My nickname is Satan. My favorite color is black. I watch horror movies and write horror stories. My best bro Gengar is even more into it all than me. I'm an atheist. They aren't totally unjustified in calling me edgy.
>Teachers tell them to shut the hell up
>My teachers are the fucking best
>Thor and Shulk predictably split
>Thor is depressed
>Shulk dates some rebound chick
Tl;Dr: I'm edgy and bitches lie

yes

OP here, keked

Cont 16
>Pepe is found harassing kids in the Gay-straight alliance club
>Motherfucker gets kicked from the STEM program
>Be waiting outside the school for Bunny at the end of the day
>Standing next to a bunch
>Timmy runs out
>This fucking faggot has his arms out and is making plane noises
>FUCKING PLANE NOISES
>He jumps onto bench, hand clips my head
>Turn rapidly, grab Timmy's hood, pull him hard to the ground
>Faggot eats the fucking dirt
>Don't get in trouble because he obviously just tripped
>Walk Bunny to her bus and don't look back
I'm low on stories that continue in that timeline. There are miscellaneous stories that didn't quite fit it but involved Pepe, Timmy, weird shit at my martial arts school, the STEM program, my family life et cetera. I have nothing better to do so if anyone asks I'll post some.

You are the essence of retardation. Nothing in this was semi-feels. The whole time. No one gives a shit about your football career

>tfw sounds like the start of Fat Kid rules the World

>Be me
>Be 16
>Alabamafag
>get kicked out of high school and think its pretty cool
>Be me 17
>Looking for job
>get told the same thing every interview I go to
>"I'm sorry user. You're not in high school/don't have a high school diploma, we cant hire you
>Continue to get fucked up every day smoking bud and drinking with friends
>Gf is still with me through all this together for 2 years strong
>great uncle dies
>go to Minnesota to go to funeral
>day before funeral get text from friend
>"user your gf cheated on you"
>Proveit.jpg
>Sends me pictures and a video he took
>RAGES.gif
>Day of funeral
>gf texts me
>"I love you I'm sorry.. I have something to tell you"
>explains to me that she cheated on me after taking 3 xanax
>"it wasn't like I wanted to user"
>lies.png
>"So you're saying he raped you?"
>"no... it was the drugs user"
>"Fuck you bitch, I want nothing to do with your sorry existence"
>a month later turn 18
>Grandparents "user, do you want t fix your life?
>"Yes I do"
>"We are moving you to Minnesota pack what You can still get your high school diploma."
>FF a few months
>4 weeks ago
>load shit in the car and move to Minnesota away from family and friends
>FF to now
>Living with loving grandparents
>They will do anything for me
>Bought me over $300 worth of shit already
>It's all useless shit I didn't ask for but my grandma is trying to be nice
>She's trying to show me she'll do anything to make me happy up here
It's slowly driving me crazy
I walk between 8 and 9 miles a day
I haven't slept for 2 weeks
I have had very little to eat because I haven't been hungry
I don't know anyone up here
I know everyone in Alabama already doesn't care anymore because thats how life works
So I'm just here
on Sup Forums
feeling like shit.
I don't know why.
but I do.

this, sorry OP

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why does it matter its not like im gonna use it anytime soon

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Thanks Mr. Penis
Now I can choke myself with my dick

It's because you're ungrateful

feels? where they at?

Lazy ungrateful faggot

I tried but no one cared

thanks m80's keep up your edginess

I'm extremely grateful, for this opportunity I've been given. I'm grateful for the stuff she bought me even tough I told her I didn't need or want any of it (She got me a vape, a tank, 4 different oils, a new instrument cable, pants and boxers even though I packed a huge suitcase full of cloths and a box full of cloths, and I have 2 instrument cables packed in my suitcase)

Bump

i wanr]t to bump too cuz to be honest I just wanted to talk about my problems with others but i guess my efforts were in vain

>be me back in HS
>not particularly popular but have a few friends that I hang with
>one day when I was feeling particularly lonely I decide to see if any of my friend wanted to do anything
>all of them already have plans for that night
>whatever no big deal
>later that night on my computer decide to do something other than Sup Forums and check facebook
>see one of my friends had been posting pictures of the three of them at the movies and eating chines food
>feelsbad.jpg
>tfw they went out of their way to ovoid me
they still do this, it's gotten so bad it's to the point that they don't even try to hide the fact that they do it any more they just plan things right in front of me but don't include me.
I like going to the movies
I like eating chines food