God damn it, Sup Forums, you fucking did this to me

God damn it, Sup Forums, you fucking did this to me.

>be me
>attractive guy
>born in texas
>conservative parents
>live in super homophobic part of a major city in the midwest
>move to a college town after high school for school
>fraternity bro
>so pretty much just a chad
>get laid a lot
>think I'm straight
>loved fucking chicks but hated actual women
>my number is probably around 30 now
>been on Sup Forums since i was 15 or so
>geatest sexual fantasy is being with a decent looking trap
>grew up fapping almost exclusively to trap threads

anyway
>moved to nyc
>not gonna lie, 10% of the reason was because of the fact that there were traps there
>get on tinder (not too much luck)
>get on okcupid
>get on grindr
>mfw there's passable traps
>mfw they're everywhere
>get to meet real traps in real life and it isn't porn or tumblr or Sup Forums
>find out they're actually horny fags with gorgeous feminized bodies
>find out that I'm a cock loving faggot but still love ass, tits, shaved legs, eyeliner, pretty eyes, soft skin, long hair, girlish attitude
>start hanging out/clubbing/social parties with traps
>find out half of passable traps are fucking insane
>the other half passable traps are fake faggot models trying to "make it" (I think this may be especially true for me because of living in nyc) really full of themselves type

anyway
>get to fuck like 4 traps
>yay no stds after
>they're passable so get no shit from strangers
>nobody knows but me
>like a dirty little secret
>walking around the city with a diamond-hard erection
>kind of by myself in nyc, and my two real friends here with connections back home don't know anything
>meet a new trap on grindr
>pics are okay
>see her in person
>omfg.jpg
>she wasn't photogenic at all...she was actually gorgeous in person
>tall, lean body but not muscley. (been on hrt for 2 years by now) Beautiful green eyes and winged eyeliner that would make amy winehouse roll over in her grave. Beautifully symmetric face, plump, feminine lips, and well-groomed eyebrows
>still visibly trans, but not obnoxiously at all. Like an androgynous male model
>like...still a chick with a dick and not a man with tits
>this one's...special.
>not insane (I mean, obvi mentally ill, but not maliciously like the others)
>not some fake ass model or youtuber trying to be famous for being famous
>kinda made it clear that she wasn't looking to fuck just yet, get to know me first
>pff whatever, I'll wait.

>walk around central park, really hit it off
>like it was nothing
>like we'd been friends for a long time already
>we'd planned for the date to be like 45 minutes, but we ended up walking around for hours having a great time
>she's NOT about the tumblrina faggy SJW side of the LGBT crowd
>kind of a basic, but just trans
>"user, I really like being around you."
>"I-..I like being around you too."
>soft hug
>it's long hug
>a really long hug
>we stare into each other's eyes for probably like two minutes, infatuated with each other.
>deepest kiss of my life
>it felt like an hour
>a feeling of warmth, love, and devotion pours into my soul
>start to feel feelings
>she feels the same way
>find out that if you show your heart to a trap before you show them your dick, they will love you back with the purest, most unconditional love ever
>because they don't get it from anyone else. Not their parents, not their fellow LGBT friends (LGBT's are mean as shit to each other, actually), not society, and not from the men that fuck them and just wanna leave
>find out this trap is actually a wonderful human being
>(and a dream in bed)
>I've woken up to her kisses and breakfast and she's never bitched like a women at me once.
>kinda just fucking "gets it"
>she's laying in my bed right now, looking beautiful, sleeping

>>attractive guy
>>born in texas
pick one lel

You are saying this quite comfortably behind your computer screen aren't you? Sitting in your 300$ gaming chair that mom bought for you, whilst sipping on hot cocoa and having tabs on the "latest anime episodes", weaaboo music playing in the backround on full blast and mlp tabbed. Ah, quite comfy, ain't it. Anonymity sure is great. You can say whatever you want because no one will know who you truly are.

You believe you are hardened. An edgy hero. But in reality, you are really just scum. A useless shit stain. A waste of space. No purpose in life other than to leech off of the hard work of others. People like you need to be eradicated. The world doesn't need your shit. You are better off dead, faggot.

I think I'm in love with this trap. We've been seeing each other for months and i don't know how to come to terms with it. My close friends are starting to notice. a.k.a. "so who's this one chick keeping you away from us user, lmfao she seems awesome." "guhhh i don't know man she's...busy this week" I don't know if I love her enough to lose the respect of all my former friends and my large, beautiful, loving conservative family. I mean, it's nice to live in the democratic people's republic of new york city (jk it sucks politically, but I love the ratchetness and sinfulness of the city itself. I'm like a pig in shit here) where people are really understanding of these kinda of relationships and don't really look at ya twice.. But man it'd ruin my ethos with women who know me and tarnish the family name back home.

And I was thinking. It's funny. You know, if I was just flat-out gay and dated men, my family would be totally A-OK with it (God made you gay because he loves you. And we love our gay son! It would totally be like that) and society in general has more or less learned to accept it. But I feel like being a straight-acting male dating a transwoman is viewed as disgusting and deplorable and I wouldn't be able to simply go back and date regular women after that if it didn't work out in the end. I mean, how do you deal with the societal blowback from that? I feel so bad. I love this trap, I really do. I don't even care that she's a trap; to me, she's just a wonderful human being that makes me really happy and just so happens to have a dick and feminine features.

savage

'She'

You are saying this quite comfortably behind your superHD screen aren't you? Sitting in your 300$ gaming razer naga that mom bought for your 18th birthday, whilst sipping on shitty energy drinks and having tabs on the "latest raid set stats", dubstep music playing in the backround on full blast and naughty machinima tabbed. Ah, quite comfy, ain't it. Gaming sure is great. You can say whatever you want because no one will ever beat you in 1v1, no heals or potions.

You believe you are hardcore. An edgy pro. But in reality, you are really just a botter. With shit stains all over. A waste of server space. No purpose in life other than to be a cancerous party leader who leeches exp and lols @ the hard work of others. Noobs like you need to be DDoSed. The game servers don't need your shitty lag. You are better off uninstalling, noob.

Idk guys. I have no idea what to do. It's easy to keep everything away from everyone when you have your own apartment in a city where you can be yourself, but idk how long it's gonna last. I've never really heard of a "proud chaser" movement. Even by people in the LGBT crowd, people like me are really looked down upon solely as sexual deviant who isn't a *real* gay or a *real* bisexual. Fuck, I know this isn't tumblr but idk where else to go with this..

just say you're bisexual mostly leaning towards men and still fuck women, not that hard.

9/10 kek'd but copy pasta

sweet b8 m8

You are saying this quite comfortably behind your computer screen aren't you? Sitting in your 30$ gay ass chair that i bought for you, whilst gargling on hot cum and having tabs on the "latest game of thrones episodes", classic music playing in the backround on full blast and celeb fap thread tabbed. Ah, quite comfy, ain't it. Anonymity sure was great. You cant say whatever you want because everyone will know who you truly are.

You believe you are edgy. An hero. But in reality, you really just like cum. A useless cum slut. A cowboy of space. No life just like all others. People like you need to be belly inflated. The world doesn't need us, shit. We are better off dead, faggot.

You are saying this quite comfortably behind your computer screen desu. Sitting on your 30$ dragon dildo that dad bought for you desu, whilst desuing on hot desu and having tabs on the "latest desu", weaaboo desu playing in the backround on full blast and desu tabbed. Ah, quite desu, ain't it. Desu sure is great. You cant desu whatever you want because desu will desu you.

You believe you are desu. An edgy desu. But in reality, you are desu. A useless desu stain. A waste of desu. No desu in life other than to leech off of the hard desu of others. Desu like you need to be eradicated. The desu doesn't need your desu. You are better off dead, desu

i have a crappy fatback monitor lel, i have a $60 razer deathadder chroma, i drink sunkist religiously, i don't play Wow, also i listen to dethklok while lurking and shitposting, machinima is garbage, also 1v1 me faggot, i am pro rocket league player, i don't use aims, just to make that clear ok.

nah but I like girls and passable traps. That's really it. I hate faggy gay dudes and men don't turn me on sexually at all.

You are saying this quite comfortably behind your monitoring station, aren't you? Sitting in your 3$ security guy chair that the manager bought for you, whilst sipping on hot coffee and having tabs on all the suspicious peple, elevator music playing in the backround on full blast and the week schedule tabbed. Ah, quite comfy, ain't it. Security sure is great. You can say whatever you want because no one will give a flying fuck.

You believe you are hardened. A war hero. But in reality, you are really just a average guy. A useless fat guy. A waste of uniform. No purpose in life other than to do nothing and pretend you are watching others. employes like you need to be fired. The company doesn't need you. You are better off unemployed, faggot.

idk man if your really like this wo-man then just come out if your friend won't accept you for who you are then they anr't going to support your relationships but its if you really want it, i mean if i was gay or liked traps i'd probs just be like, "if you can't handle my sexual preferences over your shitty morals get with the times and grow some fucking balls" i am who i am and it won't change not for you not for anyone this is what i want and that's it"

Real talk if you're happy and your family/friends don't accept that fuck them. Live for you

You are sayin dis real comfortably behind your computr screen aint you nigga? Sittin in yo 300$ gamin chair that yo moma bought for you, an blazin on hot cocoa an havin tabs on the "sissy thred", punkass gay music playing in the backround on full blast and black cuck tabbed. Ah, reel comfy, ain't it, boy. Yo gf's ass sure is great. You can say wuteva you want cuz i dindu nuffin.

You think you hard. A bitchass whiteboi. But really, you are just a busta. Strait ass busta. A waste of space. No purpose in life other den to get cucked by the hard cocks of all muh himies. Bitchis like you need to git shot. The world don need yo shit mayne. Yous better off dead, fuckboy.

an edgy meme from an edgy teen

Exactly. She doesn't bitch cause she isn't one. If she was. She'd be a bitch and you'd hate her

You are saying this quite comfortably behind your computer screen aren't you? Sitting in your 300$ gaming chair that mom bought for you, whilst sipping on hot cocoa and having tabs on the "latest anime episodes", weaaboo music playing in the backround on full blast and mlp tabbed. Ah, quite comfy, ain't it. Anonymity sure is great. You can say whatever you want because no one will know who you truly are.

You believe you are hardened. An edgy hero. But in reality, you are really just scum. A useless shit stain. A waste of space. No purpose in life other than to leech off of the hard work of others. People like you need to be eradicated. The world doesn't need your shit. You are better off dead, faggot.

You blame Sup Forums for you being a faggot? You we always a faggot user you just didnt want to accept it

We are better off dead. But what are you going do about it faggot. You won't kill cause your a bitch

>you we always a faggot
>you we
Kek/kys

I honestly think that if I had never discovered Sup Forums, I wouldn't be in this lil pickle we got here.

You are saying this quite comfortably behind your computer screen aren't you? Sitting in your 300$ gaming chair that mom bought for you, whilst sipping on hot cocoa and having tabs on the "latest anime episodes", weaaboo music playing in the backround on full blast and mlp tabbed. Ah, quite comfy, ain't it. Anonymity sure is great. You can say whatever you want because no one will know who you truly are.

You believe you are hardened. An edgy hero. But in reality, you are really just scum. A useless shit stain. A waste of space. No purpose in life other than to leech off of the hard work of others. People like you need to be eradicated. The world doesn't need your shit. You are better off dead, faggot.

Suuuuure, absolutleyyyyyyyy

Here's the thing dude, I don't like dicks, mines fine, but I don't have any desire to play with another dudes, suck it, or any of the other shit that I want a girl to do to mine. I'll buy into the whole spectrum thing in terms of sexuality, and while I'm sitting in the, dicks? no thanks I'm good side, your sitting futher along the whole, yeah bitches are good, I like that shit, hairy ass masculinity no thanks, but well.. okay I mean your nice and hairless and have some tits and where girl clothes and act like a woman I'll deal with your penis that's fine. Your gay, you've always been gay, nothing made you this way fag. Your the type of person who's fine with dicks, and that's fine...you said you were happy? wtf is this

whatever floats your boat mang.

i wish i liked dick tbh. I love the female anatomy, but I can't fucking stand their brain. If men acted like 90% of women act they'd get their faces bashed in 24/7

I'd imagine most guys who aren't complete homophobes could see a trap that looked enough like a woman to go yeah, not bad, too bad about that dick and fucked up man voice though no thanks. I can see where your coming from, women and their general sense of entitlement does suck, but there are women out there who aren't like that. Find yourself a nice non sjw submissive woman with a penchant for blowjob wake up calls. That's happiness.

I'm just worried about the potential backlash if my friends/family were to find out. And what if I wanted to date a chick after dating this trap? idk, man. society gives chasers a pretty bad wrap.

unicorns, bro.

if the thing you're dating looks so much like a woman, then why spill the beans? Just keep it a secret for a while and after everyone has falling in love with it let the secret out. it'll be shocking but if the thing you're dating is a charming person they won't straight up hate it.

checkd my own satan trips

what I said on the previous post is the equivalent of having a really masculine friend for a while and then finding out that he's gay. it'll be kind of shocking, but you won't start hating him because he's a fag.

The thing is though, who gives a fuck about what they think, if they don't accept you they're shit people you don't need to keep around in your life. Go fuck whoever you want, why the fuck would it affect them? It doesn't, only retards would bother judging you over this shit. No reason to go around calling yourself a trap chaser either. You like liked this person for who they were and how they looked, sounds pretty fucking normal to me. By the way, no one's going to make you wear a sign after this, zero reason to broadcast it after the fact if your worried about it fucking up chances with other girls, because like I said, cut the cancer who'd make it a big deal out of your social circle, two birds with one stone mate. I don't go around shouting that I don't believe in god on my first dates. After you spend more time getting to know someone, feel them out, you can decide if you ever need to bring this up, pro tip, you fucking wont. Because the fact that you've fucked a dude before aint go shit to do with the new bitch.

Idk, I don't think there's any real reason to put all your cards on the table with people, your business to tell people or not. I like keeping shit to myself, the religion thing for instance means less than nothing to me. If I like a girl, I'm fine with going from "dont believe in god at all and don't give a fuck" to being vaguely raised christian, sure theres a god don't really go to church, if they aren't trying to drag me to church, but it makes them happy that I think there's a good that's fine with me. People are stupid, and sometimes they're too caught up in their own little biased worlds to give other people a chance, because big fucking surprise, I've dated "religious" girls and the religion never really played a significant part after that, being honest is overrated my dude. Little white lies that don't actually require a significant lifestyle change on your part? That's the way to go, like not mentioning sometimes you fuck lady boys, cheers.

Only steers and queers come from texas...

You sound like an edgy teenager or the majority of the population which never evolves from that self-entitled black and white mentality.
He loves his parents and friends, and as he mentioned before, they love him too. Whether they eventually come to accept him is not exactly the issue because he knows they will. He's weighing out the options of changing the dynamics in his life for another person.

He's not thinking, "ahhh go fuck them because i wanna be happy me me me me me me me." He's worried about them.

The correct decision is actual what you suggest, but not at all for the reasons that you suggest it.

You sound like a person who's too caught up in what other people thing to make decisions for yourself. Life's short, worry less about bullshit like this and just go be happy, any people worth sticking around won't give a single fuck about something that's none of their business. His sexual preferences won't make a single difference in their lives. He's not changing any "dynamics" in his life, he's the same person before and after this. Being worried about his own happiness is exactly what he should do, it's not selfish it's pragmatic, it's his life, he has to live with it.

Ted Cruz pls go

OP here.

THIS
THIS
THIS

This is the point I'm making. And I honestly think there's nothing I can do to make my family stop loving me, but I still want their respect, ya know?

Here's the thing: you guys would be right if I were the only person in this relationship. This trap wants to meet my family and friends and really integrate into my life now. I want her to, too, BUT IS IT WORTH RISKING THE FUTURE? Idk, man. Idk.

> (OP)
>>find out that if you show your heart to a trap before you show them your dick, they will love you back with the purest, most unconditional love ever

Had me at this, im done here. Thanks for the keks

Aw, I needed a story with a happy ending right now! Thanks OP!

Dude if your friends stopped respecting you for loving a qt3.14 trap then they were never your friends in the first place

right? I honestly wonder how many of my super straight friends jerk off to shemale porn..

I would doubt the love thing.

But you got it right user

i never asked for this feel, now i want a bf

crie

Just don't tell anyone she has a duck duhhh