Well Sup Forums, I guess this is goodbye. I'm pretty fucking drunk...

Well Sup Forums, I guess this is goodbye. I'm pretty fucking drunk. I have one beer left and I'm using that to wash down 80 10/325 hydrocodones. I'm just sitting out in nature waiting to nod off. Y'all have been pretty good to me. Thank you for every moment. I really enjoyed the bickering and arguments. Nothing, however, could match the feels threads IMO, TBQH. Could y'all do me one last favor? Could we get a feels thread going? It would mean a lot to me. Thank you everyone for being you. It doesn't matter what anyone else says, y'all are the best group of people I've ever met.

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No one cares. If you really wanted to die you would have done it already. Stop seeking attention.

just die bruh

OP giving up on the chance to see the technological revolution firsthand. No afterlife either so enjoy rotting

Pic with timestamp of the drugs or you're a fag liar.

smh.....
>thinks the universe was created from nothing randomly

Fucktards need an imaginary friend so they can cope with the fact they have an IQ

Fuck yo time stamp bruh

So you believe that we are nothing more than a covienient arraignment of particles after the big bag? That's pretty fucking depressing bruh.

That probably won't kill you OP. There's a chance it will, but there's a larger it won't. It will be excruciatingly painful and involve a lot of throwing up.

Good Luck, OP.

atheists are fucking retarded. always saying "there is no proof of god" WELL HOW DID THE BIG BANG HAPPEN? NOTHING JUST RANDOMLY EXPLODED??? OK THEN

Fuck me? How about fuck those fake-ass chinese shit "drugs" that probably wont even work: drugs.com/forum/drug-information/new-white-watson-853-hydrocodone-10-325-something-seriously-wrong-64338.html

Jesus fucking christ you're stupid OP.

Buy a fucking rope, or just slit your wrists.

Grow up bro. Be patient and stop fucking drinking. Life is worth getting the most out of, don't let your demons win.

Thank you. I'm constantly eating and taking the periodically to try and prevent the throwing up, or if I do throw up it won't be the whole dose. Worst case scenario, I die from liver failure from all the Tylenol, but that's okay, a long excruciating death is better than nothing. I'm already at the point to where I have to constantly remind myself to breathe, so it shouldn't be too much longer.

kek. How was failing high school m8?

Actually religious people BY DEFINITION is twice as retarded as atheist:

Atheists: The universe just happened.

Religion: God just happened.
God created the universe.

^ You see how your explanation demands twice as much magic as mine?

This is not rocket science and I pity your small mind.

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I never said that, but consciousness cannot persist past braindeath

A lot of religious arguing going on, this is why I love Sup Forums. I'm personally Christian. I was an athiest until I got involved with AA. Upon believing in a higher power my life took a dramatic change for the better. I don't know if God does exist, but just the willingness to believe changed my life for the better. It is what it is.

I guess you were really a loser after all...

See you in hell Sup Forumsrother, I'll be there eventually so not really in a rush.

how so how did god happen??????? how did he create earth????? where did we come from?????????? why do bad things still exist??????? fucking retard.

You could just say I'm taking it on faith...

Christians are fucking retarded. Always saying "WELL HOW DID THE BIG BANG HAPPEN? NOTHING JUST RANDOMLY EXPLODED?" Okay, then.
You could at least learn what the Big Bang was, so you won't be making fun of your own ignorance.

God is not real. Religion was simply something created for the sole reason of having something to hope for. However, now, this bullshit is being taken too far, and that shit needs to be proven false.

"why do bad things still exist" LMAO YOU ARE A FUCKING RETARD. "how did he create earth?" I don't fucking know. Its as good as your explanation on how the universe was created

I'm sorry, but if god is real, why isn't the world perfect? Don't tell me that god works in mysterious ways because every single fucking atheist is sick and tired of hearing that shit.

> where did we come from
Where did we go, where did we come from cotton eye joe

:(
Why

Hope you go peacefully man. You seem to be prepared for it at least.

And fuck you lot calling him out for attention whoring. When your time comes you will also want someone to acknowledge your existence, in whatever brief way, before it ends.

> is god willing but unable to eliminate evil?
Then how did he do anything he's known for?
> is god able but not willing?
Then he is not benevolent
> is he neither willing nor able?
Then why call him god?

I don't remember the exact wording but this has always stuck in my mind

cuz god doesn't fucking control whos good or not. there will always be bad people

The number 1 cause of atheism in America today is simple. It's Christianity. Each person has to develope their own perception of what "God" is. "God comes to most men gradually, but his effect on me was sudden and profound." -Bill Willson. I'm personally a Christian. I, however, think that the "man in the sky" perception of God is just ignorant. A lot of different people have their own perception of God, and that's okay. The way I see it is that "God" is such a massive thing that we can only percieve a small portion with our limited brains. That's why it is okay for everyone to have a different perception. You don't have to believe in my God to be right. I was an athiest for a long time. I can honestly say that it takes a lot more strength to believe than to try and live a life run completely on self will. I've only been able to find victory through surrender.

some feels thread. rip op

See this, godfag

lol some stupid fucking quote. great argument

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do it you attention seeking faggot. I bet you won't even do it you're just here for the attention

Addressing the whole bad things thing. If you are granular with King David then you know he commuted some pretty aweful sins, but he was still described as being a man after God's own heart. You really have to look at you definition of a bad thing, and why you think those things are bad. I once spent 3 days trapped inside a meth house being beaten, raped, and tourtured. Best. Thing. That. Has. Ever. Happened. To. Me. I say that because through that I was able to find God. That's what I consider my "bottom" so to speak. Only from there was I able to find my way back to the surface.

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Working on it. I suppose I'm here for the attention, to be honest. I can't bear to speak to anyone I love aboot this because of how much it would hurt them, or them trying to call the cops on me. It's just nice not to feel alone in your last minutes.

Did you atleast write them a note? Why don't you have a pet? Not sure I would have made this far without my dog tbh.

I'm working on the note as we speak. I just don't know what to say.... They will most likely blame themselves for not trying to help me, Lord knows I've asked for it. I just don't want them to feel that way. I don't want to hurt them, but the pain I'm in is too much for me. It really saddens me that my little siblings will never get to know who there big brother was.

Dont do it bro.

what is it that makes you want to kill yourself?

Have you ever overdosed on opiates? I have so am ask me anything if you wanna know what it'll be like

I dun get it.

I hate you so fucking much, I really don't want to die with that fucking song stuck in my head. Fuck. You. But thanks at the same time, that made me laugh

just trash the damn note
they will blame themselves regardless to make themselves feel better

blonde haired guy has all the books in the world except the one he wants basically

Don't do it bro. Run away instead. Become homeless. Get off the grid. Fucking die hard.

Nope. Never even done them before. I've done plenty of research on the matter though. I wanted to make sure that I wouldn't fail... again, hence the acute liver failure back up plan.

Technically the only creation in religion was of the world because God already "was" and "is"

Lol, I am homeless. I keep ending up back here. I get some help, get back on my feet, start to feel comfortable again, then some shit happens and I'm back on the street. I made myself a promise though. I'd kill myself before I panhandled or before I dug through the trash to find a cup just so I could get a drink of water from the gas station.

You won't fucking do it. You are too much of a pussy and you know it.

if youre gonna kill yourself might aswell do the following

>take a big loan at the bank
>go backpacking with that money
>go to some whores with the money

I would do this

The defiant alcoholic in me feels the need to prove you wrong even though you'll never know.

you just loan as much as possible and pay nothing back

Yeah I hadn't seen the earlier pages. Got it.

Hahaha, trust me I would if I hadn't already done that to try and prolong the inevitable. Now my credit is shit.

Fine. If your mind is really made up please call 9/11 when the drugs kick in, that way your loved ones wont have to see a dead faggot :(

Everyone get's drunk and says "I'm gonna do it man im gonna do it" Then they sober up and get scared and puss out. Either fucking do it. Or grow some fucking balls and get your fucking act straight. Either option is fine but don't become a burden.

Well its not so bad, just kinda like falling into darkness. Bring revived hurts like a basted though, u wake up screaming and cussing at the docs, super disoriented. If your gonna do it don't fail because you will be in pain from the narcan

idk man, I would atleast rape some bitch in the woods if im going to die anyway

The not wanting to become a burden is actually the No. 1 reason for this. I always just end up leeching off of those I care aboot. I can't get my shit together unless I have someone to hold my hand the whole way, idk what it is. Maybe I'm just lazy.

Antimatter meltdown basically

I'm actually at a public park and there are some fine ass bitches running around playing Pokemon and shit.

Dude u posted this in another thread and no one gives a fuck, leave it alone and justify your beliefs on tumblr or Facebook like your supposed too

livestream the rape pls

yo op throw me 3 of those Sup Forumsro
we could talk about life
make things better

Like i said. Sack up and take the plunge or turn your life around and repay everyone for the trouble you have caused them. The weakest thing anyone can do is nothing. Either you kill yourself or you don't. Stop being a fucking burden. Instead of slowly dying over the next 30-40 years finish it now. Or you can live a life worth living. Your choice.

what created antimatter? listen dude its simple. everything had to be created from something....

God was created by the primal forces of creation. The infinite mana of yggdrasil merged with primal matter and have birth... to the $ winged alligator baby jimbo billy Bob Jones ( also know as god.)

Sorry, but if I do rape I won't. To me rape is a very intimate action. There's nothing like slitting her throat and making out with her while she coughs up blood and cumming as she stops struggling and her body goes limp.

why take the sleeping pills, you can just cut your wrist on your edgyness

But if you die and find out it's just your atoms floating in darkness. Wouldn't you have tried harder to achieve immortality. After all. If a Christian thinks he going to heaven alls good. But if a christian thinks hes going downstairs he'll avoid death like....well....death

kek
you know not what created antimatter either

Wow confirmed for attention. How old are you op? Does your edgyness know no end?

Nice b8

Lol, that wasn't me. I am pretty edgy though. Quick status update. My breathing is becoming much more shallow and labored. I'm having to struggle to maintain consciousness. Currently smoking and continuing with my dosing. My body is becoming shaky. Heartbeat is faint and becoming more rapid. The pulse rate could be due to the nicotine though. Still no signs of confusion or nausea.

And I feel high as fuck.

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Ull just wink out bro, lights out no one home the switch got flipped. Like I said it's not that bad a way to go imo but you shouldn't do it

fucking kek

Fuck you seriously I can't get this trash out of my head

What a song to die too
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Is OP kill?

Is it really too late to make sure it isn't your final song?

Not yet, but my heart is barley beating, and I'm fighting the nod as hard as I can.

You are lying.

Why would you take 80 vicodins when you could just take 2 aleves

I'm currently smoking to help fight the nod and to keep my heart going while I finish the dose. Believe why you want though. To me it matters not

Fucking brilliant.

Kekd, underrated