>be me, 20 >just broke up with gf >i start drinking 6 pint at 12%, taking 4-5 bang, and anti depression pills in 4 hours, everyday for a week, and i smoke a lot of joint next to this, morning and evening >one thursday i do a bang, massive hit >i collapse on the ground >epilepsy >i wake up, pissed on myself >NP i take a joint and i continue. >satursday i have an appointment >go there but nobody is here. Literally nobody >look at the date on the card. >THE DATE HAVE NOW CHANGED >it's a week later, but i tell to myself there's some sorcery behind this >can't sleep >from satursday to the next friday i've slept 2 or 3 hours, i continue to go to school, smoking and drinking like a fucktard >that week : nervous breakdown >start hallucinating, with a lot of delusionnal thought >IM SOCRATE BOUDDHA JESUS HURRDURR IM THE AVATAR >i insult lots of people >finally end up in mental institute >40 fucking days completely stone with 6 different medication >I go out of the mental institute >i jerk for the first time in like 40 50 days >i am now a premature ejaculator >i fuck my ex >premature >3 years pass by, i've enjoyed very few faps. The best fap was when i was drunk. >i hate myself everytime >difficulty looking people in the eyes >I always last for 40 seconds, max is 1min40 or 2min40 but it is NOTHING like the jerks i've had from my 14 to 20's (could jerk for 40 min ffs)
>mfw when i fucked before my psychiatric episode i lasted between 30 min to 1h30 >mfw now i do 1min40 >mfw nf
tl;dr been recking pussy for hours everyday, go to mental instute, i'm now premature ejaculator
the fuck is that shit, it's been 3 years. I still jerk because i don't feel like a man if i don't do it at least twice a week. But it seems it wont heal itself and the fucking specialist are literally not goot for this type of problem.
I took some bromazepam before typing this and i'll see if this helps in 1h or so.
Excuse the poor english friends
Evan Clark
Here, i outlined the root of the problem
Ian Evans
well i am now 23 and still deal with this shit
Kevin Gonzalez
giggitybamp
Jacob Sullivan
rebamp cmon nobody has a similar shit story?
Grayson Wilson
someone archive this shit. amazing.
Adrian Mitchell
i go jerk brb in 40 seconds
Kevin Foster
if the first part of the post is true, stop drinking. you will be dead within a year. rehab might be your best bet, because there's no safe way to come off of that kind of habit alone. in rehab they check on you every few hours for alcohol detox. it also helps to be around other people going through the same thing.
Logan Rodriguez
I am no alcoholic. I just drank for 2 weeks straight without any kind of "training"
Now i just drink every fewdays with friends
Hudson Lopez
I'm turning 33 in a few days, and it does not get better. I think the answer is 'fuck everything but me'.
Adrian Carter
OP here btw i'm still not fully recovered from the psychiatric episode that occured in february 2013 (like i have a lot of intrusive thought), but it bother me less than the fuckin fapproblem
Zachary Rivera
are you saying you have premature ejac if so, since forever or wat?
Nathan Edwards
i also have a story of one of the voice i hear helping me going to a 8 min fap that i can greentext for the bread
Connor Young
no psyfag?
Zachary King
Hey op, try not to think about it too much. Plenty of people cum mad quick, some probably even quicker than you. It might go away in time, just try to enjoy life and jerk off more often.
Adrian Cruz
Op have you considered becoming an hero? You should.
Oliver Butler
yy i think i'll an hero around my 25
Christian Ward
Pls stream
Tyler Baker
y but it's shit... 3 weeks ago i fucked this landwhale (hadn't fuck in year and before that 2 year, because of extrem loss of confidence. So i thought "yea landwhale y not") her face when i had finish i played it like it's because i hadn't fuck in while but i do not lie to myself, i know i'm fucked
Parker Hall
Bumping in hopes of livestream an hero
Gabriel Bell
will do my best
Jayden White
Is it really that quick? I mean some nights i just go 5 minutes with my girl and she's smiling after
Benjamin Turner
when i tell you 40s, 1min40 or 2min40
It s EXACTLY that, chronometer in hand. Just have to look the vid. And when i'm done it's always exactly those score.
Connor Carter
Jeez i thought you were exaggerating... Why dont you just eat them til they cum then fuck them? You'll be nore comfortable knowing they are already satisfied before you even start fucking. You'll be able to pace yourself then and just relax. Try this yet?
Hunter Cook
PS i had this problem until i turned 22. Never had a problem with girls though dont know why. It does get better you just need to take above advice and chill
Cameron King
yea i usually go with hands. Never eaten thought but still i feel like shiet.
i thought maybe auto hypnosis can do something or medication?
Dominic Bailey
If they came already you dont need to worry about shit nigga. Just do your thing and chill out dude. No meds nothing, you dont need them. Get yourself regular sex too. Doing it once a year is never going to help
David Wright
Double trips.
Asher Sanchez
Czech Czech
Asher Bennett
...
Ryder Powell
Looks like you just found the cure! Check that shit
Luke Cook
6969doubletrips best day ever
y ok at least i think i will not fear deceiving my partner and ruining my reputation thanks user
Aiden Ward
MOM GET THE CAMERA
Sebastian Powell
Kill yourself faggot.
Jacob Morales
Right on OP and god speed
Kayden Ramirez
3edgy5me know that i can still break your knees and smash your head on that edge
Aiden Diaz
what meds are you on man?
Jack Ward
well i stopped them 5 month ago, wich was not a good idea since i got intrusive thought a lot, thinking i was the son of god and that angels talk to me (also strange shit but it was my intuition. I think)
i was at 20mg zyprexa, and 5mg when i stopped them. My psy gave me some risperidal 2 month ago but i didn't take it. Tired of being a zombie added to the autism i already have
Angel Watson
and since i fucked the landwhale i have actually been quite better
Jose James
>Kill psychiatrist >Murder psychiatrists kids >Fuck the bodies >So good can't cum any other way >Last hours in bed till murder time >MURDER TIEM!!!!!! >finish >Eat cereal
Benjamin Gonzalez
hey OP. have you considered suiciding yourself to death?
Brayden Butler
yes, i also considered suiciding other people but heh it's not that cool
Dominic Foster
Yy i have but im scared and i don't know how would i do it... Anyways, next dubs decides what method i use when i get round to it
Grayson Jenkins
Suicide by cop, livestreaming from phone in hand
Caleb Anderson
Your ejaculation issues are not related to your stay in a mental health facility. They are likely due to whatever medication you were prescribed. Talk to your doctor. Tell him/her of your issues. They will adjust your meds accordingly or will rx you something to help with your issues. Many SSRIs will delay ejaculation.