Sup Forums i got a problem, here is the story

Sup Forums i got a problem, here is the story

>be me, 20
>just broke up with gf
>i start drinking 6 pint at 12%, taking 4-5 bang, and anti depression pills in 4 hours, everyday for a week, and i smoke a lot of joint next to this, morning and evening
>one thursday i do a bang, massive hit
>i collapse on the ground
>epilepsy
>i wake up, pissed on myself
>NP i take a joint and i continue.
>satursday i have an appointment
>go there but nobody is here. Literally nobody
>look at the date on the card.
>THE DATE HAVE NOW CHANGED
>it's a week later, but i tell to myself there's some sorcery behind this
>can't sleep
>from satursday to the next friday i've slept 2 or 3 hours, i continue to go to school, smoking and drinking like a fucktard
>that week : nervous breakdown
>start hallucinating, with a lot of delusionnal thought
>IM SOCRATE BOUDDHA JESUS HURRDURR IM THE AVATAR
>i insult lots of people
>finally end up in mental institute
>40 fucking days completely stone with 6 different medication
>I go out of the mental institute
>i jerk for the first time in like 40 50 days
>i am now a premature ejaculator
>i fuck my ex
>premature
>3 years pass by, i've enjoyed very few faps. The best fap was when i was drunk.
>i hate myself everytime
>difficulty looking people in the eyes
>I always last for 40 seconds, max is 1min40 or 2min40 but it is NOTHING like the jerks i've had from my 14 to 20's (could jerk for 40 min ffs)

>mfw when i fucked before my psychiatric episode i lasted between 30 min to 1h30
>mfw now i do 1min40
>mfw nf


tl;dr been recking pussy for hours everyday, go to mental instute, i'm now premature ejaculator

the fuck is that shit, it's been 3 years. I still jerk because i don't feel like a man if i don't do it at least twice a week. But it seems it wont heal itself and the fucking specialist are literally not goot for this type of problem.

I took some bromazepam before typing this and i'll see if this helps in 1h or so.

Excuse the poor english friends

Here, i outlined the root of the problem

well i am now 23 and still deal with this shit

giggitybamp

rebamp cmon nobody has a similar shit story?

someone archive this shit. amazing.

i go jerk
brb in 40 seconds

if the first part of the post is true, stop drinking. you will be dead within a year. rehab might be your best bet, because there's no safe way to come off of that kind of habit alone. in rehab they check on you every few hours for alcohol detox. it also helps to be around other people going through the same thing.

I am no alcoholic. I just drank for 2 weeks straight without any kind of "training"

Now i just drink every fewdays with friends

I'm turning 33 in a few days, and it does not get better. I think the answer is 'fuck everything but me'.

OP here
btw i'm still not fully recovered from the psychiatric episode that occured in february 2013 (like i have a lot of intrusive thought),
but it bother me less than the fuckin fapproblem

are you saying you have premature ejac
if so, since forever or wat?

i also have a story of one of the voice i hear helping me going to a 8 min fap that i can greentext for the bread

no psyfag?

Hey op, try not to think about it too much. Plenty of people cum mad quick, some probably even quicker than you. It might go away in time, just try to enjoy life and jerk off more often.

Op have you considered becoming an hero?
You should.

yy i think i'll an hero around my 25

Pls stream

y but it's shit... 3 weeks ago i fucked this landwhale (hadn't fuck in year and before that 2 year, because of extrem loss of confidence. So i thought "yea landwhale y not")
her face when i had finish
i played it like it's because i hadn't fuck in while but i do not lie to myself, i know i'm fucked

Bumping in hopes of livestream an hero

will do my best

Is it really that quick? I mean some nights i just go 5 minutes with my girl and she's smiling after

when i tell you 40s, 1min40 or 2min40

It s EXACTLY that, chronometer in hand. Just have to look the vid. And when i'm done it's always exactly those score.

Jeez i thought you were exaggerating... Why dont you just eat them til they cum then fuck them? You'll be nore comfortable knowing they are already satisfied before you even start fucking. You'll be able to pace yourself then and just relax. Try this yet?

PS i had this problem until i turned 22. Never had a problem with girls though dont know why. It does get better you just need to take above advice and chill

yea i usually go with hands. Never eaten thought
but still i feel like shiet.

i thought maybe auto hypnosis can do something or medication?

If they came already you dont need to worry about shit nigga. Just do your thing and chill out dude. No meds nothing, you dont need them. Get yourself regular sex too. Doing it once a year is never going to help

Double trips.

Czech Czech

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Looks like you just found the cure! Check that shit

6969doubletrips best day ever

y ok at least i think i will not fear deceiving my partner and ruining my reputation
thanks user

MOM GET THE CAMERA

Kill yourself faggot.

Right on OP and god speed

3edgy5me
know that i can still break your knees and smash your head on that edge

what meds are you on man?

well i stopped them 5 month ago, wich was not a good idea since i got intrusive thought a lot, thinking i was the son of god and that angels talk to me (also strange shit but it was my intuition. I think)

i was at 20mg zyprexa, and 5mg when i stopped them. My psy gave me some risperidal 2 month ago but i didn't take it. Tired of being a zombie added to the autism i already have

and since i fucked the landwhale i have actually been quite better

>Kill psychiatrist
>Murder psychiatrists kids
>Fuck the bodies
>So good can't cum any other way
>Last hours in bed till murder time
>MURDER TIEM!!!!!!
>finish
>Eat cereal

hey OP. have you considered suiciding yourself to death?

yes, i also considered suiciding other people but heh it's not that cool

Yy i have but im scared and i don't know how would i do it...
Anyways, next dubs decides what method i use when i get round to it

Suicide by cop, livestreaming from phone in hand

Your ejaculation issues are not related to your stay in a mental health facility. They are likely due to whatever medication you were prescribed. Talk to your doctor. Tell him/her of your issues. They will adjust your meds accordingly or will rx you something to help with your issues. Many SSRIs will delay ejaculation.