I wish I could go die now

I wish I could go die now.

>Be 19
>Have no job and cant go to college
>Dad is sick of my shit and forces me to volunteer at a nursing home
>I have to tell old folks a story of one of my travels
>Dad is there to make sure I don't act like a complete autist
>Nurse person is an 8/10 qt and tells me it's my turn
>She said it as if I were a 5 year old
>I walk up to tell about my trip to mount rushmore
>Before I even start old veteran guy says to move the fat fuck and send him to a gym
>Dad is chuckling, nurse person is chuckling, and old folks are laughing
>I just stand up there and don't say anything for 1 minute
>Dad looks visibly pissed
>I start to cry and run out of old people place

I haven't gone home in 3 hours and threw my phone away. I'm currently at a library but it is closing soon. Why can't my dad kill me already?

Why don't you just hit the fucking gym you man-baby faggot?

Grow up and sort your shit out.

Should of come out with a comeback defend yourself faggot. Fuck I would told the old fucker his wife died before him becuase she hated you

6/10 I smiled

Last time I went to the gym chads from high school were there and kept coming up to me to grab my curves. I felt so violated.

kill yourself

go to /fit to accept your homosexuality, your autism, and maybe get in shape

Why don't you just get a job? Take some responsibility, dude

I'm too scared to go to the gym again, chads might be there again and violate me again, my dad tells me to fight them but last time I did that I came home with a black eye and bloody nose.

I feel better about myself now

You shouldn't be insulted, nursing homes are where old people to die. That guys probably going to be dead in a couple days. Then who will be laughing

>chads
Back to r9k faggot

I had a job 2 weeks ago but got fired for putting ranch in mcchickens, taking about 2 hours to sweep the store, and being in the bathroom for almost an hour each time because I'm too scared to talk to people.

>Why can't my dad kill me already?
You're too fat, he's scared he won't be able to hide the body

You barricade yourself in the bathroom for an hour because you're scared of taking/making customers' orders at a McDonald's? Are you seriously that socially inept? I'd call you autistic, but most autists I've seen/worked with have a better grip on themselves than you.

Just stop giving a fuck what people think of you. Grow a set of balls get a job and lift heavy weights

>2 hours to sweep the floor
you just blow in from stupid town?

This. You are entirely responsible for your own actions, and that includes what you stuff in your face.

Just ask the chads for help. If there's one thing a man loves as much as fucking, it's explaining something about which he is passionate.

I've been bullied since I was a kid so I just try to avoid people as much as I can. I purposely try to avoid places with more than 8 people as I get scared.

I tried to say why don't you help me get in shape. They told me I'm already in the shape of a ball and use me to kick around. Im seriously contemplating suicide but I probably will fuck that up.

I take that long in order to avoid talking to people

I envy your situation, but god life is wasted in you. My sets are much worse, not because I fail at life, but because I fail in only one aspect so hard that thinking it physically hurts. Just go jogging or something like that.

Ill try it out