Come through when I need you; lets have a secret and feels thread

come through when I need you; lets have a secret and feels thread.
I was molested from ages 4-7 by my neighbor, at least once a week. I never told anyone.

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did he put it in your butt

his fingers in my vagina _._

I fuck my own ass

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Pics or it didn't happen

I was 4

Shoe on head or not real

> i was 4

Apart from the unknown aspect, did it/does it bother you?

Your point is?

Waste of quads

Alright, fine, I guess I'll fucking dump, I'm eight glasses of goon in anyway.

I know it's nothing in comparison to the usualfucks on here, but I guess the worst I do is be super snoopy. If you're a close friend, and you leave your phone unlocked, I'm a master of finding juicy shit while you're asleep. I know where straight to go. None of them know.

One time I stole a pair of one of my friend's sisters' panties out of her washing also.

yeah, it's turned me into a sexual deviant, and I wondered for a long time why I was having different emotions than other girls. I've turned into a total sociopath.

I literally have been posting pics of my body as bumps

Tits and time stamp or gtfo

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I've been crossdressing since I was 13, and I sucked my first cock aged 14. since then I've had maybe 50 guys fuck me (am now 20)

You've had a lot of sexual partners/encounters already then?

not to "incite violence", but who molests kids without considering that in a decade or so they'll be big enough and smart enough to kill you
boggles my mind that this circle perpetuates itself

Instant gratification doesn't usually come packaged with foresight.

we need to see your beautiful hair

I made a fucking feels thread and ended up posting a time stamp

When I was younger, around the 4th or 5th grade I think, my older cousin (by a year) gave me a blowjob. I liked it and we messed around a little bit, to the point to where I put my ass on his dick and teased him. I never really realized he messed around with me until I entered high school. I don't know why I liked it. Maybe because I wasnt used to the attention? I don't really know how to feel about it

It's related. Many would definitely have a feel.

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You question how you should feel because society forces us to have the worst possible response; to see every incident that is not 100% consensual and support in hindsight as abusive.

Wanked over gfs sister while gf, sister and the mmother had their backs to me about four metres away

My best friend shot himself and i secretly still blame myself for not giving him enough love and attention. He's the one who introduced me to Sup Forums and secretly i saw it coming but was hoping he would delay killing hinself long enough for me to become established and then be able to hire him or better his life through some sort of political influence. I have no influence, im broke, and my best friend is dead.

He's dead and i can't stand the fact that I can't talk him back to life. It au least all him what happened. Of course i know what happened, the last thing he did was Facebook stalk some chicks' Facebook page, and he of course has a cache of his long time broken up gf photos, but im still not satisfied. I don't think I'll ever be, instead i think im just going to pretend that it didn't happen because I can't conceptualize mortality.

Well, I'm sorry you went through all that, OP. If you need to vent, go ahead.


I had a similar, but much milder experience with a neighbor. I think it's the novelty of it. Plus it tickles, so you laugh.

I would have to disagree with this asshole, though. In hindsight you realize you were taken advantage of. Perhaps you didn't feel pressured or forced at the time, but at the end of it all you were still used for someone else's perversion.

In 2nd grade a girl pulled my pants down in class.
She was forced to write an apology but she made up for it in a more satisfying way later that month. Came over my house after school for a few hours. We were playing some make believe game which ended up turning into doctor-patient scenario. Told me to pull down her panties. Did this and spent some time touching her ass.

I once browsed a feels thread just for the tits bump

>disagree with this asshole
No question he was taken advantage of but was it damaging?

Are we allowed to post feels images? Don't actually have a story, but I have some feels pictures

sexual abuse is extremely common faggot.
dont let it ruin your life. you dont need to tell anyone if you dont want too. its not a big deal.

>and spent some time touching her ass.
awwww yeah!

this fucking nigger
sexual abuse like triples the likelihood of suicide

I guess that's just because they listen to society and think they're victims though

I'm sorry that happened to you, it wasn't your fault. If it's any consolation you sun to have a wonderful body, but am even better soul.

It's a confusing feeling. Hard to explain, but maybe think of finding out some stranger came into your house while you were at work and watched TV on your couch. They don't move anything, they change the channel back, but they came into your house and used your stuff.

Also, I called you an asshole because it sounded like you were going to go the "pedo love/pedo rights" route. Am I wrong?

I still fap to my ex even tho I sincerely love my girlfriend.

Ya I know, I'm a piece of shit.

>sexual abuse like triples the likelihood of suicide
In some cases, not all. Abuse comes (no pun intended) in many forms.

did you love your ex?

Are you going to make him pay, babby?

I've never told anyone this before, but I was semi-molested by my cousin when she was 12 and I was 6. She used to have me dry hump her and suck on her titties. She was hot though so I never really cared. Still don't, but it's sometimes awkward talking to her now knowing that happened.

Dunno, I think so.

I don't equate pedophilia, in the true meaning of the word, with the actions of people who are just trying to get their kicks off abusing youngsters, so yes, you were wrong.

I know the confusing feeling and that's where it pays to listen to yourself, rather than have some 'expert' coach you to a conclusion that you were traumatized. Sure, many people who have things done to them of a sexual nature by an older person can be. Not all though.

>Also, I called you an asshole because it sounded like you were going to go the "pedo love/pedo rights" route. Am I wrong?


Ah yes, defending the rights of others, such a shameful act. Fuck off.

Fucked my cousin when she was passed out drunk. Used her for like three hours and unloaded inside her a few times. She confessed to me a few months later that she had an abortion because she thinks she had sex with a random guy that night.

My first kid was an incest abortion.

yesss

You're right, children do have the right to be in sexual relationships with adults. They want it too, after all. :^)

Have you ever actually seen the "pedo love" shit I'm talking about being argued?

Well you told someone now didnt you

Poor kid.

when I turned about 12 they moved away, idk where

Is that all?

I've been going back to my ex, and she's been coming back to me for 4 years now.
Makes me feel pathetic and I know everyone around me looks down on me for it but I can't help it.

that's so fucked up, on your part I mean

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I honestly don't even know if it was damaging or not. I was a shut in at school, so I can't really say it impacted my social life. As for sexual deviancies, I have a fetish for dom woman, so the whole ordeal didn't affect me there. It did confuse me a shit ton back then about whether or not I liked boys instead of girls

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You should track him down. Do it to save his current victim.

Yeah. It's amazing what you'll do when drunk, horny, and given the opportunity.

I secretly post in shit threads

So you had to live with him next door for 5 years, knowing what happened. Did you ever worry it would happen again?

Didn't really look at the picture when I posted this... But I've been pushing people away for the past few years to keep from getting hurt, as I've fallen for a girl long ago, we haven't talked in over a few years

a feels movie for me

I'm glad that you weren't pressured into 'coming out' as gay, as you probably would be today. The advocates will jump on any normal sexual exploration or activity with same-sex as reason to make that kid theirs.

Fuck you too Pepe.

You sound like a douchebag

Get.Over.It.
And you wonder why you are a beta....

such insight, wow

since you never confessed to anyone he probably molested his next neighbors, gg op

This. Track him down and molest him

More with less coverage.

I have a lovely bbw gf with beautiful big titties but I dream of fucking a skinny petite girl

Yeah it's weird, the world really does change a shit load in a decade. All that lgbt stuff wasn't even a big thing.

did it feel good?

I have lived my entire life lying to myself knowingly and after spending 20 years lonely i grew up to be a virgin loser who dident finish high school.
What are the best drugs?

Go fuck a skinny petit girl
>problem solved

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Bleach

you're going to trigger some feminist

I was literally 7 and I didn't really realize it was wrong until I was 15 because until then shit had been kind of pushed into the back of my mind. I wouldn't say I have PTSD but I do get flashbacks sometimes if I smell something or see an old cartoon that was on in the background, it's very specific and just over the past few years I've been piecing it together

On b/? I doubt it

I'm on lsd right now, it's an insightful drug. DMT is nice. Been wanting to try mescaline though

tell your dad and watch him go bananas

How about sperm, specifically yours?

I don't want to cheat on her

I guess I am. But not on the surface. If I negatively impact someone's life, I beat myself (in the violent way).
It's my justification. People don't understand why I'm so nice.

My instance never made me question my sexuality, but then again I refused to even touch his when it happened (germs or something).

This reminds me, I was at work one day and I saw a little boy dressed up like a girl and acting like a girl (name was Trevor or something), but it looked all so forced I knew his parents jumped the gun hard and were trying to convince him he was transgender. Despicable.

It's sad. When I was growing up, I thought I'd become an adult in the world I knew. Getting older and seeing the reality of change, how it continued to go in a certain destructive direction led to being disillusioned quickly. Hopefully sanity will make a comeback and we can erase all its enemies once and for all.

honestly, it depends bc I remember when it first started happening they'd act like we were going to role play and they'd massage me and it did feel good, but the fingering, no. I was a very small kid, I didn't pass 40 pounds until probably the 4th or 5th grade

Suggest threesome?

how do people push things back in their mind to where they forget shit, i literally remember everything even if it's insignificant

What if I have trauma, stay clear from psychoactives or is that just a myth? Ive done meth, amfetamins, x, etc but never acid or stuff in that ballpark

It's not cheating if she never knows. I'm married and have fucked at least 10 other women through the course of our 6 years together

She wants someone less attractive than herself if we were to have one. She's super insecure

Sure, you can find a fresh batch in your sister's asshole. If you get in quick it might still be warm

It could be PTSD, but it sounds more like you repressed everything. I hope you're going to therapy for it.

It's a coping mechanism. Your brain blocks it out of your memory to protect you. As you can see in OP's case though, you do remember it it's just buried.

>little boy dressed up like a girl
So much depravity in the world. This is not classed as abuse yet dare to discipline your child and the authorities will nit-pick through your life, looking for a reason to destroy your family.

Truths are lies and lies are truths.