Feels Thread.
Post what you're feeling tonight Sup Forums.
I'm feeling a lot of regret from past choices. I know it isn't good to question the choice you've made in life, but all of my choices so far have brought me here. I just work, sleep and eat. I don't go out, I don't really talk to people all that much, and I just don't find pleasure in anything that I do.
Life recently has just been kinda shitty for me for a multitude of reasons.
This picture always made me cry.
Care to talk about it?
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Had some fuckin mess with a girl, friends just piss me off, life at home is shit. I'm isolating myself and ruining my own life and it can't be helped.
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I understand that shit completely. I had so many opportunities to get the fuck out of here (college, military, etc.) and I just fucked them all up...I'll always be stuck because I always quit what I start.
It's never really too late to get back on track.
I'm just kind of stuck at what I should do. I try to think of the things that make me happy. I like music, reading and writing, that sort of shit. I've just never had the commitment to really do anything with it all.
I know exactly what you mean. There's so many things I could do or be but I just can't find it in myself to do it.
how long is too long to try and rekindle something you fucked up?
me and this girl went on one date in february but i had a weird schedule and we never got a chance to hang out together again. Then i had some family problems and basically we stopped talking completely. she still views all of my snapchat stories, favorites my tweets, etc so she isn't avoiding me. We just don't talk at all like we used to (every single day)
but despite this, not a single day goes by where i don't think about her.
I love the idea of my creativity being out in the world, but I also hate the idea of doing something and it ending up being shitty...so I just keep doing what I do now. It doesn't make me happy, but it keeps me alive and away from public eye..
i dont think its too long yet. go for it. go for it. do it for me, if not anyone else, user.
user, I think you still have a chance with this girl. I may be drinking and typing out of my ass, but I think you shouldn't waste the opportunity in front of you.
Don't do what many of us have already done...look at where we are now...
My suggestion is be straight up with her about how you feel about your relationship, then ask her out to somewhere and try to start over.
Every good artist/creator will disappoint sometimes. You just need to find the confidence in yourself and go for it. If you commit, whether or not you're loved by the masses, you'll have some people who appreciate your work.
Can I tell a really long story here? Are you guys going to listen to me?
I can assure you that even if people don't respond, they read it
If you found someone you truly love then you have to go for it user, even if you fail just try for all of us who have fucked up. it brings tears to my eyes just to write this. you'll regret not trying, if not for us, for yourself.
Please share.
I guess I'm just at a standstill of how to get my work out there for the masses. If I write, the last thing I want to do is start some blog or whatever...if I make music, I don't want to be like some faggot throwing out soundcloud links..I just, want a good way to show people what I can do..
This is my thread, and I won't leave it until it's completely dead. Just like a ship captain. I read everything.
I'm anxious that my paper won't get accepted, when to be honest, it deserves to be rejected. I am fucked if that happens.
If you create music, Youtube is a great place to start. Maybe join an online writing community, or just search for ways to share your writing.
Today, OP was not a faggot.
i am scared
Care to elaborate? Also those almost quads give me the chills.
That's too often the case for many of us, user.. Good thing we have each other, no matter how faggy that sounds.
Hmm, online writing communities? Do you know of any? I literally sit on Sup Forums and YouTube all day, so I don't really browse around that much.
So I was going to browse Sup Forums for a good laugh but the last feels thread caught my eye. I was going to tell my story in the other one but it took too long so here it is. I'm high as fuck so bare with me.
I'm a 18 years old virgin boy who had his first kiss at the after prom party drunk and high as fuck. Had a crush on this girl who is 1 year younger than me. She's the most beautiful girl I've ever seen, a beautiful smile, deep blue eyes and amazing black hair. I met her about 10 months ago at my friend's birthday party, talked to her a few times but not much more. At school, I always looked at her, I tried to not make it obvious that I was looking at her but she was noticing. 2 months later, It was her birthday and since she loves Doctor Who I decided to buy her an amazing poster of Doctor Who. She gives me a big hug and a thank you. I almost started to cry because no one ever hugged me or was thankful for my actions. Fast forward about 7-8 months later after never talking to her. I see that she's online on Facebook. I write a little message that takes me 10 minutes to send because I was so nervous to talk to her. We start having conversations about everyday but they're short lived since she lives in the middle of the woods and has little wifi and service. We finally start to hangout together and walk together at school. Her friends start noticing me and warns me about her, apparently she's ''unpredictable''. The next day at school, after getting myself and her a warm cup of coffee (We we're in the middle of February) I ask her about these warnings. I noticed that she always wear long sleeved shirts or always hid her forearms. After I asked her, she rolled up her sleeves and showed me cuts on her wrists. Usually people that cut themselves disgust me but she is so beautiful that I can't stop talking to her even if I try.
Part 2 coming up Sup Forumsros
so are we much of the time.
We then start to hangout outside of school, we went to see the movie Deadpool (wich was really good) and have a great time, I didn't make a move because I barely know her and it was our first time actually hanging out. We hangout a few more times, I get to know her more and she's a really entertaining person to listen to and she likes to listen to my crazy stories. Prom is coming up quick and I didn't want to look like a sad loner at prom. I obviously make up this plan in my head to ask her to prom. The next morning, I was looking outside the big panel windows of our school. Waiting for her school bus to enter the parking lot. I finally see her bus, my heart starts beating out of my chest, my arms are starting to shake. She steps out the bus and as soon as she entered the school I ask her to come take a walk with me. I start talking to her about some bullshit then I ask her. She looks at me really excited and says yes of course I'll come with you. On the outside I was just smiling at her, but in the inside, god it was like a big party just suddenly started, I was so happy but didn't want to show too much happiness yknow. THEN, she follows the yes of course I'll come with you with a ''but just as friends right?'' The party inside me was dead, my smile instantly washed off. I didn't know what to say, I was scared to respond, in nervosity i said ''alright''. Those words haunted me for a couple weeks until prom, but I was still hangout with her and trying to figure out how I would say that I love her so much.
Part 3 coming up
Go for it user
It's prom day baby! I got my full Calvin Klein tux and everything ready, even had the CK socks and underwear. Got to the Casino (It was happening in a casino) and met all my handsome friends dressed up like real James Bonds. Talked a bunch, took a bunch of pictures with my group of friends, but I was waiting for her. She texted me saying ''I'll be there in a sec sorry for being late.'' I responded with ''All good I'm waiting for you at the entrance.'' I was walking to the entrance and met my childhood friend looking more handsome than ever with his white pimp suit, top hat and cane, talked a bunch but I was in a rush to see her. I opened the door to the main entrance and I saw her. Small white see-through dress that goes down to her knees, amazing black hair that goes down to her shoulders. Her bright blue eyes and her beautiful smile that makes me go in another world everytime I see her smile. She walked up to me and holded my hand and gave me a kiss on my cheek. I felt like was going to get an heart attack, my heart was pounding so hard and my legs were shaking wich never happened to me before. The prom goes well, had a lot of fun and met a lot of old friends. My best friend's girlfriend wich is a really good friend of my crush takes me in an isolated spot and starts talking to me about my crush. She said to stop being a pussy and ask her out. You didn't bring her out here just to have a good time with her, ask her out, go get it. She motivated me enough to make me go talk to her. I searched for her everywhere, then out of nowhere she grabbed me gave me a big kiss on the cheek and said I have to go.
Part 4 coming up.
I wouldn't know of any, but I know there are some out there. A quick Google should do it for you.
I didn't even had time to tell her goodbye and she was already gone. I drunk texted her a bunch of times wich I regret a lil bit and we hung out a bunch of times over the summer. I love her so much but I'm too nervous to even come close of talking about that stuff. I have no confidence in myself and I always think she's going to say no. Everytime I say to myself that I will tell her, I end up by not telling her because I'm a fucking pussy. I honestly don't know what to do. I know all the replys will be just go straight to the point and tell her how you feel about her. But I'm so nervous to talk about that stuff to her
I'm only gonna read if it's greentext. Sorry m8.
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Alright, I'll do some searching. Thanks user.
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f u c k
Why
I hate my fucking friends, they treat me like shit and i can't stand their negativity. Im already miserable and having friends who bring you even more down just sucks.
Now I've just came back from watching Suicide Squad with her and I told her if there could be something more to our relationship than just being friends. She said maybe I'll think about it. Then she left. So now I'm waiting a bit
My girlfriend broke uo after two and a half years. We keot saying together forever but the first two years i kept fucking up. I miss her so much. We still talk and i hope we can be together still..
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i am phdfag, graduating is contingent on me publishing some shitty nerd articles nobody will probably read. i have to send them out to journals where other autists read my stuff and decide if it's good or not. my paper sucks and i'm afraid it will be rejected and i will be 30+ and still stuck in this shithole college town.
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I had dreams of earning a PhD some day but I turned out not be smart enough
Fuck I love this one.
A good friend of mine recently passed away. Skydiving accident, his parachute didn't deploy. Went to his service today, I bawwed my eyes out, I hadn't cried in so long prior. I'm so used to holding in my emotions.. I just let it all out today. On top of all that I found out that another friend of mine tried to hang himself. He failed and almost died, he was crying with me, telling me if it wasn't for me he would've offed himself a long time ago.
Hold me Sup Forums
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user, I love hockey like it's the fucking death of me, so let me quote the great Wayne G.
"You miss 100% of the shots you don't take."
I understand that you're scared shitless about it, hell I would be too. Each day you don't ask her is a missed opportunity at happiness and truly enjoying life.
It's time to man the fuck up and ask her. She could be waiting for you to ask, and chicks don't like to be patient. Ask her, or else you'll regret not doing it in the first place.
I believe in you, because from what I can tell, you're probably a cool fucking dude. Obviously she thinks so too, so just fucking ask her.
seriously anons, i am so much more in tune with all of you awful faggots than 99.999% of people in the world. love you all.
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I understand that. When I try to show my friends a new song I wrote, or a new poem or video game I made...they just make fun of me...it's hard to really be creative when the people that are closest to me make fun of it, even if they're just "joking around"
not worth it
Just be patient user, and all will work out, even if it isn't with her.
Don't let it too late for it to get to the point where you are "great friends".
Try something like: "Hey, it wouldn't be weird if I asked you out, would it?"
That probably sounds stupid, but really you just need to be straight up but not too direct. Be honest, and be real.
Ran out of pot 24 hours ago. Been meaning to take a break for a while, been burning pretty hard. But now that it's gone, all I want is more.
Man, I don't know what I want to do with the rest of my life. I have everything I want, did everything I wanted to do already, and no further plans.
My friend killed himself last year, and I have another friend that I'm worried each day will be his last because of his depression. It's hard sometimes...
drunk or not, thank you all for the support. to answer a few of the questions
i was not straight up with how i felt when we hung out at all. I wasnt expecting the shit that would happen after that date so i figured i'd have the 2nd and 3rd date to get closer. it was strictly a friendly date (as friendly as sitting together drinking coffee overlooking the sunset on a blanket is) but I was planning more for the future.
if I can work up the nerve to ask her out again, i will definitely be straight up with her. I think the whole "i couldnt stop thinking about you" is actually a pretty sweet line and i want to use it. I have fucked up with girls and never ended up trying before so I know how you guys feel, but I seriously think this girl is 100x better than any i've met.
without getting too soap-boxy, the night we talked I couldn't stop staring at her because she's insanely gorgeous. she is the least vapid person i've talked to in a long time, very much a human and not a typical club thot, we had a lot of the same views and both have kinda fucked up families we were able to talk to each other about in comfort. Also we both want to leave this awful city and go somewhere tropical and beautiful.
I'm glad you believe in me bros. I will try not to let you down.
So I've been told
Love you too, user.
>no homo
Who is your friend?
We're all in this together. We may not know each other, we may never even know when we're talking to each other, if we ever even talk to each other more than once. We're all in this together.
Exactly, i agree. And man that sucks they shit on your creativity. I just find it so strange when you have known somone for over 5 years and you understand them, and they act like they don't know a thing about you.
He was in the Marine Corps, and when he got discharged he just felt so lost. That's why I turned down my chance to join the Marines...I didn't want something similar to happen to me..
I want some damn updates someday user.
>tfw you're joining the USMC
>tfw I'm joining the USMC
Was it the guys in California?
Sometimes the people closest to us are the ones furthest away...it's sad. You all know more about me than my friends, and none of you know me (probably).
I'm really scared my friend is trying to stop being my friend. She's got a new job so we won't work together anymore. She told me she "never goes out" and feels too much pressure to go out to bars with me. She seems to find something wrong with everything I say lately. I feel like I messed up our
friendship at exactly the wrong time and I never meant to.
It isn't that bad. The brotherhood that they have is great. Are you a poolie yet? Have you gone to MEPS to swear in?
you're like 19, you're wrong, your feelings aren't right, you don't know what's good for you. you dodged a bullet, she wasn't for you, that was a physical attraction, not mental. I'm in love for the first time now(i thought I was twice before) but I know now. don't be the dude with self pity, that's unattractive and unproductive. learn, and move on.
Have you told her about how you feel? Usually girls can express their feelings better then guys.
Yeah, it was. Really sad shit. He was a really good guy, he didn't deserve it. His brother just broke down in the middle of his speech. Made me cry so bad.
On mobile sorry for double posting guys.
Maybe just back off and give it some time? People always come back to the place that they are welcomed. Don't shut her out, but don't pressure her to be around.
with the nature of this board that is unlikely lol, but I'll try to come back here when it's farther along.
I actually use /adv/ a lot more often so you may be more likely to see me there.
/adv/ actually helped me get the courage to ask her out in the first place. I mentioned some of her interests and they suggested hiking, so i proposed that idea, and then it led to us just watching the sunset and talking. So if you see a similar story here or /adv/, you'll know it's me.
I heard of stores of people losing their purpose when the got out & killing themselves. It was something we were told to be on the look out for when we got out during WLC.
It's all he ever wanted to be. A marine through and through. When he was discharged for medical shit it really fucked with him. I kind of understand why he did, but I'll always hate that he did it.
i've lost six friends, acquaintances, and family members to suicide at this point. including one gril that i was sort of in love with.
take the days as they come. ultimately you can't stop it, but you can make their time here more tolerable and that may forestall the inevitable. even if your friend is a dick to you or acts like he doesn't appreciate it, he does more than you'll ever know.
Still an applicant. But I've been talking to my recruiter since Febuary. Used to be a huge pothead and and druggie in general, he helped fixed me up. I wanted to get sobered up before going to MEPS. I head out soon if all goes well.
Fuck, don't know who else to talk to so you guys are it. Girlfriend and i have been dating for 7 months or so now, and she has an eating disorder that is really fucking with her. Its hard but we both care for each other a lot, and every day is a constant stress of if she's going to freak out or not, and how late I'll have to stay up to comfort her. Don't know what the point of posting is, sorry if I don't reply, just needed it off my chest
Damn dude, so sorry to hear that shit. I think I'd be okay with never trying skydiving in my lifetime.
I'm on /adv/ all the time. I'm sure I'll see it there.
I have personally rekindled friendships with people I hadn't talked with in over a year, it's not too late at, user. Go talk with her.
I just rehomed my cat and moved back in with my family. I have almost no friends left. Its hard to hide from them that i am empty inside. So i smoke weed and pretend to be social, when really I wake up every day dissappointed that i did. Ive been quiet for a week. I dont have anything to say. Sometimes i just stare out the window and wait for the days to end.
Take some screenshots. I'll keep an eye out for you someday user. Very best of luck.
I feel like it's just going to make things worse. I already told her I didn't realize I was putting pressure on her and I would stop.
I guess that's my only option. Everything I do seems to be wrong. But maybe that's somewhat in my head, idk
Pissed because police have been lying on me and are fucking retards.
the point is posting. good just to have some sort of an outlet.
Well good luck user. Are you in the West side of the country? If so, have fun at MCRD-SD. Shits sandy there.kek
I've almost lost friends of 16 years, I'm 23, one had germinoma brain cancer, one has a skiing accident that left him in a coma for 3 weeks, shit ain't easy.. I'm sorry, there is no advice for this shit, just know they would be sitting on the sidelines screaming for you to do what you want in life
Alright, I've been on this board for a year now but first time I've been in a feels thread and felt like posting
can anybody please post that lolita girl story?
He wanted to try skydiving so bad before starting college. It was on his bucket list. I was too scared to skydive and now I'm definitely terrified of it.
If anyone is interested in taking the talking to a further point, I'm down to give out like...something. Maybe steam account? We can jump in game and have a talk or some shit?