I have a story to tell bros and i need your advices over. I will provide random pics in exchance. No greentext sorry

I have a story to tell bros and i need your advices over. I will provide random pics in exchance. No greentext sorry

I had a gf who i suppose is suffering from Borderline Personalitiy Disorder idk. When we first met I thought she was the gift from god which i waited for so long. First 3-4 months were great but she was a bit fast. She came to my flat and wanted to have sex with me first week, I didn't want to but she started to undress me anyway. The sex was always great with her she even licked my butthole when i asked. Then everything changed when the firenation attacked :P She started to come to my flat so often that she brought her bags and stuff and moved in with me like nothing.

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NYPA, dumbass.

> she even licked my butthole


so interesting

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After that everything changed. Dream shattered. She gained control over everything. She even started to scold my flatmates when they were not being clean. This pleased me for a while but she got mad even when I forgot to wash one spoon. "I am living here too dont forget that put this into your head." she shouts. Or when I move the ashtray a little "I am still smoking dumass". How can a beautiful cute girl like her says things like this. But then again sex was great because it was rage sex back then i was pounding and slaping her ass so hard that i wasnt mad at her anymore.

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dont even need to hear the rest of this please run far away from this woman she is prbs fucking plenty of people you know

We are not dating anymore but i will get there.

When she decided to go to her hometown there was a birthday party of a friend of mine. It wasn't much just a casual meeting but I was sorry for that she wasn't there. Anyway, she had seen our recently added photo on facebook and told me this "Are you having fun?" I said yes i wish you were here. But she wasnt meant that. She said that because she don't want me to have fun without her. We had a huge fight.

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Then she came back to city. We had a fight again but this time she tried to hit me. She was constantly screaming at me. Then i burst into tears suddenly for the first time in my life. I couldn't stop it. Then she tried to cheer me up. But what i had done? Fucked her right there again. There was a baby lotion on the desk I took it and rubed it on his butthole and fucked her ass without even asking to her cuz i was very angry. She enjoyed it.

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We had minor fights since then. But then again she wasn't let me spend time with my friends. I was constantly with her 24/7. It started to be boring as fuck. Even if i am out with friends studying school stuff i had to be home at 9. Again sex was great i made her lick my butthole she said we can try and liked it. I liked it too. It made me feel like i am degrading her. Yes I want to degrade her.

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It's been 2 years since we started to date. It was all magical and shit back then. Now she thinks i am seeing her a sex object after all i had done for her. after that I didn't touch her. I even masturbated everyday in order not to touch her. Then what happaned? After a month she dumped me over a stupitest excuse.

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Do these images have any fucking relevance or have you confused Sup Forums with twitter? Just fucking post faggot

I wanna hear the stupid fucking reason op.

When she was packing her belongings I went and played CS GO. I was happy it is over. But 3 days later I begged her to come back. She treated me like shit. Just after I started to heal i found out that she is secretly dating/fucking a mutual friend of ours. Before I found out that she even told me she needs time and to wait for her to come back.

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Now I need revenge advices. I don't want her back want I want her to come back only to tell her to fuck off. Maybe another rage sex I don't know.

Post her nudes and link her fucking facebook faggot.

Ok. I went to a small party thing in front of a bar. I invited her too but she didn't want to come. There I saw my ex gf but didn't talk to her. Then in the club I found her on the floor and asked her if she needs help. She wanted to go to the bathroom and i carried her there. Then ı informed her friends about her then left. Her friend texted me saying that She thanks you for helping her. I said no big deal. Ofc my gf found the text -which i wasnt hiding- and freaked out. Said how can you help her. Then started to pack things.

>revenge advices
Here's what to do, OP:
>Fuck up your diet. Eat absolute shit, McDonald's three times a day, wash it down with Mtn Dew. If you're not malnourished, you're doing it wrong.
>Find out where she lives
>Get a way into her house/apartment
Lockpicking isn't actually too hard, in most places it's completely legal to have a lockpicking kit, and if not, you can use bobby pins (it's just much harder)
>Observe her. Learn her schedule
>Wait until she leaves her house for a long-ish period of time
>Go in
>Fire molten, liquid shit all over her pillow, totally destroy that thing
>Wait a few days, repeat until satisfied

Don't bother talking to her again. It's not worth it.

I WAS WAITING FOR SHIT IN PAPER BAG. BUT THIS IS ALPHA AS FUCK.

exactly like my GF, op, right down to the hate-fucking.
except i stopped taking her shit and now she does what I say instead of the other way around.
hoping she didnt cheat on me when she was acting like your ex-, but point is i make the decisions now. shouldve either been a man or not been a man sooner.

yadayadaya crazy bitch yadayada

She acted crazy because you let her. She shouts at you and calls you dumbass for moving ashtrays? How have you not told her to go fuck herself if she is being like this?

Beta faggot.

Actually it's hillarious and briliant. I know where she lives but a dog guards the flat :(

>Don't bother talking to her again. It's not worth it.

This.


Honestly if it's the first girl you ever had feelings for it will be hard to cut her out of your life, but you need to. Don't be mean about it, don't be spiteful about it. Bitch is crazy and if she ends up mad at you she will get revenge too somehow, and assuming you live in the states, you will be pretty much fucked depending on the type of shit she feels like saying to the police.

The best revenge you can get is to replace her like she was nothing to you. If you can't then just go do some other shit with your life. Crazy girls like that thrive on drama. It's what motivates them to do all of the stupid bullshit they do. It's why they think it's hot to cheat or why they think it's cool to be a bitch so that you'll fuck her extra hard. If you just let the situation die, then none of it will be exciting for her anymore. She might try to get back with you at this point, but just tell her you're seeing other people and leave it at that, even if it's a lie.

DO NOT under any circumstances do anything that is illegal to her for revenge. It will blow up in your face unless you get away with it without her knowing.

If you don't give a fuck though you could go buy some active bread yeast cultures from the store and put a couple spoon fulls in her vagina while she's passed out drunk. It's actually better if you use shit though. Either find a small chunk of your own or finger her butthole until there is some on there.. then jam it in her vagina as deep as you can. Make sure to get some around her urethra as well. Vaginosis sucks and so does a bladder infection, both of which are really easy for women to get.

I should have tried taking over the control. I was just being too nice to her which she didn't deserve at all, my mistake.

You could fire molten shit throughout her house user, or fuck with her head. Take little things from her house, eat her food and leave un clean dishes in obscure places move shit ever so slighty around, get real into it and leave creepy messages written in magazine letters sayin your watching her

just remember next time, you will not lose anything else when she decides to go. you will only lose her (provided you actually have more than her) and she can be replaced just as easily as anything else you use

Even though I hate her, I think I miss her. I think if she ever suggest being friends i would say yes. This is her btw.

what's her nationality?

Turkish

give us her damn fucking facebook and nudes.

why isn't she shitskin then?

Some Turkish men and women are very pale and beautiful.

I hate her but i don't want to ruin her life besides she would know it was me doing this ı don't want to go in trouble.

Stop the kebab.

I love kebab.

>Some Turkish men and women are very pale and beautiful.
Is that the reason Georgian TV is full of your homoass soap operas?

Seems like the rage sex is the crux here, that keeps you coming back to someone who obviously isn't good for you.

I think so. It was so great that ı couldn't let her go and endure her shit for a little more time.

nice dead eyes

I was with a borderline, I went in too deep and after 3 years she just went on a permanent holiday. 3 weeks later i was extremely stressed thinking she was fucking around - then my endocrine system shut down, my testicles shrank to half size.
libido all gone, feel tired all the time. happened overnight.
still don't know the cause, seen a dozen specialists, been a year and a half.
I don't even feel human, all my emotions shut down too, probably from thyroid messing up.
still only about 5% libido,,sometimes 0%.

none of it was worth it.

cut contact and never look back. treat it as a learning experience and be thankful as fuck that you weren't affected physically.

Okay I just finished reading all your shit, so there's a conclusion.

You are a huge beta cuck, and you visibly can't into women.

These girls think they are princesses. You have to altern between moments you make their prince charming bullshit come to life, then urge them to go fuck themselves when they start bitchin'.

It's failproof: it's the only way a woman keeps respecting you.
Don't bother to cheat on her, she doesn't seem to be tight about trust conceptq anyways.

Pic semi-related:
Mah bipolar hoe

I think you became beta overnight.

This.

Best advice so far.

more like omega

if you want to know how it feels, it is like that moment post-wank, where you want nothing to do with sex, have no thoughts of sex, feel tired and don't want to do anything.

imagine that every minute of the day for a year and a half.

it might have been a coiincidence, or something physical, or a combination of the stress and a physical event.
feel like an 80 year old man

had many opportunities to leave, continue my life, just kept hanging on for love. love doesn't mean much if there is no respect or trust.

anything would have been better than this

Smoke trees, fuck bitches.
We don't have time for anything else.

How hard it may be this is the way to go.

can't fuck - tried
no morning/nighttime wood - means there is something wrong either hormonally and/or physically.

>love doesn't mean much if there is no respect or trust

This.

But I can't see why you turn into this asexual thing. Towards the end I wouldnt want to have sex with her but instead i watched porn and hi-jacked. maybe it's nothing to do with the girl, you should see a doctor

Nah you're just not looking after the right babes.
You need to blend a little with the demon if you want to feel the erectile power of the manhood colossus.

>Now I need revenge
No.
Walk away and move on with your life.
Any time spent dwelling on her is toxic to you.

She had childhood trauma and is only capable of seeing you as either:

(a) A source of adoration and attention (aka narcissistic supply)

Or

(b) A threat


You have developed codependency


If you don't have kids, leave her no matter how painful and get into therapy. Also try to get her into therapy as it will save her from wasting decades of her life.

And frankly OP, you can thank your lucky stars if you get away with cutting off contact.
BPD can VERY easily go into a murderous rage.
She will go fucking ballistic if you ignore her. She'll drop everything and obsees over you. Chances are high she will linger outside your home, vandalize shit, threaten you and try to attack you.
If you confront her she WILL stab you or some shit. She'll express regret, it will be sincere, but she'll still flipflop on literally trying to kill you.
Do not hesitate to contact the authorities if she does this, keep your nose clean don't get involved (she will burn your ass if she can legally, she will absolutely destroy your life - prison time, felony conviction etc), don't get into any altercations.
Move the fuck on and try to avoid her. I'm serious.
Let her fizz out and find another victim. If she hangs outside your home, don't go out until you get cops to remove her.

I've had personal experiences. Frequently they have VERY lengthy violent crime records. I have a relative who's on that spectrum. With her last ex we had to have cops drag her away 12 times, and she was subject to a police manhunt 2 times when she went out to find and stab him to death.

This is the kind of crazy you never fuck with.

seen a dozen specialists and as many generalists.
had half a dozen blood tests, mri of my brain, 2 scrotal,ecographies, abdominal ecography, I don't know how many manual examinations of my testicles.

physical problems detected are, small internal inguinal hernia which causes a constant pain, small varicocele, some spermatoceles, and perhaps evidence of a partial torsion at some point which they say might have autocorr3dted itself.

I don't think she caused the problem completely, but I think the stress from that was a factor that imbalanced the endocrine system further. had very high prolactin levels for two weeks before it happened. they dropped shortly after my balls shriveled, and returned to normal levels a year later.
prolactin kills libido, makes your nipples ultra sensitive and can even make you grow boobs.
it can be raised in my males by prolonged extreme stress.

I think that, combined with a physical event that I haven't yet isolated, imbalanced my system and nuked my libido.

>With her last ex we had to have cops drag her away 12 times
And when I say drag away, I mean she went apeshit, started slicing herself up and literally whoever was closest to her, destroyed the home and then had to be restrained by police. When she was angry at someone else, she'd punch me literally just cause I was physically closest to her, and she has on multiple occasions attacked me with a knife.

She said that her mother tried to chocke her to death with a pillow.

How can she see me as a threat ? I think it's (a). She would even lie to get my attention. She couldn't even stand 5 minutes without attention. (she would get mad when i visit my friend for 5 mins who is in next door in the same flat.)

hernia only developed or was detected after more than a year.
I don't know if it is a cause or effect.
doctors are clueless

some of the best medical advice I received came from medics hanging around on sites like this.

>(she will burn your ass if she can legally, she will absolutely destroy your life - prison time, felony conviction etc),
Also on this, expect her to harass your workplace, and try to find any kind of way to get you fired, trump up charges against you, and so on. The funny part is she'll still try to get your attention and this is actually a way of getting it, but if you take the bait she'll use it to further destroy you. She has no limits.

It isn't a or b for each female. It is some of the time she will see you as a), then suddenly 'split' and see you as b).
You cannot control,this, no matter how well you think you've learned the patterns of her behaviour.

It will only destroy you.

Cut contact, never ever look back. Move forward, rebuild yourself, meet other girls.
Read about how to spot BPD and other personality disorders, avoid any females with those traits.

Most importantly, never ever have sex with her again.
Imagine she has aids or teeth in her cunt that will bite off your dick, anything to put you off the idea.

Forget her, she is nothing to you.

Take care of yourself.

It is usually a mother problem.
There was never a motherly bond, likely from birth. That affects the baby and the child as it grows, makes this monster that you've encountered.
It isn't her fault, she's trapped inside and might even know what she is.
You can't help her though, apart from to suggest root cognitive therapy.
Make sure you talk to someone wise too, so you won't be messed up from exposure to her.

Don't believe anything she says. She likely A. lies B. believes it herself
However while the mother issues are common they're more a result of the disorder itself. Which is genetic.

thank you my friend, I tought having sex with her one last time was ok. Then I hope she never suggests me to have sex with her cuz i may not resist I don't know. She was very good at it.

i.e. the mother issues are real but are a result of her splitting behavior targeting her parents, creating an intense hate/love relationship.

>his butthole
the real story revealed

Not worth it.
Every time you have sex with her again it is tricking your brain into thinking everything is alright.
Then the horribleness starts again.

Only way you can break it is to never do it again, and cut contact completely.
Don't look at her Facebook.,don't ask people about her. don't search for her name.,don't check it she is online.

After a few months you'll be alright.
Spend time around other people, stay busy, talk with other girls.

lmao
Thank you I am better now It's been two months since she started to date my friend. But when I go collage this season i have to see them there anyway. But they were hiding the relationship from everyone. Even their best friends doesn't know. Now everyone knows I told everyone.

Act like it was nothing, if she says hello in college, say hi politely and keep walking.

Exercise, eat healthily, do things you enjoy, make new friends, meet new girls. Find a nice one who respects you and herself.

çok güzel hatunmuş Sup Forumsirader. türkiye'de bu kadar güzel olan kızlar borderline oluyor genelde. uzak dur derim (seks dahil) ama dürüst olayım ben uzak duramazdım. resim ilgili başka bir türk borderline

not turkish couldn't read
almost all turkish girls this pretty are borderline. pic related

Eyvallah birader resimdeki kız da güzelmiş gözler falan. Türkiyede işimiz zor. Ya daha isveç kızları daha mütevazi oluyorlar oraya gitmek lazım :D Bizimkiler hep çirkef

gözlerden belli ediyor kendini bu tür kadınlar genelde. kolay gelsin.

translation: I think you can tell if a girl is borderline from the eyes or the way she looks. Anyone agrees? I always fall for these kind of eyes. Am I fucked?

I think the dead eyes often show it.
They look deep at first, expressive, but Then at times they just go out like there is nothing behind them.

Read about bpds and learn the warning signs, personality too.
The red flags.

To best avoid them, someone once told me, is to build your inner self confidence, to put your past behind you and look for a girl that will treat you well.
Become a man

Why does OP talk like he has severe autism?

What the fuck I think I saw her in a Greek tv series before

Kill her and cut the body up, then throw her body parts around the house.

WAIT


WAIT


ADD BEER!


HANGOVER SHIT IS THE WORST!!

She looks like a narcissist.

Grow up. One does not seek revenge against an ex.
Just cut her out of your life, and that's it. Ignore her completely at all times. It will drive her insane.

that's not fast dude

>Silver in CSGO
>Silver in real life aswell

How does it feel?

at least she didn't start calling her by your last name, I have BPD but this girl was crazy, she started using my last name to everyone and I wouldn't believe it when people told me

"I'm still smoking too" boner destroyed thanks op

> Borderline
> My Ex gf had too
Fuck off, Borderline are cancer in partnership and will destroy your soul

fucking lost it

Tfw you realize that's the only way I could see my girlfriend when I was with her.
Are you a psychology fag? Can you tell me more?

Go fûćk one of her friends simple and show your better off with another and let her float from cock to cock lol take your time and look her up bro she will be swanky as fuck i rekon maybe wrong but worth a try

OP you are just retarded. She probably used you just so she can move out her basement. And now that she has something better, she gave a kick to your ass and started fucking with your mutual friend.
Because you were in love, you couldn't see her THOT face, and actually nobody can in that scenario. The only way to recognize such a situation beforehand is by letting your friends rate your relationship. They exactly know if the other person is acting it out or not.
Now you are in this situation which every move you do will cuck your entire future. Just try to calm down and ignore them.

Or... you could just shoot her and your mutual friend as act of revenge, like the most of people do in Turkey.

Good luck my boy

"I need revenge advice" The best revenge is no revenge.

The only thing that revenge does is cause more drama. Think about it. You want to do something mean to her that will make her mad. Will the drama stop there after she gets mad? No. It won't just end with you getting your revenge. It'll just cause more trouble. And that drama will more drama.

The smart thing to do is avoid all that mess altogether and try to find somebody else. Let the people shes cheating on you with know she was sleeping with you too to warn them that she might cheat on them too.

>his butthole