I want to share my last year with Sup Forums

I want to share my last year with Sup Forums
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>Be me
> only 14
>you have just left you fathers
>for the you hole life but mainly the past 3 years he beat you, parently alienated you and broken you down
> you hate your self and you feel like you deserve everything
>one night it all becomes to much, you move to live with your mother whom you believe is going to hurt you just like your dad said
>you have been through hell, a child should never have to go through anything like this
>your mind is so clouded and your scared
>theres a girl lets call her L
> your relationship with her has been budding for months now

cont.... ?

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Wait you were 14 last year?

>she says she fees the same about you and you love her to bits
>its your chance to get away to escape from your past and to be someone new
>weeks go by and she tells you she loves you and you open up to her
> one day out of the blue after about 6 weeks, as you are gathering the courage to ask her out
> you hear she has a new boyfriend
> you are so broken and hurt you hate your self so much for opening up to her
> you feel so betrayed and you start to slip into a dark hole

cont....

shhhh i need to share this and Sup Forums is my place

So wait she loved you but got a boyfriend and you're 15 years old....?

> you become depressed for the first time in your life
> out of the blue a girl who you used to like offers to see you outside of school
> lets say her names H
> things begin to change and you start to fall for her
> she comes to your house and you kiss under a waterfall
> you wander deeply through her eyes
> you can tell she loves you
> you finaly feel safe with H
> you both go out you are so happy
> the next three months are the best of your life

cont ...

yes dw it gets more interesting
waiting for that ban kek

You're 15 and you have a waterfall in your house?

Bumping for banning this 15 year old kids. MODS

> i would do anything to see the time we spent together again
> things to do with your dad start to come back
>one night you decide to risk your life by taking an OD
> honestly wasnt bad and it wasnt a suicide attempt but
> 440mg of prozac can be deadly
>shes upset but she promises to be there for you and stand by you, you couldnt love her anymore :)
>3 more months go by things are hard but she is there for you and you do okay
>after awhile things get hard with her and in general.(due to me going to court against my dad for beating me)
>we start to argue we had never argued before
> birthday comes by your 15 now
>things improve again your secound kind of meds start to kick in and you think its over
> lel sike

almost over it gets worse hold up nigas

yup NZ bro i legit have like 4 in my backyard

Fucking finish this b8 story OP before you get banned

kek

Now you're 15... still mods mods mods enjoy b&

> you plan a 7 day holiday with your girlfriend to try fix everything
> if it doesnt work out well then a serous attempt at suicide
> you tell your friend A who burdened by this tells H
>H cant deal with having someones life in her hands so she says she cant go
>the chance of fixing the relationship is over
> days later you break up
> a week goes by as you prepare for suicide
> a week later and the day comes you get drunk and take ..

> cholorform which i made yea lol
> two staint johns pills which are shit tier MAOIS
>80 mg melition
>1.4 G of sertaline (SSRI)
> 180mg Prozac (SSRI)
> and of course a plastic bag this was all to make you sleep well you die of lack of oxygen or pill overdose
> a quite well planned attempt

secound to last

Better type quick before that ban hits kiddo

OP's dad must have beaten him retarded since OP can fucking English to save his life

He can't even spell melatonin... nigga that shit on the bottle I wish he had succeeded at this point. Should be b& from Sup Forums and life

Ayyy we got the same last two 2 digits what's good bro

> you said goodbye to A who called the police (yeah fuck me i know its dumb as shit they arrive 2 hours later im just falling asleep somehow( prettysure the drugs made me ping before sleep)
>i get rushed to the E.D my HR goes from 80 to 160 but after a few days you are okay with no long term damage
> i was lucky to be alive
>you ride the train half way across the country in search of something more only to find that it is you who you are running from (INB4 SICK ENGLISH, im typin fast as fuck)

> things do get better im told and i hope they do soon has anyone got advice, id also be happy to give advice my self :)

Thanks for listening Sup Forumsros

heres my ban

Yeah niggers i know
trying to type fast so i dont get banned

Almost did it again wut

Close yet so far away

i usually go easy on the kids, but damn, stop being such a fag. If you find a girl that likes you, dont go all, im gonna kill myself if u leave me, are you for real?
youtube.com/watch?v=DZ9N215ieKs

Is 15
>running from himself
>paper cut from edginess
>advice?
Try harder next time and do it right

The stories and information posted here are artistic works of fiction and falsehood.
Only a fool would take anything posted here as fact.

Honestly its all true
i was like that becuase i didnt give a shit about my self i have no self love or worth so i was only there for her
im pretty edgy

i did it pretty well btw dude a 15 year old cant get a gun that easy and a rope is way to hard for me to do (grow some balls yeah fuck off )

ye well you are the only one that can fix your broken self, not some girl.
Before you can fix yourself, dont bother going after girls, will only lead to heartbreak and you hanging more on feels threads

Thinks will get better from now on user
Don't waste your self just because you are in the mood

>you cringe when story ends

A rope is too hard? Son do I need to send you the graphic? It's one of the simplest knots

i know bro it took me so long to find out the problem, its good advice

hanging your self is hard mentally, i do pretend to be an alpha nigga
thanks man that is pretty relevant

Don't be a bitch. If you can get drunk and bag yourself you can get drunk and step off a stool.

it is different being awake and suffocating and being asleep and doing it
im a beta dont blame me, i dont intend on killing my self anymore

Atta boy.

I know it's cliché to say, "things get better" but seriously, they do.
You're still a kid, 15 years old, thats nothing.
I thought i knew myself inside out when i was 18, that was complete bullcrap. I'm 22 now and still learn shit about myself every day.
Just hang in there

thanks alot i honestly hope its soon but i know the problem so, ima work on it

Nice use of a hanging pun to a suicidal kid.

Quad dubs. Damn gurl

lawl my subconscious got the best of me, was not pun intented.
also checked

that honestly made me kek
aint even mad

>can't even kill himself right
You should probably kill yourself OP

if you read the chemicals and have any knowledge of suicide then you can clearly see a third of that could have killed me

Night Sup Forums dont know how im not banned but its 3am and im tired as fuck thanks for the postive advice
Ariel