>Be me >22 y/o shut in >Have this guy who I've been talking to several months that I've got closer with >Sitting next to him with his arm holding me >Other friends around us but they know and dont care about your relationship choices and respect them >Lay my head closer to his chest and close my eyes >Wake back up and in my room >Realize it was just a dream >That same guy in my dream is actually dating this other chick and can't get close with him anymore because Im a socially broken fuckwit
Goddammit Sup Forums it hurts. Why cant I just fall asleep and never wake up again?
>Why cant I just fall asleep and never wake up again? You actually can.
Cooper Hall
Explain please.
Isaac Mitchell
Just sayin
Also, where are you from?
Colton Myers
There won't be any dreams. But you can rest.
Dylan Nelson
Im assuming you're referring to the exit bag suicide? I've done some research and tried finding helium tanks that don't have traces of oxygen and not expensive as hell.
Small town in Wisconsin.
Oliver Rivera
Hmm, I would suggest not doing it, but Wisconsin... Damn.
Brandon Gray
I came very close to putting a .22 through my head but I only hesitated because it's known that people survived that because of the size of the bullet. If anything, I'd rather see my roomates walk in on me dead, sleeping instead of a bloody mess. I just wish getting the materials wasnt expensive.
There are some nice places in Wisco but nothing really special where I live unless bars are your thing. Otherwise drugs are plentiful in a lot of areas too.
Aiden Richardson
You shouldn't do that bro. But if you really think that there's nothing else to live for, take a huge fucking amount of sleeping pills and chase it with alcohol. Lay down, fall asleep, and never wake up again
Ps: A LOT sleeping pills
Dominic Hill
Just get a bunch of smack
Austin Stewart
Depends on the type of sleeping pills. It's barbiturates that kill you, melatonin pills or something won't do shit
Jace Johnson
Can you move? More importantly, can you do what it takes to make your life better? Can you withstand the pain, fear, and depression while still gaining ground?
Find that out. Then, when you've tried as hard as you can, you exit this world with no shame.
Henry Smith
Yeah, because you will need to save that money for when you are dead.
Caleb Sanders
Actually, it is pretty selfish to kill yourself and leave everyone behind. Just read some stuff of Confucius I would say, it might change your life. Also, don't do sleeping pills unless you wanna suffer
Samuel Murphy
Lol This is how you can tell people arent suicidal
Kayden Parker
you shouldnt kill yourself you never know whats going to happen in the future
>pretty selfish This is what christfags tell people to guilt them into staying miserable. Op you are in charge of your life, this means you can make it better or worse. And this means you get to reserve the right to end it whenever you want to. It is your life after all.
Robert Cox
>Actually, it is pretty selfish to kill yourself and leave everyone behind. >"oh, you feel really horrible, so horrible it makes you want to end your existance? well, why don't you think about my feelings, you selfish cunt?"
Carson Brooks
My only concern is that the chances of dying on sleeping pills is incredibly rare. You have a bigger chance of coming back a vegetable than pulling that off.
Theres not a whole lot of people I care about leaving behind. The ones I care the most are the ones I know I will never meet. I think my parents are even aware my suicidal tendencies exist and have a long list of problems.
A shame that my future is just going to either be the same or get worse even if I put an effort to try and better things for myself
Adrian Ward
Yeah...no. intense vomiting, excruciating stomach pain, like the flu but 400x worse. I know a lot of people who tried to go that way and their last hours were not a peaceful slumber.
Matthew Nguyen
what have you tried so far?
William Wilson
Lmao my dude it's okay dudefeels are just no good
Angel Miller
i also like to pretend to be a girl on Sup Forums
Jeremiah Howard
Don't do that. The odds aren't good it'll work. A shotgun with slug or buckshot, stuck in the mouth and angled up will ensure death. If you're worried about your roommates, don't do it at home.
Daniel Howard
I wish I was a gril irl
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