I have a story Sup Forums if you care to gather and listen

I have a story Sup Forums if you care to gather and listen.
It involves many feels.

>Be me
>be 10 moving to a new school because old one is a shit school. Get put in private school and get bullied by every one including cousins.
Get abused at home and at school and be depressed.
>Start hanging at the oval near school while I wait to get picked up.
>Have two kids my age start sitting near me.
>Have the process continue until one day we both have Mario Kart and so happen to all connect on it.
>We all start talking and become best friends.
>That is how I met them, Max one of my best buds and Star some one who I would simply love to death until she nearly caused my death.

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Yes, please do!
Also, too bad that species passed on. A shame, such beauty of an animal.

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>Spend more and more time with these two people and grow so close to them, none of us really had friends other than each other.
>We all share stories of our shared problems at home, eventually Stars parents die in a car crash which leaves her in foster care and later after Max is hit by his dad he is removed from his home.
>Mfw my only friends are foster kids.
>We all grow up together but Max seems off all the time, he keep trying things with me when we hang and getting real close. Both Star and Max seem to really like me.
>Years pass and me and Max turn 14.
>Mfw finally had a concept of time and realised that Star was a year older than us as she was born 32m before NewYears.
>Max starts getting depressed as he gets beat up at school constantly, Star and I all go to different schools so we cant really do much other than be with him.
>Max tells me he is bisexual, him and I get really close. I was just a dumb kid so I didn't know what was actually going on.
>Max starts cutting.
>Max starts taking anti depressants,
>Max tells him I'm all that keeps him going.
>We skype a few weeks before I turn 15.
>Max promises me its all ok.
>Max kills himself the next day.
>I tell no one, I stop talking to Star for a week and when we start talking again neither of us talk about it.

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Part 3

>Meet a girl we shall call "Kat" in this story.
>She is great like holy shit so hot and nice and crazy.
>Start making friends with new people, bring a group together at highschool.
>Everything is going great.
>Star and I stay close but she seems off.
>Me and star talk constantly but she has also made new friends. I do not like her new friends.
>Star tells me that has started smoking weed.
>She tells me the next day that she has started selling weed as well for her new friend.
>Meet her new friends, they are pretty cool baring the illegal shit they do.
>Start really loving kat
>Mfw she dates me
>Mfw she invites me to her home
>Mfw she tells me to touch her and we make out a lot.
>Everything feels great and everything is good, Star however has been getting paranoid and more unlike herself.
>Star starts having mental issues and starts having massive mood swings.
>Star and I hang out.
>Star starts hating Kat and saying she is no good.
>Yell at star because I'm happy with Kat.
>Star is pretty smart and tech savy
>Star gives me photos of Kat sending nudes and sexting other guys.
>Yell at Star, Yell at Kat, Hate myself.

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Part 4
>Kat tells me its all ok, I believe her, I love her
>I need kat, I need some one to make me ok
>Star gets more angry and starts using more drugs.
>I start getting more depressed and become more dependent on Kat.
>Kat cheats again.
>Star tells me
>I yell at them both
>Kat starts blaming me.
>Repeat over and over again.
>Become close to another girl at the school who we will call Mel. Mel starts becoming my new best friend.
>Mel and Kat cheat with each other.
>Dying inside.
>Star getting more angry.
>Get dumped by Kat.
>Kat dates Mel.
>I date my friend named Cor.
>I like Cor she is nice but I'm still in love with Kat and Cor is basically just a person I respect.
>Cor dumps me because I love Kat.
>I cry to Kat and stay at her house, me and Kat make out, Star tells me Kat is cheating on Mel with other guys.
>I tell Mel the truth, Mel is hurt, Mel dumps Kat.
>Every one is hurt.
>I date Mel after refusing Star. Star Becomes a hazard and yells at me.
>Mell dumps me for another guy.
>I cry to Star. I go to stars house.
>Mfw she gets close.

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Part 5

>Star gets close.
>Star jokes around.
>Star gives me alcohol.
>I drink a lot
>She drinks a lot.
>She gets rope.
>I am bound.
>I am naked.
>I tell her to fuck off.
>She ends up fucking me.
>Is apparently raped for about an 30m before simply passing out from heavy hyperventilation.
>Wake up and she is apologising.
>Leave house in rage.
>Get mad.
>Go back next day.
>Fucking walk in the rain freezing cold with a dagger I bought a year ago in my pocket.
>Want to kill her.
>Don't kill her
>Cry in her arms.
>Stay the night being held by her.
>Leave in the morning.
>Continue an off on relationship with Kat where she says she loves me and I fall for it and do stuff.
>We have sex,
>Mfw she is my first kiss, sexual experience, sex and basically everything else.
>Kat continues to get boyfriends and then dump them.
>Kat keeps coming back to me because I'm a nice guy with an ok body and 8inch dick.
>We have a toxic relationship.
>She had boyfriend who Is my friend.
>She tries things with me but I say no.
>She continues but I say no even if I loved her and it felt nice.
>We see a movie and she is pissed I didn't give her any, she says she hates me.
>Die inside more.
>Get back to her place.
>Tell her no when she tries things.
>She continues.
>Tell her to stop and get sad.
>We have sex.
>Was apparently raped again.
>Sex wasn't bad, and I would of loved it if she wasn't in a relationship.
>Get pissed at her and yell.
>Die inside again.

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Part 6

>Had tried to kill myself a few times during all of this.
>Both rapes didn't really hit me.
>Months pass
>Toxic relationship with Kat continues.
>Dying inside more and more
>Love her but hate her.
>Love Star as well and just want her to get better.
>End up being caught up trying to help both of them but only getting fucked over.
>Go through six other girlfriends trying to get over Kat. Also try cutting Star off but I always go back.
>Develop D.I.D
>Start hearing voices and shit.
>See Phych, get told I have depression and anxiety and maybe even ptsd.
>Shrug it off
>Gotta be happy
>Gotta be strong
>Like Mulan or some shit.
>Continue to get fucked over.
>Go to Kats house.
>Kat is on period.
>Kat tells me to fuck her any way.
>We both do things to ourselves.
>I refuse to do things to her because its nasty.
>Ask her to give me head.
>She says no.
>Ask again later.
>She says no.
>She asks me to fuck her.
>I say no.
>I ask for head again and she says no.
>Have morality kick in and break down depressed over the fact I asked her two more times even though she said no.
>Try to leave house.
>She doesn't let me.
>She tells me to talk.
>Try to talk.
>She ignores me.
>Leave house the next day.
>She says that I raped her.
>Mfw I feel like killing self.

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Your a faggot... becoming an hero is the only way.

Part 7

>Friends don't believe me.
>Get mad at friends for taking her side.
>Get in touch with guy I sometimes talk to.
>Become his friend.
>Become his friends friend.
>Get new Gf
>Get new life.
>Become what star become.
>Gf dumps me.
>now exGF says I threatened to rape her and turns all my friends against me.
>Shows all my friends every single detail of my texts to show it was her brining up raping.
>Friends come back to my side.
>Kat finally fucks off.
>Star finally fucks off.
>Meet current GF online.
>Think nothing of her.
>Think she is alright.
>Star comes back.
>Give her another chance because I go full beta for close friends.
>Get sexually assaulted.
>Finally cut her off for good and go full Alpha.
>Start learning to code.
>Start getting feelings for internet girl.
>Internet Girl is great and shares experiences.
>Start dating internet girl.
>Beat D.I.D.
>Still have PTSD to deal with.
>Don't know what to do about friends.
>Mel still a friend but acts edgy.
>Feel lost. Not knowing what to do.

How do I be a hero man.

Part 8

>Be in year 12.
>Finish Second final lot of exams.
>Finals coming up.
>Want to go to England to be with Internet GF.
>Love internet GF.
>Constantly break down and basically go crazy.
>Finals come.
>Finish Finals.
>Turn 18
>Waiting for results to come back.
>Get on Sup Forums and vent.
>Vent a lot.
>Not knowing what to right.
>makes self feel better.
>Be fucking 18
>Palms are sweaty
>Knees are heavy
>It's falling out of my pockets already
>Moms spaghetti.

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Don't own a gun and GF said not to.

Then your girl saved your life u r lucky af

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Gonna dump

Gonna Trump

Gonna Gump

Op the story isn't over is it!?!?!?

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No idea what else to say, Open to answering any questions.

Gonna stump

Did you goto England? Did you meet your internet girl?

Shit!! So close! Satan plz forgive me!

Nope. Still in Australia
Trying to get money from working.
Amd get a job over there, its hard tho.

Where in England does she live

Tbh you should've played pokemon instead of mario kart

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What if I remembered by Pokémon copy that day.
If only

Manchester

You would probably have a great life by now.
Too bad you choose karting over adventure

Is hungarian tho

Your story was lame anyway tbh.

My childhood was awesome, I didn't have more than 2 or 3 friends at a time (sometimes) none but.. loving parents trump everything.

I'm sorry you had a shitty upbringing if the rest of it is true.

Gonna stomp

Finally! Let's get back to the businesses

I'm a nigger

Shut up nigger

Yes you are