Be me

> Be me.
> Be about three years ago.
> At church camp for fags.
> Not really religious, parents just want me to be more social.
> Smile.jpg
> Weeklong camp, at a lake that you could walk around in 15 minutes top.
> Hate everyone here.
> Meet this one girl, 9/10 but really cute nevertheless.
> Her name's Destiny.
> We dig eachother, typical high school relationship.
> Nothing sexual, I'm not into that stuff.
> We really like eachother. Like a lot. I know I don't know much at my age but there's something special about her.
> GoodFeelsMan
> Camp ends, mfw I learn she lives like 20 minutes away from me.
> We hang out, like a lot, over the next couple months or so.
> Sit on top of my roof with her, looking up at the stars.
> "I really love you, user."
> Flashbacks to when we were holding eachother lakeside six months ago at the camp.
> Start crying because I realize how much she means to me.
> Hold her for what I hope is forever.
> She practically turned my life around.
> About a week later, phone buzzes.
> "user, I'm really sorry, I never told you before, I've been in the hospital in and out for the last three weeks."
> Learn that she's having kidney problems.
> She's been in the hospital for three days now. Why tf is she just telling me this now?
> Rush to the hospital, tears in my eyes.
> Her kidney's failing, there's a long waiting list for one.
> Doctor says if we find one on our own we can support her and skip the line.
> Spend the next four days in her room, frantically searching around, asking EVERYONE I know.
> Fifth day, she seems to be steady, her parents come in at dusk.
> "user, go home, get some rest. Your parents are worried."
> Too tired to fight. Kiss Destiny's forehead and walk out.
> Get home and cry myself to sleep.
> Wake up about 7am. 19 missed calls from her parents.
> OhShit.jpg
> Run downstairs, parents at table looking grimly at me. I don't care for them. Run out before anyone talks to me.
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fuck it,bump

Fuck off with this pasta summer fag

Sage

Bump

Haven't heard this before. Bump

She dead soz tho

Bump

This is going to be a name of a fucking song isn't it?

if she walked the dinosaur i will livestream the killing of myself

Sure why the fuck not

This story is just screaming song lyrics. I mean, Destiny? Come on man, try harder next time

> Her parents blame me for her death. I do too realy. I didn't find a donor.

Wat

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> Run up to her room.
> Parents standing outside, looking down, crying.
> I fall down, crying.

> Wake up.
> Apparently dad followed me here, took me home.
> Next few months I lock myself out of everyone.
> Grades are failing, fuck them. I don't care.
> Nobody cares.

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> Now.
> Be me.
> Fucking depressed.
> Don't talk to family, I'm the youngest most of them moved out.
> Hate life.
> Didn't go to Destiny's funeral. It would have made things worse.
> Her parents blame me for her death. I do too realy. I didn't find a donor.
> Tomorrow would be her 18th birthday.
> Can someone celebrate it with me?
> please.

happy birthday destiny
~Tristan

bump

Underage liar, fuck off

...

Eh fuck it I'll bite. Happy birthday destiny
- user

Happy birthday Destiny

Bitchass faggit

Aye mang, life's a bitch. Either ya move on or it moves around you. Try to not hate yourself mang, you gotta realize that what matters most is you, and that the only way thing's get better is if you try to make yourself feel better.

Sorry about destiny bud, but this is a case of things simply not being meant to be. If there was one person out there who was that good for ye' there is a big chance of their being another.

Happy birthday, Destiny.

.. But you obviously need attention

Happy Birthday Destiny
~
Callum

Happy birthday Destiny

From user

Happy birthday, Destiny
~Samuel

Happy Birthday, Destiny

...

Dock 83?
(⌐■_■)

inb4everybodywalktheyourmotherwilldieinhersleepifyoudon'treplytothisspaghettineverforgetti

what is "haemodialysis"?
Faggot

>be me
>read dumbass copypasta
>laugh my ass off at others trying to make me feels
>continue on without a single fuck given