Hey Sup Forums, Today is my 21th birthday, and id like to share a little about my self.
I'm am your avrage run of the mil looking kinda guy, I don't have any real abilities or traits that make me stand out, I livd all alone because my parents kicked me out due to me not wanting to be a Christian, and I am very self aware of the way I look (Zero self confidence)
Since I was 11 I always wanted to be a Girl, I'm not sure why I thought like that and couldn't be happy with how i looked already but it always got me down, I tried talking about it with my parents and they completely freaked out that I wanted to start taking hrt at the age 11, and told me I was going to hell if I pursued that way of thinking, so I just never talked about it, so now I'm 21 and I live alone now, it's been 2 years since iv been kicked and I have no friends because I won't leave my apartment for anything except for my job.
I really despise my life now, I look in the mirror and see this sad faggoty looking man, and all I wanna do is put him to sleep.
For the most part I haven't let this get to me, but lately it's been really bad for some reason, I know the majority of you won't have any simpthy for me, but it feels good to just kinda share it, because there is no way I'd share this with anyone in real life, I couldn't bare for them to look at me.
Anyways Sup Forums that's all you really need to know about me, there is obviously more but there is to much to tell.
I just wanted to come on here and share my thoughts, it's been fun guys, really it has, Sup Forums has always been a wacky community and I just wanted to thank each and everyone of you,
Btw by name is Aleander Parker, if you hear about me in the news.
And sorry if any of this came off cringey, I am just sharing what was on my mind with the rest of you in a poorly illustrated manor.
Peace out Sup Forums)