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Debating whether or not I should have a few drinks; my girl broke up with me and I know if I keep drinking, my body will go to shit and I become more pathetic ruining any chance of proving to her I can get my shit together . . . but the alternative is just sitting here with my thoughts, so . . .

Well... Neither of us is doing anything important right now. Ive got sone time. If you want/need to talk go ahead.

Working..

So, I was dating this chick who has had a very, very rough past; let's just say I was risking more dating her; it was a long term thing, also. But we both had issues and connected; we talked a lot (probably too much) but she was just as needy as I was, so it worked.

We started arguing more and she realized I was drinking more (she was a recovering alcoholic) but we still had a strong bond.

I go out to visit her for the first time; things seemed to go well, I'm on my way back home and tell her I'm ready to move out there ASAP (this was something we had agreed on) and she responds, 'no, don't we're not together . . .'

Should have said 'long distance thing' - she was a few states from me

Trying to find something to occupy my time with while filling out job applications. Had to quit smoking so life seems incredibly boring.

Op here... Damn user. Did she say why? Give any real reason?

dude, i want to fucking strangle you. this shit is so annoying. what the fuck are we even arguing about? im drunk, im watching parks and rec, and monitoring ops jackassery. get the fuck off my case

Posting this sentence in this thread.

Op here.

Nice. Im just finishing my day.

Taking a shit also feels bad man but drinking won't solve much even if it feels like it lol

Pooping

Initially, it was that she was having doubts for a while and when I came out there it made her realize I was serious about moving and she didn't want me to commit if she wasn't ready for the commitment.

Then it was, 'I didn't like who I was with you; our relationship was going down an unhealthy pass'

Then recently it was, 'It sucks you couldn't lean on me to work on your issues they way I did with you; I know deep down you're a good man.'

Should mention she hasn't called me in a month, but writes me because she's 'worried' - probably pity.

Op here

>ok ill take the bait

Fuck you faggot. Also, have a drink for me.

Sounds like she has some commitment issues.
>things getting serious
>breaks up the relationship
>changes her reasons

Just finished doing that.

trying to find something to occupy my time.
just jerked off, and nothing is really catching my interest, I worry I might still be depressed despite my anti-depressants since I can't seem to really get into anything, though admittedly I do feel "better".

oh and also mackin' on some honeys on OKC

If youre so bored why not get out of the house? Take your phone so you can still shit post, but go on a walk.

>inb4 take your own advice.

Im stuck at a truck stop 2 hours from home until tomorrow. Cant take a walk because other drivers dont pay much attention to peds in the truck lot.

I think the same - what it hurts is the 'no longer calling me' aspect; I wanted to maintain something - I do care about her a lot; but to be relegated to fucking letters after the amount of energy I put into things . . . it sucks

I guess that's better than the 'didn't find me attractive in person' theory I had initially wish caused me to drink myself silly - but the reason I don't believe it's that is because that wouldn't make someone never call you again

...

Well, if it is commitment issues then imho youre better without her.

Gamer/10

Got to make my money some how

I meant a reasonable portion of my time, you know, like a hobby or some shit.

You know... Ive run across you a few times aince i started lurking. I have my sucpicions i know you. Not in real life, but im almost sure youre involved with youtube.

Maby

Ifnyoubare who i think you are youve used language in some of your videos that points to Sup Forums.
>gr8 b8 m8 i r8 8/8
You also like to scream a lot and use the word
>fuck
A lot in your videos

try to sleep, think about work, turn up the tv's sound and get back to Sup Forums.

>like a hobby or some shit

So what are you interested in?

So... Just a typical night?

contemplating suicide

About to have my thrice weekly steroid injection. Have to do it in my quad this time so trying to delay as long as possible

shit posting on Sup Forums what else could I be doing?

Sorry to hear that. Speak up man. Whats going on?

Freaking the fuck out because I'm socialising for the 1st time in 6 months this weekend.

when i don't crash my head with whysky and coke (not the cola), yeah..

shoulda made those gains Natty

>coke (not the cola)

You do your thing.

>Scooby
>Natty

Dont you 404 on me!
CLEAR!

to the user with the bad breakup; it could be worse. she could've cheated on you whilst still feeling the comfort of a real meaningfull relationship whilst testing the waters. in the meantime; there's like a million girls out there, and if you think that, from those million girls, there is 0.1% that's interested in you and half of them are interesting and attractive as well. that's like. alot of pussy maine.

bumping to keed thread alive for my advice to breakup-user.

user; LISTEN TO MEEEEEEE
> internet and advice

0.1% of a million is 1000 girls, half of them want to fuck your dick; and half of them you want to get to know; don't be a cuck!

Playing Dark Souls. Getin gud.

Op here. Love the pic.

I am now the faglord. destined to give advice to breakup-anons in need, whilst posting shitty pics.

> i can give advice
> i'm not a 39 y/o basement dweller
> 4chinsisgood

Keep shit posting faglord. Youre bumping my thread.

Or she really didn't find me attractive and is using any excuse to try to let me down easy?

my fear; but still doesn't explain never calling me again

good op. good. do you need some shitty advice? it's what i'm doing now. giving advice. i guarantee that it'll be something you'll read. unless you close your browser

Even if that is the case see

>do you need advice?

Nope. 8 years married. Relationship is good. Thanks though.

> nigger you ferreal.

so one girl, who does not contact you anymore and is clearly done with you, but 'worries' over you; MIGHT not find you attractive anymore.
> this situation is letting you down easy
> your insecurities are showing
> you're not a human being

you're just hung up maine. you should move on. git gud at yourself and just move on. it's not worth the shit. everybody everywhere who's had a bad break will tell you; it's just not worth all the shitstorm

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaait

While it's true, it's not that easy; there's a mental, emotional aspect to thing; for a year I spent all of my time building something with her, planning a future, and for it to end so abruptly . .

I mean, after i went down to visit her, we were still together . . . got the phone call and that was it

I just feel let down because we shared some real, heartfelt conversations and I can't imagine that was fake, ya know

So you think that was it, that she didn't find me attractive?

and the problem is . . . it's not letting me down easy; when she says shit like, 'It sucks you couldn't lean on me to fix your issues like I did with you; it'd make me so angry when you wouldn't try.'

It seems those are real issues that I can fix with time

shitlord over there has a point about my earlier advice tho.
there ARE girls who will fuck your brains out and whom you'll have the same connection with. just not the one you invested a year of your life in. it might've been fake, but it might not have. that's besides the point. you're looking back on a situation and one person just GTFO'd and you're still trying to git gud at that relationship

> you read the whole post
IT
DOES
NOT
MATTER
ANYMORE

Who cares what some fucking broad thinks about you maine. You should just fucking git gud without her

>couldnt lean on me...

Trust issues?

...

send her daughter a dick pic, that always helps

okay. clearly this is not getting through (which i recognise and already told you in previous post)

BUT

Those issues might;ve been you, or might;ve been an excuse on her part. Are you still having issues with shit? yes -> fix your shit; get help. either professional or friends. doesnt matter, git gud

no? -> help others. remind yourself to listen more blablabla.

Also; What one person, who fucking left you at the drop of a fucking hat tells you about your shortcomings; you might want to take this with a graaaain of salt nigger

If she didn't find me attractive it does matter to me . . . because it tells me that I have absolutely no chance.

Do I have trust issues or does she? she has serious issues . . . like the type that need treatment; I knew what I was getting into but still

Pooping

WISHING B WASNT SO FUCKING GAY RIGHT NOW.

>Also; What one person, who fucking left you at the drop of a fucking hat tells you about your shortcomings; you might want to take this with a graaaain of salt nigger

Good point but to be fair . . . she did agree to call me once per day, but I was drunk and mad she broke up with me that I said some pretty messed up shit about her, her past, friends etc, so

....i'm intrigued...go on....also i'm not native english....fuck spelling...

> If she didn't find me attractive it does matter to me . . . because it tells me that I have absolutely no chance.
NIGGER READTHEFUCKINGPOSTFORFUCKSSAKEOHMYGODSOMAD
> Do I have trust issues or does she? she has serious issues . . . like the type that need treatment; I knew what I was getting into but still
left you in a second, trust issues you say?
GO SUCK A DICK. AT LEAST IT ISNT A TRAP THREAD

Shitposting

Op here
>shitposting

Aren't we all?

ok. so, let me run by this shit again.

>relationship of one year
>care about each other
>you said messed up shit AFTER AFTER AFTER AFTER |||||SSSSHHHHHEEEE BROKEW UP with you.
>can take advice from someone who decides on a whim to leave you
>can't take advice from a bro who's been in a similar situation before and is giving feels and shitposting
hmm. good point eh?

my niggas

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would click again

Taking a bath.

> hairylegs/trap
would ruminate

Op here. Already took my shower.

Yes, after - so it seemed she was willing to maintain some 'real' connection, i.e, phone calls

Which, to me, could mean she was serious, honest when she said she didn't like who she was with me and she didn't like the path we were on; we had a little issue prior when she found out I lied to her about my age and she ended things for a few weeks, and a reason she gave for not getting back with me then was my 'drinking problems,' (she has issues with that) BUT we eventually got back together.

I wasnt a healthy person that I can admit; I was needy, jealous, insecure (clearly)

Trust me, everything you're saying is 100% legit, it's just my mind won't allow me to take it in; I'm in my 20s and had never had a real connection with someone and then met her and was like, 'Okay, she's someone who I feel that with.'

Here's the thing that hurts me the most, you ready?

She's in prison . . . we started as pen pals . . .so I feel no validation for this relationship, even though I invested so much time and energy.

Yes . . . I'm crazy

> internet stories are real
dude. Idk anymore lol. i stick to what i said earlier and add; it might all feel like a clusterfuck right now, but everyone is, or has been, inside a clusterfuck.
just try to get yourself straight and don't get rekt. you'll live it out till the day you git gud.

from there on out is the sweet sweet normie life

Working...

This.

I was. Now im done for the day.

i also want to add; shitposting is real kids. front page ftw

SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITPOSTIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIING

I hear ya - appreciate the advice; while where at it - is 4-5 shots per night completely bad?

Kek

IIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIS

depends. how big a shot are we talking and what's your weapon of choice

REEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAL

Can anyone confirm if this kids parents are siblings?

Kek - 80 proof vodka

I know how you were saying it didn't matter and I COMPLETELY agree, but following what I've told you. Is it obvious that she didn't find me attractive in person?

she said I was hot, looked like my pictures, but was skinnier in person.

not siblings. they both happen to carry a recessive gene that, when matched up, makes their kids like this. 1 in four chance i think.

> real person

then why would you even think that she didn't find you attractive. someone who can dump you in a day after a year should have no scrupules telling you that she doesn't like what she sees. if she didn't tell you then it's just your insecurity.

if you are now going to sum up evidence that suggests that this was the case then you should read the previous statement again.
>you read

>1 in 4 chance

That kid has a sister that looks just like her.

kek they have like 3 kids that are 'taters right? and one normal kid that's just looking so glad it wasn't him in every fucking picture.

...

So, to summerize - this a chick with clear issues and, while what we had may have been genuine and real on her part, someone who is not all there can't be trusted to make sane, rational decisions. And I should not place my self worth in the hands of someone who clearly not the most sane, well thought out individual.

Writing that did make me feel a little better

...

truth, and good for you user.
You are now on the way to enlightenment, possibly self love, love from someone you fancy and dank ass pussy. remember me in your prayers to cthulhu

Contemplating life because I just found out what a "Boxxy" is.

on Sup Forums

Appreciate the advice, user. I'm out - have a good night.

>just found out what "boxxy" is

A very convincing trap?

>you thank mr. skeletal
kek nigger.
aait feggit. 'night
I'm going to get a link, wait here.