So I'm angry all the time. I was angry at everyone In highschool and It's been a few years of just living by myself.
and I'm still frustrated and mad all the time.
I like to play video games but I suck at them, which frustrates me, I'm tired all the time, I want to fuck girls but all i know are drug addicts and whores.
I want to hit people in the face with blunt objects and saw their limbs off. There's not fucking outlet for me and It's getting worse the older I get.
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masturbate to patrycja mikula. i started doing that and it really improved my life and general happiness levels. you interested?
Well stop sucking at life op.
No, I don't want to masturbate. especially not to some big tit internet porn bimbo
you ever try anal?
Have you considered welcoming Jesus Christ into your heart as your personal lord and savior?
Yeah, if you won't welcome Jesus, you should consider anal...
Smoke weed until you have a mental breakdown existential crisis and finish high school, faggot.
>I want to hit people in the face with blunt objects and saw their limbs off.
tip:
>striking up
legend
>striking down
pathetic
I think you have it all backwards. First saw off the limbs. THEN hit them with them. They're blunt enough. Don't waste perfectly good blunt objects.
Yes. I didn't care for it. I consider myself bisexual but asshole doesn't even feel as good as a blowjob. getting poop in my dickhole isn't really a fun thought either.
I tried that when I was younger, but it never made me feel any better. I prayed and never had any resolve. I'm pretty convinced that god doesn't exist, or that everything is arbitrary.
You're tired all the time? One word for you:
Caffeine.
Okay, another word:
Depression.
you should try being not angry Jake
Invest your life to philosophy.
Okay. First you are supposed to try anal by actually getting fucked in the ass.
And second, you don't have enough resolve for Jesus? Damnit. Jesus died for your sins.
you're a meat-mecha spaceship being played by the source's infinite mind, you're also here forever so get over it
Have you considered Scientology? They could use a good pilot like you Han.
When I was In school I drank like 6 cans of pepsi a day just to stay awake. My job Is a lot less stressful so I didn't need the caffeine, about a year ago I limited myself to 12oz of any type of soft drink, due to paranoia regarding my health. I'm not fat but I keep thinking any sugar is giving me diabetes
I kind of like being angry, but It's not good for me. I have no real way of letting out without going on some kind of rampage, which is what I'm trying to avoid.
Everyone's been buying into the infinite consciousness idea lately. Still no proof.
You should save up your money and buy a real girl doll. For like $10,000 you would never be lonely and she will never get fat or grow old. You could be so happy!
If you're going to go on a rampage, could you buy a Go-Pro cam and wear it. Then upload the video here before your suicide by cop?
Pleeeease!
bipolar? you sound like me for a long time, minus the sucking at vidya, scrub.
Whether I'm here forever or not Isn't a problem. I would love immortality, but I need to find something that makes me happy, so i can endure eternity.
I don't want to fuck a doll. I want to fuck something that means a good deal to me emotionally. Or fuck somebody while choking them to death.
You should go to McDonalds, one with those playspaces with all the plastic balls. And you should just flail around in there until the cops come and take you away.
Isn't obvious? You need to choke someone to death who means a good deal to you emotionally! Why won't you just face it?
Go find and do some drugs.
hmm...how bout your family?
And who says you can't find emotional connections with a doll? I did. And I'm very, very happy.
Read some good old Nietzsche Schopenhauer and kafka. become an alcohol addicted. Then visit Prague. kill yourself. Nihilism makes my life every day a bit more sad.
how arrogant might assholes react, all bitching everyday. Grow up
Hold it--you're a loner who spends all his time indoors in front of a screen and you suck at video games? Good grief man. Just get the plastic bag, the rope and and lube and autocratically exit this mortal coil already...
Nihilism led me to learning the truth.
Suggest sertaline and welbutrin. Go to your state health agency they will be more than happy to direct you to free doc and meds
join the military or get into marshal arts
Yep, plenty of Nietzsche--that's just what a near-sociopath on the verge of a rampage needs. If it's a choice between "The Gay Science" and Lithium, go with the Lithium.
Get a punching bag or take a boxing class. You gotta let that shit out sometimes.
My mom is a crackhead
My dad is basically a vegetable
Aunts / uncles / cousins are all thieves and liars
I'm the only one who isn't in prison or strung out all the time, plus the only one with a fucking job. Everyone says I'm going to be the successful one but I'm probably going to kill myself.
I love my big sister. She isn't super fucked up like everyone else. we don't talk anymore cause she and her boyfriend had an accidental pregnancy and she's taking busy taking care of twins.
Take up a martial art. It helped myself and others I know with anger. Plus if you stick with it you can become skilled in it. Been going on three years even went and competed in Vegas. It's been a passion of mine since I started I think it's a stress and anger reliever to.
Or try martial arts. They're cool too.
Have you tried mushrooms? Srsly...
stretch everyday and become a yoga master, then succ your own dick. eventually, whenever you get mad, just unzip angrily and bend over with a growl and go to town, you don't have to climax just do it
hahaha yeah im a dipshit
Are you the father of those twins OP? Is that why you are so angry? Level with us...
you in detroit? you sound like someone i knew
Want more anyone?
You mean dipsit? Don't be too hard on yourself. We're all just trying to help this maniac not kill everyone at the 7:25 show of "Suicide Squad" at the Loews Somewhere In Middle America Theater this weekend.
No I'm not. Never had feelings like that.
I know you guys watch a lot of anime with big brother onii chan w/e
Big sisters are impossible to find attractive.
Nah, her breasts are fake and she has a pussy like 9 year old. My doll is hotter.
Get a Hobby, boy!
Yes. Of course they are. But when they are, and we can't be with them we do start to want to go on rampages, eh son?
Yes. What about stamp collecting? It's supposed to be very soothing. At least that's what people in 1948 say.
well if anything, you seem to be a strong will person to at least get yourself some where, How long have you been living alone?
Are you the real Slim Shady????
Srsly, Shrooms... Tripped balls appreciate life much more since then.
I've tried video games, drawing, writing, making short films.
I always wanted to make really violent works of art, In a way that would satisfy me so I didn't think about it all the time. But I don't have the talent to make anything good or worthwhile my drawings are shite.
Don't have the patience to practice anymore because like i said, I'm getting worse mentally.
If you accepted Jesus as your personal Lord and Savior, you could go to Church Socials and meet nice girls who were not (currently) drug addicts or whores. Think about OP...
You're art is fantastic. You're way too hard on yourself. You know who gave up on his art?
Hitler.
That's right. Adolf Hitler. Now I KNOW that as a decent american with a life story very much like Eminem, you wouldn't want to end up a Hitler.
n-no
Tripping balls does make you appreciate life much more OP...
Not anymore.
No I'm not slim shady, but I did meet Marshall Mathers once in person. I'm pretty sure other people have said it. But he's not so hardcore.
2 and a half years about
You don't want to stand up.
Please stand up.
Please.
You know I dated a drug addicted whore. Boy she did all sorts of sex tricks for drugs. It was pretty sweet. Are you sure you should just be dismissing out of hand all those drug addicts and whores, OP?
>I want to hit people in the face with blunt objects and saw their limbs off. There's not fucking outlet for me and It's getting worse the older I get.
The outlet would be to give in. Give in to these urges. You'll feel so much better, and it's not like they're ever really going to go away.
....You know you want to.
OP I could be wrong here, but I don't think the image is related. And random violence will only make you famous and feel cleansed of all your pain. So think it through.
Find a fucking hobby you are good at. Boxing for the rage.
How about a hug OP?
Well I find that drug addicts can't form relationships properly, because they love the high more than the person. My mom taught me this growing up, because being fed wasn't the #1 priority.
So I hate drug addicts, and I'm not really interested in doing drugs myself.
I tried Marijuana over and over, But certain things don't affect my body. Sleeping pills, headache meds, Marijuana, alcohol None of these things affect me at all, like I'm immune to it.
A lot of schizophrenics will murder people and put their bodies into the positions they see in their hallucinations. They then call this art.
The OP can't play video games, dude--he sucks. Boxing? Seriously? He can't coordinate his thumbs. He'd get murdered in the ring. Are you trying to get him killed? He's crying out for help. I say buy an automatic weapon and go to the range. Nothing bad can come from it.
Are you me? I am just now beginning to live on my own and hope it gets better...I sleep so much just to get my mind off the anxiety and hatred I feel all the time. Do you jerk off to phone porn in bed every time right before you go to sleep too? I pretty much have to unless I'm drunk so the post-orgasm crash will help me fall asleep.
See! Now we're getting somewhere!
hey that s actually about the same time as me lol.
You said you want to be successful, on what?
I don't have hallucinations. It's sometimes arousing to see girls get hurt in cartoons and television. I want to tear the arms and legs off one at a time.
I don't do phone sex. If i'm having a particularly hard time going to sleep ill fap and crash. but i just fap to my own imagination sometimes involving murder
Meditation and psychedelics such as lsd and psilocybin mushrooms. Much more information is available on YouTube. Try Psyched substance.
I read that entire thing in the voice of squidward. Maybe you should smash things? Go to the thrift shop, buy some cheap shit, take it home or out to some empty place and smash it.
Try clay. I suck at any form of art involving my hands except sculpture. You never know until you give it a shot.
Yes. Open yourself to Kamil.
Cringe
I like that you live by a code--no phone sex. But yes to dismemberment animation. To few young men live by a code anymore. I salute you.
You know who I'd tap/imagine murder? Kelly Ripa. That Kelly Ripa gets on my mom's last nerve. And I love my mom...