What keeps you from killing yourself?

What keeps you from killing yourself?

The fact that I've always been too much of a pussy to do really anything meaningful or worthwhile in my life so instead of manning up and blowing my brains up like how I've always wanted to do, I just sit there, put the gun down, cry a little, and curl up in my bed thinking about how pathetic I am and that I can't do anything right. I'd love to kill myself, but I'm just too weak to pull the trigger.

INB4 "wow that's real edgy!" comment

i dont know. My boyfriend left me last Saturday and the pain is horrible right now. I'm desperate enough to try cutting again even though I know it won't help. This isnt the worst depression I've had (I've gone days without bathing, living in cum stained PJs to the point I made my mom smell it) but I cant take not having him. I want to forget that we even met.

Bump for company.
Is OP still around?

Because it's not all that bad.
I work doing manual labor in the desert.
18 hours a day, 7 days a week.
Yeah, it sucks.
But it could be worse.  It could always be worse.

I won full custody of my kids that's why. My baby momma is a stupid hot as fuck whore named Hannah Pounders. Add her on fb she will accept you. Plenty of faps for y'all.

most days i'm moderately happy for a few hours while i'm distracted, once i have any down time i immediately feel the same old soul crushing loneliness. it's gotten to the point that i dread going home. those few hours a week when im distracted, and the fact that im a huge pussy, is what keeps me from kicking the stool

Nice dubs are u tyler

I don't feel like it.

>...i'm moderately happy for a few hours while i'm distracted...
Ya, that's me. I hate it when work ends for the day and I'm left with my thoughts. Nothing helps; not food, porn, working out, or pain. I just want to forget that I ever met my ex.

Not him, but I am still ==a== Tyler

Pets tbh, once they're gone though

Bump again

Lost alot of weight people actually talk and have conversations with me basically starved myself

I'm on a very limited diet and working out as much as I can tolerate every night. I've never looked good but maybe I can be thinner & buff

Knowing that suicide is for big pussies.

my choice today was either suicide by gun or take my dad to carls jr

Good choice

I have curly hair with very light skin despite being mexican it was just when i was fucking fat that shit sucks nobody even cares for you except your family

Question:

If there was a pill that will kill you without any pain and is infront of you right now would you take it? Or Think.

A little punctuation would help me.

You gave any pictures of your weight loss?

dull that edge bro

Its OK bro. You aren't weak, you are strong for living on.

Maybe...

I don't think I'd take it. Suicide has almost always made me nervous (except at my worst) and while this pain is bad I can handle it for now

Pussy

My dog, My dad still being alive, and the hope that my relationship with my GF will improve again, then my art and music, then drugs n booze. I don't know why.

Take xanax seriously you feel like a fucking king like all your fucking problems numb for like 3 hours so addictive though but try it tho

My general love of the life I've carved out for myself.

If you don't like your life, change it. Trim the fat or fuck off somewhere different and start again.

I don't know if my doctor would be cool with that (how would I bring it up? user from Sup Forums said it'd be a good idea?)

Maybe if it lasts a month I'll go in.


did. I mention we have regular UAs at work?

I'm too much of a pussy.

>calls himself a pussy
>posts a picture of a dog

The drugs oh and the fact im a virgin lmfao

video games and lore of good story telling games

my trips give me hard nips
and its hurts the one who smashed my heart into pieces for me to be alive so i use that to get out of bed every morning

ohhh my dubs give me hard nubs
ifya get wuteyemeen

kek

sorry for whats happening but what happened with cummie stained PJ's

I bathed and they were washed