Band feels

Sup Forumssicians tell me your feels:what are you going trough right now as a musician. good feels, bad feels anything

>tfw have an albums worth of material made on my own (mostly post-punk stuff)
>just to show potential band members
>posted ads everywhere, asked friends
>only 3 responses and most of them see it as a side project
>already gone trough 5 bands and still nothing

nothing temporary*

i just want to make music and have fun

>want to join a band but everyone around me plays metalcore
>write power pop music by myself
>finally find a band that needs another member
>they're a Strokes cover band
>It's something
>They want me to be the bass player
>i-it's something...
>band falls apart

What the fuck New Jersey?

damn feels bad user, i hope we found our members one day

tfw you're too young to move across the rivers to brooklyn

>play jazz and jazz fusion
>life is good
Feels good being an Aussie

thats cool to hear! are you playing in a band/s?

Start a math/prog rock band with 2 friends. We are polished enough to do shows, and we are booking gigs for a wee or 2 from now.

Feels good

>be at show
>Every band using the same amps and stuff to keep things quick
>be me
>be unfamiliar with new amp
>try to hurry because lul-the-guitarist-takes-the-longest-to-setup.jpg
>Everyone waiting on me to start
>get anxiety attack and get nauseous from the lights
>quickly flip on the settings of the amp and hope it works
>play whole song
>midway through the intro I realize I can't hear my guitar
>fake it through entire first song whilst trying to let sound guys know I can't hear shit
>audience looks puzzled
>still trying to get their attention
>have to wait until the end of the song to tell them
>slightly upset but trying to be professional
>turns out I was signalling to front of house
>they tell me to talk to dude behind me running a mixer
>explain problem
>tells me to go sound check
>see dude run over to my amp
>tfw I forgot to turn the fucking gain up
>get yelled at by sound guy after my set
>leave show, band and town

Never be this autistic friends. This day will haunt my dreams for forever.

>snuck into a warehouse at 12am last night
>cousin came by with a couple friends
>played a song, they liked it
>feelsgood
>friend comes by and we record a couple tracks
>good night