Does anybody else go through the day just trying not to die? I don't mean actually dying, but falling apart and losing the will to live? Every day at work I feel like at any moment I could lose my grip on being happy and just not want to live anymore.
What do you fuckers all do when you feel like this?
I literally work outside much of the time, I'm in construction. What else you got?
Leo Rodriguez
Take time to meditate for 15
The first thing that comes to mind is what is bugging you the most
Solve it
Rinse and repeat faggot
Juan Sanders
>What do you fuckers all do when you feel like this? nothing i think of killing myself and recede further into what i hope is numbness. but here's the worst part op: you think there's a limit to your suffering and there isn't. everyday you can feel even worse than the previous and it will not end until we die. by that time you're happy if you're having that heart attack and realize these are the last seconds of this deepest pit of hell.
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Luis Martinez
>work
there's your problem lol what a wagecuck, matthew
Dominic Reyes
>Fear of depression >Not doing drugs/ Smoking weed >Not doing any cool shit What are you doing with your life and what do you want because your situation sounds mighty stupid fam.
I do this thing called talking to people. Or sex with gf, or chill with buddies.
Music. Music and my passion for cooking is what keeps me from offing myself
Evan Robinson
I've spent the last week going through the day literally trying not to die, does that count?
Colton Brown
OP I know this feel well.
I'm in constant 7-10/10 pain due to a chronic disorder and it makes me want to kill myself every day.
Refuse disability but can barely work because some days I literally have to go to the ER to not shoot myself from pain
Grayson Parker
Try LSD or shrooms
Ryder Nelson
Man I used to be depressed as fuck when I was in college. You just gotta get out into the world, man. I know it's hard but it helps more than anything. Don't get me wrong, weed, shrooms, LSD, prescriptions, all good, but it really, really helps to get out and do some cool shit.
Asher Walker
Workout. It's fucking vain, but making tangible progress on yourself will help that feeling. Also, other benefits like being better at banging etc, well help.
Angel Hernandez
why are you almost dying every day
Isaac James
>What do you fuckers all do when you feel like this? I've taken LSD or mescaline like 10 of the past 14 days, often stacked with meditation. For a few hours after I take them, psychedelics make me feel how I imagine normal people get to feel, greatly increasing my productivity and making it so that, for once, the vast majority of my thoughts aren't variations on the hopelessness of life and wanting to die. I've tripped enough that I can still get things done, interact with people, and so forth.
I also do calisthenics and stretching for like 2 hours a day. The induced pain and subsequent endorphin release helps.
Life sucks.
Michael Peterson
Some good shit actually. This wasn't a worthless waste of time after all.
Jack Martinez
Bodyguarding some journalists who are slumming in Somalia. I fucking hate this country. Everyone wants to sell you something or rob you, and the only wifi hotspot in the fucking country is at the hotel we're staying at.
Every time we head out of the hotel, it's me and four other guys trying to heard around this crew of twentysomething liberal arts majors in a country where everyone wants to rob you or get a handout.
Gavin Cook
sounds fucking cool.
quit being a faggot
Carson Scott
Sometimes, yeah. But, I remember my hobbies, hopes, and dreams, and decide to put down the knife for at least another day. I can tune out the rest of the world and focus entirely on what I want.
Perhaps you should find a new hobby. Language-learning can be rewarding in a number of ways, as could woodwork or even just exercise.