How are you coping with your depression?

How are you coping with your depression?

Whiskey and screaming at customers.

I think it's going well.

im fine u turbofaggit

Smoke weed erryday

By not going onto tumblr and pretending I have depression

>think about depression 24/7
>can't concentrate
>nothing make me feel good

Just yknow, chugging along with the day. Allowing things to happen and distracting myself with tv, masturbation and Sup Forums.
Gonna get some antis soon tho. Either today or tomorrow or next week.

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By not going on to Sup Forums and pretending I have depression

by being a psychopath. no joke, I was diagnosed with anti social personality disorder. I can make almost anyone trust me. its like a game, that's all life is, its a movie and you are the superstar

I spent an entire year preparing for suicide so I feel dead already and ready to go (do anything I fucking want)

hiding at home. having the tv and the pc running all the time. doesn't work very well, gonna have to find a job very soon.

Antidepressants
Fallout 4 / Assetto Corsa
Hanging out with friends
Occasional drink
Slowly starting a business

Basically anything that makes me do stuff or forget about doing stuff, whatever it is.

>told my primary care doctor I felt depressed
>got referral for a psychiatrist
>got put on Prozac
>worked pretty good but started to get depressed after a few months
>given prescription for Wellbutrin to augment the prozac
>haven't felt depressed for over 3 years now.

*curls up on your lap and purrs*

I would pay you to do that in real life. I don't even care who you are.

stop it faggot

Lap cuddling is generally well received by everyone.

get a hobby too Sup Forumsro. I personally love cycling and listening to old 80s music like tears for fears. It makes me feel like I'm living the movie Donnie Darko. Just create the life you want to live bud.

another little edgy faggot thinking it's cool to be a "psychopath". You know, antisocial personality disorder is related to lower IQ and reading problems in children?

What I'm saying is, you think you're smart and a master manipulator but really you're fucking stupid.

Binging on Xanax for 2 weeks - 1 month, realizing how shitty that is, making a plan to change, rinse, repeat.

>tfw no one to cuddle into his lap

i just buy lots of things

A1 answer

Not an edgy psychopath bud, I really was diagnosed with aspd, but if it makes you feel happy to insult me, and you're less depressed then give it your best. :)

Fapping

>tfw nobody to eat out, read bedtime stories to and spoon with after having it all for four years

Hi. I'm not a psychopath. But uhh, psychopaths are clearly cool. Not sure why you're pretending they aren't. I mean, i can get behind PRETENDING to be a psychopath not being cool. But legit psychopaths - yeah, they're pretty cool.

that sounds lovely. what happened?
people without empathy are not cool, user.

Weed and porn

I didn't actually love her and neither of us was happy. I still see my three years old daughter about once a month, currently.

People without empathy are super cool. Perhaps you want to apply some other judgement value which is bad to them. Like, yeah, they're not nice people. Or at least, they have the potential to be very unnice people. And they might immoral people. And they can certainly be disturbing people.

But cool? Yeah, they're cool.

>In military
>Tech school phase, bout a year in
>Doing decent
>Start losing sleep
>Panic attack in room after not sleeping for five days
>can't recall anything that might've caused
>"anxiety and depression/adjustment disorder" within a week of evaluations
>Sent home the same month, living with mom
>Been back for almost 2 months, 21 yrs with no job, no schooling after graduating high school

Should probably die

So being cool is not a socially desirable quality, gotcha.

Ayyyyy

Using the word cool too much, i sound like i'm in middle school. Let's go with awesome. Awesome doesn't sound nearly so juvenile.

Psychopaths are awesome.

then it's good you broke up. that's almost never, you don't want to or can't see her more often?
no, the judgment value i am applying is the most relevant in this context.

Being cool is not synonymous with being a good person. Think of how many action heroes that are clearly cool. Hell, there are VILLAINS - unambiguously bad people, who are nonetheless cool.

Psychopaths are cute.
Cool sounds juvenile, but awesome has gained that cringe factor by now.

I work a paper round to get me out of bed.

I take meds and I've done some CBT.

I pretty much exclude myself from the outside world.

I meditate. I masturbate and fuck a lot. I drink and smoke a lot of pot. I distract myself with media.

It's a pretty shitty way to live compared to the standard 'nuclear family' vibe, but it does the job. Constantly broke though.

venlafaxine

Please don't say cringe. I hate the word cringe. Go with pathetic or something.

But really? Awesome has fallen out of favor? I'm actually quite surprised cool has stuck around this long. It was the word we used when i was a kid, and don't those type of words usually become passe by the time one becomes an adult?

they're not cute either. they're weird.

I heard someone say 'Reem' yesterday. We 2012 now apparently.

Reem? What the fuck is reem supposed to mean?

Pretty poorly

>Binge drinking
>Drugs
>slutting it up

How else

poorly

Lmao serves you right military shit. Should have stayed and been a maladjusted neet like the rest of us, but now you have eternal shame for trying to be a patriot.


To OP, I incessantly drink until I am unconscious and repeat until necessary. Show the few people left in my life kindness and compassion regardless of if I know them or not.

how can i help?

Its a shit term from a UK reality show starting rich wankers who feel the need to make up words. This one was particularly popular for a while and means cool.

>I left for the party feeling Reem

There is no depression when you're having an orgasm.

Well, i gotta give them credit for having any measure of success for essentially a forced meme.

Antidepressants every day after my dinner
Hoping every dinner will be my last supper

I sleep 4 times a week take drugs and drink alone
every...fucking...day

my birthday is in a few days...it's the worst time of the year ;_;

oh god I fucking hate my life

by playing video games 14 hours a day

>implying I did it because america

You know how many people get in the military, get easy fucking do-nothing jobs like finance, do the minimum years and walk off with they're GI Bill? My friend's on his fourth year and halfway to a bachelor's not doing shit and getting everything paid and he's a fuckin nignog

Guess it sucks you were maladjusted huh lol? Could have gotten disability instead like a normal exploiter of government programs.

i wish that i could do this but unfortunately i'm a little dealerless right now and i have no money so i just basically hold on to the glimpses of hope and beauty i have felt in this life and pretend like i'm going to do something with my interests one day. and listen to a lot of music

By cutting myself and trying to tell myself that I don't have a chance to be happy.

Thinking that it's out of my control or that I was fated to be miserable makes me feel better

Can't currently financially cope with visiting more often.
Her new boyfriend doesn't approve of me hanging around so I need to get a hotel room in the city. They're stressed, I'd rather let them be.

that's the only reason I still get out of the bed
drugs are everywhere and cheap af here
and cheap rum is 5 eurobux

>pretend like i'm going to do something with my interests one day
you should stop pretending and just do it
I've tried but failed and have given up a while ago

>listen to a lot of music
same
worst thing is, that I lost fun in video games
I turn on a game and stop playing after 30 minutes
and I don't know why

nothing is fun anymore...

getting better, thanks user, what about you?

i don't

procrastinating and playing PC to run away from my problems

Depression is not an "overwhelming sadness".

If a person tells you that they are depressed, what they are actually saying is that they are really really angry at themselves for becoming a person they don't like.

Depression is an anger management disorder.

thats not accurate

How do u go not sleeping all the time. I cannot stand the e feeling of staying awake one night??

Alcohol...... BAD MOVE BRO

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the chick psychologist in sopranos said that depression is anger directed inwards and that stuck with me

as far as I'm concerned that's pretty accurate

well I do hate myself, but I'm not angry.
I feel sad or numb most of the time

>"overwhelming sadness"
like every 2 weeks or so I feel like the sadness
is taking over and I randomly start crying
It starts with a weird feeling in my throat then my eyes get all blurry and everything I taste
are salty teardrops dripping down my face
and I don't why

a grown man crying for no reason...I'm just pathetic

speed
I hate sleeping, it reminds me of death

Fag

My glory days live forever in the form of WoW vanilla servers. My current main is named Escapism. I don't need a wife or kids when I can make good money and loot fat purps in between - depression checkmate.