>be me >diagnosed with Severe Social Anxiety Disorder (SAD) and Depression. >dropped out of college last year b/c I couldn't fucking speak to anyone >still living at home with mum >"user, you have to start college this year or I'm kicking you out. I'm not going to let you waste your life" >Ohfuckherewego.jpeg >Enrol at a college near me >anxious ever since, panic attacks daily, can't eat, sleep, constant thoughts racing, feeling sick ect >have to start a college with hundreds of students that I don't know tomorrow
I really don't know what to do. I'm so tired of this anxiety that I'm actually considering ending it. This is not going to end well. I told my mother that I'm thinking of ending it and of course she cried but I CANNOT put up with this shit anymore. I was done months ago. Now I feel like I'm playing out the final days of my life. I do not know how I'm gonna get through the next few days.
If you have any advice to give me I would appreciate it. I'm so desperate to find a way to end this anxiety and I really can't find any way out but to end it.
>inb4 "other people have worse problems than you" In all honesty I don't give a fuck about anyone else right now. I'm trying to focus on fucking not giving in to my own temptations.
Guys your age used to invade countries, storm castles, rise empires. And you are too pussy to go to school, just kill yourself faggot.
Joseph White
Hold me in your arms and cry, user
Jason Stewart
>Implying you know my age. I was kinda hoping for something to prevent me from doing that but thanks I guess
John Edwards
I'm in the same boat you're in mate except I got hospitalized and won't be kicked out of my home. Been a NEET for a year now Look up the rate of suicide among war veterans ffs
Julian Parker
You're building it up. Stop putting people on a pedestal. Chill your shit. You will fuck up, you will embarrass yourself. Life goes on.
Connor Gomez
pop some xanax faggot
Tyler Harris
Face your dread, admit you're evil, attack the normie enemies with smart tier burns.
>24 >Diagnosed SAD and Manic Depressive >Still living at home with mum >"user holy shit you're getting a degree in December" >Plan to go full time to a university going for a chem degree >Started lifting, feels alpha as fuck
OP make a change, you can feel good and not be a total botch (not that you are yet). this isn't about them, its about you and only you. Professors are smart and understand people have issues, just go to every class and talk to your damn teachers (through email if you need)
Alexander Long
Yeah so what's your age? Literally in ancient times men all ages participated in war, unless you are above 40. In that case if you are living with your parents just kys You guys are like the tumblr SJW being crybabies for fake disorders and society just enable your mediocrity. Be a man, hate everyone, get fit, fuck bitches
Christopher Murphy
it doesn't get better, OP. i've been this way for years and years. suffered through college, got married, got a brain tumor from stress, now disabled and still bad, but don't want to hurt my wife by killing myself. wish I would've an heroed back before I had to worry about someone else.
don't be me, OP, just kill self now instead of making it worse for yourself.
also, this is Sup Forums so i'd be remiss if i didn't ask you to stream it.
Jace Parker
fucking retard, go to the doctor they will give you paroxetine or another SSRI. that will kill your anxiety you wont feel emotions, so you will overcome your anxiety and depression
Owen Watson
Stop being a fucking pussy and talk to people, its pretty simple, get the fuck off this website for starters, go outside, get some hobbies ya cunt.
William Gomez
When you get to college, nobody's gonna try to kill you. Dude, you're afraid of people. That's it. Don't let your fear kill you off. Pop some bars. Tell your mom that you won't go without a large Xanax prescription. Worked for me. It cuts away all the anxiety and makes it tolerable.
Ryan Peterson
Anxiety doesn't stop, you just learn to cope. Also meds help. As for school, take online courses, less human contact, you spend a few hours out of the house a few times a week and pretend you've been going to classes
Jacob Johnson
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Dylan King
It dosen't work like that on the NHS. I have to go through a doctor which then goes through my psychiatrist which has to put it to the mental health doctor. I have an appointment about meds on the 16th.I don't think I can hold on that long. I've tried prozac before but it didn't do shit apart from make me aggressive and impulsive (lol just my luck right? I get given meds and they make me worse)
If it was as easy as talking to people I would have fucking done it by now. It's pretty hard when you try to speak to people but you're so fucking scared that your entire sentence comes out backwards and u end up looking fucking autistic.
Brayden Rivera
First of all clean your bedroom and your fucking desk, second thing, do not give a single fuck about the other, you are here for your degree, if someone push your shit, hit him, if you can't, start lifting, if have to take meds, then do it Remember YOU ARE HERE FOR A FUCKING DEGREE Does the degree care if you have PTSD ? No Does your mom care for her son ? Fucking yes, don't disappoint her user, she's trying all of her to make you walk on the right path, will you fuck that up again ? I hope not. Can't get out of 4chin ? Browse different board, not this hellhole I hope you read that to end TL;DR: DO NOT CARE ABOUT THE OTHER, YOU ARE HERE FOR YOUR DEGREE
Oliver Clark
I wish I could take online courses. But I don't think there is any for the qualifications I want and if there is its gonna cost thousands of £s (which I don't have).
Anthony Green
This pretty much, just start being an alpha, dont give a fuck about others, start exercising etc
Joseph Ramirez
>It dosen't work like that on the NHS I understand that you are american and dont have free healthcare system like civilizated countries.
In my country I went to the specialized doctor and told me the same diagnosis as yours. he gave me xanax and paroxetine. xanax do the trick in short term. paroxetine does something in your brain that you wont have anxiety again, and you will feeel less depressed because you wont feel emotions
then work out your social habilities, give speeches, etc.
we are all gonna make it bro
Jeremiah Fisher
Well whats the worst thing that can happen? A couple of people will think youre a wierdo, big fucking deal, just tell them to fuck off and go on with whatever youre doing
Justin Myers
Do some crazy shit: >Experience what it's like to be at the top of the food chain by butchering a stray doggo or a cat. >Go to a club and pretend to be a completely different person (different name, interests, clothes), get mildly drunk and approach people. >Set a forest on fire because fuck it! >Throw a glass jar of piss at a pack of niggers.
Owen Campbell
NHS = National Health Service
It is one of the worlds oldest and most notorious universal healthcare systems. Please educate yourself before posting.
Xavier Reed
You dont even have problems you fucktard ITT conditions that do NOT fucking exist.
Jaxson Fisher
literally this, 0,25 an hour before school and trust me, you'll be golden.
if it's really bad, start with 0.5.
Jordan Nelson
I like where this is going
David James
wow, you have discovered that the world doesnt speak english. We dont have to know the meaning of every initial. You are not the center of the world,faggot. please educate yourself before posting.
Colton Morris
This has surprisingly made me feel a bit better. Thank you user
Adam Mitchell
Online college?
It's a middle ground between your mom wanting to go to college, and you not wanting to go out.
Jaxson Murphy
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Luke Mitchell
Well, firstly you were a retard to assume the guy you were responding to was American.
Secondly, if you really wanted to know what the NHS was, all's you had to do was google the three letters "NHS".
Your life sound so similar to mine that it's scary. I know the pain you must be feeling. By now I'm on the 3rd year of college, and as far as my experience go, the sad truth is anxiety never goes away. The first semester was hell for me, I used to go to my campus ready for classes, see all the people there, turn around and go home. I considered ending it too, turned to drugs, took medication. And in one point touched rock bottom, started hating every aspect of life. That's when I gave up on any hope of getting better, I stopped trying to be like everyone else. After that school didn't bothered me, I kept completely to myself, the world was still there but I ignored all of it. Pretty soon realized that I could interact with people, I didn't gave a fuck anymore. With the pass of time I made friends, soon I had girls trying to spend time with me. By now, I guess I'm happy. I'm like everyone. Sometimes I still start shaking when walking into a party, but it goes away as soon as I remember I gave up on trying so hard to not be like this.
Hudson Russell
I honestly agree. But if we do not have his problems maybe we can't understand.
Eli Evans
discord invite: 44nHH unpopular opinion: you pussies wont join and spam this and if you dont your mother dies in her sleep tonight..
Jack Wright
You welcome now go hug your mom and tell her you love her very much, I believe she went through a lot of shit and she need that. Also find a hobby, myself I paint miniatures(Warhammer 40k) and it help me venting off the stress.
Cameron Morgan
kek
Camden Foster
OP here. I commend you for having the courage to carry on and I'm glad you're somewhat happy now. I know deep down that this isn't going to go away any time soon. I can relate to you so much. I used to walk out of lessons all the time. I guess it was some type of flight response. I haven't done anything with my life for the past 9 months since I left. The amount of times I have left the house in that time can be counted on two hands.
These 9 months have to have been my rock bottom. I want to make this work more than anything. For my mums sake and for mine too. The social anxiety is the only thing between me and my qualifications and I can't fucking get over it. I will try hard. I will give it a full semester. Hopefully I end up like you. If not then expect a live stream here I guess.
Nathan Hughes
Goodjob for fighting with it.
Ryder Scott
Have you tried MMJ?
Owen Rodriguez
Make your mom proud of you user
Mason Hernandez
Drink vodka if you cant find benzos. Thats the only way i leave the house
Daniel Reed
man, this way or another you can make it your time. Not everybody goes to college a normie or a chad. While normies constitute like +/-80% of the student body, chads are relatively rare and there's gonna be a lot of messed up people like you on their quest for self discovery. Don't shut in, you've gonna make a fool for yourself, but who cares? You'd regret things you didn't do more than the most stupid shit you did... well, maybe apart from shooting smack. Don't shoot smack.
Jackson Nelson
the key to fighting anxiety is to give 0 fucks.......Put on yo earphones and listen to some music.....you dont have to make friends, you dont have to please anyone........be yourself, and even if you dont know who "you" are, fuck it....youll find out soon enough!
Camden Morales
Xanax....boom ur welcome
Zachary Hughes
op similar situation.
i got diagnosed with the same thing yet i have a mild asbergers and was bullied by professors because of it.
got kicked out of school because i fucked against the prof who was tryin to hardcore fuck me over by trying to disprove PEMDAS
she was saying it can be EPMDAS and i flipped my shit because it's straight insanity
whatever you end up doing, understand that professors are pure evil, and think they are a god.
just watch out man, be very careful
Adrian Kelly
smoke some herb and do yoga, you'll be alright
Leo Wilson
Fuck Op's mom, Op just live your life, get trough college, make some friends, not many just a few good ones you can spend time with during breaks and whatnot or maybe going somewhere after classes. with a college degree just find a job move the fuck out of your mother's house and all will be better.
Carson Hall
What is PEMDAS and EPMDAS ,user?
Ian Cox
At least your mum still loves and cares enough about you to push you in the right direction. Shouldn't have told her that you're suicidal though, I've made that mistake with my mother and I doubt she'll ever stop worrying. Anxiety is just something you have to face, it's nasty but it'll get worse faster and faster if you don't at least try.
Jacob Collins
Underage bait?
Jaxon Flores
I feel so bad for telling her but she needed to know how bad it is. I don't think anyone in my family grasps how severe my SAD is.
Jackson Gomez
Listen to music.
Nolan Campbell
Nah just yuropoor
Zachary Edwards
Do you feel the same way around animals? It might sound weird but try going to a zoo sometime.
Julian Davis
It's the order of solving a math problem.
>Parenthesis
>Exponents
>Multiplication and Division
>Addition and Subtraction
Ryan Evans
You're weak. Don't reproduce.
Jordan Murphy
Oh okay Also checked
Brody Nelson
Stupid argument. OP needs to man up, but he's no different than many men
Jaxon Watson
No. I love animals and want to become a vet which is why i need college so bad.
Aiden Brooks
fucking perfect post
Henry Miller
>not just dropping out Admit it OP it is the only viable solution for you. Fuck your mum. She will deal with it.
Oliver Evans
>A pack of niggers
Camden Jenkins
I'm surprised the creator of that pic was able to spell correctly given how fucking retarded that argument is.
Aaron Bell
Just get an accounting degree, or an associates for hvac or electrician. There are guaranteed jobs for people that have those designations. They aren't too demanding if you just do shit in school. Also when you have a more specialized major, there aren't that many people in your classes. Sure the 100 level classes will have a few hundred students, but once you get into the program, it's all in one building and there are only like 50 kids in a class. Hang in there buddy.
Alexander Kelly
>th-th-thats dumb! Prove it wrong then.
Noah Evans
I'm still living with my parents at 22, its pretty good life imo.
>got a part time job >pay escort every week for sex >can buy anything I want without having to worry about bills >play games rest of my days
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Sebastian Cox
Remember that whatever emotion you ever feel, it always blows over eventually. I recommend you just try to think about things, and do things that make you calm, or alteast something akin to it. Just focus on yourself and your wellbeing, and try to seek and get any help you can. Life's a bitch, but death it has it's benefits, unlike death. You can do it OP, I believe in you, you magnificent faggot.
Nicholas Gonzalez
do 4 grams of shrooms
Joshua Clark
SAD stands for seasonal affective disorder, faggot
Joseph Baker
Sup Forums's over
Blake Richardson
Your mum is a fucking bitch OP.
You try to explain her why what are your problem and she doesn't give a shit about it.
Try to leave your house & get a job asap
Blake Evans
Fuck you eurocuck, the nhs isnt an american institution. Its in the UK. God damn you are stupid.
Michael Brown
Went full retard on that one sentence, but my point still stands.
Jack Scott
try to fade out the people in your mind. there's no obligation to interarct with anyone but the teacher.
Joshua Perry
Unrelated, do you have more of that webm
David Bailey
i would say kys but your mother seems like a good person and you would just hurt her so don't
Gavin Sanders
If you're not a dumb cunt, you could try writing novels / short stories. You don't have to talk to anyone, it's productive and if your shit is good you can even get it published and earn some money.
Aaron Martinez
Feel you Sup Forumsro, i am pretty much in the same case, but i got a night job and live on my own, first solve the problem of panic attacks, if you get rid of dem it's a bit easier to manage