Well Sup Forums im desperate and done, ive organised my exit bag thanks to you guys...

Well Sup Forums im desperate and done, ive organised my exit bag thanks to you guys, i have lived a less then great life, parents were junkies, sold my stuff and my brothers shoes once just for another bag.. so anyway who cares? No one here lets be honest, i was homeless for a long time and when i wasnt sleeping on the streets i was on a couch of someone who to this day ... i can never say thank you enough too.

My dog finally passed on today, i am left alone on the cold streets of dublin. And i dont wish to carry on without him.

Have a good one Sup Forums you kept us around the cigarette fires laughing in the early hours of the morning when we should have been huddled alone.

Thank you sincerely,
A lost homeless man of dublin ireland.
Goodnight lads ill catch you in another run

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Go easy, lad.
I'll be with you in a few weeks.

dude it'll be alright in the end, if it's not alright it's not the end.

you never know what might happen tomorrow, might be better, might be worse, but might be better. only way to find out is to give it a shot.

how was your dog? where did you get him/her?

Homeless. Has Internet. Could fill out job applications online.

Feel better mate, you just need to get your head in the game.

Cheers lads but look... i had to bury the little mand himself today.. tonights the first time ive ever had my lap cold...

Do me a favour, i know some of the lads on the streets are filthy (and the ones who are in gear are) but myself i was clean.. to defend myself nothing more, but look

Throw one of the lads who isnt the scab off your arse a fiver or something. Pays a solid meal. And if you see a lad with a fog? You know that dog will be fed.

Many a night i went without to make sure he ate.

Tis shite

Fill job applications? You cant get a job in ireland without an address you currently rent or own, its a trap believe me, phone is lifted from a shop that i bought off one of the lads, and internet is coffee shops during the day, bought credit tonight though

Hey Man,

I am going to light one up just for you; may I please know your first name? I want to know the name of the person that will make me keep fighting.

If you wish, stick around - I will be in this thread.

- Avi

Ahh he was a golden retriever, found him as a pup down at the canal in drimnagh 15 years back. Wouldny leave me alone so i let him walk with me, didnt have a collar and wasnt marked.. looked starved, so i just let him follow me, best and inly friend over the past years that wasnt an addict

Bye friend hope it doesnt hurt when you die

yes is shite, but what would you like to do? everything starts with a first step, I don't know Dublin, but is it just an address that's stopping you getting a job?

First name is luke buddy, and cheers enjoy it and sure im just gona run the credit out of the phone, only got 2 euro left after i called my brother (hes got his own place in the states) (not possible to go over hes broke too but is better off)

Bro, I have a question also; can you give me some tips at life from your point of view?

You are loved :)

Yeah you need a home, and 2 legal documents liked to that address in your name, so government bills ect.

You cant get a job without that, so believe me ive asked many a chinese takeaway and chippers to let me work even sweeping the back or cleaning the toilets for 2 euro an hour at the lowest (just to get off the street diring the day and stay warm) you cant even rent a place without a reference from you past place you lived, and my ma and da long overdosed so .. cant even do that ya know?

One tip, you need a friend.
There is absolutely no problems in the world, you can be homeless, you can be a drug addict, you can be getting raped everyday... but if you have a friend it stops you wanting to quit because you can have good craic tomorrow with them

that's the trouble being homeless, you make friends with those around you. I've been homeless and unemployed. Spent my days in the library looking for free courses to make me employable. Volunteered at a charity shop, didn't pay but gave me something to do. Gave me some self respect. If you can keep a dog for 15 years, what does that say about you?

Ah well jaysus cheers haha, unfortunately not by my little buddy anymore, and the only reason ive friends on the street is because they have "faster hands" then i.
Arthritis life

Luke, thank you.
For someone of your caliber, I understand that it will be hard to stop you from the path you have chosen to ponder on. You carry perspective and experiance that I dont. Just know that I carry respect for you. I wish we have met; but untill then, take care, I wish to meet you in another life.

Go peacefully Luke, this cigarette is for you.

- Avi

Thanks man. I appriciate you taking the time to anwser.

- Avi

It says i know how to feed a dog and not be a prick to it haha :D, i wish you could just do that here and go to a library, no vagrancy in librarys here.. dont want you using the books as rolling paper and or dirtying them. Makes the place look bad in their eyes.

Glad you did better for yourself though, keep well brother

Fuck off cunt

Ah sure the lads on Sup Forums told me about the exit bag with helium, wont hurt a bit, cheers man

Tis the plan gluck

Enjoy it brother, and hey if we did meet along the lines im very sure we would have been friends :), keep well in life, the worst you can do is not be in my position

And absolutely no problem, i appreciate the interest

says you care about someone that isn't you.
says that you can keep you can handle responsibility.
you think everyone has those abilities?

Well sure maybe not...

Thanks for the words man.
It wasnt a matter of me trying to be good, he just was the reason i stayed clean on the street and actually made somewhat of a friendly name for myself over the years.
Ive gotten many a smoke handed to me for nothing and a nod of the head.
Shit like that you appreciate when your on the street

I wish I could talk you of it. Talk you into leading a nomadic life, trying to live off what you can muster &steal. I'm sure you already thought of this.
I'm gonna be honest, I'm pretty broke but not as bad as you so I don't know jack shit about what's tough, and neither does anyone here.
I just hope you would reconsider, if society is telling you to fuck off, tell it to fuck off right back! Find a way to be independent, to leave capitalist shitholes behind and venture into the wild/places you've never been... It's not like you have much to lose. Again, it's your choice, but I'r rather drink to your new beginning than anything else.

- Uri

dubsimon.ie they run a social club four times a week, if you have arthritis then get yourself a medical note from the doctor for extra benefit.

WELL! Gentlemen, thank you for your time.
I wish you all absolutely all the best regardless of your disposition of my little tale, have a good night you fucks.
And you have my word, no matter where you stand in life, tomorrow will be a good one too.

50 cent credit so im cutting close.
Wish good craic on you all

Yeah, already done it :) and unfortunately im not welcome in many of the simon community circles because of my hatred towards junkies... over the years they would kick my dog for a laugh when they were out of it.

But thank you for the consideration :)

Luke,

Everywhere around me I see decadence. Materialism. Shallowness.

Although we are in a diffrent boat.. We actually are sailing in the same seas.

It doesnt matter if you have a home, a car, money, and - it sickenss me - food.. from all social layers it is all equally worthless.

- Avi

come live with me in Cork

Godspeed. Wish you'd reconsider, brother.

so friendly? as in you get on with folk, so caring, responisible and likable.

We all ahve something we are good at, someone may be a great worker, a great athlete, a shit parent and an awful partner. some one else may be always late, but works hard, is a great parent but terrible with maths. we all have things we are good at. Do you think the stuff you are good at is worthy? or do you feel your strengths are not "real strengths"

Cheers uri, if i had anything to hold onto at this stage i wouldnt be where i sit, unfortunately i am, but fuck it, some get a better hand then others, and i dont begrudge anyone for it and never fucking would, i love seeing teenagers and adults walking about in the best of clothes and the latest of gadgets, makes me smile knowing that someone is taking care of them.

You know?

start walking, don't stop.

how would you get extra credit on your phone?

That was fucking beautiful man ... cheers...

I'll buy you credit

"And you have my word, no matter where you stand in life, tomorrow will be a good one too."

I only wish we have met.

Go peacefully Luke.

- Avi

Ah thank you for the offer lad :) but sure my backpack is too big for your living room, i wont forget the kindness of you offer though

Yeah, I know how you feel. It's your choice. It's just a damn shame, that's all. I'd give you a place to stay if you where in Lisbon, I'm sure some irish Sup Forumsrother wouldnt mind lending you a couch. Sometimes people only need a chance to be good.

- Uri

Haha jesus lads im good, im using my last 23 cent as a timer to have my last smoke, when shits gota be done you just gota do it, thats a very nice offer though :)

Dont worry old chap. Muslim shitskins flood into Europe and live well enough. So you are exactly where you are meant to be, feeling sorry for yourself and dying in the gutter. Godspeed

-Avi

Thank you avi

kys faggot

This is your only damn life, this is it, it can be anything you want to. You want to pussy out or go out with a bang. If you don't care if you live, live like that. Enjoy that you have no fear of death. It scares the shit out of teh rest of us.

Uri?

Nice attempt, but thats not that guy. Dirty troll =)

Ah uri look ive got an absolute gent of a brother offering me a couch in cork, its not about the couch anymore, fuck a week ago i would have been already there cutting the grass and polishing the place to an inch of its life in thanks.
The hills come to its sea today.
Good luck uri :)

Wait... before you go. What do you want? If you could have anything. Right now your sad your dog died but there has to be something you want

How old are you?

Im sitting in front of this fucking screen and thinking what to say to you. Dont do it? No. Even I who have a semi decent life think about suicide. I dont know what to tell you except take care, good luck and If It means anything to you, I care. Good luck.

Well sure i dont remember likeing lads but sire thats only the plan haha, im glad your able to post that from comfort, i dont begruge you that and honestly i wish you well

what an impertinent question young chap. old enough for an ex wife, two kids and a career after being homeless and unemployed.

I want a friend, and i dont mean someone to have a bit of a laugh with... its .. hard to explain, not many people understand what its like to truely have a friend in this world, someone who is close of not closer then family, thats my absolute only want.

And maybe a lighter i lost mine haha

Yes, I know. White people are not meant for todays world. I no longer have a place since life has cucked me. Farewell my dudes

-Luke

Well, you've made your mind obviously. I would rather you live but who am I to say what's best for you? Know that I respect you and that you made an impact.

- Uri

no

Sure without my ol pal ive nothing scaring off the night and nothing to keep me warm, ive lived life on its edge (i think) at this stage a little note in the shirt pocket and a peaceful rest sound in order, thank you for the words though man :)

Was just checking if it was worth engaging in a conversation with you.

Dont you agree that you carry a view most of us dont have of life in general? If a man makes his decision to end it. Why would it be concidered to be an act of cowards?

Im 36 bud

I expect to see you back here tomorrow

I know what you mean. I'm fortunate enough to have plenty of both. I have fiends who I'll talk to when they're around and have a laugh but ignore for the most part and friends who I can talk to for hours straight about anything. I'm sure you can turn your life around if you gave it a chance but that choice is yours and I understand and respect your mindset

Uria Levy?

Good luck with your life :) thanks for dropping by i genuinely appreciate it

Without a dog anywhere, life isnt worth living. Only Islamic refugees have self worth to speak of, and me a worthless Mic without a beer to cry in. Goodbye everyone

-Uri

Not a big fan of you acting like a dick at the moment, but if you want to act the dick fair enough, i did take this here for a laugh. Want to keep my name clean however tonight

>Uria Levy
yes
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Uriah_P._Levy

not cowardice, people can view the same situation glass half full or empty depending on their mood. the change comes not merely from your situation but your view of that situation, situation includes how we view ourselves and our "worth".

A soulmate and a lighter..
With those two things, all challenges can be accepted.

Goodbye man, thanks for dropping by :)

If your joking you're well off. I dont condemn your levity.

- Uri

I found a lighter thank fuck, it fell into the hole in my pocket and towards my zip, got it.. so im at least 50% sorted for the night haha, thanks for the words man, there cool

you're

engaging in a conversation on Sup Forums? this is unlikely to end well...

jSG MAIMONIDES

He was instrumental in helping to end the Navy's practice of flogging, and during his half-century-long service prevailed against the antisemitism he faced among some of his fellow naval officers.

this is why ids were so good. I am considerably older than 36

You're pathetic OP. Sorry about your dog, but damn you gotta fight and pull your own weight up. Its hard but possible. This is your time to shine OP. fight or flight. Don't choose flight. You've always chosen flight.

>be me
>grow up homeless in USA with addict mother
>at age 13 placed on foster care
>on the streets again at age 18
>inability to form friendships based on trust and communication
>started on the drug route like you, specifically h
>OD'd on my 19th birthday
>quit, wanted to an hero through withdrawals
>still homeless, faked an address to get a job at the temp agency
>worked at a distribution center for 10 an hour cleaning trailers
>saved up for a beater car and lived out of that with drugs lingering my mind the entire time
>saved 2k more for the security and first months rent as well as cheap furniture for an apartment in a small town outside of my small city
>drive 15 miles to and from work, it's cool
>back at a community college getting a degree in wind technology
>I'm 22 now on my last year of school
You can congratulate me all you want, I'll say thanks, but OP you can do the same. You need help and you gotta help yourself first to receive the guidance of others.

How about you go to a church instead of a anonymous gay porn site for some encouragement, you europoor dummy. You are actually giving me encouragement to live by being such a pussy, Luke. Get fucking mad not dead, nigger

Well can i ask before i go.. do you have a friend?
Be it a dog who loves you without thought.
A man or a woman who loves you to the end of the earth and only ask for the same in return.
A child who sees you as his hero.
Or even someone who if you didnt go to the pub on friday would miss you terrible.

Do you have some one like that?

Sometimes you can find these kind of underhyped posts. To rare to be kept alive for long.. To common to call this earth a good place. Alot are in the aame situation; and if you have no one to talk to, you can resort to this toilet.
Perfectly understandable, perfectly clear.

The only reason I don't suicide is because of the impact it would have on my friends and family. I've seen what it does to people. It's the fucking worst

Church? I am not a man of faith, sure i get what your saying but not for me at this stage good luck to you

Sure over the years like ive said, this toilet has then the old reason me and the lads had jokes for eachother the morning after a shit one, its our toilet wouldnt change it in all its depravity

22 years old.. You have nothing on Luke.
I recognize alot of self fullillment from what you write. At least you are proud of it. Kiddo.

And hold onto that family brother... hold that shit tight, i have lost the last of mine today, but look i am one man, you with your family are many, enjoy the care.
Good luck kid

Look thats a grand story buddy, unfortunately faking an address is an impossibility as they call the dublin county council too check the ownership and shit.
Well done though i appreciate your story
Good to hear you did well, some are built of stronger shit and thank fuck you are

Ah fuck cheers lad haha, your a gent but that lad did well, regardless of how he put it, im proud of him for achieving what he did.

Well this is it, got the text message "warning me of the data usage and 6 cent left in account" fuck it lads ill screenshot your messages and have a read through when the net goes, thanks all for coming by ..... made a cold man warm for a night, thank you..
Genuinely ... all .... thank you sincerely from the bottom of my heart, even you fucks, but your my fucks haha

Goodnight boys

- Luke hayden

Still hoping you'll reconsider. Good luck either way.
You've made the world a better place even if you don't think so.

- Uri

Snuff the fire, I'll do it myself one day.
Rest easy.

I dont have any words. Hope you find that friend. Hope you find what you seek. Hope you achieve what you want.

But then again, I wish we have met.


He actually did - even with this thread.

Rest in peace, brother. Sleep well.

Dont do it bruh.

>OP
>PIC RELATED

Do you not even know how to lie about your address. Hell i work a job at a engineering firm that requires a 6 year major in mechanical engineering. I never even went to collage and make 84k a year on complete fallacy. lmfao suckers

Isnt that the same as living on borrowed time?