Feels thread. If 2 people comment I will tell my story which led to me to trying to commit suicide

Feels thread. If 2 people comment I will tell my story which led to me to trying to commit suicide

My names blurryface and i care what you think

Tell us user

We're listening friend

Let's hear it.

K

Do tell OP. I wanna feel tonight.

This is not OP trying to self dump

Here OP. Objective listener.

South Side suicide kill yoself hoe

No you, trowel. Kek.

You have shitty taste in music

West side represent bitch shut ur whore mouth

okay here we go

>be me
>be 7 yrs old
>it's june
>im from a regular middle class family, everything is going fine
>i have a dad, mom, a sister and a brother. And a cat
>we were gonna go on our first holiday trip the next weekend
>the destination would've been Spain, the flight tickets and hotels etc were all booked
>one day my dad comes home crying
>"your mom has died in a car crash "
>my whole life collapsed

cont?

Cont. pls

Here for feels, night out turned into a 3 hour long depressive episode pls make me cry

Don't cry, friends. Be more like Zoidberg. Ask yourselves, what would Zoidberg do? He'd be happy, allies. Stay strong, soldier, stay strong. Never give up, never give in, be like Zoidberg and live for the win!

cont pls!

>our financial situation turns into shit since my mom didn't even have a life insurance
>due to the recession my dad loses his job
>we need to move out of our house into a smaller apartment
>some white trash kids killed our dogs during the moving process by driving over him with bikes
>my dad has to work 2 jobs to provide enough money for us

>Cat
>Dogs
Make up your mind, fag

Forgot to write dad bought us a dog after mom died since we had always wanted it but mom was allergic

writing cont

Cont plz, need to feel

>Be me, freshman in college
>In student housing
>Couldn't afford a personal laptop
>Literally spend months without viewing porn. Had to whack off to greek statues in my history books. I am literally losing my mind.
>One day I decide that I have to find a computer to watch porn on
>Computer lab is full of computers but there are cameras in there
>One day go walking around the campus for a room with a computer that people rarely go in
>Find a room labeled "saferoom"
>Not sure what that means
>Open door, find no one in there
>Behold, a computer that's logged in
Fuck it, I'll do it anyway.
>Didn't know what the saferoom was for. Assumed it was a place to hide if there was a killer with a gun
>Go in the room, sit in swivel chair in front of the computer
>Within seconds I am searching for pornsites
>Try to search for pornhub
>shitnigga.jpg
>It's blocked as shit
>Keep trying other pornsites
>Eventually come up with an idea
>Go to the most obscure pornsite that I remember
>ahyiss.png
>It's unblocked
>Find a video, start fapping like I've never fapped before
>Hear walking near the door
>I ignore it.
>The door opens
>Some girl rushes in, she is in hysterics
>Two of her friends follow consoling her
>They see me with my dick out
>Mfw they see my screen
>Mfw the name of the porn video was called "Black bitch brutally fucked by terrorist with a big dick in the CUNT RAW"
>Mfw one of the girls is an arab and the other a black woman
>Mfw I just triggered two people and retriggered another
>Mfw I cum

I'm listening, please cont user

>Had to whack off to greek statues in my history books.

lol 10/10 if real you are a shining star in a dark sky.

>if two people comment
>cont?

Please stop attention seeking you faggot, either post the story or stfu

>Life continues in general sadness, day by day
>I don't get many new clothes or any kind of things like other kids do
>years pass by in poorness and general misery
>I don't really even want all the stuff other kids liked
>dad is always really tired since he works so much
>despite all that, life goes on well enough for me
>until the puberty hits

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I've got little to contribute. But I'll bump with some papes

Keep going user, feels r real

1/?

Kys

Ayyy. Shout out to the faggots who didn't get the reference

2/?

Faggot nigger

Bump

bump

3/?

>cumming b4 puberty hits.
So many loopholes in this story. I call bullshit

4/?
(Not a wallpaper but it still fits the general feel of the thread) still waiting for you to cont OP

>I suddenly become really "moody"
and I start hating on my dad for not buying me stuff
>I start to want money for all kinds of things a teenager likes to do
>but my dad simply doesn't have enough money
>I become really mad at him and scream at him all the time even tho he tries his best
>I decide to "escape" from home for a while and write my dad a letter where I tell him I come back only when he starts giving me more money
>I also call him a piece of shit in that letter and tell him I wouldn't care if he died
>3 days later in a middle school biology class, I've been sleeping at my friends for the past 3 days ,not seeing my dad during that period
>headmaster enters the class
>tells me to come to his office, he has something important to tell me
>i don't know what to expect
>"user, your dad has died"
>I get a some kind of panic attack, denying every fact
>I cry a lot, the headmaster drives me home where my grandparents and other relatives wait me crying

>I just want to go into my room and relax
>I open my rooms door
>there are 100 euros on my desk with a note next to them
>"i got a job as a pizza delivery guy, here's some money for you :)"

>he got shot to death by some local gang members when delivering pizzas who had mistaken him for some other guy

5/?
Holy shit..

Fuck.................. Cont

Sorry OP. Shit.

Fuck, that's hard man. Btw almost trips nice

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Check'd

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No cont anymore.
Forgot to mention, that was his 3rd job.

>Almost TRIPS
>almost 66666
what?

yeah life sucks man. reminds me of atmosphere's life. you should funnel your pain into hiphop.

Sorry OP. Life is shitty unpredictable. If you believe it, bad things come in threes. And that's three mind blowing bad things. The dog being less so, but still cruel. Only up from here user.

Your still here. If for no other reason, people die so others can live. It's not a consolation, but a reason to live for those who can't.

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So fucking fake. Just some college fag who likes to write and goes on Sup Forums for a quick way to get people to read react to his impromptu stories

This

Eh, either way. See heading.

Good point.

Somebody posted the story about that lolita chick, Elisa, in a YLYL thread earlier. I forgot to save it, anyone have it?

It is really fucking fake. Next thing you know, 'muh brother....' 'muh muh sistur...' and then the cat fucking dies too.
I've heard this shit a thousand times. Someone want to post a real story?

this it?

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Yeah, that's it. Thanks, user.

no problem Sup Forumsro

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tired of being a little bitch more like

Plz tell me this isn't an " open the door get on floor every body walk the dinosaur" thread sad as fuck user

I did it Sup Forumsros
I tied up loose ends
I told the love of my life and best friend of 5years with whom i share everything with and she as well, that im done with being friends because she does not 'like' me that way
I have no idea how she feels that I just walk out on her and to be honest i dont give a flying fuck anymore

I will never find a girl like her
and those last 5 years were mostly terrible
It sucks when you love someone more than you love yourself

I wouldve rather killed myself than see her with somebody else

I think i made the right decision
Yet I feel absolutely nothing

That's really sad that girls can't figure it out that someone loves them.I mean someone who is a little bit shy and makes little steps for let's say 1-2 months instead makes it in 1 week.It's sad they think he does it cuz likes them.She ends up in relationship with "quicker" guy,he ends up in the friendzone with deep depression.She thinks he's happy and didn't even notice his love.He has to watch his love being with some fag and live with feeling she could be with him

There is no real friendship between man and woman.

I think that's because you just sold what little humanity you had left to your own lustful avarice.

sharing suicide stories?
>be me 7
thought that was the age of attempt
here's a story of attempt at age 7

>be me 7
>dad and mom drink a lot
>is this how life will unfold for me?
>constantly miserable and crying because parents are arguing, belligerent drunks
>dont want to live a complete life like this
>grab belt and tie to the top of bunk bed
>put my neck through the belt and stand on chair
>step off chair dangling there for a couple seconds choking
>realize my family would be devestated if I went through with it
>manage to get my feet back on the chair
>have a cry and fall asleep
only happiness I find these days is in my dreams when asleep
>tfw i live to sleep

no whats sad is that some guys are such pussies they act like friends to someone they love out of a fear of rejection.

are you expecting the woman to take the risk and ask you out? that makes you a hypocrite and the social norm says the man does that so stop your bitching.

>tired of being a little bitch more like

you are? well at least you admit it.

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Lust?
You actually think i desired just her body?
All i ever wanted was to make her smile
I wanted to know what she thought about everything. I didnt give a crap about her fucking body. If i wanted to have sex that fucking badly i couldve hired a hooker. Im not poor nor is prostitution illegal. I just wanted for once that the person i cared more about than anything in the world wouldnt hurt me but that happened. And i got tired of it. I chose myself over the friendship. Because i need some love too

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