I need a fucking feels thread

I need a fucking feels thread.

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my ex girlfriend couldnt love me because her parents didn't want her to date anyone, and I couldnt love her either. We broke up but I couldnt stop loving her and since her mom stalks her phone,comp, etc, I was blocked on all social media. She doesnt hate me but she hates that I message her, thus threatening her relationship with her parents.

I cant talk to her anymore

im sad like I have never been before

she talks to everyone EXCEPT me

i cant do this im going to fucking die of sadness and inability to sleep

>tfw no gf

Lots and lots of complicated feelings all the fuck over the place.
I could talk about them forever. But really, it comes down to... lack.
I have friends. But they lack compassion.
I have women, but they lack inner beauty.
I have a tiny bit of money, but it lacks happiness.
Every time I have like three seconds to myself I just lay face face down on the couch crushed by anxiety because I'm not becoming someone great. Why would I put that kind of pressure on myself?

And all the other fucks just want to be average. They're the ones who will do great things, ironically. Because they just truck on with their average stupid school and jobs and I'm just here like oh boy here comes a lottery somehow

I never post. But I'm glad this thread exists

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This picture explains all of my feelings. I cant even imagine someone getting butterflies when they get a text from me, or getting sad if I don't answer them. Being lonely is the horrible.

>I couldn't love her either
>We broke up but I couldn't stop loving her

what

Feels

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