I'm schizophrenic

I'm schizophrenic
AMA

How severe? What's different that you notice?

Are you schizophrenic?

rolling

What are you rolling for?

You can't tell you are dipshit

i have constant mild halucinations and minor delusions like thinking everyones out to get me

yes

This is Sup Forums, we're ALL schizophrenic... Or worse.

to win the game

edgy

Autismo

You're an idiot

autismus maximus

Looks like someone lern2 google

i forgot about the no emotion part and the unability to think fast/properly

i come from a family of schizo's and we welcome you with open arms. might not complete a full sentence and me n my sister might take turns being a tweeker personality inbetween social fear but thats cool.

kek
thanks

And what about the conversations?

the conversations?

Do you want to change yourself?

no
medication is boring and i dont trust it

Do you trust anyone?

not fully
some more than others

WHO ARE YOU, WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME, ARE YOU FOLLOWING ME???????????

How old are you approximately?

18

Nevermind.

When was the last time were happy?

Are you self-diagnosed?

Ask your psychiatrist about Latuda it will take the delusions away.

no
i saw a psychiatrist for 2 years

sometime around 12 i think

nigg i dont trust medicine

what do the voices say?

well, i dont know if this counts as voices, but sometimes my mind screams death
i didnt tell this to the psychiatrist because i dont want to be put under observation

Why don't you trust anti psychotics

dont know
they just seem... unnatural

When and how did you get schizophrenia, if it is not a secret?

i started getting minor symptoms around 14
dont know how

...

thats disturbing

what symptoms?

What do you do in your free time, do the voices always disturb your actions?

Zyprexa?

numbness of emotion
mild hallucination
cognitive dysfunction

I'm monitoring this thread OP.

nope

why

i sit at my computer or draw
the voices aren't that distracting, its the visual hallucinations which get me every time

I can't tell you, or we will have to kill you

kek
shit b8 m8

thats ok I don't really want to live (not OP by the way)

That's not b8
He's just being a retard
Now you are too

what kind of hallucinations

Look out your windows. We are watching.

Me too. AMA

What was the most extreme situation you had

I saw that.

i actually checked the window

I simply countering everyone's schizophrenia with my Autism, what's wrong with that?

probably nearly riding my bike in front of a car because i was told to do so
it was so weird
everything suddenly got a blueish tint and i just felt this pressure on me

You see that tree... across the road?

You need to be a little more autistic to fit in here.
Have you completed your autism tasks for the day?

fuck
i live in a forest
100% spooped

>be less emotional
>they can't, it's hardwired into them
And also not to be such bitchy little cats, so dramatic and rude. selfish and extremely self centered. and again it's in their nature to be in it for themselves so you can't change it.
I'm generalizing by the way from my experience, not all women are like this. they are called lesbians.

Do you think you're someone special?

We'll then, pick related user.

Boogaboogabooga

Do you smoke weed? Do you do it with people? What kind of music do you like?

yes

Who? A deity? And why do you think so?

Do other people know that you are schizophrenic?

i smoke weed (i realize this isnt smart)
i usually do it with people
i like psychedelic rap and jazz hop

Well tell your voices to stop posting.

no

i think im... special, dont know in what way

Come at me Sup Forumsro.
Pic related.

Weed makes it worse.

shut up mom

why are you pretending youre me
im OP not you

What, if any, meds are you on?

...

none
dont trust em

What if I told you I already am...

Can you imagine a peaceful world with you as a peaceful person?

no

Do you smoke cigarettes? How many a day? Do you drink soda? How many big gulps a day

What is schizophrenia, other than a list of symptoms?

Like if you have heart disease, you can describe it with symptoms, but you can also say it's a defect in blah blah valve which causes this and that, but with schizophrenia all they say is the symptoms and have have a rough idea of what to do to get rid of these symptoms but have no clue what it actually is.

Sometimes I feel.. I don't know the exact word for it but "light-headed"? It sort of feels like I'm not even there at the moment, and I feel dumb as hell, like I couldn't even understand the simplest things, let alone execute them (like in a job). Since I'm working in a place with a bunch of administration, I once or twice felt like they gave me the same exact sheets of paper to go through, the same they gave me the previous week, just to "keep me busy" and I felt like they are conspiring against me somehow, and I wouldn't notice it because I feel like I became stupider and dumber over like 2 years.. But then I was just like lol that's fucking stupid, so I still can get rid of these thoughts, however, they do come sometimes. And sometimes I also feel like people are trying to off me, but it just usually fades away, it's not severe.

My grandma was schizo, you think I got a touch of that somehow?

i do smoke once or twice a week and drink soda all the time

Do you think that the lack of trust might be a symptom of your condition? I know they aren't great, but a lot of the atypical meds don't carry as many side effects. I've seen them work wonders. Have you tried before, and it was worse than the schizo itself?

I am OP, but who are you?

>Delusions of Grandeur when

RIP

it is genetic in some cases

How do you feel, do these voices make you angry or sad or somehow other than that?

i might try some of that cannabidiol shit

I know, and I went through some pretty fucking stressful times, (I'm still going through them)

I also smoked a lot, so these thing could have triggered it somehow.

they make me try to kill myself or others
i have trouble feeling at all

try seeing a psychiatrist

I think everybody is mildly schizophrenic, it stems from narassicism.

or bad spelling