POLL: How have drugs changed your personality, give the name of the drug, usage amounts/periods and your answer

POLL: How have drugs changed your personality, give the name of the drug, usage amounts/periods and your answer.

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Xanax - made me not give a shit about anything anymore it destroyed my social anxiety and gave me a cool personality

I'll not answer any more faggot just because of the shemale

What

I've always been lazy and not really cared. Weed and alcohol haven't changed that.

I smoked DMT on the top of a mountain, and God told me I should get a different job. It was good advice.

I've been smoking weed/shit since 17 yo, i'm now 20. I've pretty much stopped, I just smoke when i'm at a parties.
I realise now it has changed a lot in me. I feel like i'm less smart, a bit slow sometimes. I try to recover from it the best i can but i feel like it will never be the same. Feels bad man. I don't really regret doing drugs, but still, i'm not sure how i feel about it.

>How have drugs changed your personality

Pot.

Once I started getting high all day / every day (I had a job where it didn't matter), I learned to control my communication style in order to manipulate myself into a more powerful position. I talked less, and became more interesting and intimidating to my co-workers. I wasn't super popular in school, but I can only imagine that it's how popular kids feel - everybody wants to talk to you and be your friend, so you pick & choose who you reward with your time & attention. In a sense, it made me a douchebag, but I never really used it for evil. I was always a decent guy to everybody.

I was able to think faster, and consider more points of view at a time than I could before, and became a problem solving master, and a creative genius, at least in the eyes of my boss & co-workers.

Ultimately, I became the stud of the company, and started dating a co-worker, to whom I have now been happily married for many years, with a great kid.

The stereotype of the stoner is inaccurate. Most of the successful, intelligent, interesting people you meet in life are stoners.

weed - im not as anxious anymore, much more chill, although i keep going off on tangent after tangent, but it's generally a good thing.

Well, I now laugh at things like

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and I can't tell if this is funny or not.

Damn sucks to be you, I'm 25 been smoking since I was 17 and I'm almost done with my bachelor's degree. I haven't had a day weed free in 8 years, I think you're just naturally dumb but with modern technology, you have a false sense of intelligence which marijuana has shown you that you're actually dumber than you thought. It's ok though because some people just weren't meant to be anything in life.

>stud of the company
You just neckbearded me so hard

I know you wants to show strangers on the internet how "smart" you are but i'm still doing fine in life. I'm doing studies, i'm doing well in the end. Just saying I feel like I lost a bit of brain with weed.
Btw if you want people to suck your dick about your bachelor's degree this it not the right place. Even tho i'm sure it impress the hookers you get every nights to the fill your emptiness.

>I'm 25 been smoking since I was 17 and I'm almost done with my bachelor's degree

Whoa there, you'd better slow down, you may have your PHd by the time your 90.

25 year old big boy

This weekend just been I smoked meth, took oxy and klonopin. Had a 3 day bender and spent 1k on escorts. Now I feel like a sack of shit.

Le edg3y xD

I started around 16 with pot, kinda late for my group back then. I ended up doing a lotta psychedelics, mdma, etc until it turned to benzos coke adderall and opiates by college. I'm a couple years clean but it can definitely fuck you up to polyavhse like that

oxymorphone and heroin - didn't change my personality, i just had trouble keeping my eyes open if I was sitting down.

drugs have made me worse, exacerbated problems, created deep changing thoughts, made me gay and probably ruined my life

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Weed gave me cancer

i started smoking pot at about 13, at that point i didnt smoke much, it was once a month or so. it wasnt untill i started smoking more reguaraly that i noticed that it allowed me to remove some of the "abstract" layers that prevented me from doing the things i really wanted, i looked at it as a way to expand my mindset and to help me acheive my aspirations of becoming a better person. now i smoke so much that i focused a lot on making my life no diffrent if i were smoking or not, kind of like making it so that nobody would notice weather im high or not. all that really did was kill my high, and in trying to learn how to get back to were i was, its easy to learn but hard to unlearn.

I found banging opiates long term changed how I view life. Very barren of joy nowadays

Damn

>Michael lived in the gayest place of all, Arizona
LOL I'm dying

On a serious note though, SSRIs killed all creativity and libido in me, don't take these shits

Weed made me less stressed and made it WAY easier to talk to people and have conversations

It's tricky going from that rushing flood of unpenetrable warmth to the winter of real life knowing you can never go back

kinda like animu

lol, how old are you 17?

Animu? Is that some jap bs?

where can I get dmt? I want to try dmt + lsd but cannot find anyone that sells in my area.

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So much autism it hurts

i've been using hard psychedelics since i was a teenager. made me a genius.

Still it's true
Everything is colored and warm, easy, people are obvious and sincere, love is actually a thing... when you dive into animu, going back to real life really is shit.

Did the same for me with Harry Potter books, FF7 and Dark Souls.
I wish I was cursed and sent into another world to bear, seek, seek and lest

I'm 20 and have been smoking on and off since about 15, took about 2 year break 17-19 then recently started everyday again about 6 months ago and it has changed my life for the better in so many ways. Your short term memory and motivation may be effected long term but pot shouldn't make you stupid. Weed makes me better with money, nicer to people, much more carefree, and it's a stress reliever. I have the most in depth thoughts and observations while I'm high. Maybe you're just a retard and can't handle it

Is this even after you've stopped taking it though? Or only while on it?

Dis adderall every day over the course of 10-12 years. Made me chronically depressed and uncreative and just wanna sit back and let life end around me once i went clean. I miss it honestly

80mg ritalin a day for 5 years, it gave me hppd and i can now barely hold a normal convo since i was fucked up on ritalin all the time and wasnt social with anyone i lost all of my social skills

smokin crack made me go really been far even as decided to use even go want to do look more like

Got a gram of alpha pvp once. It really isn't good for you then again I put it away for a while and did half of it in one night. Think it fucked up my heart. Weed, a few hits of acid, a little clam. I don't know I've been too busy way too stressed it probably compounded that and I had an identity crisis day before yesterday I think I'm transgender and yes I do wanna kill myself.

Drugs - all psychoactive drugs change your personality in some way. You tend to become more like the person you are on those drugs, this effect increases with more frequent use or through "ground breaking" experiences like the ones often found with powerful phychadelics.
The effect varies with the drug.

Notice how the weed smoker becomes more chilled out, less worried about every day problems, less motivated some might say.

The chronic cocaine user becomes a massive douchebag whether hes using at that moment or not.

That guy who just took 3 tabs of acid is suddenly some spiritual hippy all the time.

Yea drugs change your brain. Absolutely.

The effect can be positive or negative depending on the substance and the experience.

LSD!!!!!!!!!!!

Lsd definitely can put u on the fast track to some non drug induced/related spiritual experiences, like mushrooms and to a lesser extent marijuana

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Faggot

What was he like?

Coke, booze, pills

>was fun
>now isolating and depressing

Had my fair share of drugs in the past but only mdma, benzos, ketamine and alcohol come to mind as having any serious effect on my personality.

>mdma
once a month from 17-19, made me a lot more open, friendly and confident
>ketamine
sparingly, hasn't changed my personality long term but depression and anxiety are lifted for a few days after each use
>benzos
daily in high doses for 4 or so months, withdrawals kickstarted the anxiety which I struggle with daily
>alcohol
weekly from 15-18, daily from 18-20 with maybe 4 months off in total. Somewhat dependent which obviously has an effect on my personality.

he was the color of sound

any advice on mental health issues? I didn't have any up until recently. I been doing cardio and that helps.

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Bro hijacked my post, but he is exactly right

Indeed, helped me discover how fucked the world truely is.

I dropped shrooms once with my cousin, immediately began performing better in university, lost 93 lbs over the next nine months, and was generally more genial. shrooms/10 would do again.

>hey can u describe the indescribable to me?

Color of sound

>mfw

I don't enjoy drugs but I still prefer weed to alcohol.

Ever run into a telepathic mason? Shits reeeeeeeeeeeal fucked up.

DMT and 25-c. I'm different as fuck. Much happier.

Former acid junkie from the 90's here.
pretty much every weekend i was either on acid or shrooms.
definitely put me on the fast track to enjoying my career as an engineer.

..and just enjoying.

I feel bad for all the kids today who want to rebel and experiment with drugs that will most likely bring their quality of life down.

Stick with the classics, kids. do yourself a favor.

i'm the hijacker, thanks. i met god too. now i'm permanently a fool.

Advice taken and heeded

I'm notbut I haven't missed a day in 3 years. Senior year at a uni for a BS and a BA. Feels good man

LSD made me more happy. I kinda just forgot about all my problems and was content with what I had. And since I wasn't trying so hard to get what I want it kinda just came to me.

see a doctor

Weed has done wonders for my life really.
Much less depression, less stress. I'm better socially now than I was as well.

Plus it's pain relieving qualities are a godsend after a long shift.

Nice. I really want to try DMT. Got to build up to it though, gonna do mushies first, then LSD, then move up to DMT.
Is it better to smoke it or just stick it in my arm and be done with it?

>Estradiol

I don't care what they say about hormones not changing your sexual orientation, I was bi before taking HRT but now men turn me on so much more than women.

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Every time ive smoked weed no matter what happens i get super paranoid, cant talk, think about all my past and end up being even more awkard than i am

What am i doing wrong?

Weed clearly just isn't for you. Maybe try a different drug.

i smoked everyday for 6 years then stopped for 15years.

now everyone wants to smoke now that its legal and it does the same to me.

i havn't figured it out yet....

Weed XTC and Acid.

Made me a much better person but in the end, I developed anxiety and I still see visualizations that mess with my head.

Would skip the acid if I could repeat

I did way to much acid, and became hella introverted. But now I enjoy reading and learning more than I did before. It was the most intense moment I ever experience, talked to some dead family members and shit, but it turned out for the best I feel.

Shrooms made me feel like I was part of the beauty of life, made me feel in love, felt at complete peace with myself and the world. I've never been a stressed out person, but now I'm definitely not. Feel a lot of love in shroom trips, want to try acid.

Fucked up childhood? PTSD? Or it could be your particular neurochemistry.

mushrooms: made me realize that I was living in denial of my loneliness caused by social anxiety, which threw me into depression. I subsequently did therapy, which I highly recommend to anyone suffering these problems. However, the most important thing is exercising human interaction.

Weed: Made me libertarian after having already become less authoritarian after high school, removed my homophobia, together with browsing Sup Forums got me into traps, removed my racist hatred for niggers and sand niggers, now I just think almost all of them are subhuman, their skin color is not inherently bad however

As a result of both weed and psychedelics I have become a hard determinist and nihilist.

Ecstasy: Made me love dancing.

There is nothing wrong with you. This is super common and you should simply avoid smoking weed.

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Marijuana.

Evens my temper. I have rage issues. I'm glad it's legal for me.

Ever since weed my lifestyle has been... constant inner reflection about how shitty I've treated people from drinking, no munchies never hungry so unhealthy weightloss, way nicer, let things go, listen to people, roller coaster motivation, incredible unstoppable boners, willingness to try new food bc hunger is strange now

Meth made me bi.
Weed made me retarded and lazy.

> bachelor's degree
> not a false sense of intelligence
I was in denial too when I used to smoke.

jinx is back reacting youtube.com/watch?v=DClTg-2BNYI

Smoked pot once. Became a nigger and voted Democrat.

was a heroin addict for 5 years
an alcoholic for the past 4 years(still am), 2 of those while I was an h addict
did every other drug I came across, lsd, shrooms, salvia, x, xans etc.
it's been awhile, but I don't really think my core personality has changed. I'm more confident in myself than I was then. but that happens to everybody with age I think.
I think I'm just more empathetic than I use to be, hanging around so many different lifestyles, becoming homeless, and doing acid will do that to you

Lol if you have an option to do IV DMT then go for it, thats the best way to get a proper dose. Dosing through smoking is tedious at best and when it comes to DMT, if you think you can handle a full blown trip, more is always, always better. No chance to OD, no chance to be stuck tripping.
Your body was literally designed to process DMT, and is exceedingly efficient at it.

Top kek
stoner BTFO

Usually do shrooms once a year at a high quality concert (ex. this year was tame impala in Brooklyn). It's always a highlight of the year, and resets my focus on the important things in life (i.e. focusing on medical research and putting in my med school applications).

Smoke weed every so often (once every ~3 weeks). Relaxing and a good time.

Also, this. I'm always surprised that some of my peers (mid twenty somethings) are so adamant to party on substances that are highly addictive, and may permanently fuck up your physiology.

Watch off the air when u do it Shits cash

Smoke less, take your time , and all will be fine.

I identify with you.

Determinism and nihilism is the way.

Same, Same Same Same, are you me?

Bit of a tangent, but do you also agree that there is only 1 long drawn out possibility for the universe? I believe in Atomic Determinism, a variation on Hard determinism that states that there is a single outcome of the universe and atoms interacting with atoms have a complex but single outcome.

I think it is a very beautiful concept.

Acquiring the necessaries to IV it isn't a problem.
It's that full blown breakthrough trip that I want. Psychedelics have always interested me and I want to see what my brain shows me. It's really interesting too how there are themes common across different people's trips, like seeing God for example.

I have drunk alcohol since 14 smoked weed since 15 moving into harder shit about 17-19. Am currently on 90 mg medikinet daily prescribed and smoke weed every waking hour. only drug that was negative for me was alcohol. Am currently a chef onboard a trawler so i do alright and drugs do nothing but good for me.

Never got too invloved with any one drug, just experimented here and there. Had some weird experiences with LSD, and nbome/2c-i/idontfuckingknow, but i think dxm changed me the most. Made me realize just how insignificant i was, how much of a loser i was, and how that was completely alright in the grand scheme of things. Turned me into a bit of a faggoty nihilist i guess.

>Synthetic cannabinoids - fucked up my cannabinoid receptors, cant smoke weed without getting panic attacks, every other drug works normally though.

>Amphetamine - boosted my confidence by making me not give a fuck so much

>Oxycodone - taught me not to worry so much about things i can't do nothing about.

Well weed made u a faggot

Diff bro here, why is that beautiful? It means the experience of life is a fluke, you as an entity dont exist, and i think its a little unreasonable considering the existence of free will. Ofc we didn't choose to be human or shit like that, but you def chose to write your last post

going on 60, I have done everything I could get, used to eat a 10 strip just to stay awake, drugs have numbed my life, they bore me at this point I don't even drink, just been there and done that, just not fun anymore, in fact nothing is fun or exciting, drugs burned me out.

Few summers ago I tried my hands at growing mushrooms. Iv always grew oyster and other edible mushrooms but never any cubes. Thought he I could sell some of these and make some extra cash. Dumb ass me did it after all my friends left college and moved back home I had no one to sell them to. Here I am sitting with a fuck ton of dried cubes and nothing to do. So I started eating them each time I took them I'd increase the amount I'd eat. Before I ran out I was eating upwards to 22 grams at a time. The change that happened was not noticed at first but I realized how much I loved our planet the people in it noticed that I was not The center of the universe. I became less selfish and truly cared about the people in my life my friends my family my cat. The biggest change is I started dating a tranny we have been together for 5 years now and she is a complicated individual but I love her my family thinks I'm just fucked In the head and maybe I am but I'm happy.