>find qt youtuber who shares a weird common music related hobby of mine
>she has basically no subs
>leave comments of support on her videos
>we start sending messages regularly about said hobby and eventually just chat about other stuff
>become attached like a fool
>she starts getting more subs quickly
>stops sending messages
>never cared about loneliness before but now I'm constantly aware of it
music for this feel?
also mods, pls