Feels thread? Feeling depressed as fuck

Feels thread? Feeling depressed as fuck

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beta cuck thread

A good friend of mine died today. Not feeling great.

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The girl i wanted to spend my life with told me she just wanted to be friends, i've been crying non-stop for a couple days now

That stings man. We're here for you, but I think it's better to move on any way you can.

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I have a boyfriend over the seas and it will be years till I meet him in person and it hurts to be pretty much completely alone over here.

Listen to Don't go doing anything stupid or you might lose all contact with her.

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For me, when i go through times of depression, it seems there is not much i can do but take solitude walks through a city, hoping that i'll stumble onto smth, waiting for it to be over.

So what? Best if he loses all contact with the cunt. Someone makes me cry for days, I don't want to be friends.

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Condolences.

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There is some anno quote on facebook i found: 'Now, you're just a stranger who knows all of my secrets.' I mean, fuk.

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Thanks user

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You can't be completely alone. What about family and friends? Do you have any?

Starting to bellive that these feels threads are the only reason i come back to Sup Forums.

How is she a cunt for not wanting to be in a relationship? Damn, be an adult.

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This gave me mad chills for some damn reason

the feels thread getting worse every day too

Me too user, me too

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This is for all you sick sons of bitches

I love you

Had to say goodbye to my cat who has been a part of my life longer than she hasn't.

For the first time in a long time I was and am finally able to grieve.

Fuck.

It may sound heartless, but, it's easy to lose yourself feeling not alone only in ones persone company. And, doing so, it's not long before even that one persone starts noticing your 'lostness', and ppl don't like lost ones, bellive me. So, idk, my advice, force yourself into doing smth that makes you forget about your loneleness. It may be hard, extremelly hard at the start, but it's worth long-term, specially for relationship u r talking about

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I..... thank you kind user

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>Met a girl at first year of college.
>She is perfect. We are dopplegangers
>She is loner, like me.
>We're both feel like a strangers in this world.
>We set off into relationship.
>It last 9 months, during wich there was noone in my life, but her.
>Life was not possible without her.
>Summer comes, she goes to her birth city, i go too.
>We come back to college.
>Some of her friend come to the same city.
>She starts to ignore me.
>Seems like she wasn't anything as she introduced to be.
>For her, i was just one person to don't let her slip into loneliness.
>And now i'm lonely, again.

Jesus Christ, man...

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If you're still here. I wouldn't have met my ex for another 5 years because of where we live and where we were in our lives.. just hang in there :^)

For all you poor sobs that waste away hours a day in this corridor of surrogate companionship:

The weirdos, the creeps, the hermits, the outcasts;

You are player1
You are the bringer of curiosity, the eccentric: The one free soul in the world.

While all the others stick to their paths, you roam freely through all their lives.
You are the survivor.
There is only achievement in you, because you were not made for this world.
You had to learn.
Had to adapt.

You are the variable in the sum of a thousand scripted souls.
Only you can complete the story.

Only you are special.

Only you.

>press start to play

When was the last time you felt happy for real anons

Laughing at dank memes or losing ylyl doesnt count

Life is hard, right ?

WRONG !!!

LIFE IS EASY ! U SUCK !

GET SOME BALLS OR KYS

When I had a girlfriend. HAD one.

A month ago, before I left my only friends for selfish reasons.

At least you guys had gfs and friends

I remember my cat
>I lived with my parents
>We had a cat from before I was born
>Named Fox
>Spent all my life with her
>She never was all that smart, all that cute or nice
>She didn't even let me take her in my hands
>One time when I was 8 I was super pissed at her and said "I wished she wasn't here and I hate her"
>Instantly felt terrible and hugged her for an excuse
>Fast forward to 3 years ago (16 at the time)
>Fox starts to act even weaker than usual
>Realize that she is dying and almost blind
>I lie to myself like "Yeah I know this would happen"
>One day she doesn't get back home
>Still have hope she would come back tomorrow
>Three days pass
>I realize that she won't ever come back
>I don't even feel anything
>Food has no taste, videogames aren't fun anymore
>Nothing is important anymore
>This goes on for a week
>I finally get over it
>Find an old picture of when I was a baby
>A little kitten is sleeping just next to me in my cradle
>Fox
>I start crying like a bitch for 2 hours straight
>Now I'm not sad anymore
>But sometimes
>sometimes
>I wish she was here because I loved her

It was only two friends, but forget the pissing contest. We'll both be happy again someday.

What were those reasons might I ask ?

They pissed me off pretty bad and because I'm such a petty piece of shit I cut contact with them. It was something really small and overreacted. When I came back after a month they wanted nothing to do with me.

I feel like shit..it's been 2 months since she left me and I think my emotions just disappear :/

Shit sucks but I'm sure they'll get over it sooner or later

Oh no they're definitely long gone, haven't talked to them for two weeks now and I'm starting from the beginning again.

lmao

I'll bite

>2 years ago
>Had a gf of two years; felt trapped, so needed a break.
>She told me she wouldn't wait.
>I broke up a week later
>Unjustified devastation.jpeg
>Locked myself in my apartment.
>Useless degenerate pothead for a year
>Too ashamed to ask parents for money; lived off of a cup of ramen noodles every two days
>Switch between depressed/angry

Fast forward 2 years

>Got a job
>Got a car
>Nice new place
>Saved up 12,000 bucks


>Feel like shit for some unknown reason
>Cry myself to sleep every night

It's gonna be okay some day, right?

Don't worry. Like this thread, you will expire and everything will turn to dust. Everything will die out and no one can do anything about it. Our lives are meaningless.

But I think, judging from your situation, you need to tell yourself that you have no reason to be sad. None at all. May I ask is it because you may not have much company?

I found out one of my closest friends is ill and dying, what do I do?

always mention him that hes going to die and make jokes of him

Fuck, that is my biggest fear.
If i don't make anything that people will remember me for by the age of 40, i will just go kill as much people as possible until death sentence, if they put me in prison i will kill the prisoners and guards.

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Just over 63 days ago.

i feel pathetic for not getting over her faster, but... i loved her, bros.

why is she STILL texting me??

why is she answering the INSTANT i text her??

why is she telling me all this stuff?

GODDAMNIT

all i get is nothing more than " ican't user i can't"

You got a point.
It just feels so natural to be unhappy at this point.
Almost like a nostalgia.

Granted, I haven't had any real social contact since then, apart from my parents.
Haven't met any new peers, haven't done anything with anyone.

Just worked, slept, ate, showered.
In the week-ends I visit museums, landmarks, libraries, shooting range.
But can't really imagine meeting anyone in my vicinity who'd do these kinds of things in their early 20's.
Not in my country, at least.

I wish you best of luck and I'm sure that when you'll get over it, you will come out stronger than ever before

I don't even remember

evening Sup Forums

i met her on Sup Forums
i actually met her in real life and i had something going with her for about 6 months

we had something going on for half a year
yet decided at the beginning of that year she needs to go back to her ex

why?
because she, and that we both established
>fears to be alone
>knows what she's getting out of him
>thinks he is immature (she is his first), childish at times and inexperienced
>she sees me as her mature, experienced guy
>she's clinging on to that teenage relationship because every other failed around them and she wants to show everyone that it can exist

over a month ago
>can we get some more distance between us? aka not write with each other?
>need to make myself clear what i want
>writing with you is making me sorta just look into one way

texted her on her birthday, a week ago
she thanked me and told me she appreciated that
wanted to start some smalltalk
but got shut off with "i don't wanna ignore you, that's why i'm answering you. you know i don't want any contact at the moment"

>talked to her two days ago
>asked her how long we shall remain on each others contact list, not texting while we both want that
>she tells me she just doesn't want contact with me for an indefinitely amount of time
>actually declares me her "ex-bf", although we never established a real relationship
uhm what?

I'd say 9 years ago, before highschool

October 31, 2013 (Netherlands) – Two young mechanics, ages 19 and 21, died when a fire broke out in a wind turbine where they were performing routine maintenance. The tragedy occurred at Deltawind’s Piet de Wit wind farm in the Netherlands, but highlights the hazards associated with fires caused by wind turbines.

According to the Netherlands Times, “because of the height, the fire department initially had trouble extinguishing the fire in the engine room.” The fire started in the afternoon, but it took until evening for a special team of firefighters to arrive and ascend with a large crane.

One victim was found on the ground beside the wind turbine; the other body was recovered by the specialized team. Two other mechanics escaped safely. A witness reported seeing two men jump through flames into a staircase.