Thinking about killing myself Sup Forums. What is worth living for?

Thinking about killing myself Sup Forums. What is worth living for?

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Anything?

Nothing

Life doesn't have inherent value, you imbue it with value yourself.
Do you have anything you are passionate about?

Family and friends. But none of my friends give a shit about me anymore. Everyone just sees me as an annoyance and a burden.

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Don't do it.

Seek help and take medications.

But...if you gotta go, go with a bang!

Have they actually told you this or did you rationalize your way to this?

>Thinking about killing myself Sup Forums. What is worth living for?

If your own image isn't enough, then I can't help you.

I kind of figured it out. They are all really nice, just kind of seems like they would rather be with each other than me.

Crushing your enemies, seeing them driven before you, and hearing the lamentations of their women.

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My enemies have all beaten me. In my quest to be a good person and nice, I have been stepped on along the way. I'm beta as fuck and don't even have the balls to tell anyone I have a problem. I just smile and joke around. Most of my friends see me as the happiest person they know...

Being around someone who is depressed can be very hard on people. I'm willing to bet that it has more to do with them feeling helpless and unable to help you, than them seeing you as an annoyance and a burden.
There are professionals who work with this for a reason, regular people have very few tools at their disposal to help you. So they get anxious at their inability to help you and avoidance can come from this. Think of it like this, they don't wanna give you bad advice for the fear that they might make it worse.

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November 9th

None of my friends know that I'm depressed

Stream it

What is November 9th?

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Ni adc-a nisi naucio da igras, a vec oces da quitujes zivot... Ccc

Do you let them get close to you in any way?
Strong friendships usually come from sharing both good and bad emotions.

It's not that I see myself as entirely worthless. I know I'm smart and funny. My problem is that I'm loud, obnoxious, hyper, and just fucking annoying. Everyone thinks I'm such a happy person but I'm rotting on the inside. I know I don't really have a right to be depressed though, I have a good life, I'm in a wealthy family, im somewhat attractive, I'm tall, and I don't really have anything worth being depressed over. Peoples lives are a lot worse than mine, yet I still can't shake this feeling

What is this for moonspeak? Go back to Sup Forums.

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Any emotion you feel, you have a right to.
Since you are from a wealthy family, getting professional help should be rather easy for you then.
You should try sharing your doubts and emotions with one of your closer friends. It's surprising how opening up with stuff like this can help.
It would also bring you closer to said friend.

I just don't want any of my friends 1. See me like that, because that's not the real me
2. I don't want to bring them down too. I try to brighten their day not worsen it with my own self pity.
3. I'm afraid they will report me to someone and I will get shit on by being baker acted or some shit
4. I don't want to drive away the only close friends I have

Dude, you can be clinically depressed without having any "objective reason" for it.

The very fact that there's no objective reason to be depressed should clue you in to the pathologic nature of your feelings, and therefore that what you need is therapy or medicine.

Anyway, you might want to read this : slatestarcodex.com/2014/06/16/things-that-sometimes-help-if-youre-depressed/

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Nothing tbh, we're all bound to die someday. It's inevitable. Why not just end it earlier? I feel like people who keep living, working hard in school to succeed in life etc are dumb af, everyone gets the same end result no matter what they do. I'm one of those dumb people though, wish I'd just get my shit together and kms already. Well, gl OP. Suffocation by helium is a great method, so is ODing on insulin.

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fuck it man, be a dick to everyone you see.
thats what I do, but in a nice way and people fucking love me.
Im not sure why because all I want is to be left alone, yet someone ALWAYS talks to me.
fake a sunny disposition and be a dick, its contradictory and people dont know how to take you.
You dont really need to kill yourself, but if youre intended fully then fuck some stuff up before you go. Drop a mattress off of an interstate overpass and shit like that. make a scene.

Opening up to your friends will not drive them away. These emotions are part of you and unfortunately is part of the real you. Showing only the good parts of yourself is robbing people of the full experience of your person.
Fear of rejection is often worse than actual rejection.
If you open up to people, they will feel gratified for having your trust like that, in spite of the somber nature of what you tell them.

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the lulz my friend...the lulz

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How would I start that conversation? "Hey btw I'm fucking depressed and thinking of killing myself". I'm normally a very non serious and joking person so I'm afraid they won't take me seriously either

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>What is worth living for?
I want to inject myself with roidz and fuck a bunch of girls.
I'm also narcissistic and constantly strive for attention and appreciation

dont mind me just posting random jinx

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Well yeah, that would actually be a good start.
Sounds crazy, but if you state it as straightforward as that, people will worry and try to help you.
After I started opening up about my emotions to my friends, our relationship have become much stronger. It's as if as soon one person in a group start being open about this, other people get the courage to chime in with their own problems and then everyone tries to help each other to whatever extent they can.
That's what happened to me anyway.

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What you need to realize is that it's quite common to have suicidal ideas from time to time, especially when you're depressed.

Once I felt especially suicidal, I wanted to throw myself out a window. Instead I just phoned my ex-girlfriend, told her how I felt like shit and wanted to end it all, and basically I started crying her ear out for a while.

It wasn't my most dignified evening ever, but I think I did the right thing. All you need is to talk to someone you trust.

Why does it matter? If you actually wanted to kill yourself you'd just do it. You're just being a little bitch because you want attention. If you want to kill yourself, just do it.

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Not me lol

Memes

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How do I know they aren't going to report me and it will go on my permanent record?

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Ask them not to on the promise that you will find a shrink forthwith. Which by the way is what you should be doing right now.

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Hoping to one day see Margot Robbie's extremely pornographic "leaked" nudes surface somewhere one the internet but only after she's made all her money and it's made her look even more amazing and she's gotten a bit older and she still looks perfect but she's got those adorable lines that appear under the eyes from living a long life of working and worrying and going through a lot and she kind of has like this really fuckin hot mom thing going on like Marisa Tomei in Captain America Civil War but none of us will give a fuck about her actually having kids because we're all losers and savages and most of us are planning on committing or contemplating suicide anyways so hey why the fuck not, none of us will ever get a woman that looks half as good as her anyways.
>Oh yeah, that's right you asked what life is worth living for.
>well, whatever I just typed and sirloin steak with fried and peppered potatoes and corn.
>and netflix

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Being depressed and suicidal isn't a criminal offense. What are you afraid of ? Gossip ?

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Food, music, booze and drugs.

skyrim remaster comes out tomorrow

well permanent recored is fucking better than dieing man
try everything before it
death is always the same life..change

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being white

Well my gf just broke up with me so im in the same book as you OP what the fuck to live for?

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ur obviously not seriously thinking about it if your talking about it you are just looking for reasons to live and thats fine

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Succes!

Thank you God, with Your help I will never contemplate to do such a thing.

This is almost the norm in hypercapitalistic societies which are based on materialism.
"Go use your gadgets and be happy." but one will never be happy, because happiness comes from within, and not without divine help.

Message from God here. Pic related.

Don't do it, keep fighting through it. I know it's hard, but one day something will come up out of the blue, and it'll make life worth living.

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I keked

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The attention that you're getting with this shit?

You're a useless bag of scum OP, and you're lucky Sup Forums has gone soft. Stop being an attention whore and either grow the pair to live or grow the pair to shoot yourself in your ugly mug and have someone post pics so we can have a good laugh and you can be useful for something for a change.

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I think OP is dead now.

Yourself.

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