Feels

Feels

I think I might need to seek actual help soon. I don't fucking know what is fucking wrong with me, there’s no logical fucking reason, I just, idk. I feel like I have the mental stability of an insecure preteen my mood just flips to shitty so easily, I've cried more days than not this past week, I don't usually do that. I've been thinking about suicide plans and I tell myself I'm not serious about doing it.

Everything in my life is fine. There's no reason for me to be such a little fucking fgt. I just left early from a friend gathering and they're hanging out without me now and I'm on here ranting to you guys.

I am a fucking piece of shit.

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user i know this is basic advice, but see a doctor. This is less likely to be situational. But its more likely caused by an imbalance of chemicals, that in turn make you feel this way.

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How old are you user?

20

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Is it possible you are pregnant? Is your period late? maybe take an early detection test

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Don't worry OP, i feel the same way.
Except my life is/was filled with grief, separation, abuse, and neglect.

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I'm not okay

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It'll be okay user. I know knowing that you're not alone doesn't help, but you're not the only one. Most are big pussies that put a front of dank memes to cover this feeling. At least you're not that pussy, OP.

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Or third shifters...blue or white, that collar is a means of slavery. In debt til death...do your part.

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Dude you are so young and you have so much ahead of you. If I could I would slap the shit out of you be me
>single at 28 girlfriend dumps me
>spend days at gym and surfing porn at night
>go to bar one night in sweats
>girl gives my number to friends to call me
>I call her after I thought I would be alone forever
>fast forward 13 years 4 kids and house in suburbs
My point your situation is temporary
Get out and do it

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no hope left AN hero and livestream it pls

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Is anyone even there? Nobody else really seems to be posting images

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I am. I don't have many pictures for these threads though.

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Thanks Sup Forumsro, that really helps

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Please no

Np, I'm just wondering if I should continue to post or not. There isn't much point if noone is even here

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Please do, I need this.

These threads always make me feel extremely sad for a while, but then I get happy and bounce back after. It's like stepping out of the shade of a tree and into the sunlight and the warmth from the sun is more noticeable. And I haven't seen a lot of the pictures you're posting.

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Feels... too much...
Also nice quads

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Alright man, I'm glad to know I'm helping someone out. I come to these threads for the same reason, it's nice to vent. Feels threads have generally made me a happier person.

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Pills don't work.

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Its funny. These threads are the only place I ever feel significant emotions. Otherwise I'm just a stonefaced emotionless hulk who occasionally smirks at a thread here or a post on Reddit.

So thank you for allowing me to feel :^)

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Fuck that

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My dog died just over a year ago. Fuck man I wasn't expecting a gut punch like this...

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>edge kid enters
>"lol retards deserve to die"
jk that's fuckin sad and hit me

I've never even had a dog and that one fucks me up. Animals are a huge softspot for me

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That comic is exactly how it went down. Over the course of a year my little furry buddy went from a jumpy little squirt to barely being able to walk. You could tell he wanted so badly to do the things he was used to doing, but just couldn't.

God dammit I'm actually crying right now...

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Holy shit.

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And with this post, I'm all out of images. I hope I've helped you guys feel. I'm gonna lurk for a little while and go to sleep. G'night Sup Forumsros.

Good night bro

Sweet dreams

Fuck man that sucks. I'm sure pupper is freely able to do all that shit that he loves wherever he is now

>I have no idea what I'm talking about, the image.

Sounds like you have actual mental health issues dude. You need to stop thinking this is a sign of weakness - it's not, any more than getting a viral infection is. Rather than blaming yourself, go and get some help.

I'm just going to vent a bit.

I don't know how to feel. I'm neither bored or entertained, happy or sad, depressed or alright. I fucked up yesterday, really badly, and let a lot of people down by failing a test including my friends, recruiter, and recruiting station. Games aren't fun and food tastes the same now. But everything just feels solemn, like I'm just making motions. Nothing hurts but at the same time nothing feels good.

The gist of it is that when you have nothing to lose, you have everything to gain.

dude he says he knows all is fine, but clearly he has a real problem cus all is still shit

>be me
>live in America
>Greek ancestry
>listening to Sabaton - Sparta
>realize nothing I will ever accomplish in life will ever amount to what my ancestors once did
>mfw I will never be able to look a dirty Persian in the eyes as my phalanx rips through their horde
>mfw I will never charge into battle and earn my honor
>mfw I will never make love to a tight, beautiful Greek goddess, dressed in nothing but a robe
and that's only on my father's side, most of my mom's heritage comes from Europe.

scary

>mfw I will never be able to look a dirty Persian in the eyes as my phalanx rips through their horde
>mfw I will never charge into battle and earn my honor
>mfw I will never make love to a tight, beautiful Greek goddess, dressed in nothing but a robe
What's stopping you?

That actually hit me.

>listen to Sabaton - The Last Stand
>realize I might have had an ancestor that fought in the crusades
>mfw I'll never lay siege to the infidel, marching on Jerusalem
>mfw I will never launch a 100 kilogram payload 300 meters into the sky from a trebuchet
>mfw I'll never wield a claymore into battle
>deus vult, my dudes

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>most sand niggers have AK47's, where as I have my trusty shield, spear, and xiphos
>I was never pushed through the brutal training that the Spartans were forced through. The closest I could get to that would be Marines, MAYBE
>I lost my Greek goddess years ago, and haven't been the same since.
>I remember when she had to do a presentation on ancient Greek culture. She dressed up in robes, with perfect make up and flawless jewelry.
>It was like seeing Aphrodite herself
>heavy sigh
Where have the years gone, man...

>most sand niggers have AK47's, where as I have my trusty shield, spear, and xiphos
But not all. Go in some hamlet and fuck shit up. Bonus points for dressing the part. Literally no one will be missed, since documentation is shit in places like that.

>I was never pushed through the brutal training that the Spartans were forced through. The closest I could get to that would be Marines, MAYBE
You know how they trained though, right? Do it yourself.

>I lost my Greek goddess years ago, and haven't been the same since.
Pussy shit. Your ancestors would not be pleased with this behavior.

>Where have the years gone, man...
Your dreams are in the future, not the past.