Current song you're listening to

>current song you're listening to
>current feels

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>song
Animal Collective - Pulleys
>feels
Bored. I'm not depressed but I'm getting bored of hobbies like music and posting here, and I don't know what to do.

>listens to animal collective
>is bored of music
No shit

ebin

Mike Oldfield- Tubular Bells pt. 1
Anxious as fuck as fucking usual

Pixies - Rock Music

Zero feels

Circa survive - Stare like you'll stay
>Tired of being bored and lonely, not much to do around here, no one to know, no where to go, hate the city I'm in wish I lived somewhere more lively and fun. Pretty much at this crossroad and knowing nothing about what I want to do with my life and seem to be so caught up on what has happened in the past. I want to move on from it but it always haunts me. I want things to get better for myself, I'm just so tired of being confused with what direction I want to head in. I want a car, to move out, some friends, a qt gf, and an interesting city to live in, it seems like that's asking too much. I just want to be on par with others my age, not still living with my parents, miserable with nothing.

>song
Pilot Jones - Frank Ocean
>feels
About to do homework for about 6 hours and then hopefully hang out with my boyfriend

Well what are you doing about it? Can't expect anything if you don't work for it

>song
The Dillinger Escape Plan - One of Us Is the Killer
>feels
I don't really know. I'm about to go watch a movie
Kinda bored I guess
There's this girl I like, and I'm pretty sure she likes me back, but she says she's a lesbian
I'm just gonna think about it; I shouldn't be jumping to conclusions just yet

Song
>Roxy Music - While My Heart Is still Beating
Feel
>Chill

I do have a lot of regret and things I've should have done, and now that I'm actively trying to pick up the slack things just seem to keep going wrong, there's always a set back. I know that's part of life but how much do I have to deal with just to move forward. I'm not happy with myself, I'm not happy with my life, I'm not happy I didn't do what I wanted to do with it, I'm not happy I listened to other people tell me what I was going to be, what I was going to do, and how I was going to do it.Instead of just doing what my gut was telling me to do and take risks instead of just submitting because that seems to be what everyone else wants from me. I was going to work friday and had this sinking feeling, I came to the realization that I became everything I hated, and told myself I'd never be, I've turned out exactly like my father.

listening to Neurosis - Takeahnase

Feels fucking good man, got a 3 day weekend from work and I'm sipping my coffee and smoking a bowl

You guys should stop worrying about shit that's out of your control and relax

>Song (not really a song)
Christoph de Babalon - My Confession

>Current feels
Kinda happy, yesterday was a great day.

bike - floyd
feelin chilled

>Song
Good Morning Captain (first time listening to Slint in 2 months)
>Mood
Shit. Mainly because it's cloudy outside, partly because >tfw no gf. Planning to slide into my oneitis's DM's tomorrow while getting stoned, doubtful that it will work though.

Can I ride that bike?

Burial - Broken Home

Hungry, but I don't get out of work until 6. My friends are having d&d today but I just really don't want to do that unless I have alcohol, but I'm broke.
Idk, shit sucks

If you like
>pic related is really sad, this is what fame does to a schizophrenic

Julia Holter - Have You in My Wilderness

Feels:
Confused, sad, worried,
Just broke up with my long-distance long-term gf about a week ago, so I'm still fucked up about that, but part of the reason that I broke up with her was because i was getting serious feelings for a girl here at school, and last night we both admitted that we have feelings for eachother, but that we should wait for a while to do anything since both of us aren't really in any place to date/do anything

Poor dude

i know this feel

What are you listening to? Good music!
How do you feel? Bad!

>Darkthrone-Triumphant Gleam
>realising that the future looks bright and that I have a lot of projects and ideas I'm going to make come true

No you won't move to california, you won't like it, you won't be able to afford it, told the same thing with NYC. You won't be a lawyer, you won't be an orthopedic surgeon,No you won't be anesthesiologist, No you can't go to school for art, music, or photography you won't be a musician that's not a real goal, that's not real life. BUT YOU WANT TO WORK ON COMPUTERS BRANDON, COMPUTERS. I didn't want to even fucking do that, now I'm fucking doing back snapping hard work and I hate it. I don't know why I listened, maybe because I was constantly told no and to not speak about my ideas of what I wanted to do with my life because it pissed others off that said I couldn't do what I wanted. A lot of it has to do with my parents, they're VERY controlling and I hate that I didn't just say fuck you and did what I wanted and left when I wanted. They're the ones that made me this way, they're the ones that put into my head that I had to go for what they thought was "real" and anything else would go into a screaming match or fists flying. I literally got my dad in a headlock because he came at me because he got pissed that I had talked about my dream of moving to LA. They didn't see I would, and it was against their ideals and I was going to be punished for it. They got me in a trap when I was about to leave, telling me I wouldn't survive in richmond and that they were going to help me get better and all this other bullshit that I should have ignored. I still think about how things would have turned out if I had just ignored them,left, and never listened.I have to live with that and I can't turn back time no matter what I want to do.

Start reading books. It'll invite you into another world if yours isn't doing it for you. Go for a walk for half an hour a day. You don't know how something as simple as simple as a short walk will fill your day with so much more purpose.

>The Stone Roses - I Wanna Be Adored
youtube.com/watch?v=HF91QxJVDU8
>Feel
mentally preparing myself for getting a haircut on tuesday, first time I'm actually looking into other styles and stuff so cautiously optimistic.

>filled with negativity and places blame on everyone but himself
Yeah, it's their fault your life sucks.

welp

>Black Metal ist Krieg
>A N G E R. I'm fucking mad at my gf atm.

Good song desu

Actually just got back from a walk, heh. I've been taking them every day for a few weeks, and it has helped.

What books would you recommend? I read a bunch of The Iliad a week ago and it didn't do it for me. I haven't been "sucked in" in a long while, but I'm up for it.

No, I'm saying I shouldn't have listened to them and had done what I wanted and that I fucked up majorly. I shouldn't have let them tell me what I was going to do and what my purpose was. I'm regretful of it, want a better life for myself but I still have a way to go before I even get back onto my feet.

my man

life isn't over you still have time to do what you want with it
how old are you?

26, 27 in june.

>MC Bitch Punch - 15
www.youtube.com/watch?v=fIQu382Hm8o

Stepped out of my apartment for the first time in a week to get groceries and ended up conversing with a cutie on my way to the store. I somehow got her number despite being a beta virgin and I can't wait to fuck this up somehow.

Pixies - Gouge Away

Feeling like Samson.

damn, dude gj

>I can't wait to fuck this up somehow

Do it creatively at least. Make it a masterpiece.

Song: Oh Shit I'm Feeling It by yung wenli
feel: FEEL LIKE KILLIN' IT

yeah you're fucked sorry m8

Drugs drugs drugs by Tonetta

I'm feeling free

The Cure - Pornography

Feeling like fapping.

SAving to get a car, and move out eventually. Hopefully soon if things work out.

>listening
GANGSTER GIBBS - Midwest Malcolm

>Feeling
Feel like a real killer or possibly drug dealer definitely no filler either way

>almost 27 still doesn't own a car
are you serious? your situation wouldn't even be that bad if you had a car. you fucked up bad brandon, really bad.

>song
Animal collective - wide eyed

>current feels
Pretty ok actually, especially since I don't have a lot of weed to smoke and I'm probably gonna lose my job now. Everything's gonna be fine

DJ Screw - Chapter 119: No Drank

hungover and high

god I hate tripfags

kind of feel bad for the guy seems like he has a lot of issues
:(

Song: Roxy Music - More Than This

Feels: There's nothing

so do I, just wish he posted it anonymously so it was more of a venting thing and less of an attention seeking thing

I was venting. God I fucked up.

>song
Andy stott - hatch the plan

>feels
Depressed with a hint of anger, loneliness and frustration

I chuckled

Me

You sound a lot like a brandon i know, but you dont live in california so i guess not.
I feel you though, in a similar spot rn but im not blaming everyone else for it

Thanks for reminding me tonetta exists

This

We all do, please feel bad for me :^(

Song: Bowery Electric - Deep Sky Objects

Not really sure. Had a pretty intense but good mushroom trip yesterday and I'm still trying to make sense of it. I feel sort of hopeful about life rn but idk if that's just the afterglow or not

I'm not blaming anyone but myself for not doing what I wanted and I really, really, regret it. That was the point I was trying to make.

Blackest bile - Giles Corey
A bit anxious and tense, studying for an exam which is tomorrow,

They never seem to learn - Bones

feel like killing myself desu senpai

GAY

>listening

maze francier - thee oh sees

>feeling

pretty relaxed honestly, it's been my first saturday off work in a while.

>Blitzkrieg Bop.
Feeling super happy because I'm finally in a band, and I finally have a gf :)

>tfw scared of talking to girls
music for this feel?

you can still do what you want with your life. you don't have to settle for less Brandon.

>song

Doddodo - Kuchi no undou

>feel

Kinda stressed. Drank too much coffee and have lots of shit to do

vaporwave

Trying to play Morricone
warning: shitty mic & playing
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>song
American Football - Never Meant

>feels
Depressed. I'm slowly losing friends for no reason..

I know, but the thing that I'm so confused over is if I should have different goals now or should I go for what I wanted in the past? It's about trying to figure out what's the best thing to do for myself.

>Song
Father John Misty - Pure Comedy
>Feels
Its rainy outside, feel really calm and a bit tired, pretty much just waiting until I have to go into work at 5

it depends if you still have the drive to do the things you wanted to do in your past. if not, then you have to do some soul searching to find out what else you want to do. sorry all that happened but you should have flat out said "fuck you, it's my life" as edgy as that sounds.

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And with every cutie fuck up comes a fantastic greentext

Do it user, I believe in you

King Crimson - Talking drum

wishing i was out doing something. beautiful weather outside but no friends. instead stuck inside drinking and mu posting

>no trendxlydial lunch - tear you apart
>increasingly hard to manage prescription drug habit, feel a danger to myself generally but health services have only given me rehearsed pitiful looks & phone numbers if i ever feel like i'm going to kill myself, in general i'm just sort of done

IT'S MY LIIIFFEEEE AND IT'S NOW OORR NEEVER
I AINT GOONNA LIIVEEE FOOREEVERR

>Song
youtube.com/watch?v=w7y4o1yC68o

>Feels
>tfw 2006 was 11 years ago
>tfw you will never ppgz for the first time while listening to Rammstein
>tfw the few places that have ppgz subbed have the videos out of sync.
Feels nostalgic man.

>For The Widows In Paradise, For The Fatherless In Ypsilanti - Sufjan stevens

>AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA