Can we get a feels thread going? Gods know I need it

Can we get a feels thread going? Gods know I need it

i've had a headache ever since i was thirteen and every day it gets more and more painful. i have a 7/10 headache at least at all times. the only way i can sleep if i haven't slept the last night and i take a few sleeping pills. i am too scared to get it checked out. i am 27 and i want to die but i can't an hero because i'm scared of there being a hell. please return me to the void

There's another one going right now. You can go there if you want m8

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Maybe just go to the doctor? Some people have really bad chronic migraines. Could be something totally treatable and harmless

You should really get it checked out, user

I fucking replied to the wrong person. I fuck up that much.

i'm scared they'll tell me it's cancer, i'm a hypocritical mess. maybe it'll kill me soon

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If you're scared it's cancer, then you may end up living the rest of your life in fear (and pain) over something that might not even be true. You should get it checked out even if you're scared, cuz it could just be something really minor and curable right away

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This year really fucked me up
>Be me 17 at the time 18 now
>sophomore cause i refuse to learn from packets
>hear granny has cancer
>she raised me since 2nd grade until mom could be financially stable
>Doing bad in school used to be Bs now Ds
>few weeks later
>granny paralyzed can't talk
>feel like shit because i cant lose her
>i give her a hug every time i visit as if i was my last
>she gets sent to the hospital
>few more days pass
>barely talk in school and lose friends
>mom says we're all meeting at the hospital
>see my uncles and aunts gather
>hold my tears cause i dont like attention
>we leave after but not after i hug her
Cont?

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Please do

My problems arent a lot but I do miss My ex.

Anyone want an OP greentext?

Me too man. It's been about... 3 years I think. Dated for 5 years, lived together, the whole business.

One day she packed her bags while I was in class. I came home and she said "I just need to experience more" and then she walked out the door.

No goodbye kiss, no hug.

I've dated several women, traveled, studied. Hell, I even went on tour with my band. But she still lingers in the back of my head, every so often I remember her and still wonder how I could've changed things, maybe I could've done something different you know? But that's life.

I gotta agree here. Go get it checked out. If it's cancer, you say you wanna die but don't wanna an hero, you got something to do it for you. If it ain't cancer and it's something treatable, that's the problem gone.

Yes please

>few days pass mom gives me the news that granny passed
>feel shattered
>parents ask if im okay i say sure
>gave up in school all Fs cause more depression
>friends starting to notice i barely speak i just say im fine
>i go home on my bike weaving through traffic asking why im not dying
>greet old man and his wife who are like grand parents but are family friends
>hear ruckus outside after a few days of silence
>old mans son screaming cause he passed away in bed
>feelsbad.jpg
>i miss seeing the oldman everytime i go to school, now that spot is empty
>get calls from school for missing so many days and failing all classes
>they say they're holding me back
>i drop out eventually
>gf leaves me, online so idc
>spend all year hiding my emotions
>blame myself for everything
>have some money but not a lot, not many jobs i can get since no diploma nor an ID
>shitposting here for 3 years
>I'm learning python and c++ hoping it'll stick
>i dont know what to do, maybe military is my option

The end i suck at these,

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>be in junior year of high school
>see aquaintence getting off the bus
>recognize each other immediately and start talking to each other
>the year goes great because of her
>here come feels
>she seemed into me but then nope
>chadish skater dude leaps in and they do relationship thing
>feelsbadman.jpg
>plotting begins

>they eventually break up after a couple months
>motivation intensifies
>but nope again
>shes moves to Florida in the beginning of November
>she sleeps over one night and we cuddle
>she wasn't over skaterchad
>for once she isn't in tears over him
>nothing between us happens and she moves
>contact is kept, and for whatever reason I decide to keep trying
>things work out eventually
>things go smoothly for a month
>then nope for the third time
>"user I almost cheated on you I'm so sorry"
>feelsworseman.jpg

>turns out there's a fucking dick who lives nearby
>she keeps sleeping over
>he becomes aware of me, and takes me for a dick
>it's almost New Years, and I spent Christmas worrying about this shit
>dick starts shit with me
>after arguing for a while girl takes his phone and tells me to drop it
>she tells me the day after that they had sex
>zero surprise
>only anger
>she asks if he could be brought into the relationship
>I say no
>well oh well too bad she brings him into shit
>I eventually leave her
>no intention to return at the moment
>then an idea hits me
>I'd get back what's mine, and I knew how

>I began talking to her under the guise of the Outsider
>kek this is my Mark and shit
>much, much is said and she believes that I'm a wreck without her
>we start talking again, and she's no longer in a relationship with the dick, due to abuse and shit
>she still sleeps over his house and shit
>in talking to her, she asks for me back
>my plan worked
>the golden age returns
>for like a month or two
>no happiness here
>48 year old fuck this time
>fucking fatass pedo in Washington gets/got her
>he had apparently been talking to her since two weeks into our first relationship
>I play the game again
>I refused to be defeated
>it was now about pride
>old man tries befriending me
>he realizes that I literally would castrate him if he met me in person but thinks I wouldn't because girl
>old man pays for girl's trip to Washington
>she'd rather go to him than me
>things contains she's living with him
>no more Skype calls. just messages
>old man talks to me more
>let's loose critical information
>months have gone by
>I have him