I am utterly attracted to depravity. I want a girl to slobber over my dick, I want to cuck other men...

I am utterly attracted to depravity. I want a girl to slobber over my dick, I want to cuck other men, I want to destroy the minds of women and their partner. Is this natural behavior?

I mean... not really. Sounds like you've spent too much time on the internet. If you live life expecting these things you'll probably be disappointed often.

No it probably means you're a piece of shit. It's probably because you think your life sucks and it most likely does because you are here.

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It's called having a fetish

What the fuck bro, you should cut down the porn asap

Can confirm. Am here, life is shit.

Careening to the end until old age gifts me sweet release.

Odds are your life aint shit, you're just too lazy to make any actual change.

I just kind of developed these thoughts after I realized I loved it when girls would check me out when they were with another guy.

I guess its a fetish like said but its not like I've been watching fucked up shit.

Just an edgelord with no life experience nbd

Yep I'm the root cause of all the bullshit I'm in.

I keep making horrible choices because I'm apathetic and nihilistic and would rather live as a NEET than do anything worthwhile.

What's the point? Going to die anyway.

Might as well be a lazy sorry excuse for a son sack of shit until I die.

Technically, it's natural instinct. Anyone upset by this line of thought are either betas, or religiously constrained. You should become an alpha God that cucks men and mind breaks women. It's the only honest, natural path for a man to take. Being animalistic is in our nature.

Whatever bro , keep making excuses and burning your minutes away obsessing over porn videos, bye

Hahaha! Excuses? I literally stated exactly what I'm doing and the cause of it.

When you're gone make sure to read a dictionary, fucking retard.

I don't think you're in a position to talk shit. You giving up and wanting to live as a NEET is honestly pathetic.

I don't think your behavior is so much strange. I think my choices are pretty good till now, but I too feel fulfilled when I destroy relationships and make others suffer.

I guess it's just called "being sociopath" or "being fuckin piece of trash".

I'm in the position to do whatever I want actually.

Just like I can tell you to go kill yourself.

You won't listen, but please consider.

For the sake of humanity, consider the following.

Kill yourself.

Yeah it's pathetic, never said it wasn't.

But you sure like to jump to retarded conclusions.

Have fun 'living a fulfilling life', when you're on your deathbed you'll realize it never mattered.

This is not me (op) btw.

Ah that's not that weird.

I'm pretty sadistic myself, I love seeing other people in misery.

Same reason I watch garbage reality TV, at least I'm not at horrible as these people.

I will sit on my deathbed with a life full of memories of places things and people. That's more than I assume you'll ever have.

You're a fat fuck who couldn't even pay for pussy, so none of your fantasies amount to much anyways.

Go back to jacking off to pictures of your sister.

I'm feeling a lot of projection. Thanks for the insightful analysis.

Projection? Given unlimited time to think it over, and that is your comeback?

That's like the "I'm rubber, you're glue" defense for someone who read a pamphlet in their therapist's office.

Take a do over, and come back with something brutal.

I don't really have to insult you. If you're giving me this much attention it means I pushed a button somewhere. You having to live your sad life out should be brutal enough.

Source on this manga?

the ultimate love session by Napata

Hey listen, if that's the best you can do I'm going to stop paying attention to you.

I don't come to this board to argue with strangers on the internet for lame pseudo psychological replies.

Where is the fire?

>the ultimate love session by Napata
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Meh, fantasies. As others have stated, probably a mix of too much internet and projecting hatred from the disappointment you hold towards yourself.

I've cucked two guys, both husbands. The one was entirely down with the whole thing, him and his wife had done it before, and he watched and encouraged me etc. The other knew his wife was cheating, despised it, yet never really did anything. I kept fucking her despite knowing he hated it. One drunken night we stumbled to her house at ~5am while her husband was at work, her kids in the house, fucked in her husbands bed and I went home after.

While walking home, I felt like a player. Just glad I got my nut off and was having fun. When I got in the door, I felt shame and guilt. I broke things off with her a few days later. I still feel disgust towards myself to this day. I never even got off on the whole reluctant husband thing, the wife was just hot.

I regret it. I may be that husband in a number of years, working hard to give my wife and kids a good home while my wife fucks some random 20-year-old from a local rock bar. If I have one tip for you, user, is to be careful if you ever play out these sorts of fantasies.

I appreciate the heartfelt words.